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The Back Channel

Of Concern & Love

Miscellaneous remarks about what I'm doing, or to people who know who they are, and what I'm saying to them. With any luck, none of this will ever have to be fully explained. Don't take it too seriously. :} Won't necessarily make sense to most people. Call it back channel communications.

Now keeping track of chemtrails, harm done, etc on anomalies page for those aware of what it's about. No further info on this will be given unless I decide to provide it someday after the trials are over. Anomalies

 littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Aesopian Language is communications that convey an innocent meaning to outsiders but hold a concealed meaning to informed members of a conspiracy or underground movement (like the United States Government).

Special Message for Rick Warren

If you are new to this blog/journal, you actually have to start reading from thebottom. Sorry. That's a journal for ya.

 



11:24pm - So, I was reading some documents earlier that I'd had on another site, that is now part of this site, and realized, otehr than Rockefeller, why GE would not want my info to get published... you know, Afghanistan, -  pipeline, Enron, Unocal, all that stufff. then of course, there's the boycott... CNN... seems to be a deal with Welch... does Murdoch still own 28% of Time-Warner....  The record companies are pretty much all owned by GE and Time Warner, and it appears they have all the musicians well harnessed. They and Fox and the Kennedy's own movie land... So that leaves CBS, and Dave... apparently NWO assets... yeah.. I can see how a bunch of stuff is just a stall... nice try. Doesn't matter. Danny, don't worry about me, I'll do fine, I doubt you and your friends will. It just never ceases to amaze me just how dirty and without values you guys are. I'm going to close out this thought by writing an essay. And I can see how you think you've got me locked out... and still, all I can tell you is you've already lost.

So if I told people that duality and such is related to the psychoid factor related to the archetype of the magical effect.... no I don't think so... thought it was interesting, I was about to write about archetypes, was actually looking for Joseph Campbell, and grabbed Jung instead.

The zapping I'm getting now - the last few days - is the kind where they're trying to get me to quit this site... won't do it...

9:33pm

My Astrology.com horoscope for 11-6-2002 The ones off AOL.com.Hmm, signed, sealed....

There are no rules out on the cutting edge. You're strong enough for anything, and positive that it will all turn out for the best. Your every desire is signed, sealed and delivered.

7:10 pm - Too bad about the Legacy of Abraham article. I won't promote your premium content. And thanks for letting me know what you're going to do. It'll just make you look bad. Besides, you wouldn't want people to read something that's actually useful, would you? Go ahead and put it back up. I'm taking it off the site. And of course I'll let people know later.. course it won't matter, because you'll probably be out of business anyway, won't you? Wasn't premium a couple weeks ago.

If there's one thing consistent about you guys, you hate the truth. That, in a nutshell. Right oh mainstream left-wing keeper of the truth? :} There must be an acronym there somewhere.

I can just hear my dad saying, so what exactly did you think were accomplishing with this web journal thing? :}

3:47 pm Boom.

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Finding all this old stuff is fun... I found ALL of the Dear Mr Bush Segments.... the entire website as of 10/3/2002... and it's very revealing about the news, and everything that was going on. I'll probably post the entire site... it's just before the psychotronics REALLY got me... I'll post it, even though I doubt the audio links will work until I have time to get back to it later. Found the original corruption and me... this is long before the 2004 campaign..

 

12/6/2002 -

Hi George!

Sometimes, you guys really crack me up.  Barney TV. :}  Believe it or not, I had a springer spaniel named Barney... lived for 19 years... The friend I let live with me while he went to college... we called him the Pizza Messiah... he decided one night to put a camera on him... we called it dogtv...

Meanwhile.. I look around at the millions of people who will be affected by the war you insist on having.. meanwhile, the real threats are Al Qaeda... and a failing economy.    You don't have a policy, and you're bankrupting this country.  I know what you're doing, I know how and why.  It won't stand. I will be in the next election.. and you know me, I won't hold anything back.

By the way.. I'll make you a deal.. you pay your legal taxes on the Harken stock, and I'll go beg for a loan to pay the rest of mine.  It'll be good for the country.    Besides, you owe an awful lot more than me. And, at least I reported MY income.

Can't wait for all that to come up in the next election.  I guarantee you, it will.  And the press won't be able to suppress it, this time.  The major difference between you and me is that I may not have the money to pay, but you had the money, and didn't even try.  People will notice the difference.

And how about the heating assistance?  Have you ever been freezing cold George? How could you even think of it?  Remember what God says... what you do to these people, you do to God.  Shame on you.

 


Isaiah 24:5 The earth also is defiled under the inhabitants thereof; because they have transgressed the laws, changed the ordinance, broken the everlasting covenant.

Revelation 3:19: Write the things which thou hast seen, and the things which are, and the things which shall be hereafter.

Daniel 11:7 But out of a branch of her roots shall one stand up in his estate which shall come with an army and shall enter into the fortress of the king of the north, and shall deal against them, and shall prevail

A Message to my friends in Palestine10/7/2002 - Please be cautious with your people, and in sending word to those who would retaliate.   What's going on is like a trap. Don't get caught in it by being drawn into a situation that perpetuates the violence.  Neither side wins if this escalates.

9/29/2002 - Mr. Arafat, please do not propagandize this situation.   Please embrace it, and understand that Mr. Sharon is offering you an opportunity for peace.  He made the first move.   Meet him halfway..  Don't speak hate or defiance.  Speak to your people, speak to them of the love you have for them, speak to them of what's possible in your nations, speak to them of a courageous stand for the well being of Palestinians and the Israelis.  We all want the same thing.   Be the change you want to see.

God Bless you.

What memories what memories... remember when I first posted these? :} This was about the same time I wrote a piece on the Skull and Bones, and someone from the Middle East wrote to me to find out how he could join :}?

Favorite remarks from site user:

"Good job on keeping things cool and well spoken.   Your website exhibits quite a bit of control - your adjectives could include evil bastards every now and again without being extreme."

and, regarding a piece I wrote for another purpose called

"The Privilege & Honor of Serving A Commitment"

"...statement is right on and could have been written by me, I have always felt this passionately about justice and equality!  The sentiment expressed there is the only viable goal for humanity I think.

Also found: What to do about TIPS :} This is part of the sign outside the door, as I proposed :}

If you wish to engage with the occupants of this household, please knock on the door 3 times briskly, and then step back 20 paces and await further instructions.   Otherwise, please have the courtesy of calling me upon return to your office, so that I will at least be informed of your decision.

Sorry to put you in this position, really, but, the government has put you in this position, not me.  And I oppose this policy.  If you don't like to be treated this way, then we have something in common.  I don't like being treated this way either, yet it's exactly what you're doing by participating in this program.

That's either audacity or my impression of Jimmy Stewart :}

Tell Barack that while he was in office in Illinois, making pretty speeches and placing obligatory symbolic votes that accomplished nothing, people like the gentlemen who wrote me that email were out on the front lines, sacrificing, giving their own lives in their own ways to actually generating results... suffering because of the attacks of the U.S. government... and you can't even write a letter to begin an investigation.

And you want me, us, to believe you'll make a difference. And then you get into office, and maybe hold a hearing in private, an d then what, nothing, in order to protect yuor criminal friends for the things they've done? These people want you in office for more than a regime change. They want control of the Justice Dept just like Bush and Cheney. They think that will keep them out of jail and in control. They're wrong. You really want to go with them. Right now, as far as I'm concerned, youve displayed your intents and motives. Remember that when you're included, adn no one is willing to stand up for you. And never forget, I was for you til you showed me the truth about oyu. I keep talking about you because I'm so disappointed. One more culture shock... fortunately, they don't effect me as much as they used to. BTW Jim McDermott. There's a guy who actually did something. And Paul Wellstone. They freed alot of people...  I actually understand now why my speech coach gave me the I have A dream Speech To Do".. I loved it. Revered it. Felt impotent trying to deliver it, knowing there was no possible way I could deliver it and do it justice, even if I could win contests with it. Not just for the issue of racial diversity, but for how he too understood the holographic nature of the universe, and that the rights and wel-being of all really are affected by the rights and well being of one... any one... under any circumstances.. because the treatment of the least and the worst is the baseline for the holographic effect that ripples into the cosmos, and provides an oracle or fact that is in view to the plain eye of the inhumanity occurring on this planet and in the cosmos because of our lack of willingness to assume responsibility, and take a stand for those who depend on us. Who you then ask (us) to give belief to your words. And who you sentence to a life of suffering and waiting and settling for whatever mediocre answers and deflections you provide to sustain the opiate of your brand of hope in order to  win an election.. not being truly willing to take a stand that might be controversial.. you think it would cost you votes, when it would actually assure you the election. But you guys live by deception, and you have no faith in the American people, or you would have done the right things long ago, the truth would have been delivered,  instead of simply delivering demagoguery and ulterior motives. It will catch up to you soon. And Barack, you'll be the scapegoat.. at least they'll make it look like it. And you're just intoxicated with stardom. You're only a symbol of the state of Democracy. And people will understand what that means soon. And then we'll fix it.

Tell Jeremiah I'm sorry on your behalf that you didn't have the courage to stand for the man, regardless of your views. A sign of your character that disgusts me.

Note to readers of the next/previous few sections: In the Ghost Hunters article I wrote about Psychotronics, I instructed victims to keep journals, but to be careful, because then the psyops agents hassling them would hassle them more to pre-occupy them with writing in their journal... something that is now being used to prosecute people - journals... again, no freedom of thought. Long ago, I decided that when they did it to me, I would write about it openly because I knew what was going on, how to explain it, and I wanted these people who thought they were clever to cause me to generate anecdotal evidence against themselves.. all the while thinking they were getting away with something. They forget that once the pattern is clearly shown, the rest doesn't matter. My comments to "drip-drip" below are very much an example of that.. sending me an implied message that I don't really take seriously... and if I reported it as a single incident, people would think I was nuts... however as one more item of hundreds proving a pattern of Psyops, it's damning... so drip-drip, by all means, think you're clever. It's your career. And you, and your friends, really don't believe that I don't care what public image you paint of me. That's the part I like about standing in the face of a criminal bully..   showing them that even with their power, people will not kiss their feet. That's living your principals... drip-drip, all you do is prove how vile and contemptable you are. Keep it up. It just gives me more evidence against you and your sick friends. Please keep it up. You may think you have plausible deniability, but all it is is one more against your corporation, and when the s*** hits the fan, the record will show that you not only particpated as a principal, but that you perpetuated it even at the time it is being exposed like a serial killer defying police to catch them. And the thing is, I don't know how many people you've assisted in Psyops on... but doing it DOES make you a serial torturer... that would make you a perverted saddist... you know, the kind you say should be locked up for the rest of their lives... Enough chess for the day.. work to do.

And yes, AM, no matter what you throw at me, even with the brief diversions, I stay right on message... because the message is real, not a talking point.

11:41 - I found the Soon to be United Nations!!!! Cool. I'm glad I did. I've been working so hard on all this political stuff, I was feeling like I was losing the connection a bit... read this, brought me right back.. that and that televangelist. She really is quite well versed.. I keep saying that lately..I never wanted to see ants beofre. The shame of it is if I could do that with ants, I would do it to you :} Talk about getting rid of nuisances... I'll have to work on that.

PS If you guys have video of the "Two suns in the sunset" day, I'd like to see it. That would be funny. There are still no ants. :}


The latest starts here. The above is way too good to bury.

Rod Stewart with Helicopter Girl - Don't Come Around Here

Love Touch

Human

Temptations - Ball of Confusion

Billy Joel - We Didn't Start the Fire

Isley Brothers - Fight the Power

George Harrison - Beware of Darkness

Michael McDonald - I Gotta Try

Michael Tomlinson - By A Friend


At least I'll have a next life.

I hope they zap all of you like they do all of us. Then you wouldn't  have such an arrogant, narcissistic attitude about the suffering of others.  But at least you get yours. In this life. That is part of what the end days is about.. and the prophecy that goes on  beyond the son of man.. one last chance before the bus leaves the station.. it's  just  a shame... I think God's gonna want to change  a whole bunch of policies. But at least He's got the good sense not to do harm, no matter how mad he gets. Others do harm just because they can. And I think psychiatrists have a name for that kind of behavior. (and if he doesn't take my advice, I'll quit.)

Had ya goin there for a while, didn't I? Ya thought you actually might like me. A lot of powerful people make that mistake. Kind of like ya'll tricked me.. only I wasn't tricking...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Styx - Too Much Time On My Hands

I am going to start the Universal Church. Just for the fun of it. Hang it out there. Gotta have something to do while waiting to get food stamps.:}I could probably do the crazy thing and get nearly $2000 a month, and foodstamps, an still be me and just say, it's the government, you know. That would make the headlines for faith based charities, wouldn't it? Government funding of churches by crazy people who get food stamps and disability, and also get paid on the side for psychological counseling (of others) military and economic strategy and constitutional conversations... that noone hears except the little guys in my head... who pay nothing for any of it... God Bless General Electric. Can' twait til I own them. They have cool audio equipment. I'll take  it to Venezuela with me.

I'm gonna enjoy the drive, that I can assure you.

No holodecks, no input, believe it or not it's just me ...  :} I still want to see that show again. I used to sit and root for him to master the controls, cause I knew it had to be some kind of psychic thing.  One of the nicer pysops guys must have come on duty. I'm not giving anyone any more ideas, no matter what. Have a nice, deep depression Elders... enjoy the kickbakcs from the  treasury.

AIG should not get help. They should have the corporate officers give back some of the profits they skimmed off the top. Or go out of business. Sometimes I wish I didn't know any of this stuff

You know I'm not done. Didn't want to have to rally the people, but once I get a vacation, I'll be back. I just thought empowering leaders might be useful and faster.   Used to work like that. :} I hear :} Besides, al that other stuff is Psyops anyway...  Right Rupert?

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Sting - Ten Summoner's Tales - 11 - Epilogue (Nothing 'Bout Me) 

I really love this song. At least they didn't play tricks on me. I wasn't allowed to their debut press conference in Burbank.. they gave me  a tape... I always wondered why I was excluded from that one. Somebody's watching you too :}

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Supertramp - Take The Long Way Home


Get the IRS off me or you'll have another jail term to serve. Knock off the psychotronics. I owe you nothing, I am guilty of nothing, and whatever you do to me will be done to you. Do you understand me?

9/12/2008 - Obama - if you think this is over, better think again. Tell slick willie he's done. Him and his sick traitorous wife. And MCCain and Palin

I still can't believe an idot like Palin would pimp her son going to Iraq as an honorable thing.. she has basically sacrificed her own son for the goals of the greatest Cabal of thieves and murderers and genocidal maniacs in history... so that means she's definitely one of them. I hope her son comes to his senses before he dies. That's as sick as it gets.

HW Bush - You will not escape. Geoerge, Jr. Better look for property in other than Paraguay... I don't think people are gonna let you stay there.

MSNBC Ticker... Russian nuclear battleship moving to Venezuela. Venezuela ousts U.S. Ambassador, recalls ambassadors from U.S.

U.S. Attorney calling me to talk to me about the case.

I don't know any of you. God does not forgive all. And you are all done. Good luck. Let the dead bury the dead.

Tracy Chapman - Talkin' Bout a Revolution

Primary email file damaged: data still intact. Nice try. Although there does appear to be a virus or worm attached to all my email backups on my main communications computer, saying I will lose all summary info. Makes it harder to look at, but I'm sure there's   adatabase technician in Venezuela who can easily recover it all. Databases are like that. ANd if they can't do it, I know how to convert ascii and eibcdic code to the alphabet... one of the good parts about being a computer old timer is you know all this stuff. Don't like it, but I love bananas, and I'll have lots of time to bring it back... You people are so arrogant and stupid.


soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Beatles - White Album - 304 - Everybody's Got Something to Hide

Brzezinski and Bush... let this be the marker that you two are without a doubt the sickest ****s in the history of the world. You will not succeed and you will doirreparable harm to your kind. That is the best news of all.

For the record, be sure to add the names of Norah O'Donnell and Peter Viles to the list of conspirators.

Norah O'Donnell's the one who told Cindy Sheehan that they had a staff meeting to decide to tell everyone that Chavez is a dictator instead of the democratically elected pres... I'm sure CIndy would love to tell that story as many times as you like. Viles was working with Dobbs til he supposedly had a baby and moved to L.A. I wonder if Norah actually had a baby too.

