Over the last eight years, I discovered a great deal of truth I wished I
hadn't discovered, wanted to believe things I saw as behavior that was an
abhorration of normal behavior, accepted that what happens is "typical" or
"the way things are" - as more and more legal loopholes are created that
allow crime and corruption to be legal.
It's very much why I chose to live the kind of life I have. I'm sure it
seems as though I was disengaged, but what I was really doing was observing, always
finding ways to work within the social paradigm, and at the same time, doing it in a way
that didn't cause me to go along with unethical or immoral or illegal activities.
It's a difficult thing to do, and I know I'm not the only person who has
done that, successfully or not, to one degree or another. In that respect I am a citizen
among citizens, trying to do what I think is right.
I truly believe that in the allegorical and actual senses, that each of
us, if truly believing in and following the example of Christ Jesus, that each of us is
the "Son of Man", having nothing to do with gender, but as a description of a
kind of person, a person who lives a particular kind of life and has certain common
philosophical outlooks that include projecting that same kind of thinking and being into
Here, I'm talking mainly about faith in God and believing in Jesus, but
doesn't it also sound like how politics work? It's part of the danger and fine lines of
paradigms. This is the way we do it. A tool can be used for accomplishing good things and
bad things. Water can either save your life if you're thirsty, or kill you if you're
I say I like writing this book in "a void" because I came to the
realization that there were factions trying to influence me to write things that affirm or
reject aspects of certain religious sects and political factions in order to divide
people, as well as try to manipulate me to approve of their "righteousness" and
I thought, if every religion or sect of Christianity expects the returning
Christ to agree with their specific beliefs and preferences in order to garner their
approval and receive their public support for the Church of the "Body of
Christ", then there will never be anyone who wil be accepted as Christ no matter what
Christ would do or what evidence He has of His identity and existence.
Jesus considered certain things "authorized" by prior
"christs" that He didn't agree with or rescind, understanding why they were
enacted, and at the same time, voiced His preferences in the matters.
And then I think and wonder, the Bible doesn't actually say much of
anything about how the Son of Man, or Jesus or Christ by whatever name and God in the
flesh... how He becomes known. I know there are writings in the Bible, but there are many
descriptions of similar things, and we tend to want to believe most in the most
supernatural and "magical" of descriptions.. I'm not saying they're wrong. I
don't know, just like you, for certain, except for my belief in His word.
I get the impression that few people know the story of the life of the Son
of Man, or even His description in the Bible when He's found, or how they would know that
had happened. I wonder if people even know that the Son of Man IS the vessel or host of
the spirit of Jesus and God... and if they know that that triunary being has always been
present in the world.
I read things in the footnotes of my Bible that suggest some
"experts" have an understanding of the concept, but they really don't have an
understanding of how that occurs and takes form in being.
Again, keep in mind, what I'm sharing with you is my thoughts, notes and
observations as I prepare to write about apostasy.
I've never heard anyone talk of any of these things. I've never heard
anyone suggest what people should be looking for, in terms of recognizing the end of days
or how to know when the real Christ is "here".
And again, part of why I like writing in a void is casting aside external
influences so I can think and separate what the world has taught me, and what's in my
heart and what God is telling me to inform you of... as well as testing myself to be sure
I am, in fact, being honest about the things I've seen and the things I write and say, and
how it relates to God's plan.
I've seen a news media fully involved with politicians with a subversive
agenda, lying to the world as well as harming and suppressing me, setting me up to appear
as an apostate, not to mention some kind of horrible person that I'm not. And their use of
someone who claims to be a minister to get me to do something that left me fully
financially bankrupt and actually was a threat to my life for reasons I haven't disclosed.
A minister who seems to love the Bible as literature and history of some sort, and who
admires certain writers of the Bible, but seems to enjoy and admire those writers more
than the messages God had them deliver on His behalf.
I see a government where it appears, and I'm certain the facts will prove
this in the long run with few exceptions, that in order to be allowed in the Senate, your
fellow members have to have knowledge of some crime or embarassing incident they can use
against you if you "get out of line" and don't "go along to get
I've become aware of an incredible number of horriffic crimes committed by
the government of the country I live in, a country that claims moral high ground, and the
Bush Administration is the proof of the least of what has gone on since the days of Andrew
Jackson. Since the days when Abraham Lincoln commented that his greatest regret about
being elected was all the promises he had to keep to certain people and groups to
get elected. Quid pro quo kind of stuff. And Obama says he relates heavily to Abraham
I see ministers who have either sold out to popular politics and the
glamour of power speak things about God that, if they'd thought about it, they never would
have said because it's inconsistent with the way God works, and diminishes God in the eyes
And I say that particularly in regard to ministers who proclain that other
people should be killed in order to enforce the will of God. God most certainly, in a
world of free will, and in honoring His promises to humanity, has to work with us in a
kind of partnership that grants free will.
