McCartney - Momma Miss America
- Let It Be
I always hesitate to tell people how funny these dialectics are to me sometimes because
I don't want anyone for a moment to think that its fun.. it isn't. It hurts, it's
purposefully confusing (which is why I just hold info as data til later when MROOT will
fix the indexing) and it's what makes Aesopian language ineffective and harmful at this
point. Not that I don't hear it or understand the words, for me, it's like calling someone
to have an intimate conversation with them - you don't have the opportunity to interact
with them by eye contact, or to feel their spirit that part's important to me. I'm certain
it's why I sit here sequestered with my only true communications allowed are thru this
site, knowing full well that anything I say can and will be used against me.
This is an important dialectic because it's fresh in my mind, I can see how
psyops were used to either lure me in again or to prevent me from effectually
communicattion with those who would otherwise join me.... because I get aggravated by the
real torture perpetrated against me... confused about what even the good people arer
saying to me... which means the psyops worked. Sort of.
What I respect about dialectics is the work and detail that perfectly sets things up so
that no matter what you do, the perpetrators being used and the targets are caught in a
trap so that if they make waves, they'll be destroyed one way or anopter... reputation,
finances, etc. Dialectics rely on massive numbers of little details about someone's life
and personality such that to tell the story, someone would have to listen to long
ramblings like this one will be in order to actually see the patterns that prove a psyop
Something tells me though, that in this case, that my counterpart in this was setup as
well, wasn't aware of it, and was put in the same positiona as I was: I was told
that I would be destroyed unless the crimes against me were proven, that at some point I
would likely be released but so Padilla'ed and wacky sounding that noone would believe me,
and that they knew all the little details of my life (all the setups, women, drugs, petty
crimes when I was a child, etc) and so the only way I could vindicate myself was to tell
all the dirt about myself in order to prove my case against them. And that actually is the
situation I'm in now.
Me writing this will likely freak out some people, particularly Melissa, though it's
not being written to cause that, but to demonstrate a dialectic to everyone as well as to
educate her for what she's in for bcause I believe she's trapped in one herself, trapped
the same way I was into thinking the media was her friend, the Democrats were the good
guys and that there would be benefits to going along, working with and being a part of the
"big boys" club. My bet is, she already understands the whole dialectic just by
me saying that.
Keep in mind that this is not a complaint toward her, it's just describing the
situation. I still believe she and I will be partners in God's work... all that
matters to me right now... although this dialectic gets more interesting and intriguing to
me every moment. I wish it didn't.
So, I have to say first that the only sermons I've heard were on tv, beginning with the
one describing my cat eating birds on my back porch, an my love of even the rainiest
days... when I'm not too busy to notice them. :} I never listened to her husband's work,
prolific as it is, and if she's actually preaching what she believes, then I have to
believe she and I agree on most things, though not all. But, like music, I don't want
other people's work to influence what I write so that 1) I'm not copying anyone and 2) The
true test of understanding and prophecy, and the word of God, is to know that it was
written independent of external influences and consistent with previous prophecy. As much
as I enjoy her sermons, I actually avoid them when I'm writing, for the same reasons. And
I've got a ton of things I'd like to write about that I'll bet they have aonly
touched on. Also, I was very serious with the idea that I wanted to have her characterize
him in her way so I could see him as she sees him for a variety of reasons, personal and
professional, before becoming familiar with his work. However, the dialectic would also
suggest that his bio info was at least temporarily removed from her site because I
reacted negatively to his affiliations to Stanford, where the MK-Ultra work and the Hoover
Instituted would have been the supervisors of my case. That info is back online a of 2 day
ago.. when I checked again just to see if anything else had been changed or removed.
It's important to know that my mandate is different than anyone else's - it just is - I
am unique by nature and definition whether I want to be or not. I contain all the
archetypes, and I am without any further doubt that the spirit of Jesus, of Christ and of
God are within me. And as much suffering as I endure, I actually know that He has a plan,
that I will prevail on His behalf, and that the person who's supposed to stand up and bear
witness on my behalf will, and there will be a little trouble in the form of scandal that
will actually be the key to the success of His plan. Facing the charges, not getting
publicly destroyed by the appearance of a cover, the boldness to stand up against it all
and for yourself as with courage, not arrogance or pride, and the intelligence to sort the
details to "turn the tables" on the bad guys. I actually believe, Melissa,
that you already told me you know that's what it takes, and you want to do it cause you're
like me in that way... the "oh yeah" attitude. That's probably what I like
about her most. Guts. Grit. She's funny. Enjoying shocking people into normalness.