Like I said, I gave everyone the benefit of the doubt until they proved otherwise.

It's your country folks.. good luck. I still don't understand why you didn't just kill me when I was a little kid, and save yourselves all the trouble.

I gues the ultimate joke on me was to have me waste my time again on this stuff, like any of you care, or any of the people you brainwashed actually care. And to make me think I was supposed to make a difference in a situation that ws rigged since before I can even remember. It must be really funny for you all, though I can't understand why. Or why every one else went along with it.

For those of you who are part of the big joke, I assure you, I did not learn humility, I learned contempt. Next time around, I assure you no one will have the benefit of any doubt. Cause now I know the truth about you all.

PS James Taylor. Nice choie for the pysops. Guess we'll be burning John Hall and James Taylor tunes. Let's see, who else liked to use the little viewer.

Olbernmann what was the point of sucking me back in? Were you the hit man assigned to finsih the job? You're all traitors, every on eof you. Chickenshit traitors.

8:21 pm - So now I'm being harassed about how everyone knows all this stuff about me.. I'm a little tired of the insults and other crap you people whores are dishing out... like I said before, since America hates me so much, **** you all.  Got that Karl the pimp? I hardly think that you are an appropriate person to have anything to do with any government. You and Brzezinski. Talk about whores.

Barack.. you lie more than the Republicans.. you're a thief participating in murder.

I think the headline God Bestows Equality on Whores is a perfect headline. It's a perfect description of the elected officials in the U.S. Government. Sarah Palin is the quintessential example.

Wanna rock Washington, John... go for it. They'll lynch you.

Don't like being called whores? Stop acting like one. Don't harass me to cover your crimes. 53 years... let's see the highlights of McCain's wife making money off the deaths of the victims of 911....  Something to think about while you all soak up glory for the death of the victims tomorrow. You're all a bunch of worthless traitors.

Martin - thanks for letting me know that you and NBC/GE are still in on the pysops. It was good to find out. When you and your friends at CNN go to jail, I'm sure you'll have fun hanging out with all your criminal friends. You're more proof that smart people become the sickest when they go bad... like Karl Rove.

9/10/2008 - Dear Barack. I'll bet you and Colin get along well. You should be ashamed of yourselves. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Harry Belafonte - Banana Boat Song It's a matter of failing as a human, a Christian and your race. What will come out will set back race relations by decades... which is a goal of the New World Order... but you'll get yours, right?

Let's clarify something... a short list of whores... Barack, Joey, Johnny, Sarah, Hillary, Willy, Jim Bob, Donny, George, George HW, if they're a member of Congress, male female or otherwise... and it has nothing to do with sex or race or partisan thinking...

Georgie boy... you should keep in mind that when I said I'd turn myself over to the military, I always had in mind making sure I wasn't around anything sensitive... until the psychotronics was gone. I bet being around a nuclear reactor would mess up the signals though. Meanwhile, if I have to I can find ways to short the implants, and if it kills me,, so what. It swhat you want anyway... I'm not going to give away any more free consulting.  No more spying. None of it.

Stop the earthquakes, George... people are not going to acquiesce. They will destroy you. Do you really believe that all the other nations will go along with the destruction you and your friends have in mind? I'm figuring you guys were either trying to blow San Onofree, or nuclear plants are a cover for HAARP transmitters, or both... I'm going to look into Chernobyl...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes)  Cream - Best Of - Tales of Brave Ulysses

Can't wait ot hear about the book... I'll bet it seems really familiar to me. Since so many people know everything about my life, I figure I'm just going to finish telling how about everyone is a whore, set a couple links to some incomplete work, dump some stuff int he brain dump, and build myself a camper and go fishing. Got a brand new fishing rod that's never have caught  a fish.. about time...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes)  Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes)  Three Dog Night - Sure As I'm Sitting Here

PS: If anyone thinks they're doing something for me, personally, please re-evaluate your appraisal of the situation. I suppose I'd say I appreciate the thought, but your thoughts are not of much use.

Meanwhile, thanks to the people who are standing for what they believe in... thanks from all the people who will be aided by it in the long run. It does make a difference.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes)  Pink Floyd - Delicate Sound of Thunder (Dis - 07 - On the Turning Away


9:29pm - Alot of zapping today. Nothing like that tingling all over your body to remind you you are not alone :} The brain zap is the hardest part though. Incapacitation.

They want lots of untraceable cash... who doesn't :}

I've been thinking of a scheme to raise cash for the site without anyone having to identify themselves... and then I start thinking, how bout I just do a paypal thing, and do product endorsements like Ira Blue and Paul Harvey used to. To who, I don't know, but apparently someone is .. anyway...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes)  Association - Windy

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Herman's Hermits - Kind of Hush

Two tunes from my second band, there were two of us, and we only played in his garage, but it was fun. These are the two tunes I can remember that we played.

Great videos on Youtube... I hope they'll be there when people start catching on. You used to be able to download them

GHW: Ya know, you guys are way over the line. Ya gotta stop all this, because we'r enot going t allow you to get away with it. Everything you steal now wil be taken back from you, all the assets you transfer to other companies will be taken back... You guys made some great anti-terror laws that will be used against you. And the environment will heal once you guys are removed. So make it easy on yourselves... easier anyway, while you can still make your own exit.

Sarah - Jesus operated from war mode... when profiling a serial kiler, or serial military government, you have to think like them to understand them, and then understand what to do to prevent them from getting away with it in the future. Just like the Psyops guys.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Leon Russell - Stranger In A Strange Land

Sometimes I amuse myself by thinking these guys wrote this stuff just for me to play to annoy you :} If you're going to have an interpretation...

BTW: Anytime you want to debate the Bible, let me know. I've read it once. How many times have you read it? :}

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Dan Fogelberg - Holy Road

Please always remember that when you're getting zapped, it's difficult to not be mean and ornery. It's also difficult to spell. :}

How's John Lewis doing these days?

Barack: Sometimes you can wish for something and at the same time know that you can't because it just wouldn't turn out well. So you bite your lip, and do the right thing. Except for you politicians... who do the politically expedient thing.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Aretha Franklin - Day Dreaming I love Aretha Franklin :} All the King's Horses... yes they will :}

9/9/2008 - I've never been on a nuclear battleship before. It'll be fun.

Barakc - sounds like you're running out of pat campaign lines... and you're lying... so, I already have Billy Graham and a few other CFR ministers on my list to talk to about what they're teaching... guess I'll have to talk to Jeremiah about why you don't stop lying, covering for murderers and thieving for our campaign materials... I gues it's just what politicians do... especially 2-bit politicians. Just remember, they could have handed your script to anyone... all they want is control of the justice dept to save their butts... And you, their pawn, will still be the guy sent to the Hague...  and they'll just blame it all on you.. they'll blam emy death on you, Barack.. I'm your WHitewater... Don't forget to use the "I wash my hands of it" afterward so you can use the Biblical stuff to make it look good.

But you're not going to win anyway. Maybe I'll send you a post card from Venezuela. I've got a real good letter in mind for Putin.Like I said, I don't have any rights, and it appears even old Keithie's been in on in since the 80's so... you guys think you're so smart... fine... destroy yourselves quick so the American citizens can have their country back.

Sarah Palin, you're a liar and an apostate. God is only interested in delivering truth, and with that truth, people will make good decisions... Your lies and the lies of your friends are the only thing preventing progress. Don't call on God anymore. We're not listening to people like you anymore. Gave too many chances already. Laugh all you want. So, how does it feel to hang out with pedophiles and traitors?

Dobbs - you are indeed a fraud, and you will not be saving you and your good friend George Bush any law suits.  Enjoy it while you can.

PS It's a real problem for lots of people, so don't start feeling sorry for yourself.

The cool thing is, I'll spend a few days in L.A., get food stamps, should be able to get $100-200 worth of food, and head across the border.. see, everything works out. Cheap carparts if anything goes wrong, tires that'll still go 30-40k miles even with the suspension problem, a strong engine... not much to go wrong...a new fishing pole, a little boat.. I'm set... I'll be out of the way. And I know how to make a bow and arrow set from scratch... and of course, I have my cook book...  :} and you guys will be left back here fighting fascism, lose, clai your innocence... and then ... use your own imagination as the American citizens turn on you. Meanwhile, watch LaHaye and the rest claim that all the people dying are of the rapture.. of course, they'll be left behind to con the masses on behalf of the fascists...

And of course, you'll all do this stupid crap, a prediction of what idiots like you do, and find some stupid way to say I told you to do it. That'll be fun. Meanwhile, I'll be out of the country laughing at you... and me and Vladimir will save the citizen's asses... all the while, doing a good job of not actually being involved. I learned how to chug Vodka at  KCRE... it's not bad, with a little sours :}

I like Palin's personallity... but okay, I'll say it.. she's the perfect example of a political Christian whore... perfect example.. she'll send her son to war to get a political office.. she'll defy Christians to criticize her for her daughter (which they should not do) and they'll feel sorry for her other "burdens"...   preach to people and being clueless about how God works in the world... but it sounds really good...meanwhile she defends pedophiles and people who pass laws to commit crimes against humanity, rob the U.S. Treasury blind, and leave the American people bankrupt... The video I have proves she's aware of this web sight and the documentation it provides...

Now the real test - does she know how to read, or is she willing to have her son die so she can be vice president?  I hope he doesn't.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Donovan - Universal Soldier


9/6/2008 - 4:445pm Call Me PolyAnna :} soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Bill Withers - Lovely Day I just wanna say I really do see the good in everyone... that's everyone's inherent goodness and problem.. always wanting to believe, to have hope, and to think that the good does overcome evil I always believed that. I still do. And I know it will.

It's nice to have the Psyops guys not hitting me with the angry stuff so  much... I still get the head shots of what is probably microwave that messes up my spelling and stuff.. but it's kind of nice to get a little more grounded, and not much but  alittle less distracted from this.

I wanted to say that I'm going to go thru and do a strikethru on a bunch of stuff that I believe was the result of psyops.. whethere right or wrong about the assertions... I want to preserve wha tI would consider "a record" of how it affects a moment at a time, and at the same time, not demean people who I am either certian really are true patriots in their hearts, or did not deserbe the tongue lashing at the time because I know it was the result of psyops at the time I did it. Part of the problem with all this is that I always followed the lead to see what they were trying to setup... in a passive aggressive way... so I'd know what patterns to look for in Method of Operation, and the kinds of things I'd have to protect myself from in the courts of public and legal opinions.

That said, something for a guy whose sportscasts I could never quite fit the commercials into.. oh, no, tell me that wasn't a setup too... like when my boss told me to cut off the end of Paul Harvey if it went "over time", and then I got in trouble for doing it. The woman from Syracuse.

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4:30pm Personally, littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) I have no problem with people seeing me display my temper toward people clearly guilty of crimes against humanity, as we prosecuted the Nazi's for. And, I have no problem displaying the foul and sick responses caused by psychotronics.

As for minority reports... let's do the thought crimes thing. RICCO. Oh yeah, the RNC and St. Paul... protestors... 10 million dollar payoffs to silence protestors at the convention... RICCO.... RICCO.. RICCO...

Further... my thoughts are not my actions. As I sit and review military and diplomatic strategies in dealing with the nations of the world, with or without the  authority and approval of the United States, which I do not need to have, I think of lots of things. The difference between me and you guys is I blow off my steam, then take the most rational approach.. everytime. You guys just commit more crimes to cover your crimes. That's the sign of a true criminal.

I'm not calling for violence.. I'm just predicting the events most likely based on the trends being caused by the fascists controlling the United States government.

Rudy - what's wrong with saying Islamic Terrorists? Why are you singleing out Islamists? Why not just terrorists? More proof of the holocaust you and your fellow Nazi's and co-conspirators are perpetrating... against Islam as a pretext for giving the world an excuse for not honoring the debt owed to them because of the policies of our traitorous leaders.

Crime after crime after crime.. and about the welfare rates in NY City... refusing to offer benefits to qualified applicants is not what I call success.

Mr Bloomberg.. $9 billion dollars buys you nothing against the truth you are hiding. RICCO RICCO Andrew Cuomo - I sent you a letter. Act on it, or RICCO.

You guys getting it? Sooner or later, it's gonna come down on you.... as predictable as it gets.

Can't wait til you try to say I'm doing psychic stuff to you... how wil you explain the implants? And how will you explain that my powers did not get developed for the sole purpose of making sure you had no case :} Oooh, he said he's going to use the toolbox... what could that mean? Are you scared? You got me recorded 24 hours a day.. what a bunch of idiots.

Let the dead bury the dead, it's from that Book, the Bible.. let the people with dead souls do themselves in. Which you are all doing. See. It works. Let people make fools and criminals of themselves, and then expose them. Ain't it great that if you expose my supposed crimes, you'll be exposing yours? Let's see.. the minor things I've done, you've killed millions of people and violated every law of morality there ever was.  Personally,  I dare you. You think I'm afraid of you. You only do all this stuff because you're afraid of me... because I demand the truth on behalf of the world. The whole world deserves to know the truth. And if I find out, and I will, if that asteroid is real, and you people just sit there and allow people to die from it, then no one will be interested in hearing your explanations.

When Voyager gets thru computing pi, it'll have the right answer. And you will destroy yourselves. That's why I really don't have to do anything. But I will. I always wanted to visit the U.N. I hear I'll have an escort. Not a ford.

9/4/2008 - approx 3am John. If you actually have any integrity, how bout walking over to your favorite intel and military people and having them soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) arrest as perpetrators or material witnesses every elected and appointed member of this government. I'm not joking. Find a bunker, make an announcement, scramble the airlines computers... just get it done. And if not him... if not someone of honor in these services... then there is no doubt to give benefit to any longer.

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7:43 Dear Sarah - I just couldn't take listening to another word. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Van Morrison - Domino   I liked puppets when I was a kid, but I grew up. Maybe you people will too someday.. proud   Americans... home of the deceived because of the depraved, and you've joined them. Like I said, I'm not welcome here, you people proven it, I have no rights, and you accomplished your latest psyop by making me homeless, and there is nothing to be proud of in the U.S. Government. Brzezinksi will spend a great deal o ftime in jail. Maybe I'll go to Poland and inform them of the trap you put them in, Zibiigie, and how you're going to use them and probably get their country destroyed again.

Sarah,  I hope your som doesn't get killed in your quest to steal mideast oil. His life is worth more than thegoals of evil people, your partners. Country first.

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What Country John, You're not serving America. At least in Venezuela the leader actually cares about his people. This really  is a Noah moment for me.. all you people who think that the great flood was a mercy will one day understand that me moving to another country to bring down your government will be a great mercy to the citizens. They committed the crimes not me. An entire nation participated. That reflects on all of you, not me. You're the ones who are failing your nation and serving a cause that has nothing to do with serving America. Every time you make fun of me, you show the world what a fool and despot you are. Do you really beleiive you can intimidate and demean and diminsih me into wanting to stay where I'm not wanted. You just want to use me. You have no concern for me. You should be happy I'm leaving. I'm looking forward to it now.

So now you're saying you'' do the Einhorn thing on me. go ahead. It still just reflects on you. And as you know what you're keeping me from writing is that you're all whores. And yeah, I think Kennedy should go to jail too. And yeah, throw som ebogus charges out tere. 53 years. Might as well die in jail. Ask the big war hero about that. You're all frauds. Kiss your own asses. Your brand o f courage is all based on lies. My courage is based on actually taking a stand,. And if I have no rights, and my government oppresses me for having committed no crimes since I was a child, I don't think I have any apologies to make to anybody. Not anybody.  What's that line that coach used to yell.. you're so ****ed up you don't even know you're ****ed up... that's the single best description of the self-serving criminals controlling the United States Government.

And my talk of your destruction is  a probable outcome of the timeline based on what YOU are doing. not me. .. simple analysis of cause and effect.. and a few mental pictures.. I owe you nothing. You owe me my life.

6:35 Huckabee... ya know, I thought you were a decent guy. Now, at least I know you'r eanother phony, and an apostate minister. Thanks for letting me know. BTW.. I'm not waiting for my government to save me... even though they owe me my life... but I"m gonna save the government, and you'll be one of the people going to jail. You all think this is funny, but being named in this section is not a good thing. Laugh now.

I'll state one more time, if I had wanted to start a war with the media, the media would be on its knees right now, and not in praise of me. But then, it's ironic that I was going to donate my time beecause I didn't want to tarnish any of your reputations.. there's the biggest joke.