We choose to believe that killing in the name of God is being courageous
on His behalf. The truth is, it's out of the frustration of humanity.. not God. And
the word war, as used by God, does not mean military.
It might be useful for you to understand that I believe that Holy
Writings, including the Bible, are all words of God which may or may not have been
translated or interpreted properly, but are His words nonethelss. I don't care who is
attributed with authorship in the material world.
And I don't quote Bible verses often because I actually want you to cause
your minister to read it and find what I'm talking about, to become reacqauinted with it
and embrace it, and then inquire into it and explain it to you. That's their job. My job
is quite different, concentrating on causing and creating the future, not explaining the
past or glorifying authors.
It's also the job of your ministers to understand dialectics, how patterns
of human nature and the real patterns of the word of God were successfully employed or
failed because of misinterpretation or failure to do what God asks of His self-declared
It's also the job of your ministers to ensure that you understand, that if
you truly want to live your life as a Christian - having nothing to do with the acceptance
of Christ and salvation in and of itself - that to be as if living with the example of
Jesus Christ always before you and guiding your life - be as in being - that you not only
have a choice about not participating in unethical and illegal behaviors at work and in
your personal life, but you have a promise to God in honor of Jesus Christ to refuse to do
And to shake you up a bit, to get you to look at the realities of the
priorites that the media causes everyone to seem to think being a Christian means and
looks like, and what's important to Christians, and a religion that has been hijacked and
diminished in the media when your interests don't serve politicians, elevated when you can
help someone get elected...
I'm not in favor of abortion. But I say, apostasy and lying, corrupt
politicians and the emphasis on life based on money are greater threats to humanity and
the Kingdom of God than abortion ever was.
If you can't figure out what I'm saying and realize that you and your
religion have been hijacked, and that the family values you actually care about seem
unimportant in comparison to other issues that the media and politicians tell you are what
we're going to be allowed to talk about, then you need to study dialectics, and Stockholm
Syndrome, and realize your mind has been kidnapped my economic slavers, and that your
human ability and willingness to cope, understand and have compassion has been manipulated
to cause you to accept the crimes and improprieties of your leaders, then I would have to
tell you that you really have, actually been brainwashed.
If you believe God wants us to kill Muslims in a Holy cause, then you
listen to too many ministers chosen to be on TV because they say things like that, not
because it's representative of Christianity or accurate in regard to God's will. And I'll
assure you, these same ministers are not informed in regard to the circumstances and truth
that are actually causing the wars.
What if you were to find out that our so-called attacks on other nations
to defend ourselves were situations set-up by the government to cause incidents that could
be represented to show another nation or group is attacking us, when the fact is, we
attacked them first? THAT IS usually the truth. I don't want to believe it, you don't want
to believe it.
It's like when George Bush said that torture isn't in the heart of the
American people. He was telling the truth. The American people don't believe in it. But
the government clearly did. And Obama perpetuates many of the same programs put in place
during the Clinton and Bush Administrations allowing for continued unlawful detention,
tortures, kindnappings and "disappearing people" by extraordinary rendition. Get
the reality of that.
The United States reserves the right to disappear people. Its own
citizens. You. And they can find people all day long to put on tv who'll do everything
including threaten anyone else who disagrees with the necessity of doing so.
The cure is to stop believing the people on tv... reporters and political
leaders.. and read for yourself. The truth is out there. And the people on tv get
promotions and bonuses for assisting in wholesale deceptions of the American public and
The best advice I ever heard was the phrase, the best way to tell a lie is
to sandwich it between two truths. And the news media does that all day long. They have
linguists and psychologists on staff to determine just exactly how to mislead you with
lies of ommission and emotional stories (that don't make sense when you actually think
about it). Anderson Cooper on CNN, a former CIA "intern", is considered to be a
master at it. Lots of emotion and human interest, little fact, lots of distortion.