But my mandate is differennt, because I require a global, objective view of all
cultures, nations and religions... and I do have different views.. consistent with
God's plan. And, I have the right and responsibility, as Christ to make new
decisions and policies that reflect the times and the transformative effects that they
could have on humanity and the universe. That's why I like advisors. To make sure that my
conclusions are not tainted by my own humanity, sorrows and momentary responses to diverse
and potentially dangerous information and situations.
Because my mandate is different, the context of His messages that I deliver are such
that specific Bibllical quotation is not as much a requirement, as the concepts and
ability to apply Logos throughout my decisions and judgments is much more important, since
the universal church is all inclusive, and to be completly based in the Christian Bible
would actually be detriminetal to my speaking to cultures and religions of other kinds.
That is not to say I won't get better at referencing and remembering things like, Isaac wa
of Abriaham, and Jesse (my dog) was of David...etc... it is important that I get it right,
but less significant in the big picutre I have to maintain providing equality ond
impartialness. If anyone thinks my job is simply to minister to and convert people to
Christianity, they would be disastrously wrong, adn I need Christians to understand that
every bit as much as they need to realize that Christianity, in and of itself, is not a
religion. If that doesn't make sense to you, please think about it until its true for you.
Last night, for the fun of it, trying to remain objective and not make judgments on
anyone involved in this mess, I ran some Bible codes. I'll mention that if you play with
the Bible codes, that XENTAO is slow, but provides the best results, much better than the
Millennum Bible codes promoted on the History Channel and in the past on Crossfire on CNN,
where Paul Begala mentioned them for days in a row, leading me to check it out a couple of
years later. Please understand, despite the accurate results I get from them, very
accurate, I don't believe in them... but I get lots of clues. One day when all this goes
to court, I'll prove their validity as evidence, for a variety of good reasons related to
physical assaults on my family, maybe even murder.
If I were to read the Bible Codes right, and I'm not asserting that this is the truth,
just one more of millions of angles that would have to be probed down the road, and wouldl
lead to 1 or 2 pieces of info that are key to the case and specific dialectics.
My bet is that Paul Begala or someone from Time Warner contacted Melissa and said
somehting like "We've got this crazy guy out here and we'd like to play with
him a little, and we know he loves women, God, country... says lots of things like you do,
and you'd be the perfect person, even if wer're actually trying to help him, (and they
might be :}) to suck him in. And maybe she didn't know she was being used to set me up.
Further, that she didn't figure they knew stuff about her. And, given that a goal of
the Council on Foreign Relations is to fully destroy the Image of God and religions,
discredit spiritual leaders and such so that they can more easily lead people into
humanistics and to reject God, so they can have a world of hedonistic and narcissistic
people who would not object to the perversions of the Elders... given all that, I'm sure
she felt she was in the in crowd, and that she was safe because "they were her
friends". Just like I did.
And, let's face it Obama is an attractive candidate (who, like George Bush, I will
never call President no matter what. Because he isn't, he's a criminal, as are his
advisors and more) Had I not been in the psyops situation I'm in, I would have voted for
him too, so I understand why people would not want to believe my plagiarism case against
him, nor that it's the result of a spiritiual war to steal the Kingdom of God and prevent
me from taking my place in this world... of course it sounds bizarre, it's supposed
to, except to people like those who Melissa talks to people who understand a great deal of
So.. the codes.. I'm giggling and embarrassed.. and undersatand, I've know a number of
Melissa's in my life, and because of the way the codes work and the fact that I don't have
big, fast computers like Ft. Dietrich to run the codes, this Meleissa may not be the
Melissa in the codes.. although, it would be weird if she wasn't.
The conclusion would be, by a preponderance of patterns, is that I'm the Messiah,
I run for president, (maybe 2012, who knows) win, marry someone named Melissa and or
end up in a plagiarism suit with her... or maybe she helps me win a suit against other
people. Although, other info tells me I should be the President elect now. If I had won,
there might have been a suit against me by her, probably based on her husband's work. If I
lost, same thing, discrediting me a the son of man. Or, we hook up and take out the bad
guys because we've both been set up by the same people, dialectics for discreditation no
matter where you turn and easy to show the patterns... therefore prevailing. I do the
Ephesians thing, she takes America, I take the world, and everyody lives happily ever
after, or, people don't take the bold action God requires of His servants, and the CFR
That was actually easier than I thought. Maybe I don't need much more detail for now.