The Republican and Democratic parties plagiarizing my materials and destroying my life, and this country, is a conspracy.

Here's the true proof of your arrogance. You think I need your blessing. You think I need this country. You think I'm supposed to serve you. I have choice too. And I can go anywhere I want and do whatever I want. Keeping me captive here buys you nothing. Nothing. Except more contempt. But feel free to add your names to volunteer to not come back.

11:46 - Barack. The perverts are throwing all kinds of stuff at me to divert my attention... here's a couple you won't want to miss.

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First, they tell me they'r egoing to claim I defected to the Soviet Union, and they'll use a hologram to assassinate you and claim I did it. Yeah, the Oswald scenario. These are the perverted minds you live with. Since I have no rights in this nation, how I could possibly consider that leaving it is a defection? If America doesn't want me, fine with me. Political opposition is one thing. To have an entire country set up to screw you... who needs it?

The second one is even better. I finally came to the conclusion that you don't get elected to the Senate unless they have something on you to extort you with. Guess what, Barack, I'm what they're going to extort you with. The reason they won't do it, though, is because if they do, it will expose the whole thing. That's why they want me out of the country or dead...  no they say dead... because then I would be a witness. If I"m dead or gone, they can say anything they want. Welcome to the Skull & Bones, Barack.

Then, they'll take this "personal journal", throw away the rest, and claim it was the rambling journal of a crazy man, like Cho at Virgina State. Makes you wonder if Cho actually was the shooter?

Anyway... then they'll be able to say he was a crazy guy who thought he was Jesus, they'll put out my picture, claim I'm an international fugitive... read the Bible, the scenario fits. :} And you, Obama, will say nothing, in order to save yourself. And that's how it works. It's pretty much the same way they set up and got rid of LaRouche. And the same thing will be true of McCain, because he knows about me too. Now the Council has both of you negatively compromised. And you guys think Obama will change things. All the while, he does a marvelous job of spinning everything to save his butt, cause he knows he's caught right smack dab in the middle, and the idea of all that power has overcome his sense of right and wrong. What should be seen as an abandonment of integrity will be viewed and reported as courage and leadership. (I've been trying to psot this, and they won't let me connect to the server. I wonder how long it will take for them to let me thru:})

Fianlly, to the people of Mason County and the State of Washington.. I wondered for along time why people were signalling me and all. It all started after I wrote a letter to Wendy - the regional director of Weed and Seed, so I figure weed and seed went into overdrive. I assume you'll make my life miserable for saying this, and who cares at this point... **** you too. Enjoy your fascism... before they kill you when they're done with you.

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About bluster: dedicated to John McCain.. .btw John, I hope you like your AMerica. It ain't mine anymore, never was, and now, at least, that i know the truth about my life, I can move on, no regrets , free... even if you harass me to death. I am thankful for that, knowing that the bizarre stuff that has happened was not my fault, and finding out that the U.S. government is corrupt to the core, that America doesn't want me here, and that I have no obligation to help anyone ever again. Works for me. Here's some bluster for you soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Loggins & Messina I hope ypou perverts enjoy all the death and destruction you're causing. I realized that hell, by the way, was nothing more than an interpretation of a vision translated into their current reality... hell for you guys will be going to prison. It's that simple. Wasn't that easy? Otherwise, you have no idea how much I wish there was a hell. The fiery lake followed by hell. Get your affairs in order, traitors.

9:55pm - I just realized how World War III will start, and the people of the United States need to relaize that their government will start it, and they need to overthrow the perverts who have overthrown this country. The perverts at the Council on Foreign Relations. Start with people named BUSH

A Possible Strategy

While the government drums up an excuse to arrest me, what they know is that 1) the article I'm writing doesn't bode well for the Catholic Church, and 2) I'm going to write a letter to Putin asking for assistance in getting out of this country, turning myself over to the Venezuelan military for safety and debriefing, and then move on to Israel while acting as a consultant for Venezuela. Everything is legal. So if I get busted, just know that the United States is merely trying to silence an American who knows the truth, and that when Russia takes out HAARP, that it was in defense of the world to do so, it will force the bubbling up of the truth of HAARP and America's use of psychotronics and Directed Energy Weapons...  The Bible says the son of man will come, and war will break out. Now you know how and why. The United States' efforts to suppress and contain me will cause its own destruction. Like I said America, don't blame the rest of the world when the U.S. goes down.

By the way, that prophecy can be avoided, just like all prophecies of catastrophe. And the reason God gave us "seers", who are being disinformed by psychotronics

Speaking of going down, Billo, notice the price of  oil lately?:}

BTW The psychotronics became obvious when I first started doing reports on the web in December 2001... after watching and commenting on Wolf Blitzer's reports on Israel... which were incredibly biased toward Israel. If you look at this history, you'll be able to tell why he biases his news to Israel's favor.. or should I say, to cover the a****of the puppets in the Israeli government. Notice Olmert got taken down by a sex scandal... not a surprise. Notice how so many politicians get set up with sex candals? That's the result of paying operatives to seduce them, and making them horny so they can't resist. And that's part of how the covert psychotronics war is being waged against America by the Council on Foreign Relations and the BUSH Family.

Roland Martin should ask his wife why neither of them will be welcome to  the Kingdom. Thank you CNN for that disinformation

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9/2 - Another night of harassment and sleep deprivation by torturing my dog and keeping me from sleeping.. pretty hypocritical of Obama to speak out about spreading rumors...  and McCain to talk about everyone serving America... and why they're so intent on setting me up to look like someone I'm not while they are murderers and morally bankrupt. I will getout of this country, and then I will take you people down.

Since I have no rights in this country, and since you all hate me so much, why don't you just let me go and leave me alone or just finish the murder job? Or do Barack and John get their jollies of f watching people being tortured.. we ought to take all of you to gitmo and strap you in for a while.

Since I have no rights here, I am not a citizen... Happy Brzezinski - you are a sick ****...you and Carter, Matthews Williams and all the rest of you sick a*holes... including the Rockefellers.. all of them should be arrested for theft if people don't start speaking up for the real truth.

Americans should know tha that the biggest reason these corporations and government traitors hate me is because they know I'd take the federal reserve, issue new loans straight from the government at very low interest ot cover administrative costs, and turn finance companies into loan administration offices. So all you idiots in America... not my country anymore.. who have taken part in my harassment, and particularly those who lose their homes to predators like Bill Gates.. you deserve what you're getting if you keep voting for them.

Keeping me in this country in prison my entire life will not buy you any special favors from God, and I assure it will cause your downfall. The only shield given by God is special advice which if taken, will make a nation a friend of the world and the leader... the United States has lost that standing.. I will do everything in my power to no longer be used by you sick ****s, and I feel no further desire to help America. So  you won agian, Brzezinski.. but when some American finds out how you're screwing this country, I really do hope they take up arms and kill you all, not because I don't care, but for their own sakes.  You deserve it, and you're pushing people to it to make an excuse to crack down, and when you do that, you'll be done. Dead and gone. And you'll deserve it. And you won't be back. And you'll know what it feels like to be surrounded and ****ed with before you die. And I dare you to arrest me for my opinion of all of you. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Mary Hopkins - Goodbye

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I know you want people to think there's no God, but that's a lie and you know it. But like Obama, he smiles while knowing he's a murderer and betraying God. He will be the cause of the downfall of the Council on Foreign Relations

Remember America, you did it to yourself. And by ****ing me, you ****ed yourselves big time. Land of the deceived because of the depraved.

America, remember, they're not laughing at me. They're laughing at you. And if you vote for these thieves, you deserve to lose everything you have.

I have nothing to do with those hurricanes, nor do I feel a compulsion to develop myself to deal with them. Not for this nation. And besides, the U.S. Government is causing them and destroying your land, not me.

And like Sting says, I hope the Russians love their children too. I should be safe in South America.

It's funny.. I always said if there was nuclear war, I wanted to be at ground zero.. here I am, exactly where I said the primary first strike target would be.

What will you do when the Russians take out HAARP? I hope he does it soon.

Strange how I was edging toward calling for the Klaatu maneuver to reset the environment.. oh well, I keep forgetting that you guys, like the fraud Mika, want to destroy it.

Strange to think that not having souls return to heaven is like eugenics..interesting how it all gets turned around. Of course, you guys have had thousands of years to come around... and proved that you refuse, and you keep doing harm to the world, and there simply is no more room left for people like you in God's world. Killing and torturing me won't save you anything.


Diress. It's one thing to deal with stress (oh someone wants to hear soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Billy Joel - Pressure :} unbelievable :} It's a good thing I have a sense  of humor... strange way to make requests) anyway diress... that's a whole lot different than getting hit with dews and psychotronics.. still.. that word.. reminds me of CNN... I think I did good under the circumstances... alot of interesting stuff. psych 1, psych 2... funny...   the answer to the paradox of the song, amplified... 2 out, 3 on base, 3-2 pitch.. whaddya do? Bunt.. I'm a really good bunter. :} The funny part of the CNN footage is that it talks about psychic stuff.. Some of it was a setup to make it look like psychic predictions that were news stories they knew about, and made me think I was predicting things.. and at the same time, they'd get me to research stuff... CNN gave me one heck of an education no doubting it. And there were segments of their staff that were definitely playing the other side. It was like being in that Big Brother show... one second they were good guys giving me great info, the next, they were confusing me. The problem was, I thought I was interacting with friendlies... and Like going to Atlanta... I'm not very good at this clandestine stuff. Anyway.. someone may or may not be willing to tell you that when I was watching, they were jamming all kinds of important stuff into my brain.. it was incredible... and that on days when I wasn't home for most the day, we'd come back, turn them on (cause they were on every second I was awake) and it was like a really slow news day... like almost a day off for them. Made me wonder, but I'm slow at the left drift stuff. Anyway.. the  predictions.. what blew them away, though, was when they fed me a few stories.. like the I-270 shootings... and I picked up all kinds of stuff... a few murders that ended up happening, yeah, ask Savage, Martin, the brilliant guy... I swear I actually identified where Saddam Hussein was.. swear it, and can't prove a thing. The only explanation is psychotronics, which would mean that the U.S. Gov't knew where he was all along, like they told him go hide, and we'll let you go. So he hid. And they came and got him anyway.

The weather stuff.   I really believe - ok this'll sound strange - but I believe it's possible for us to alter the weather with mind power.. I certainly have no belief that I can do that... I might be able to if the pyschotronics were off and I was rested and fed... with coffeee :} I think the tapes show my belief in the power.. I really thought it might lead to people learning a little, if only about biofeedback relaxation exercises.. and to foster the idea of mind power... and I know it appears like I may have changed the weather, but that illusion would be easy to reproduce. When Chad said it was black magic that would take scientists years to figure out... it was another backward thing... they blew the course and stength of the hurricanes in my ear, and I thought I was predicting it. At that time, I couldn't tell the difference betweeen psychotronics and psychic ability. On Gustav, I did a little visualization thing to see if I could slow it down, and who knows, maybe I did, and yeah, I know it disorganized about the time I did my little thing... but the fact is, if you watch hurricane patterns, those same results occur just from hitting land in Cuba and the Bahamas, and they almost always drop 1 category right before hitting Louisiana... now the truth is, if I wasn't going to get arrested or thrown in a mental institution, I would enjoy going down there and experimenting. And I really believe that if a group of people held hands, we could actually do it. And we don't have to be in the same place. BTW, the thing with that other hurricane crisscrossing Florida... if that really happened... is a pretty clear sign that it was a HAARPicane.. like two people playing with joysticks to see who could get it to go their way. So I'll continue to play with it, but at this point, I don't really believe I'm having an effect.

Receiving psychic stuff is easy. Just let the pictures flow in your mind, and don' try to interpret them as it's happening. Watch it like a movie you don't know the plot to. Decipher it later... take it in like data. McMonagle says it's impossible to train people who smoke weed, but I disagree. It's just a need for a feedbakck loop and discipline. I look at maps these days and see all kinds of things... who knows if they're true.. But, the truth is, I'd wanted to start a study group for a variety of things... but you know.. it always seemed like I was preented from being friends withth peopl ein Santa Cruz, and I always thought it was because when we got together, we probably had quite  abit of power. I find it interesting that in the Gary Collins 6th sense series, they don't show the group working with the government to kill people psychically.. like, giving them heart attacks. That was part of the original series.  MenWho Stare At Goats. People should Google that.

Mainly. Yeah, people just collapsing. Like the description of what happened to Russert. The Bible says anyone who helps me will be harmed, anyone who hurts me will be harmed. I haveno idea how that happens, unless there are 2 sides engaged in psychotronics wars. I got that message once that a psychotronic war was happening... I interpreted it to mean people were using psychic powers against each other doing remote viewing.. I'd never heard of psychotronics, although I understood   the concept of frequencies interating with the mind, and the literal transmission to and from God, more  or less, conceptually.

I understand the protocol for imperical data and structure for people whose minds are more structured, for me, receiving is easy. Psychometry makes things easier. Mind you, I haven't studied this stuff.  And never tried to develop the skill. I used it with my stepfather immediately after the period my high school friends and I worked with it, so my skills, though minimal, were at a peak. We were sitting next to each other, all I'd do is like think Dalton, his son's name, and view the picture.. and before long... particularly because he had no mental discipline because of the  alcohol ... and then because of the intense emotions occuring that naturally generate psychic emanations from people.. it was a ripe situation for it to work. Now, if I could work on bigger things and view outcomes and experiment, it would be a pretty quick way to develop things. In terms of sending, I have to admit, I think I was able to get my wife to make popcorn for me. But, knowing what I'm beginning to understand, maybe it was an illusion on me to make it appear I could do it to discredit me now.. claiming I can do all kinds of crazy psychic stuff..

No, I'm going to save the Miles O'Brien stories for later. Ask drip-drip. Talk to her about coyotes. How the female coyotes go into the town when in heat, leave a trail for the domesticated dogs to follow and lure them out of the safety of town, and then the pack attacks them. Talk about a holographic formula. Lots of stories that fit that one. Started right when Kucinich announced his engagement.. or courtship... and so it gave them cover to talk about it... lots of stuff about affairs and all. Santa Baby.

But it became the period that explained a great deal.. and made it clear that I was being psychotronically raped. You can't prove where or who the signal is coming from.. except if you're sensitive to emf and psychic energy like I've always been... I can put my hands up in the air like an antenna and feel the signals. Mine always come from the direction of DirecTV. In South Africa, I got the ringing in my ears, accompanied with mild neuralizing... microwaves hitting your head and messing up the neurons.. yeah, it's mild right now. There was a movie out a while back about a woman who heard eveyone's thoughts, and she got relief from reading books.  It works that way. If you have 52 conscious processes occurring, abd 40 of them are idle, their "frequencies are available for external input... it's just piggybacking signals. The problem with the microwave stuff is that it causes vertigo.. try running a bulldozer and grading a slope on property with that going on. Or driving 52 feet of uhaul trailers in a white-out blizzard. That one scared me.  Going east, the stretch before Kansas City. No matter what time of year I go through there, I get hit with blizzards. With my mom, it was hail. Just had to keep going and hope the road was straight. In the same area of the big restaurant just before where all the Native America chinga? doll sales places are. It's been 6 or 7 years. That weather thing there happened when I was a teen traveling with some older people during the time I was harvesting oats in Goldendale.. the Hookers. .. she was very into psychic stuff.. she thought it was really intriguing :} I'd just shrug my shoulders... Psychic stuff is fun, and yeah, it could be used for bad stuff.. if you're stupid enoguh to do that, because it will come back on you.. equal and opposite force. The universe always balances itself. I don't know, it just makes sense. Whaddya think?

So, is the asteroid real?

HAARP.. Further, consider shippers who'd like Florida to sink, call it global warming and save on shipping costs... not to mention thinking they can restart the transatlantic conveyor with earthquakes and tornadoes... any other questions? Let me refer you to my theme :} Weird, a psychotronic press conference :} And you have video? :} Oh that picture at Sylvania in Santa Cruz... little story

So we go to this company open house/picnic thing.. and we go through and everybody's getting their pictures taken and having fun seeing themselves on the first ever installed closed circuit tv system.. that I'll bet my father installed it(what's more interesting is that 2 or 3 sisters, my father and brother worked their, and I bet they had to sign securrity forms that prevented them from telling me anything. Still no excuse. I gotta tell you, if I'd been someone else and I knew about me, I'd have done something about it. I don't know what to say beyond that. And I would have said, cool, let's get it done)  Anyway, everyone gets their pictures taken except me. And I actually had to ask (I was going to say demand, but I never demanded anything except to stay home from church:}) So, I asserted myself for one of the few times in my life. I suppose it just establishes the dating of that system, and my association with it, more or less. I didn't publish the picture because it's not a great picture... :} pre-gq. This is weird.