Whatever you hear on the news, check it out yourself. Think of the news as
a service to tell you what things you need to look up, with a healthy skepticism that
says, the guy on tv may have been lying. Let's find out what the truth is. And then, when
you read, be aware that in the current news environment, the first few paragraphs contain
the story that supports a propagandistic headline, and the following paragraphs contain
the actual facts that tell you the truth about the story, and connect the dots that reveal
the patterns and paradigms of how you are systematically deceived into thinking good
things are happening when the truth is, ulterior motives are being enacted that are doing
This is also why ministers need to go back and think about the days when
churches were being formed, and the reasons they were being formed. From the point of view
of paradigms, we are in one of those times. And by embracing that posture once again, we
can prevail in reversing the anti-Christian trends that are threatening to take hold.
Interestingly enough, I accidentally came across this article about Poland and Solidarity during the Reagan years. I
suggest you read it, not to revel about the freeing of Poland, but to take a look at the
strategies and pardigms employed for Solidarity to prevail against an oppressive
So, then, I go back to thinking, I have no desire to force my will and
beliefs upon anyone, and yet, I believe I must be the leader. Maybe God picked me because
He knew I wasn't lustful of the power of leadership. And people will either follow or not.
God says people will.
I wonder what people think is going to happen when "Christ
returns"? The Bible doesn't actually say much about it? And what does "the day
of vengeance" mean?
And do ministers actually understand the way God chooses, promises, to
work with the world, and that the whole point of creation was not to create a race of
people to act like servants and worshippers like movies portray Kings, but actually, to
have friends to hang out with? It sounds to me like there are going to be a lot of
unfulfilled expectations because I know for a fact, God doesn't do magic tricks to impress
people, and knowing Him, He'll refuse to do anything supernatural just to mess with
Just to bring people down to earth to make them realize that if they want
free will, they have to be responisble with it, and expecting God to snap His fingers and
change it all will accomplish nothing if people don't alter their ways of being. People
will just keep destroying each other and figure God will clean up the mess. God is not a
This is a time in history, in the history of God, when people, beings,
spirits need to decide who they are what they want to be. Not as professions, as people.
As children of the Kingdom. As adults in this world, living their values. Otherwise,
people will have no right to complain about the crimes and immoral and unethical acts of
others while committing them yourself.
And to apostate ministers and those who have harmed the son of man: God
does not refuse believers entrance to the Kingdom. Forgiveness does not simply wipe clean
the proof of the integrity of your character. Besides, how can something be forgiven and
forgotten when you keep doing it?
To politicians and leaders of all sorts, how could you expect God to
forgive you the crimes you've committed against millions when you continue to do them as
if a condition and threat to God to continue doing them unless God does things YOUR way?
Talk of arrogance. Talk of unclenching of fists. Talk of other leaders
acting with respect all the while calling them the biggest blabbermouths in the world
(Jimmy Carter to Pres. Ahmadinejad of Iran).
Next to President John Kennedy, Jimmy Carter used to be one of my most
I have alot of people on that list of "used to be's".
A few on the list of actual heroes that will remain at the top of that
list include Dr. Martin Luther King, Patrick Henry, Thomas Jefferson, Ulysses S. Grant,
Pres. Dwight Eisenhower...
The point is that the "Second Coming" will impact many things.
But, it is important to know that the most urgent matters of the day have to do most with
the welfare of people, the welfare of the planet and much more but, greater than those
things is doing away with the people and conditions that have caused the suffering of
humanity. Legally and humanely.
I have no desire to diminish the importance of spirituality and
Christianity, for that matter. And it's not because I haven't led a typically
"Christian" or religous life. It's because I know that when people are allowed
to live truly free, and the cause of their suffering is removed, they will have the kind
of lives and values that will cause them to realize the truth of their faith and belief
and desire to believe.
Then we'll work on the idea that each faith and sect of every kind is part
of God's creation, and is a part of the greater truth of the Mystery of God. He's got a
lot of them.
For those who don't want to think of all this in what is wrongly called
religious terms, then consider what Ghandi said, because I like it just as well. He said
Truth is my religion. My practice is non-cooperation with evil
A few years back I wrote an article called "Corruption and Me",
and while it sounds like it would be about all the bad things I've done in my life, the
truth is, it had more to do with what I've witnessed. You could say that this chapter is
like that, speaking to you of things I've discovered, been saddened by, shocked by...
experienced. Things even I admit I might not believe if I hadn't experienced it myself, if
it wasn't for my electronics and broadcasting background that made the technical
capability seem somewhat simple. I'm talking about psychotronics.