Except, all of this is likely the reason they cut me off the phone line each time I try
to call. And if I was being persistent, what they'd end up with is a bothered
receptionist, a call to the police tracking the "harassment" calls back to me,
at which time I would have a false record of harasing and stalking women, the same
thing they failed to establish with the drip-drip scenario. The same thing they tried to
set up with Melissa, probaby telling her that I was some kind of sex pervert in
order to get her to use herself as a decoy to set me up and arrest me, and ruin my
reputation once and for all... which ain't saying much at this point.
All quite credible, if you don't understand that my sincere love for women is the same
as my sincere love for men, and I don't feel wrong for expressing love, even when people
aren't used to it and it isn't common. The NSA/CIA consultant to Raytheon who made contact
with me on a plane... who I hope to be close friends with one day :}.. at the end of our
conversation, I said, I don't know whether to shake your hand or hug you. When we got to
the baggage section, he said "I'll take that hug now", So I hugged him, told him
I loved in, looked into his eyes, and saw that he couldn't believe I would do that. And I
felt good about it. Even though part of his job was supposed to have been to make me feel
paranoid... it was the best time I'd had in years. :} Given the way he perfectly
positioned himself toward a surveillance camera before I hugged him, I know that's on
video somewhere... :} The truly funny part is, though, I don't think the guy in the
baggage area was the same guy as was on the plane. Different build and facial structure.
Plausible deniability remains intact. It measn they can show that the guy I higged wasn't
the operative who didn't want to leave a trial of his association with me, for legal
reasons and certain corporate connections related to this case for years. He gave me his
business card, which disappeared, but, being in pysyops, I checked him out, found some
employment records and stuff..no pictures.. so I can at least document it all through
anecdoctal and circumstantial evidence that would make a jury, eventually, believe me.
I am impetuous and curious, but only to a point. I rarely step out of bounds in terms
of protocol. I never would have gone to CNN in Atlanta if it hadn't been for a long
history of an Aesoian relationship. Again, I wasn't collecting info as evidence at the
time, and because of what was happening at home, I technically didn't have anywhere
to go if it didn't pan out. Getting me to be homeless has been a clear goal of the bad
things that have happened to me over the years.
The same situation was in play when I went to New York. And it almost lead to me
getting arrested for threatening violence. I had been up over 48 hours, returned to
Washington under less than desireable circumstances, got tinto an arguement and said
somehting equivalent to this situation: ever been mad at anyone and said out ouf
frusttration: I was so mad at you, I could have killed you, and then have them call the
police and claim you were actually threatening physical harm? It looks and sounds bad, and
of course, the man is always suspected of being the liar and perpetrator... like the Scott
Peterson case, where people became convinced of his guilt because he went to the ocean and
looked out over the water in the place where his wife washed up onto shore.... even though
that is totally irrelevant to the facts of the case, and proves nothing. But it looks bad
and causes irreparable doubt in the minds of those who believe the propaganda and fear
tactics employed by the U.S. Media on behalf of the government.
And the interestin gpart is, the people setting these things up know that the
instructions to the Son of Man is to not take to the streets in the winter.. so these
always happen just as winter is coming on.. for obvious reasons to cause more
unrecoverable hardship.. which I have so far escaped.
So, that bring s me to today... sitting here, feeling rejected and harmed by America, a
country I have dearly loved all my lif eand volunteered to give my life to in the current
battle of hearts and minds and propaganda and oppression... now feeling totally betrayed
and harmed by the very people I was giving my life for ... kind of like soldiers going to
war that is waged as a just war to defend America and Democracy against the
"evil-doers"... and then finding out the reasons you were fighting were bogus...
a waste of life adn psyche and purpose and mind and body... there are few things that are
greater betrayals than finding out the people you trusted so much are responsible for your
needless death that only benefits their pocket books... Finding out that the people who
point their fingers at the "framed" evil-doers - people made to look like bad
guys who are really more good guys than bad, depending on the lies you've been told - are
in fact the actual evil-doers, executing deception after deception after deception....