9/1/2008 - New Rules. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) That's That - Michael Johnson  Every crime committed by the media and members associated with the government related to the treason rape and torture of American Citizens on American Soil will end up being reciprocated by the justice system.

To the CIA: Tell your friends what "Men Who Stare At Goats" means.

Good to see that my private email - not published - is being treated as spam and others are rejected by my own server... more proof of the MacArthur? and Ford? Foundations Collusion to deny me my legal rights. They were the ones who forced me off the old ISP.  Can't even remember which one. But I have it documented. And too many coincidences involved regarding how I was pushed out of my own org

I'll just say this one more time to the politicians and media... I hope you enjoyed the show last night. You all had my complete benefit of the doubt from the beginning. If I had wanted to destroy MSNBC or any other media channel, you'd be gone... legally, and you'd all be in jail. So you won that round.

So I'm going to finish up here and head for Venezuela...   might as well, you destroyed my life, so I have nothing better to do. It appears you have implemented a system to make sure everyone I come into contact with screws me.. So, cool... if I make it down there, the Russians know how to get this stuff off me, and if that doesn't work, make I can get them to give me a unit to legally defend myself against the criminals trying to kill me, kill Americans, and betray God. Not to mention destroying Russia with lies.

You need to understand.. God isn't all that strict.Ask Eddie Griffin.. somehow, he knows.. how? But you guys are way out of line. This isn't hate.. this is about justice, and the fact that I simply have nothing else I can do with my life, thanks to you. None of you are innocent.

To Obama and John Lewis.. you have proven to me for the last time what traitors and hypocrites you are. Please don't use the name of MLK and God ever again... that makes you apostates.

To Chris Matthews... this isn't hate, it's justice. It's the universe playing what comes around goes around, and now it's coming to you. The only thing I actually held against you and Brian Williams before was writing boring speeches. Now I know why you wrote boring speeches. Deliver a message to Carter for me: Please stop attending church. Perverts like you are not welcome as teachers of the word of God until you redeem yourself You've had plenty of years to do it.  And your peanuts kill people.

Dobbs- When your kids and grandkids are chipped zombies.. blame yourself and the nano tech you and Jack Welch are building.. If that's true. And if I find out I was injected with nano-tech when you at CNN did more than 10 straight days of sleep deprivation on me until I collapsed, you'll get extra bonus points with the devil, and that's not a good thing.

Meanwhile, tell your Harvard buddy George to stop using HAARP to destroy and distract America while setting up World War III. You wil be held accountable as war criminals. And every person in the media will be included as co-conspirators, because you are. Never forget that RefusetheNews was not a web site I was supposed to build, it was a message to not get lured into the trap of complicity like certain other people I know who'd better prove themselves or they'll be on the traitors list I'm going to start posting today. Politics is one thing. Killing off your opponents, blacks, spiritual leaders and others is simply treason.

We'll call it my living legacy of the leader of the band.

And then talk to John Lewis about what  a great man he is to make a living off the reputation of Martin Luther King. But then you guys love to take credit for everything other people do, don't you? McCain, don't forget.. you're just as guilty as they are.

People need to know that Shuster is a fraud, as is Abrams TBD All 3 news channels are controlled by the Council on Foreign Relations, not to mention the networks. In addition, NBC is directly responsible for those women being psychotronically raped. Particularly from their NBC affiliate/NBC owned in Detroit.  CNN, the Council on Foreign Relations Channel, is considered to be a magnet war station to discover liberals for PsyOps.

CFR members watch CNN to pick up the latest CFR talking points. That's why AL Gore always recommends it.. he wants you to watch the CFR line so you don't get any other opinions/disinformations... like the truth.

And yeah, you locals are obviously in on it too. But, you'll be rid of me soon. Besides the people taking shots at you WILL be Americans... Lieberman will see to that. (9/6 - the verbal shots have begun)

It's been a real fun night dealing with all your harassment.. glad you all think it's so funny. Like I said you know who I am, I have a job to do, and I have many ways to do it. I'm going to start using the tool box. And yeah, I know, in your own sick twisted ways, you'll find a way to blame the hurricanes on me in ways that would boggle the mind of a healthy person. For you it's normal.

The best way is to make sure you don't ever come back here to harm people. That's the long term solution. And that's what it will be. But you keep harassing me to make me hate people.. by all means.. you all hate people so   much you're good at it.. the only people you'll get me to hate is you... and I won't pop... and I will see your a****fall.

And Brzezinski is a sick sociopath... And soon, people will know, that the United States Corporate media is nothing but  a bunch of traitors working for the corporations that are killing us all with their poisons, brainwashing and light bulbs that make you ill. Do not buy compact flourescent bulbs. They will make you as ill as will watching the subliminals on Fox and ther channels, thanks to the Bush 6 second delay. . Much of the psychotronics is broadcast via satellite... directv and dish are both owned by Fox and Murdoch. One way or the other. That was engineered by the traitors at  Time-Warner who took Fox personnel to implement the same brainwashing strategies as they use.. only CNN is better at it.

The entire Green is Universal promotion was to get you to buy light bulbs that will make you ill.. and to implement an economic war against Nestle, the largest supplier of bottled water and coffee in the world.. or some other competitor

The only good thing I"ll say about the media, and I'll likely regret this because I'll bet I find some real damning stuff right after writing this.. as usual.. MSNBC may not tell all the facts, and yeah they cover the a****of dirty politicians wehn they're told to.. I've been waiting to see if someone would tell the truth about true colors... and the murder of their secretary...  but I find that their strategy of not telling outright lies (which they'll probably do later today just to taunt me:}), for whatever reason, is not, at least, overtly forwarding the CFR agenda... covertly, but minimally, and I wonder if their task is to just keep me busy...

And MSNBC and NBC are Council on Foreign Relations fronts.   TBD

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That Gates would involve himself  with broadcasting can only mean 2 things: predatory pratices of some sort, most likely illegal because he believes he is above rules, AND the infiltration and "Rhodes Scholar" strategies to become "the King of Africa".  If he goes over there, and they find out what he's up to, they'll kill 'em. It's what they've been trained to do to people like that.

People don't know that he screwed IBM by faking development of OS/2, an operating system far superior to Windows... stiffed IBM and then took the product they developed and IBM paid for and used it themselves. Then, for Windows and NT, they actually stol ecode directly from Novell to create their network system, which is still inferior to Novell. Not only that, they stole the code while under confidentiality and development agreements.. stiffed them like always, and then basically put Novell/Word Perfect out of business. Looks like the acquisition of Ashton Tate was a setup to take down Borland, because Ahston Tate took over Borland, and put Paradox out of business while delivering dBase out of the realm of oblivion by utilizing Borlands international organization.THen they paid off a wall street analyst to report to investors tha Borland hadn't delivered a new version of Quattro Pro.. which caused sales and Borland's stock to fall drastically... leading to massive layoffs... the new version of the product was on the shelf and ready to buy, regardless of the lies told.

Then there's the case of Stacker... a data compression tool that worked so well that Microsoft simply incorporated it into their own WIndows product, bankrupted Stacker, and then eventually settled for a paltry just so theowners could salvage their lives. Stacker was one of many small companies enticed into the idea they could work with Microsoft's development partner program under appropriate deverlopment agreements, and then got screwed out of existence when Miocrosoft violated their agreements, stole the product, requiringtheir victims to sue to even get their lives back.

Dialectics... this is the same thing they did with me my entire life. I'd dare to say that I was the creator of Front Page... couldn't prove it unless there's some unlikely honest person who'd talk to me about the period when it was developed.  Gates.. all I gotta say to you is that you're a scumbag, and a worthless human being. You can keep your money, I have my integrity. And that's worth more than anything you could possibly give me for the harm you've done to me and this nation.

Proudly serving my corporate masters... did you enjoy that one Bill?

Anyone else you want to be included while you slow kill me? Folks.. this is your United States Government at work... killing anyone who gets in their way, getting them to look insane or any other thing they can think of to destroy you... When I was young, I was told I'd be an example of a new paradigm for people.. not in those words.. these jerks have even turned that around, apparently to give you an example of how they will torture you for telling the truth.

The question is, are you going to give into it or will you defend yourselves? You clearly have betrayed me in every way, that's why I'm willing to leave. Apparently I am fighting and dying for people who have no will to survive for themselves. You'd rather listen to lies from the media and politicians and live in a dream world of hope than do something for yourselves. And I'm not going to die for people who will only say "I'm glad somebody else did it".

I've lost everything I've had only to find out that many people knew I was being screwed, and particpated in it.  And you laugh at me. Long before I decided to work on behalf of the citizens of America.. you all thought I was a fool before. Now I know I was. But never again. Not for people like you.

Obama's the biggest fraud ever... has to steal everything that makes him seem smart and popular..

I have two more things to publish, and then I'm done. They'll kill me, it's for the best. Then you can all destroy each other and noone will get in the way of your perversion.

Keith.. you splitting the bonus with Dobbs, or does it go to the whole staff?

Finally - Dr. Reid Ketcher is Travis Hackney???... that means one supposed dentist hit with 2 malpractice suits.. interesting his receptionist Jackie was the receptionist at Tilson's office..

To the people of the churches who decided to harass and torture me.. and from what I hear, a whole lot of other people... stop calling yourselves Christians. You're a disgrace.

What's really fun is that if you Google Ketcher... if you read KETCHER... you'll find a list of names for the "end of days" that reads like a cast of characters in a play.. probably isn't there anymore. I refused to read it.

And yeah, I know Gates doesn't like the truth. He'll get used to it. I dare him to sue me for telling the truth.


3:03 - I just got word that the psyops people are setting it up for Obama to use all this, what I wrote about Kallman's and all to set me up to put me in a mental institution... to serve what end I don't know, except to shut me up... proving once again how sick and twisted they really are, ladies and gentlemen. :}

If I was to be considered depressed, then I say, given the info I have, then I have a valid reason to be depressed. Grieving the murder of your father,   the harm done to my family and friends, I'd say that's a pretty healthy response... to have everything... the purpose and products of that purpose stolen by a long-running scheme by the Democratic Party, the Council on Foreign Relations, Exxon & the Rockefellers, Bush, Inc., etc etc. Undersand, I am not depressed so much as I am disgusted. Absolutely disgusted.

I have the right to live anywhere I want.. and I refuse to participate in your economic enslavement. You choose to send peopel to war to die to put money in your pockets. I'm fighting a different war, I refuse to lower myself to your tactics, adn I can help no one who isn't willing to be helped. So I walk away. It seems to be the thing everyone wants. All it means is that people don't want peace and the Kingdom of God bad enough... the suffering that's been allowed has not been to punish anyone, but to patiently allow people to learn, and to choose peace, not in surrender or domination, but in anarchy. Unfortunately, the leades who have been given so much power and returned so little, and have done so much damage, hold the keys to military power and thus, suppress the honest citizens who refuse to be as morally bankrupt as they.  The only good news is that after they destroy those who would oppose them, they will destroy themselves in the same lust and greed with the same weapons and manipulations... either the citizens take them down, or they destroy themselves.

All of the responsibility and none of the authority.. it works, when people are the least bit willing to listen. I've listened my entire life. I've heard enough of you people now to know you are simply corrupt.

2:04 pm - Barack, you and your people have proven one thing to me: you're corrupt. And I have no more desire to waste my time appealing to the conscience you obviously don't have. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Todd Rundgren - Compassion 

For those of you out there thinking you've won anything, and are having a good time laughing at the guy you psyopped into believing he's the son of man... you're going to be so surprised. You've suppressed me and harmed and laughed at.. and when I leave this country, you'll say "see we gotta another one. We're so powerful." and you'll continiue your lies while you cause the destruction and deaths of your own peole, and then publicly take credit for being their heroes. Right John Lewis. That is indeed what the body of the anti-Christ would do. Have you forgotten what that means too? Apparently so, oh almighty indignant ones who are dead to God.

It just amazes me that people can be so devious and murderous and hateful, and then claim heroism. And think of all the trash God ends up having to deal with in the end. Amazing.

And for those in denial who think they've asssited me.. you went way too far with your psyops.. way over the line.

You're just sick.  Contagious. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) And a detriment to the world. Chad Mitchell Trio - I Was Not A Nazi Polka

8/31/2008 - Bravo to Eddie Griffin! Between him and Carlos Mencia, I am more than amused :} About MFer though.. my mom was really emphatic that she didn't like that, and we were not to say that :}

And you're right.. there is a clear pattern of public and civil and criminal attacks against black artists, and artists of all sorts. They said the militant proponents of the New World Order would want to do away with religion, too, and I wondered how that would happen, because people would continue to believe. And then came the reports about the Dalai Lama being ill... fatigued.. then under "discomfort".. potential electronic targeting, while our government decries the human rights buses of China toward Tibet.. And you criticize people for clinging to their religion.

In war, educators and leaders and preachers and intellectuals are systematically eliminated so that the teachers can no longer influence the children and the citizens... if they eliminated church leaders, of any faith, there would be noone to lead the faithful.

There's a big difference between religion, faith and spirituality, as well as having a great deal in common that binds them. And that's the truly interesting part.

The Cool thing about atheists, or non-theists, is that they are objective, and when not being defensive, can provide an incredible balance to a discussion. :} :} I love sayin stuff like that :}

George.. whoever's got their finger on the HAARP... tell 'em to knock it off. This is getting rediculous. We're talking about real people. And you can't legislate away killing people. You just can't. Another thing I hope I'm wrong about but willing to believe, anymore.

2:47 pm Brzezinski - You and your sickos are working it out well that I pay for the remark about your being a man without a country by making me  a man without a country.. the only problem with that is, apparently I never had a country, and that I really was intended to be of the world, and that's what you and your sicko friends wanted most...  if I had known America hated me so much, I'd have gladly left long ago. There are lots of beautiful places in the world. You can be certain that I will do what I can to get to a place to take you and Puppets Obama and McCain down legally, and if I don't make it, make the best of it. You're done. And your cause is finished. It's that simple.  And you and your  tribe are that sick. And the world will soon know, and destroy you for it. Try not to kill too many Americans when they come to take you away.

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8/30/2008- 12:01 I'm ggeting harrassed bout how horrible it's going to be be to be homeless. you really need to know I really don't care. I think it's interesting. These folks have tried to get me homeless for years. and this is just one more way they torture people - if you act up, then they put you in an dire economic situation to force you to conform.

**** them. Got that Olbermann.. you want to play code games about feeling bad because you're supposed to be one of the people acting like you''re helping me when all you're doing is playing games to stall me.. and now boo hoo I'm homeless and you give a damn? I've heard people say they were trying to help, even my sster once.. I didn't even know why.. I'm still sitting here getting zapped.

And Obama and all the rest are still criminals. Brzezinski... the master sociopath... You need to get it, as far  as I'm concerned the people in supposed leadership of the U.S. government, and the Council on Foreign Relations are criminals.. they prove it every day with their lies and deception. Obama and McCain are both part of it.. and the United States is no longer the anointed nation. Pretty soon, I'll either be in Venezuela or I'll die.. and I'm sure you sicko pedophiles in Bush's office will enjoy watching it.

And to the Democratic Party.. good luck. People are really going to hate you for the wholesale of deception that you are perpetrating right now. Personally, I hope they lynch you.. which is why I say it's appropriate for someone else to manage your prosecution. See, that's good judgment.  And justice.

BTW Barack.. how do you explain a Constitutional Law Professor voting to suppress people with the FISA Telecom immunity.. on behalf of a foreign country? which is by itself a RICCO violation. Even the passage of RICCO itself is a RICCO violation.

As far as I'm conerned, we are not inextricably linked other than I'm supposed to make sure you and your friends fail. And I'll be damned sure to make sure you don't benefit form my work. Barack Clinton Obama. Just what we need.


8/29/2008 - You guys just don't quit trying to prove to me that yuc an set me up for one thing or another. Keep in mind that I can provide evidence and patterns that will prove that you all set me up my entire life... so then if you think you're going to claim that I'm a phony and a manchurian candidate, then all you do is convict yourselves. And you need to understand, you've already destroyed my life, so I don't care if you destroy my so called reputation.