And the reason I wouldn't have believed it is not because I didn't believe
it was technologically possible. I wouldn't have believed that people, that my own
government, would be doing such incredibly horriffic things to people, even their own
citizens of the United States... and to find out that my own father may have been involved
in the invention and application of this very technology that makes these crimes
possible... that they used it against me. Knowing that the same technology has the ability
to provide miraculous medical benefits to people with so many devastating afflictions.
The people who call themselves Jews but are not.. the people who call
themselves Christians but are not... the same paradigm of the Elders of Israel/Zion making
Holy Declarations in public while committing horrendous crimes and unholy acts in the
privacy of their chambers.
When you think of it, despite prophecy and certainly not to question it...
but in a way, the end of days... the end of the days of the reign of the anti-Christ began
the day of Jesus' conception. And the anti-Christ.. they've been working overtime to win
the battle for the last 500 years or so, because they know what's going to happen, and
that's why things seem to be spinning out of control.
I want you to know, from my point of view, from God's point of view,
things are quickly spinning into control.
This chapter is actually something I would have previously written in a
weblog I've been maintaining for some 6 years or so, communicating directly to the media
and to politicians aware of me and "communicating" with me. That
should account for a slightly less formal and organized writing.
But, I wanted people to understand that when I write these things, I do so
after a great deal of consideration and with a great deal of focus on remaining true to
God's intent without letting my opinions and emotions get in the way. The weblog has been
where I've "let out" most of those kinds of thoughts when grappling with an
inquiry about things.
This is an example of the kinds of things I think about, not necessarily a
representation of things I'm actually going to do. At the same time, what I find
interesting and reassuring to myself, is that the values and principles I've expressed as
the reasons for my taking a stand and spekaing out are the same values, even on issues
where I have re-considered my opinions and altered my statements about things.
I want you to know that when I alter my statements about things, I don't
so it because I suddenly realize what I said would make it look like I'm saying something
wrong. I do it because after examining my heart, and considering God's will and ways, I
realize that I was persuaded by the world that something was right or wrong, despite what
I believed in my heart, and then maybe also saw things through God's eyes, and realized
that's what He was saying too.
Part of doing this in a void that I like is that when I'm through, I'm
hoping I'll have some stimulating conversations about what people will call what's right
or wrong about what I've written. We'll all learn. But, it also gives me the opportunity
to think in ways that allow me to realize how we've all been "trained" by this
world to think and be in certain ways. And then to separate the training that leads to
what we call reality from the reality that we might think of as naive, that we all wish we
lived in a guileless world.
Imagine, then, consider how you would go about causing that. I mean
actually causing it transformationally. Globally. No wonder it's taking me so long to
write this book :} And I don't mean just doing some things that cause progress in an area
or do some good work, the kind that even if that's all that you accomplished would be a
fine and worthy effort and important to be done, but if it actually didn't accomplish the
whole task, there would be no promise to yourself that you could be satisfied that it
would be accomplished.
The only way to judge that sort of thing, to yourself, is to strip away
all the pride and vanity and the opinions of other people and societal norms. .. and just
be honest with yourself.
God gave me a mighty big task, a challenge I actually look forward to
taking on if only because I love to accomplish things that people say can't be done.
It was back in late 2002 that I actually began to realize that despite the
bombardment with psychotronics and directed energy weapons by people we'll call the
"evil-doers", that I really was this guy called the Son of Man. I've been in an
inquiry ever since about a great number of things. Likely, though, the one that's probably
been most at the center of the inquiry, and the one that's been most beneficial and
useful, is the inquiry, what does it really mean to be a Christian.
Not being religious all these years, I brought few pre-conceived notions
to the discussion and my thoughts. And it was work to get to the point where I could
separate what my opinions were, my beliefs were, the message of God and the purposes and
ways of the life of Christ Jesus... only then could I truly understand the greater
revelations God sought to deliver through me.
I truly hope that if I accomplish nothing else, that I would cause you to
pretend you knew nothing about Christianity, and then just thought about how you would
conduct your life and who you would be like if it was a perfect world, and God was here,
and you were living in His Kingdom, in the Promised Land.... based on what you believe in
your heart, the Word of the Bible or other Holy Scriptures, prayer.. and without initial
regard for the conclusions you were simply told to believe without researching yourself.
I'm not telling you someone has lied to you. I'm asking you to choose for
yourself, based upon facts, not opinions spread as truisms.
Loggins - It's About Time - 06 - Brothers