And I know, still, that despite the deceptions and harm done to me, and all the
rejection I feel - the successful implementation of voice to skull psyops which is
primarily hyppnosis - I know that the citizenry of this nation - particularly in the
communicty around me.. are hoping and praying that I can succeed on their behalf. If
you think my talk of leaving America behind and using other means to force America into
compliance with God's plan and purpose for America, understand that if I am not allowed to
do what needs to be done inside this nation's borders, then I have to go elsewhere, like,
where there's this city an family called REHN who I have to believe still contains a
history or legend of heritage such that they would take me in and empower me... likely, or
more likely, leading to wars. I don't want that to happen, particularly the wars would be
rightly against America. Those who don't like me to sya things like that or who think I'm
not a patriot when I claim the egregious criminality of theUnited States Government have
no business barking at me unless the do the research, and find out for themselves that
everything I say is true, and if I make a mistake, I gladly correct it, just as I will
gladly, most gladly, vindicate those people who have been involved in this whole mess, and
many others, because I fully understand how people get trapped in untenable situations..
and the only thing that really matters is that the perpetrators and their true loyalists
are weeded out of the garden.... the other folks will actually be more productive and
beneficial citizens because of their new found freedom, and because many have been working
under the cover of their professions to - not necessarily work for me in any way - but to
work for America, which benefits God's plan, for which America was the intended leader and
And because they'll be allowed to have relationships that aren't harmed and coerced and
setup to fail by unscrupulous, evil ansty people setting others up to fail in order to
gain profits from the gifts of God and works of the people whose lives they destroy and
murder to get what they want, without a moment of remorse.
The New World. It's about time. And, it's about time. And it's time. Think about that.
Crawford - Now We May Begin - Now We May Begin
No, really, now we may begin :}
I have all sorts of evidence, including some that proves to me that I was set up long
ago to attack the very people who someone was supposed to tell me were my friends. I had
no clue whatsoever. I can even see how that would be beneficial if it was that I didn't
know when all of this came into play.
I know that when the person chosen by God reveals me to the world... a strange, ominous
thing for a guy in captivity with no money or anything to say :} - anyway.. I know that if
done properly with just a little preparation, and announcements made to the right people
in the right order, it can be a joyous thing, without violence ar at least major violence
in places where "bad guys" will seek to escape or retain power militarily... I
want it to be what it is, a joyous occasion, a celebration of God and His love for all.
And I believe that will be done.
So, at the moment, while writing this, I have no idea how things will work out, I know
they will, and with all our collective will and love for His purpose, it will. I'd say
send a car with a face I know and trust with the message that I should make a move with
certainty, because I do believe that without that certainty, I'd have to do alternative
things to do what needs to be done.
And I know that within 48 hours of the initial announcements, the world will change,
the tables will have been turned, and the New World will finally begin. Truly, thank God.
He IS a mighty God.
So I'll still try to call now and then, and who knows, maybe Florrie, someone who
probably doesn't exist and I can't prove a thing about, will get a new synthesized voice
to replicate one that I don't know well anyway, while my call is being redirected to
somewhere like Langley. Like how I suspect a few calls from my brother were frauds. I
don't know what else to say. And I don't want to say what else occurs to me about it, not
having to do with people, but the actions I'd have to take to complete the work the way
God would have me do it... in peace and love... a worthy way of being.
PS: I think the funniest part of all of this, from the beginning of my active work, is
the idea that I could put up this web site and these people would actually respond and
interact with me... especially George Bush, who will most certainly not get rid of a few
frivolous law suits. Nonetheless, it kept happening, so I went with it, wondering
all the time, what's wrong with this picture. Ain't it great, the angels provided me with
a song for that too. Sorry for being so tough on you all, cause you know I love you...
Gold - Thank You For Being A Friend
Of course, even now, I have to review all this, notice its probable truth, and question
if it's to be used a sthe final ravings of a mad man... who think she's the messiah, who
will likely be demoralized one more time by hoping that someone will do Hid work, and do
the right thing. I can't apologize for that kind of thinking anymore. My life and His plan
depend upon it. And according to His plan, my life and His plan are inextricably linked,
and must not be compromised or defeated. I'm very sorry to have to state it that way
or cause undue difficulty or unreasonableness. It's just so.
God Bless, His will be done.
Tomlinson - LivingThings - Make It This Way