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So if you think you can intimidate with me trumped up charges... just remember, it all points t your criminiality. And you could likely use your tv stations - the mainstream corporate media - to destroy me as the son of man, only like waco, people will see through it... so even if you destroy me, God's mesage gets out. Just like you're purposely wasting my time making me thingk you're coming to your senses.

The proof that you're all criminals is that when negotiating with criminals, they take your willlingness to be reasonable and find wyas to trick you by getting the upper hand. You have now proved to me that you are criminals.

Furthermore... I will seek the aid of any foreign country that will asssist me on behalf of the American people to bring down the perverts who have overthrown this goverrnment. Got it. You pissed me off again. And yeah, I know you'll block my emails. That's why I'll get to Venezuela, where I can get freed. And then you'll claim I'm a traitor and a terrorist...more lies... more ways to delay me and fool yourselves into believing that you succeeded.

And if you do all that.. if you force me into that position, I assure you I will use my judgement as a commander to pick you perverts apart. And Lieberman.. you say there may be terrorism.. you're the biggest homegrown terrorist of all, and you need to go to jail.

Chris Matthews - the idea that you would, on the air, state that enemies are sometimes the reason for living.. is a true expression of your sickness.   You may not like what I say about broadcasters.. and yeah, it was a broad stroke... but if you dislike it that much, I think it means you must have a guilty conscience. You guys want to claim I'm guilty of all the things these setups infer... fine.. tell my ex-wife's family to get their lives in order, because they're going to jail. Tell Brenda/Dina she's going to jail. Tell Dr Antles he's going to jail. Tell Lori and Don Herrick they're going to jail... you want the rest of  the list? It's a long one.

I keep asking you people to do one right thing, and all you do is perpetuate your crimes and dig a deeper hole. Proof of your sickness. Real criminals, not the ones who do things on impulse. 53 years ladies and gentlemen...

And now I can't wait to hear McCain's people say criticisms of Sarah what's her name will be motivated by attitudes about women that aren't true.   That's funny. That'll be the funniest one of all.

Despicable people.. inextricably linked... you people will use anything... harm anyone and diminish anything to win... more proof of your criminality.. and you think people won't see through it, and you think people won't know.

And you think that by geting rid of me, you'll be getting rid of God. That's proof of your stupidity.

Remember, the shield over America that everyon eis so proud of is   not caused by some magical force fied from God.. it's based on the premise that if you follow the example of Jesus, and implement those concepts morals and ideas into everything you do, coming from love, that things will go well, the country will be lobed and revered..  and thus, prosperity adn safety will occur. That's how it works. That's why global peace and abundance for all will work, because love is the universal language that God will use to announce his Kingdom, just as people everywhere already have the vison of a world they want, a world at peace and full of joy.. just as I have descended from the clouds of confusion in a bubble... and I've been on airplanes before.. east to west and all that.. so stake your spin and stick it up your jail serial number...

All this makes it more difficult, but what else do I have to do.. and yeah, idiots, hit me with more psychotronics.. delay the inevitable, make it worse, and cause people to really hate yoyu more and more... you seem to enjoy that as sport... and it's about to catch up to you.

Obama.. you're either a criminal or not... I don't care right now whether you're caught in the middle or not. You're either with them or against them, and at this point, it's far to important to displace than to worry about one person's current aspirations. I have tried to be reasonable, I've been laughed at, harmed and you have attempted and failed to humiliate me...

McCain.. wanna question my patriotism? I dare you.. to do so wil be to convict yourself. So go for it, please. Talk to Jack Barnes and Karl Rove, and see if they're stupid enough to perpetuate the setups. And then they'r egoing to set it up to make you look like the scape goat. And you know it. So you're screwed too, John.

I've had hours of interrogations from the psyops guys regarding military strategy... and they're satisfied that I undestand that sometimes you have to let a frigate or two go down to get the aircraft carrier into the harbor... like we should have done at Pearl Harbor... when our government got the call that an apparent attack was beginning, and they did nothing to stop it in order to generate a false pre-text for war with Japan... that we caused ourelves by screwing them with trade policies that left them without steel and oil... and then bombed them with nukes even though they had been trying to surrender for months, and we ignored them, because we wanted to prove how almighty America is... by becoming the first and only nation depraved enough to use soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) nuclear weapons...  Todd Rundgren & Utopia - Hiroshima

What was that line... soft as smoke and tough as nails.... are you beginning to figure out that I"m "just an old softy" whose tougher than any of the criminals you employ to do your dirty work? Love will find us a way... (Thank you James:})

So again, if you think this is a game, if you think I think this is a game, if you think for one minute that I actually believe any of this is funny, then you're only fooling yourself and you're in denial about the fact that the jig is up. Only in this case, becaue a nation and a world are at stake, there's no time to wait things out like what should have happened at Waco, as if anthing should have ever happened.

I'm noticing the spiritual leades and celebs and all going down. Do you really believe I'm going to watch that happen and fail to find a way to end it?

God said I had to inform you people or the blood you spill would be on my hands. Consider yourself fully informed.

Finally... I don't consider you all stupid. Stop acting like it.

PS: The big lie about Harry Truman is that he told the truth..   the image that he was a truth teller made it possible for him to lie so effectively. And he was, in essence, an honest man who was a puppet.

1:54 pm - Lots of interesting stuff going on... First, I have lots of Sarah tunes, and I love the name. 44. Alaska.. it just gets better and better.. smoked it while it was legal, but didn't like it... then why did she smoke it? :}  At least it's original. Better than, I didn't inhale... ever heard of second hand smoke? :}

So here's the deal. I'm not filing any lawsuits... partly an Ephesians thing, partly because it would just bog me down, partly because it would give people reason to put the clamps on American citizens... no. And knock off the stuff with Russia. We're not going to have another cold OR hot war, and George, if you dontinue to precipitate that action, they WILL take you to the ICC. Now interesting that the Council on Foreign Relations wants the ICC to have jurisdiction, now and in the future, adn that our Constitution specifically prohibits jursidiction of courts over American citizens. That gave George the back door option of citing the Constitution to avoid extradition an prosecution, and the Council a way to cause so much anger amongst the public that they would gladly turn Bush over to the ICC and establish that precedent. In theory, even normal extradition is unconstitutional.

It's no different than setting the precedent of using foreign troops on American soil to respond to emergencies related to hurricane Katrina... who's going to object to foreign armies helping America in times of disaster.. so if martial law is declared, and Rex 84 goes into effect, the government will do the Baghdad Bob thing and tell everyone that things are being done to help us, that the people being hauled off are homegrown terrorist cells like Lieberman is setting up by claiming there is  a risk of homegrown terrorism, and then the oppressive tyranical police state is fully imposed, the "war" against Russia goes full scale, and suddenly.. Waterloo..

The word I get is that Israel will be the ones to put up the money to file the lawsuits. That truly would be justice. And they'll do it because the Palestinians will distribute the materials, the Israeli will find out that there is the guy willling to stand up for them, and they'll say "finally"... and then they will embrace the guy who really will put his foot down and put an end to all this manipulation that, according to the plans of people like Lieberman, as Bill Maher says, claims the goal that must be reached to cause the second coming of Christ is to destroy Israel... I don't know... do you think they really want to be set up in the press to look like they're taking aggressive action against the fraud of Iran's nuclear program only to have a covert U.S. operation do the bombing and blame it on them? Do you think the Syrians and French are suddenly opening up diplomatic relations because they enjoy each other's coffee?

You guys want to turn it  into this big, supernatural event and it just isn't that way, and it's either proof that you don't get it or that you choose to subvert it.

So, either acknowledge that you don't get it, or come out with your hands up. Because if you perpetuate this hoax, all the hoaxes, no one will be considered innocent when it comes out, and it will come out, that you all committed traitorous, deadly acts against your own citizens.

It's like calling 911 protesters wackos.. they're not wacko, they know the truth. It's jsut another example of how politicians use the media to diminish people who dare to speak truth to power. To their fellow citizens, because they know crimes are being committed, and they are willing to give their lives for their country, knowing full well they are being attacked by the people they are speaking out against, who have passed laws to make their immoral, inhumane and traitorous acts legal.

Like passing legislation that exempted the government from liability for failed weather modification experiments that resulted in disastrous hurricanes.. a couple of 'em.. Andrew or Hugo.. I have the info here somewhere... Can't wait to see the ones on Katrina and Gustav.

And knock it off with setting ff a chain of earthquakes on the west coast with HAARP. Those tectonic plates are meant to be where they are when they are for a reason, and you're upsetting the balance of nature that allows them to move in response to the needs of the beings and creatures on this planet.

Don't get me started on politicians...

Sorry, Phil, I didn't know, and God Bless you for standing up. It is a pain when these computers glitch and they lose all that good music :} Wasn't my idea. I hope :} There's a song. "I hope it wasn't MY idea".. I know they're gonna say that too :}

That is, in fact, the only part of this that is amusing to me... they set me up, and it backfired on them, and every horrible thing they could possibly say or accuse me of... I really can show the pattern to prove it was all a setup to discredit me now.. at this moment... when they want to publicly dump me - claiming I'm the Devil - or who knows what bizarre angle they'll come up with to convict themselves and anger the public at them. Maybe I'd better learn Good King Wenceslaus... it'll give me an additional song to sing when I become bored with Silver Bells.. :}

Does McCain know about this... you bet. Back when I it appeared CNN was facilitating me with discussions with certain dignitaries and officials (it seemed to be working, so I figured, might as well pose questions and "exchange" ideas with him, and he seemd to respond.. and the thing with A Cause Greater Than Yourself... I could really relate to that... so I listened intently... I can't remember off hand if I sent him emails, I'm pretty sure I did... because he was on the committees and congress people lists that I sent stuff to - buit it's all through their forms and servers... except for the ones thru cap city or whatever that is on the democraticfundamentalism site... at the same time, I sent out links and materials to his campaign, corsi / swiftboat... all kinds of people who would be against Obama... and he actually has responded in Aesopian to a number of things.. 44 is one of those numbers, right Joey? I'm sure he feels left out because I've been focusing on saving Obama from his pride and ego to serve his country first... :} I'll be doing the same with John, but I actually already believe he's doing that. In his own, strange way.

You really need to understand. I'm a citizen who loves his country. Whatever else you want to think is fine with me. Its' not a matter of blind faith, but it is a matter of understanding human and animal nature and trusting that they will respond to stimuli that is positive, and they will be happy and peaceful without need to be controlled or managed because they will know that it is safe to be who they are and express themselves in productive, beautiful ways.

The fact that you guys have perverted what it means when anarchy is described is further proof to me that you choose to pervert the word and plan of God.

Thatthing about CNN and John McCain.. this is all part of the reason why I prefer to not have to make any blanket conclusions or indictments about anyone.. I know I've looked into most of the players, what they've stood for and their inconsistencies.. in reporting, and in what appears to be the true expression of their characters.. off the air or away from politics... I know that any qualified investigator could take what I have and know and make the case of the century... but to do it at this moment would take all of my time.. and the dialecticians know that too. That's all part of why I say go ahead and do these farce elections, and whoever wins goes away by March 2009. And yeah, I said Obama, but I was focused on him at the time. Why would it change if McCain took over.. except of course for the bogus tax evasion... all of which still require that I put on record the crimes of my government against me. And which all, then, once again, make my ability to use my own case to bring down these criminals look like a vindictive diabolical project on my part.. which is rediculous.. becaus emy method of politics is not to set people up.. I allow people to get so arrogant that they make fools of themselves, and make it obvious they are guilty. That's how I always won in the few times it was necessary to particpate in corporate politics... and then being the one to diplomatically draw the line with irrefutable proof they generated by themselves.

In my own cases where I was in a legalistic situation, the requirement for me to prevail was always dependent on people being willing to hear the truth. It never happened. In the few depostions I was in, the people lied against me.. one guy, the guy from DG, even told ME one day that he thought I was a genius... many people have said.. I have never claimed that or promoted that idea, except occasionally while poking fun at politicians thru my sites.. which I wouldn't have don if my life hadn't been sabotaged and I had been allowed to have a life... anyway,... in the deposition, he asks "Do you think you're  agenius"... clearly to make me look like I had a superior attitude or some delusion.. if there's any paten that's cosnistent in my life is people setting me up to look delusional, to go along with symptoms and the literature describing the outcome of Kallman's - which has somewhat recently been changed to include schizophrenia, which isn't true.. what was true before was the possibility of depression and "social maladjustment" due to social withdrawal because of the depression that would occur by leaving it untreated. I can go 6 weeks before it negatively impacts me, and even then, the primary symptom is fatigue, not any depression. Depression takes a few months to develop. So, it's very convenient that they got  a doctor/doctors to give me the wrong medicine - claiming it was no longer available - even now I believe I'm on a growth hormone instead of a simple stabilizing hormone.. but at least it has the basic hormones that keep things ok... even if I hit the depression stage, I still function just fine.. the lack of energy becomes my deterrent. And psychotronics. The doctors also falsified my records. Under RICCO, I could tell you an interesting story that happened with Group Health in Olympia.

Lots of interesting RICCO stories. Lots of them. And that's why I refuse to get bogged down with them any longer. AND refuse to allow them to get swept under the rug. I wrote a piece long ago about how these criminal politicians do things, cover it up, and it comes out later, and the damage has been irreparably done, and they don't care what it takes in the secret societies... they even have oaths to perjure themselves on behalf of their fellow members.. like in the Skull and Bones, Fabian, etc... isn't it interesting that when I was a kid, there was a ranch down the road that was owned by a man named Fabrian.. and my parents insisted that I pronounce the name FABIAN... never made sense to me. I still called it Fabrian.. and couldn't figure out how my genius dad would not know how to pronounce such a simple word.

And isn't it sweet that Biden used to stutter.. a nice way to diminish the fact of my lisp.. and now the tooth that is coming out that shouldn't have.. that I paid to have repaired.. that keeps me from bneing able to talk without sounding stupid... it's all way too convenient. And the subject of 3 or 4 more dentists being sued and indicted for RICCO and assault. You should have seen the GITMO harness they put in my mouth when I tried to get braces. And I have recordings of the supposed dentist talking about things he could only know to say if he was thoroughly knowledgeable about darned near everything I've ever said...

Meanwhile.. just as I'm about to post for the love of the world, time publishes an article called for the love of the world,, obviously sothat search engines would return results from their sites, probably after buying keywords, in a way that enables them to bury the truth under other headlines.

Another example of this includes the Black Powder rebellion.. if you try to look it up.. depending on their decision at any given moment to change the way results are returned - all you'll find is a rock band... And they do change things ynamically, so that when people like me who are being psyoped say that one thing is true, a switch is thrown in a configuration file somewhere that says.. okay now make the real stuff come through to discredit the stuff we've given the psyopped internet reporters.

Besides, the word I get is that the CIA uses Google in-house, and they also have infiltrated it. In my case, in the end, we'll all find that interesting because I see Google and most factions of the CIA as the good guys... maybe that's a deception too. Just as the info I have suggests that the Daily KOS may be another CIA front to attract and identify liberals under the paradigm of magnet wars for use in Rex 84. Just as the idea of belonging to the NRA seems like a good idea, but ends up being a database the government will use to identify and suppress gun owners.  Same as medical marijuana user databases. Think of it, California.. the Rpeublicans use Arnold and the Kennedy's to stage a coup... then implement liberal policies to make Arnold look like  agood guy while robbing the citizens and giving to Enron 6 or 9 billion dollars.. that's how infiltration and destabilization happens.. meanwhile.. when the time comes that these crazy people lower the boom on America, they get to get rid of these people politically by giving their names to 527's and making their names public just when their involvement on community affairs would matter most.

Get the picture? Why wouldn'tObama like 527's.. because the more people find out aboutthe background of Obama's politics.. .like finding my site... the more people will know he's  apuppet of the COuncil on Foreign Relations.

Obama.. the time is now...  you need to understand that for the purposes of my purpose driven life, from here on out, you're either with the citizens of this country, and God, or you're against them both. And that really is the decision that must be made by you. McCain already knows that's the bottom line. He gets more than you think.

Enough. I have other work to do...

 


I'm glad that at least I wasn't wrong in my perceptions of how sick this government, and apparently, this country really are.

Rachel.. you talk of women's rights and all... and then you sell yourself into slavery of lies and extortion. When did you become such a hypocrite.. like Olbermann?

What's really indicative of hypocrisy is all the black people on MSNBC who complained about the use of the word nigger after I mentioned Lennon's "Woman is the Nigger of the World".. the fact is if you respect the definition of the word, every one of you, black, white whatever race... doesn't matter.. whores and niggers... because you've sold yourselves to the control and lies of evil people.

And all the black people in the Democratic Party who know what he Council on Foreign Relations is doing are all betraying the life and death of Martin Luther King. Every one of you. John Lewis, you should be ashamed of yourself. You make me glad the NAACP wouldn't let me join when I was 9 years old because I was too young.

8/28/2008 - 10:12 - After writing up the thing about Clinton last night, I came to many realizations. Like what chickenshits you are, and how you don't deserve anyone's resepct. You're all sicker than anyone could possibly imagine. I don't know what it is you believe you won for yourselves... but you don't get it at all, none of you do... but I guess you got me to giveaway what I was suppose to do myself... and given what scumbags you are, I can see why you wouldn't trust me to be a leader.. I'm way too honest for all of you. I bet you can't even pee without lying to yourselves about something.

So, I'm going to do everything I can to get out of this country... not to run, but to find out if there's a place for me in this world where people will actually treat me like a person. You all think you won... what you've done is destroyed yourselves and harmed so many people... yu really do need to enjoy this now, because God will not forgive you for what you've done... while you're being destroyed, while you face all the Americans who will  soon discover the level of your depravity.

Barack, you're a complete fraud and traitor, a scumbag through and through. So are you McCain. ANd all the rest of you too.

I accept that a bunch of sick people have sealed the fate of their own destruction. I don't know what else to say except goodbye, if there's one decent person out there, and I doubt it, and you want me involved, do somehting, because now I wash my hands of you.

If it's that important to destroy my entire life... if it's that important for the world to watch you all provide an example of true evil is, then so be it. But I'm not going to be your toy. And I didn't lose, because I wasn't plaing   agame. If I had known even an inkling, uyou all would have been in jail long ago.

So if someone wants a different outcome, do something. Because I'm dont with all of you. I never wanted your money, your power or the fame. Just a simple guy always trying to help. You didn't even have to set me up.. I proved it myself that I was willing to give everything I had for a good cause... but the cause wasn't good, I gave it all away, and the people who stole from what I tired to give as a gift for the good of everyone weren't satisfied with getting anything free.. no, there was no pleasure without stealing it and killing someone to get it.. the final proof of your psychosis. I still don't understand why you didn't just kill me. But, I suppose making me suffer is fun for you. Making all those other peole suffer, raping those women when you had them unconscious... how much sicker could people actually get.

I feel sorry  for you all. For your sickness, and your self-destruction.

And to all the news people who betrayed their country.. I guess I was right... just a bunch of narcissistic pricks. Good luck. I hope you don't suffer too much while it all falls down on you.

If I end up in Russia or some other nation - appearing to be working against the interests of the United States, let the people o th eunited states know that I have no arguement with the people of the united states only its corrupt leaders. And they need to be stopped at all costs.


John Lewis: Your participation with and acquiescence to the Council's plans is proof that even you have turned your back on Christianity for the comfort and prestige of your position. You are betraying God, Christ, and you are dishonoring the memory of Dr. King by going along with mental slavery and torture.   Welcome to the list.

You people think I"ll just forget about all of this, and but I assure, you will face justice. There is no justification for this. Not for me or the millions of others your are killing. Or the death of my father. 53 years of conspiracy by the government of the United States against God. Do you think God will forgive you?


6:50pmMark Warner... interesting that the psyops people waited til this week to feed me info regarding the death of my father. What perfect timing to get me off balance. I'm not off balance... but all of you are on a dead end road. Guaranteed. Like the Bible says, I won't look back. I still have the hurricane email, and it will go out before I leave. Like Rumsfeld said, ya gotta build em up to break em down... and you guys just keep thinking you're clever, and all you're going to do is get yourselves arrrested. You just watch.

3: pm Dobbs - You and your friends really are the sickest ****s in the world. And you will end up regretting what you do. Be sure to tell George that I know he thinks he saved a few frivolous law suits, and that he and his family were in on it from the start. People will find out what you did, and you will end up regretting it all. And I won't lift a finger. Pat Buchanan, **** you.

KeithOlbermann and the MSNBC people are all frauds too.

There you go folks, almost all of the music incorporated into this site belogns to GE/Universal and Time-Warner. That was no accident, becaus ethey bought up nearly all of the record companies that comprised the music they knew would go into this site. I urge you to not buy this music, but if you do, get the cheapest price you can get. And then, boycott all GE and TIme Warner products of any kind. People think they are  two separate companies, but when you notice the incestuous relationship of them, how they trade personnel and provide content for tv, you begin to see that they have been working together to control the perceptions of AMerica for quite some time.

I haven't studied the other networks and such as much as I have the newschannels, but the collusion is easy to see. And, I never on Fox becase I watched it a few times, and thought it was so outlandishly propagandistic and worthless, I didn't think anyone would take them seriously.

George, glad you like Minnie. If Billy Graham is responsible for your Christianity, then Billy Graham has some explaining to do.

Clive, you really are the biggest whore I've ever heard of.

8/26/2008 9:26 am

A few years back, when under the complete influence of psyops and psychotronics, I wrote what I called an executive summary of the world that was pretty dreadful.. Nancy Grace loved it.. she a hateful, spiteful who at the very least needs a great deal of therapy, and I feel sorry for her troubled soul. In the same time perdio I wrote was the 6th version of For the Love of the World... a title I thought I made up, but was clearly the influence of psyops to cause me to have it appear I was plagiarizing other people so that when I claimed the Democrats were plagiarizing me, I would be publicly embarrassed.

I don't write music anymore because I refuse to be that influenced when receiving God's word... I have always prided myself on earning everything I have... and I refuse to allow God's messenger to be sullied by such charges. I refuse to participate in your evil games, and I will be recommending that a great number of people not be allowed back into the kingdom.

I'm not going to play games quesioning who I am and whether people will believe me anymore, because apparently everyone around me all my life has known... and I'm just disgusted with the cowardice and acquiescence and whoredom in the world around me... and it's no wonder. I certainly will not hold the citizens of this world responsible for the results of their own deception. But the leaders have proven they are worthy of nothing, they choose not to change or comply with simple rules, they have been given gifts, and horded at the expense of the well being of God's children. I do have to figure that God did not want my skills to be developed because you damn well know tha tif I could, I would use them to make you disappear. Period.

So you're using your evil and your technology tha tgod gave you.. the thing you always forget... to make me disappear.. the person who proved over and over, throughout his life, that he was willing to give anyone practcally everythng for the joy of being of assistance to anyone who was willing tobe empowered. And you'll claim that I needed to be trested.

Iwas raised in your world as a child, and God had an expectation that I would be treated well.. and you betrayed Him. You betrayed me, but yoy mostly betrayed. And that's the thing I can't understand most, because he gave you so much. He rewarded musicians and actors and stars ad politiians with authority and power and money, and look what you've done.. and you know the world works, the innocent will be harmed until they get smart enough to kil you. And they will. And it's not my doing. And it's God's it's your own.

I'm going to cover that in the executive summary I'll be writing today.. and then I'm going to finish something I really want to finish... the thing for Minnie Riperton.. the special note one her album is one I could have written myself... I loved her music, and I hear she was a beautiful person. And when I see who was on her album, I can see that I was also sort of surrounded, privileged, to have some people who cared... and I thank them for it greatly.

But I'm going to write this summary, which will clearly state where I stand on things, and then I"m leaving.. I have nothing. Noone will talk to me. Had I known years ago that I was purposely being shunned and harmed, I would have left and lived alone in the country. You'd be surprised what good company animals are, and I least I would have had some peace.

This is not  asuicide not. I'm perfectly capable of living in the wild alone. And I"ll be happy. I'll just find me a dog. Like Novak said, if you want a friend in Washington, get a dog. My dog is probably going to die of infections because of the targeting and the inability to get my dog veterinary care Al - you ****ing traitor apostate a*hole... But that's what you sickos like the most...tormenting people to death.

You won't kill me. But you are killing yourselves, and I really am enjoying watching it. Th eperson in my household who is also a perp keeps saying I'm vindictive.. and I can't really think of too many things I've ever done - despite the harm done to me - that could be called vindictive.. That's why I know she's a perp.

You'll say you were afraid of me, but the only truth is that you're afraid of facing the truth about yourselves. Rachel.. I like you alot. But you need to face the fact that you are participating with a company that is involved with crimes againt humanity, you know, and they bought you. They bought you and every other narcissistic a*hole in the broadcast industry, the politicians, the preachers... you're worthless. All of you.

The turth is, in broadcasting, the people who got ahead were the   pricks of the industry. I was always asheamed of having that opinion, thinking it was just the exposure of people in small markets... but I was wrong. And I am so sad to have to admit that opinion. But you proved it. You're sick, traitor criminals. Justify, rationalize it anyway you want.

So yo ugot me out of the way, stay out of my way. I want nothing to do with you all. If the people aren't willing to do anything on their own behalves let alone mine or God, and if I am expected to continue a life surrounded by despicable people, I would prefer to be alone.

That will be my final conclusion when I leave in a couple. And if you want to **** with me some more, then **** with me. I will be laughing at your pathetic, dead souls.

 

 


8:17pm - BO - Now I know what a fraud looks like. Thanks for letting me know. I'm getting lots of names for the RICCO list..  Among other lists. Ted Kennedy' a fraud too. Speaking of frauds... I posted the Robbie Robertson thing the other day... my dog's been itching since... you should see the video I took of the open wounds all over his hind end from scratching and chewing since they started targeting him the same way. And now, at least I now I'm right, the the people in the Council on Foreign Relations are sick. America will cure that. PS At least your fathers were alive, and you weren't purposefully denied your right ti exist for over 50 years.

Won't it be fun to see how God turns this all around on you. Why should I feel guilty to see justice done to thieves? Follow Carlyle's lead.. transfer your assets now... and then we can use the terror finance system to freeze your assets.

8/25/2008 - Had a real fun puke ray day yesterday.. really appreciate it guys. And I see the usual games going on... got a request from my favorite blue dress lady for this... the last request I'llplay for you all before I turn it around on you and make you look like fools for a change..With any kind of luck, you'll do this.

That's okay.. yu don't know what's going to happen, and it will boomerang on you. I'm looking forward to it now.
GE... just remember, I didn't do anything, you did... How'd you like the picture of me in front of the first cctv system installed... wasn't that great... at Sylvania.. and then you dumped him. And go ahead, say this is vindictive... if it was it would be justified. But you'll notice you're the only ones who do that kind of thing. And oh do I know what slleping with the enemy means.. and you people are just flat out sick... because you know I didn't know anything about it. Until you jerks flashed it in my face the other day... flaunt it yourself. You're criminals. On and off the air.


8/21/2008 - 5:04 am  - That's just God sayin' hi again. Anyway... any embargoes are lifted. Good luck. Peace out. I ain't holdin' my breath. There's plenty here for peopl eto think about if they want. And there's this thing calle dthe Bible... people might suggest they read it. I got work to do, packing to do, and then I'm going where the sun keeps shinin....

6:59 Pm Danny - thanks for letting me know where you stand. Hope Rachel gets good mileage out of what.. well you know. Ya know I like you, but I guess it's time to go back into monitoring mode. Your friends are pretty sick, and yeah, Gates is the wealthiest thief in the world. That's what you wanted to hear to make it out like I have a vendetta against Gates, right? You and Julian, always for bogus angles. But at least now I know. And I have more names for my RICCO list. No, I won't telling people I watch MSNBC, yes Lou Dobbs IS a fraud.. and I think I'll start ordering weekly updates on RICCO to watch how it changes as the lawmakers and GE work out how to further violate my civil and human rights. ANyhting else you want me to say to make it out like a personal vendetta? Which it never was? Given what I've been writing today, all about the crimes of General Electric and Exxon and Rockefeller and Bushes  toward me and my family since   the 1950's... I'm glad they had you show me where you really stand.

And here I thought we were making progress on the media beginning to tell the truth about anything. No big surprise dialectic after deception after dialectic. I thought hte locals would be glad to help dump Belo, but that's appearing to be a fraud too. Nice subliminals though. Tell your friends in GE management that after you fully reinvest in China... they're gonna nationalize you. Here comes the Waterloo part of Carry Me On My Way.. And it's your Waterloo.

Check ut Barack & John's areas later for some poignant Hafiz. :} I didn't wan to hear it, but God always gives me the right thing at the right time.

BTW I'd really appreciate it i you'd tell the Psyops guys to stop shooting me in the crotch with Microwave. ANd I've got lots of  witnesses for that kind of stuff. I have a witness who gets media mirrored by the station in Detroit... she wakes up sometimes with her vagina bleeding.. she goes to the doctor, worried she has cancer, and th eDr keeps telling her to stop having rough sex.

There's this other woman in San Diego... had the same problem, constantly waking up in the morning, sore, stiff, the bed messed up... blood from her vagina. That all stopped once the implant was removed from the base of her spine. Don't you dare think I'm exaggerating or making it up. Cause I've just barely scratched the surface. Like that one Rachel. Just remember when your name unfortunately is on the list just for working there. Damn. And you know who was rooting for ya.

Danny and you guys... that's what you're covering for. Like I told Dobbs this morning, you guys are really, really sick.

8/20 - 5:38 I figure you got the last post.. I'm holding it aside as further evidence of psyops by CNN. Let's see, how much is Murdoch worth? BTW I'm not on the offense yet. Just keep throwin gme more evidence. Iwon't waste my time on it because I already have plenty, but  keep the reminders coming. That way I'll stay focused. And L, I really am not fooled by you either. You've done it too many times. Maybe I caa get Judge Sanchez. Wouldn't that be fun? You're a sick man, Obama. And I now have proof you're participating in the assault of an American Citizen - Hillary too. And Al. and a whole bunch of peole. ANd you think you'll cover it up. Funny, you have to get Nunn, and I can beat your logistics by myself. And you have 300 advisors? I figure the money you brought in just last month would feed nearly 60,000 South Africans for a month. We'll put up a memorial to VInce Foster.

I was going to post my resume, but then there would be a complete list of suspects. I've been a slave my whole life, of sorts. ANd they set me up so that even iif I prevail in court, I'll still look like I"m just another manchurian.. except if I was and didn't have the strength to resist and overcome them, all sorts of things would have happened. See, even now, Im being manipulated to tell you antyhting that would have you believe I'm violent... they know what I know about Einhorn... and if I present images of violence, they'll have an excuse to put me in  a hospital for observation. It's also why they get people to write journals. Then, they just publicly claim that "this mentally ill guy" is  a danger, with a long rambling journal, and since journals are your thoughts, they will be long ad rambling... and lock him up. Ain't gonna happen.

But they also know if I break loose, I know how to identify victims, their methods, how they make serial killers pop, how they make serial killers... and here's the fun part.. I actually know there was a guy in 2004 who claimed the DEMS stole HIS writing for their campaigns too... didn't save it or look at his work, but it's out there. The psyops people know that too. Watch how they'll claim that we were all manuchurians.. these guys are very thorugh at creating their own back doors... as I said they would.. the only thing I'll say is that i"m lucid, I know what I know, I have tons of witnesses, and everything they do from here on is evidence of a crime.. I mean what they say and do on tv.

The reason for the current attack... the RUssian situation... anything to shut me up... right Donny? you do still have an office in the pentagon, don't you.

The thing about sleep deprivation, like 40% of Americans is that it softens you up and makes you more susceptible to subliminals.. aka silent sound. And then when they zap you in the crotch with microwave.... Like I said, show me CHo's transcript, and I'll tell you exactly what was done to him to make him pop and shoot up Virginia Tech... while the FBI told officials to do nothing... Look on the web for a site that used to be there... Datafilter... some weird stuff but alot of archived material at Raven1.net Her site was pretty weird the last time I checked, but she's got like a 25 year archive... raven1.net

So much benefit of the doubt for the Democrats and the COuncil on Foreign Relations and Rupert Murdock. And Rockefeller.

8/19/2008 - 1:20 pm - Barack 0 anyday you have the guts to debate me in public I'll be glad to explain why you and all of your friends are traitors to God, this nation, and every other person in this world, and every person who has fought and died for your causes. ANy day of the week. And I don't need a teleprompter. You've proven yourself, as have  a great number of other people who have been pandering to me.. I said I don't like brown noses, I'm not in the mood for cutesey, and rememberting about Susie last night was the final straw. I have no more room for mercy for people who lie, and lie and lie.. kill for political reasons and participate with the murder of the son of man... your name is now on the erasure list, cause I've had enough of the harm you and your frinds cause. No, that's a physical threat. That means I won't defend you to God, and he's taking you all down.

Just like the people trying to find loopholes in my story and evidence. There aren't any. Adn everything you do will loook like what it is - a manipulation for the purpose of lying... like I said, all you'll do is prove yourselves to be criminals with everything you do. God does work in mysterious ways. Spinners - Games People Play and I"ll Be Around (for the good people)

Authorities: Want to get to the bottom of it real quick? Arrest the people at advanced electronics on Renata Lane in Olympia and then call me. These people have been involved since about 1980. It appears they attacked my neighbor/landlord, and another gentleman next door, whose health has deteriorated greatly... even rushed to the hospital once. They have a hughes satellite dish too. My address was 6321. The people in the house below us were involved as well. Can't prove that one, but it will be an easy trail. Then I'll give you a list of their co-conspirators from there... It's a long, easy list.

The word I have is that the Council betrayed Disney... figures.. I always thought the biggest mistake in my broadcasting career was not going to work for Capital Cities when I could have.  Funny, the thing I was most fascinated with at the GE exhibit at Disneyland was Mr Lincoln... when I was 6 years old.. there's that 6 second delay again... stream of consciousness is an interesting thing.

Lou, I hear you're going to claim I set you up. Ya gotta know that's about as stupid as it gets, given all the evidence.

And when I went to CNN in Atlanta, I sent them an email from home saying I got the tickets, when I would be there, and to tell if I was wrong, and I wouldn't come. I called them twice before going to the studios and said... If I'm wrong here's my hotel phone number, just call and tell me if I'm wrong and I'll just go home.   And like when I sent you the email, you played the commercial "If it's down there, we'll pick it up"....  And I never told anyone I was the son of man, and even if I had, I wasn't lying. And even more, you guys already knew it. ANd I know about the email to Dobbs. I said... when I left, I threw the SOn of Man thing at them... just to mess with them for messing with me... and all I said was "Ya know, my name in German means Son of Man".. and that's all I said to them. Otherwise, I played it completely straight with them. And they were nice guys, just doing their jobs.

They called here to tell people that I'd been there, that I was crazy, and that I thought I was the Son of Man. The response the security chief got was "What if he is?"....  I wish I'd been there to see his face for that one... :} Yeah, black hair, moustache... probably 5-11. The black security guard was cool. You could tell he didn't know what to think, but he just kept the digital movie camera rolling :}


8:15pm - One more thing I don't want to have to say but will. There are only a few "visions" left that haven't happened in this whole thing, and the one that has me worried - in reviewing things that have been said and how they "forecast their actions" in Aesopian terms... the nuclear option is off the table... Got it. Don't even think about it. The intel guys are all over it. And they understand all about "would it have happened if I hadn't told you". And yes, I told people this one years ago.. and of course I expect transcripts and videos to be missing and doctored.. because my case is not the on ethat needs to be proven.. and the case of the people is easy to reporduce any day of the week. Sue me into oblivion, set me up for tax fraud and invasion, who cares...  Rolling Stones. I'm not getting cocky. I'm leaving  a placemark. It's crunchtime. It's important.

To YKW (You know who, or do you :}_ I got it. Always takes me a while. But it's better this way anyway. That's what makes it work. I was so dense they had to over emphasize things which left a trail of evidence. And no, I really don't think any of this is actually funny. And I grieve for every person harmed, and I keep track.  And they'll be honored.

This is getting way too funny. Arnold, the collection agency is going after something that doesn't exist. Welcome to the indictment. It just gets better. I had a right to respond in writing instead of appearing, and di that, and received no additional instructions. If you passed an ex-post facto law, it's unconstitutional.

1:19pm - Dan, just wanted to mention, I know you guys didn't send that spam... it was too obvious, figured you'd want to know and I wanted to document that I got a context sensitive email - to what I was working on at the moment it came in. Wha tpeople spamming me should understand is that I keep almost all spams in a special archive so that when this is done I can database and track the ip's and domains for purposes of prosecution. That's how I know that I've been spammed inside the Hughes Network from domains that internic says don't exist. A Simple DNS switch at the AOL server in Warrenton... that's still my isp hub, isn't,  when you use Hughes Satellite for your internet connection? For techies: I always specify alternative dns in my browser, but the Hughes tools keep changing it back to their dns which limits my access to the internet and gives them full control over my internet access as well as allows them to completely monitor and filter my email, which is why I never get any important email... like the ones that would have allowed me to collect over $4 million from a contest in Ireland. I'll just put it on the bill. BTW CNN, I can't wait til you show the security video on me from 2003... sure, I got a little suppressed and went into my "ball" position, just like I do when I think about programming, when I realized just how badly I had been set up. But then I recovered nicely. And I was polite with the security people because, after all, they were just doing their job. And I never told them I was the Son of Man. (and I actually have the ticket from the tour right here on my desk, which I should have gotten a refund for because I didn't get the tour. We'll add that to the bill. And travel, medical, etc. Got that Bunda? You and Rupert have a good laugh over that one?) And it's kind of weird that the tour guide thought it was weird that I wasn't dazzled by the teleprompter...  of course she had just told me I couldn't slip a note to Miles O"Brien or Kyra Phillips... because they weren't there.. which is weird because I was looking in the control room right at them. Is it a crime to want to pass a note to a news reporter? I told her I was doing some work that was sort of "under cover" and that I really didn't know where it would lead, and to just let them know I was there, and if I was wrong, I'd be hanging out in the concourse with a cup of coffee, and if nobody wanted to talk to me, I'd just eventually leave. Complete set-up.

And I go back and forth wondering if Dobbs is the kingpin or someone caught in the middle. Like I said, that's his problem to explain. I packed a huge parachute, even if you destroyed all of my evidence today. Every piece. But like I told the security people.. I had 5 hard drives back at the hotel room that would have proven everything I told him about why I was there. Everything. He wasn't interested in the truth. I should have let them arrest me, but I didn't have enough dots connected to make a case then. Even though I actually did and didn't know it.

So Larry...Monday night will determine whether you're named or not. And Time Warner will not get off making a cash settlement, nor will GE, bcaue I'm not interested in your money. Never was, I'm interested in America. People committed these crimes against me, and I won't let them use corporate law to evade prosecution. ANd Maher, I certainly don't want to stop you from talking, Quite the opposite. But I'll watch and listen, and if it's still trash, I'll publish the story you know I've refrained from publishing a long time ago when you threatened assaut on your audience member and should have been arrested for doing so. ANy other questions on that one Bill? or was that Sorry Charlie.. I know you guys all want excuses for being mad at me in a way tha twill make it look like I'm the bad guy so you can white wash your crimes just like you whitewash all the other government crimes... so I'm glad to hand it to you, because when the truth aactually comes out, you'll be damning yourselves. And once again, you'll do it all yourselves... thinking you're clever, and all you'll be doing is creating more evidence that I'm going to let you expose in the court of public opinion... you know, the fiery lake thing. Good luck.

...Something about Blue Fin Atlantic Tunas popping up, dead zones and US News and World Report. Ask Dobbs. He knows what I'm talking about. Or Goergen. You know the guys from the Council on Foreign Relations.

8/17/2008 12:39 am - Barack... I considered not saying anything abou tthis... I wasn't looking at it from this perspective and I have to admit I yelled at you 3 times... but check the tape at about the :50 minute mark of your interview. Here's what I noticed. Your energy level dropped, you started sweating, your cadence got slower, it appeared you were having difficulty formulating detailed thought and finding the exact right words to say... your eyes suddenly looked like you were fatigued, though you were energetic at the beginning. I think you got zapped. And kind of glazed. Your skin got pale. Think about it. A little shortness of breath, maybe a little tingle or tickling sensation on your head, your heart rate suddenly sped up or got very slow, leading to a drop in blood pressure maybe... check it out. I could be wrong. Don't think so.


8:50 pm I'm not the fool you think I am. I got your answer. Mine is, not for long. And you know it. You don't scare me anymore. Like I said, all you do is prove your guilt. Keep it up. Good luck in whatever country you end up in. Its' your only chance. RICCO is an interesting law. I look forward to using it.  Oh and Howard Dean, you're a phony too. Nobody'll play the race card but the DEMS. :} See, they pay attention too. Got a nice little write up for you about election 2004 that people will be interested in. Why do you guys all come from Yale and Harvard. What are they teaching you there? Say hi to Dick Gephardt for me.

Oh yeah, and Moyers, MacArthur will be named as well. Isn't that interesting. 1st amendment.  Of course there's plausible deniability, but with an easy connection made. Glad Rockefeller isn't there anymore. Smart.How about Herb.. On the other hand... I wanna talk to Andrew Bacevich. Thank you for him. I love real military guys. They get so sterotyped. This guy's a real conservative like me. It's just pragmatism and the discipline to work isnide all the rules... all the rules.. on war, culture, politics, constiutional theory, it's beautiful... Isn't that weird. People would think I'm really liberal, but I think like him on what was on the show anyway. He's in. Leave him alone George.

Oh yeah, I know you're restricting access to the site off and on, guys, that's alright. Enough gets out to the right people:} That Moyers show made me feel much better:}

7:36 PM :} more primes.. Pastor Warren...there is one issue that I'd like to address with you, and I request that you accept, as many others have come to accept, that my directness is not intended to be criticism (except with politiciian, anymore) I ask you to take this on as an inquiry, particularly in the context of a purpose driven life... Are we really here to work? Here we are in heaven, and it's  a playground, and sure, there are things to do and responsibilities, but if God really sent us here to work, wouldn't that be purpetuating the same economic slavery paradigm that Jesus was actually so opposed to, and untimately was a great theme of His messages. Please think about this, and I believe it will alter your outlook, perceptions and positions on a number of things.  Youssou N'dour - Joko, From Village To Town  (feat Wyclef Jean)  How Come  And about evil Just for the record, are you a member of the council on foreign relations? I think we have a right to the answer to that question

8/18/2008 - 7pm PT:  Just caught you on Larry King - 1 other thing I'd like you to take on as an inquiry... and this truly is not a criticism, it is part of my request that we all embark on a reconciliation with ourselves and then atonement, whatever we belive that means to ourselves in our relationships to God.   When you stated McCain was in a cone of silence, you either didn't know he wasn't there as agreed to, or you did, in either case, it was untrue. When Mr. McCain played along an did not disclose that he wasn't in the cone of silence.. he lied.. and you let him get away with it. On one hand, I can see your allowing John to say what he said.. but you should have taken the moment on Larry King to simply acknowledge that it wasn't the case, and instead of glossing it over, you should have used it as an example of the lack of accountability and the example of how "special people" think they can break the rules, and it's okay. I'm not going to question McCain's integrity on this matter... but your letting it go for the sake of civility is the very thing that allows evil - lack of accountability - to be the norm instead of the exception. It is what Gandhi would call "participating with evil" or "cooperating with evil"... please think of that, the rippling effect it causes... and as a minister, who else is supposed to set the example of holding people to their word? No, no such thing as perfection. But...basic principles... what could be more basic than this

See, this is at the crux of my purpose driven life... and the reason I'm going to ask ministers to read Eccelsiastes once a week for a while.. and I'm not saying you're being vain or conceited... I've grown up  in the same culture as you... people attempted to train me to overlook things and not step in when "wrong" things were happening...  and it may not have made me the most popular person at times, though occasionally it did, I knew that I had done the right thing. And that the example I set would leave an impression on other people. And then, even if those people didn't like me anymore, I could actually watch and see that it made a   difference in their lives and those they touched. And I also knew it wasn't that they disliked me, it was because they were embarassed because they knew in their hearts they weren't measuring up even to their own standards... and I was a reminder of that. and the look in their eyes was not a hatred, but an atonement in their own minds. And maybe a little afraid or ashamed to be found out, even though all I was concerned with is that they learn something, forgive themselves, and move on as the good people they knew themselves to be.

7:02pm John. I applauded you regarding small business, taxes and thought the ebay example was excellent... that said, FISA terrorism and wa need a fresh. more creative approoach. In that light, I expect to know about your alignment with the Council on Foreign Relations, like Obama Meanwhile, regarding the Cause Greater Than Yourself... during Talkback, I thought I understood we were on the sam eteam.Please clarify yourself on that. And, when it comes to psychotronics, you're a hypocrite too. I'm not going to play games with anyone about that. And in that regard, I'm ashamed of you.

Pastor Warren - excellent forum but truthfully, there's a lot you don't know or choose to overlook for the sake of civility. There are things worth dying for, but not the crimes of the United States Government. Jeremiah was telling a lot of truth. I won't call any church a whore, but he knows a lot of truth. Don't be afraid of the truth, please. It's the lack of the truth that is harming this nation... and the world. If you don't acknowledge that, nothing will actually change. I have a purpose driven life. I refuse to compromise on its goals. It's cost me a great deal of suffering at the hands of the people you interviewed. Please deal with that truth. And then, do the best thing, the right thing, not necessarily the best thing for you. Prove yourself to God. The time is now. Yo disregard this would not be a failure of me, it would be your failure to God. DOn't ever forget that He's my boss, I understand His concerns and priorities. Please read the Bible as the owner's manual. You have an opportunity to make the difference. The question for you, as for everyone, is, do you really believe in the God and the scriptures you claim to believe in? So far, the answer I've seen in the world is no. Let's see if there is even one with the courage to change that. Other than me. Heart of Gold... I've been everywhere in this song by Neil Young ... Is there no one I can trust? :} Except Neil? Neilyoungi?

6:15pm Obama, you're  a complete hypocrite. The good news: everytime you spend an hour on tv, I get a concise recording proving you stole everything I ever wrote and incorporated it in your platform..  and like the Bible syas... they will forecast their actions... and you did and have again.

 

Latty King: I challenge you. You said you looked forward to the day when there can be peace. Are you going to prove your integrity, or continue the conspiracy? You know what needs to be done. I expect evidence on Monday. See, your guys are trying to convince me you guys are on board. Frankly, it doesn't look like it. Here's your chance tto prov esomehting.

8/16 - 2:47 Dang, more prime numbers... I don't do that on purpose, and I don't even like prime numbers/

Woke up this morning with light in my eyes... and then realized, it was Jeff Bridges and the movie was the Contender You should watch it. It's very educational. Might give you a conscience, too.

. It was on when I woke up around 2 this afternoon. The debilitating psychotronics got turned off about midnight.. still have the normal stuff that wears you down.. but it felt so good, I ended up enjoying th enight air outside.. 30 minutes in teh full moon, right Shaq?...  a little mountain dew :}... You know the funny part about that Chris Rock movie is that when the Psyops got heavy in DC, I was working on a project to get bands to come in do some concerts, get mCGraw and others to donate art and music supplies and give to the Police Department to sponsor events to cause better police-publc relations... but then, you great guys we can believe in I guess decided they wouldn't want something beneficial like that to happen.. that was Clinton's presidency... got that Barack. And all the police would have needed to do is show up, and they would have been heroes in the eys of the citizens for a full summer, with a foundation  for a new beginning in DC. And ain't it interesting, that summer, Prince was there, a number of other people I would have had fun getting to play.  It was like a 3 phone call fenagle for me.

So I know it was useless, but I thought I'd give you one more chance to act like a leader. Oh well. So I'm going to tell you.. I don't agree with John McCain's policies, and I don't think he does either. Psychotronics works well, and I can tell he's getting slammed. So were you for a while.. that period when Michelle was doing all the talking. I saw it in your face Barack, you could barely function. Is that what they've got on you? Was the other threat that they woul destroy Michelle in the public eye?

So here's what I want you to know.. i fyou get elected, I wil have caused your removal by March 2009. If John gets elected, he and I will work together because he actually is an honorable man, somewhat driven by his desire to be President, but a patriot thru and trhu whether I agree with his opinions or not.

See Barack, you be like Bill Maher all you want, and go on tv and talk about independence Truth You Can Believe In and all that stuff... but the only truth is that it's bunch of white wash and he won't address the real issues facing America, cause he doesn't want to lose his job. It's his identity. A False one. I used to promote him. Now he's  a painful reminder to me of what deception looks like.. a corporate comedian Like Dennis Miller.. at least people like Chris Rock and Carlos Mencia have the guts to tell the truth...

So  I am the real deal here, Barack, whether you know it or not. And I'm not letting you or anyone else destroy this country without behind held accountable. You all think I'm shy and passive, you'd better get it quick, when I decide to make  a move, you will regret the outcome because and your friends will be exposed and the people will have their country back. ANd they will know that you and your friends and the government tried to kill me.. nearly succeeded.. go explain that to God. Even if all I am is one more citizen.. explain it to God. And for all those other people suffering because you wouldn't write  letter. explain it to God.. and then get Hillary's speech writers working on this: how are you going to explain the suffering of thousand s of people by the government, and how are you going to explain that you stood by and watched while selling the opiate of hope to the world.

You're just a politician Barack.. I'm going to bring you and all your friends down... legally and with the truth.. and no amount of electronic attacks will stop me. If you think I've been ambitious in the past.. ask DObbs.. he'll tell you... you ain't seen nothing.

And let's not forget God. You may beat me, but you won't beat God. And I'm okay with winning without winning. And the funny part is, you guys are threatening my life, you think I"ll make a mistake. I'll just bear down and be that much more effective.

As I've done for years, I've kept these kinds of discussion in the background to try to keep a negotiating channel open. Everything from now on goes in the in boxes. And I will make it as public as possible.

I'm not afraid. Are you? and let's make this abundantly clear. While your people are using lethal weapons on me, I'll be obeying the law so that when it's over, the entire world can view your impotence and laugh. They deserve that bit of vengeance before we move on.

Finally... Rick Warren - I emailed your entire staff. This will offend you, and it's intended to for a purpose., Let's see if you've read Ecclesiastes enough to get the message. If you have, you already got it. Are you going to turn your back on God too?

One more message to John Edwards.. I wanted to work on your campaign so bad, and just about the time I was going to look at the back dooe to your campaign,m theyy exposed those othe rpeople.. I didn't want to damage your reputation. Interesting isn't it. And I don't care about your personal life.. but it does look to me that the timing of it all was to cover the news while Barack was on vacation. I hope it wasn't that. I didn't mind the jet ski jokes too much, but you were mocking God. See that's the part you guys don't get.. you think you diminish and intimidate me.. all you're doing is mocking God. And I really am making an erasure list. I have that right. But don't worry, I'll be objective. More than you guys ever were with all the people you've killed.

The old 50's imperial margarine ad... It's not nice to fool mother nature.. you better start figuring out what that meant, and show it some respect. And only the people who actually know who I am know what that means.

There is actually one mor ething I have to say. The final proof to me that I am the SOn of Man is the incredibly long list of people in my past and present who have been killed and harmed for being good to me. I'm keeping that list, and other people are keeping that list for me because I can't take facing the deaths and harms coming to these people, but I will not stop.. I told Dobbs once I felt like a commander on the hill. Only I thought I was only risking my own life. I swear to you, when this is done, I will do everything in my power to avenge the people you all have harmed to harm God.. better get in your planes and get out of the country now. Just get it over with.

Prince


2:35 - Ok One more response. I don't know if I gav eup his name or not. I think I did, I know it's on this site. It's not  acover-up because I don't have smoking gun evidence.. other people do, and I"m sure they'd lie. WHy wouldn't they? The real point is, there you guys were making a big deal of certain politicians indiscretions, and here I was sitting there with info that I considered credible... and I never was out to criminalize or demonize anyone, and you know that.. I boycotted MSNBC, I still watch 'em. Even though I have no respect for one of its owners. He has to prove himself.  He ain't doing it.Oh well. Yhe news reports rumors all the time to force fact to bubble up. If there was a coverup, it was on te part of the press. I actually do remember now I did give you all the info to investigate if you wanted to. I was wondering if you would. That part's coming back to me now. It wasn't about bringing anyone down, it was about a test to see if what was going on was partisan  or purely reporting. You failed. What can I say? All I can say is that by declaring "no cover-ups", it should prevent good people from doing wrong, and bad people will show their hands and be dealt with. People without guile. We're all rreally like that.. and when the world causes things dthat don't make sense... government and media.. people get frustrated.. and that's why conflict resolution  training for all... truth... all that.. is so important right now... When I used to do rip and read new, if I had too much copy, I'd pick the stories that supported my poiticla positions. But I was only 18 years old then. And isn't it interesting tha teven at the age of 18,  I already believed that in order to get my government to act on my behalf for things I was entitled to, I beleived I had to use coercion of sorts.. where did I get that idea? Interviewing politicians. People I liked who disappointed me with their hypocrisy, manipulations and political expediency. Cranston... had alot of respect for him.. and he was just anothe rpolitician when it came down to it. Not bad. Not great.. that's what I loved about that lin ein the Jeff Bridges movie where that Sen said "the possibility of greatness"... tha's what separates a leader from a politician. Has everything to do with why I need to speak out now. I see the possibility of greatness in Barack Obama.. but like Lincoln, he know the promises and commitments made that will compromise his every attempt to do great things. Was I set up to dump the Democrats? Clearly, I was used to dump Barack for Hillary... adn that's why exposing it all is important. Barack needs to make a choice.. it isn't about me or him for president, there  was a certain amount of silliness to that.. cause what I was saying most was, walk away and prove your greatness. Prove that it  hasn't become about you Barack, that's where John Kennedy was great, and why he was killed. But knowing what you're up against gives you choices, Barack. ANd I can tell you tha tif I succeed in exposing all this, I'l still want you on my team. But God is truly testing you right now, sir.. and you need to answer the call or fail and reap the seeds that have been sown.

You have a choice. it's your choice. And Que Sera.. what happens after that happens. Like Neo said, I can't tell you how it will turn out (though I could)... I can only tell you how it will begin... a great line... :}

1:51 - See, prime numbers... I know I shouldn't write  stuff like this, but my body is tingling and I'm a little wacky from the electronic attacks.. they aren't really fun... if I was afraid of them I'd be terrified, like I used to be. I know what they are now, and it's annoying.. and it's like impossible to thnk clearly to get these taxes done.. the good is, it's not about paying taxes.. .it's about revenue reporting for th e non-profit... sort of completes work that should have been done by other people... and I'll end up amending it.. but, it'll be accurate as it can be given the virus and attacks. Meanwhile.. I get silly from the atttacks... even though they make it hard to breathe.. and I'm not anxius.. it's more like being drunk and close to sleep, fighting to stay awake... energy depleted... but I know how to manage .. it.. one step in front o fthe other.. it's all you can do... and just not get upset withy yourself for not being as able as you know you are.

Meanwhile... the other night, I was giggling to myself.. who could have as a vice president... I started thinking about the possibility of Stevie.. and went to the tv, watched a show, and there he was talking  baout it... oh that would be funny... maybe Chris ROck... he's got experience..  or Shaquille... it would be   a slam dunk.. cause you know, I can't dunk.. I can't jump that high. Is it true that Woody Harrelson's father was suspected of being part of the JFK assassination. Love ya Woody, no offense. Cheech & chong back together again :} And yeah, Snipes.. more anomalies. Dang.

8/15 - Computer still works, but it still has  aqvirus.. maybe I'll get my work done... but likely not in time. Nice work psyops guys... one way to keep me from getting to the Katrina emaill.. cause I buried it on purpose...   Interesting how in 200o MSNBC wsa doing a thing abou t"Should people report affairs of congressmaen.." This tells me alot about how I was being monitored in DC. I may have, but I don't think I told MSNBC about the Dem. Congressman I knew about... I think I mentioned it.... and then Begala shows up on MSNBC... which is why I gravitated toward him on CNN - interseting how Begala keeps being in the middle of all these things... by the way, Lou I have a ton on him too.

At this point Danny, I'm giving my okie dokie to any of you, because this conspiracy gets weirder all the time. Vut there are consistent threads. And what's stupid is, I like the former Congressman,  just like I liked Cranston when I gave him hard questions in '72.

The only thing I'm earning here is that the Democrats, and the Clintons, are true racketeers, and I believe th Falwell chronicles more and more. The funny thing is, given the way these things are working out, either the Clintons and others will be exposed, or I'll be dead.. which is where CLinton's past victims have been before they died.

So, Barack, you really want to hang with thses kinds of people, huh. Just consider what they'll do to your kids if you don't go along. I didn't believe they were bad, either, but then they did all this stuff, now I know they're just criminals... just criminals Barack. And that's what they're making you into by associaiton... not to mention the fact that youknow that at least I am the victim of their crimes.. and you're playing along. That makes you guity too.

I'm getting zapped so hard the top of my head is numb... good luck, Barack, you'll have plenty of time to write paperbacks in jail. It was a good idea of mine, though, wasn't it? Like John Edwards nad his playing cards on 2004.

By the way Danny what's the big deal about establishing linkage from me to MSNBC and CNN.  Pretty obvious isn't it. Even got me to send some real good emails to lou rihgt.. you really think a justy is going to care about me sendinglegal emails to people ... I don't think so. Send the lawyers to seue me oer the tuness.. that would be the funniest.. cause then I'll have direct access when I force them to take me to court. You people just don't get it (and I'm not fooled, you're not helping me and you can't be trusted". Now I know you're trying to make me out some  paranoid.. but you know the women who started hearin gvoices when she came to our house a few years back.. I'm going to record her whole story and save it for evidence. It'll be great. Could you guys please give me a day or two's notice everytime you decide to throw me som ebogus evidence, because I'm running out of disk space, now that my main computer can't be trusted... and as for gettting me to bury the good stuff. How about I index these pages by topic... that would make it easier for people to acces the juicy stuff... good luck on making me look crazy.. it'll  be funny to listen to in court... could make a couple comedy albums out of it.. Clive would like that.

BYW I've gotten word that Clive already has taken my stuff... after we get the trials going, I'll have someone look for it. Could be bad info. And if Taylor's lawyer takes action against me.. then he'll be a RICCO participant. Any other questions for me?


7:06pm - BArack. Have you figured out the setup yet? Her name in nomination. Contact with Begala. And I had the goods on a rep moving up to Senator while I was in DC... didn't want to... and the harassment started in DC.. I just didn't realize it yet... actually before that... but that's when it became aggressive. Do you know how weird it is to find out that the guy you thought was your best friend is NSA? Anyway... so the Left Behind Series guys... Council on Foreign Relations members. Did you know that? And btw, no matter what, you're not THE anti-Christ, unless you go through with the "Blessed" fraud... but if you go thru with the faustian deal, you will be the leader... given all the powers of the first... and McCain's running on empty.. so... and it's not about you personally, Barack, you need to understand that. It really is about America, and isn't it cool it can also be about the promised land for everyone... cause that's the real story. Israel and Palestine are the test.

Someone please tell Pres. Ahmadinejad that I'll tell people   to listen to everyone, and noone in particular... but I honor his faithfulness and sincerity in what he believes... even like me, in the revelations as this all goes, I only get the parts God wants me to know when I need to and I"m going beyond that now but to just remember it's all about sharing, not exclusion or right and wrong. And I look forward to that sharing. Thanks. :}

4:36 - Had to add this: I think Dobbs went along with something at first, was lied to and set up. But he's going to have to provide the proof of that. And yeah I think he's a crusty old fart, too, but I think he actually DOES believe in America...  and I do want to yell at him for a while. And I am and am not joking.

8/14/2008 - Danny Abrams. The psyops guys told me that when I was ready to go public, they would wipe out my computers so my evidence would be destroyed. Now I know you guys wanted to be able to show that I emailed you the other day so that you'd have plausible deniability regarding why you would know of this web site... so last nght, I look at my email, and I was editin gsome stuff on my letter to Barbra Streisand, and in my email is breeaking news from MSNBC.com  about Barbra Streisand... so I look at it.. since that's one way I get inside info.. though never from you guys like that.. So now I have a trojan on that computer, trying to delete all  of my files...  All of them.. nice try. I have all the evidence against you guys on CD. ANd frankly, I really could care less about whether I have evidence to prove MY case. How many thousnds of witnesses do I need? How 'bout th eguy who shot the news Anchor at the NBC station in Detroit for doing media mirroring on hiim... walked in an shot the anchor.. finally got tired of it.. so the question is, shall I keep this as one more piece of evidence, or just assume you're helping the clintons cover up the email about Katrina... which is not on that computer you guys are destroying. Or are you going to claim that someone abused your domain name? Like I claim about all the hundreds and thousands of spams, that include stuff coming straight from NBC owned websites, not to mention inside the Hughes network. Those proofs ARE on the computer being destroyed.. and isn't it interesting that it's on the computer that you know I need to use to complete the tax filings for the GDCU, which I am no a longer a part of thanks to you people... you know, CoIntelPro destruction of private lives.

You can make all this stuff look good in public, because you Coferheads own the media... fine with me. But tell your criminal friends the CLintons that I"m on to them, the Katrina email will go out, Obama will be sured for plagiarism, RICCO, and the DNC will no longer be  apolitical party nor will the Republicans. As my speech coach used to say, I am no wilting lily.

But like all criminals, you guys just keep committing more crimes because you think you can just bully people into silence. Just like Vince Foster and psychotronics.. and yeah I have a story about that too, and I'll tell it too, and you damned well know it, but not on your terms, but with lots of witnesses.

So Danny boy, just like the resort in Jamaica, better tell em to back off, cause all it does is perpetuate more evidence of conspiracy.. and I hope you wipe the entirre computer out.. it's just more proof. I need a quad or dual core processor for music anyway... meanwhile... either you guys better stop, or you'd better find out which of your people is screwing you real quick.

See, your setups would work with people who don't know they're setups.. for me, it's just more data in the pattern, and Im not afraid of you people, and you'd better be careful, because my primary inside sources are the same people Bush is trying to get out of his intel circle at the White HOuse... and there's tons of plausible deniability there, as intended... true heroes inside the intel agencies who ttake their oaths seriously.. and I have no idea what they're doing, but  they'r enot the traitors like you want this to make it appear.. they'r ethe patriots.. and they're not wilting lilies either. But they know how to use psychotronics positively... and isn't it fun tha tso far, I haven't divulged anything classified except the Thought Camera, which wasn't classified until I uncovered it.

Dialectics only work when people don't know what dialectics are, but when they do, they stand out like a traitor to America.

So, Danny, better do something quick. Because, now you are directly criminally implicated. You did that, not me. And my inside psyops  guys... they protect me.. I don't know how, but they do, and I don't even  want to know more than noticing the patterns.

And by the way, stop having people edit my website to make it look like I hate the police. I don't. To the police, if you have that impression, I apologize, and it's not correct.

Ain't it interesting that yesterday I get an letter from the IRS hassling me about personal taxes I can't afford to pay because of government and media harassment. I knew this was the ploy you all would use. I don't care. When it's all sorted out, America and the world will know, anx you guys will be done. So go ahead, screw me some more. You destroyed I have, I'm bankrupt and everything else and I'm still laughing at you all because you're sick, and in the end, GOd'll get ya... he's my real inside guy you know.

Hillary... don't you dare try to be the hero. You'll only make it worse for yourself. Because  won't go along wth it. Inknow all yourt tricks, you and your cofr friends... ain't it funny that I took a break, and the first thing I see on CNN's scroll is "The spider bite that kills".. spider of course, being an allegory for a trojan sydering across. that's the way the code goes, isn't it? Yeah I know CNN's where this is all coming from.. but it's RICCO because the other media companies are involved. And the worse you treat me, the more you prove my case.

And I will file with the IRS saying my files were destroyed by government and media sabotage. And then they'll say I'm crazy.. and then there'll be nothing anyone can do, cause I'm not evading taxes. Nowhere. But people did file fraudulent reports about my earning. Anything else you want documented here.

And yeah, Danny I'll be glad to mention that I watch MSNBC still, cause I like the people and their approach.. even thought he truth is veield, though less so since you took over. And if I had been trying to destroy the media as opposed to complaining to the station I watched, I would have launched a comprehensive campaign. But I didn't you guys gave me more than I ever hoped for in format adjustments... and yeah, I've had communications I can't prove of CNN flat out telling me they were behind the psyops of me... and as far as I can tell,  it WAS Dobbs, Welch and Clive Davis behind the core of the conspiracy, and CNN on behalf of the Council. Anything else you want me to state.

And yeah, I really do have other people who'll say they got harassed beginning when calling CNN. ANd people who'll talk about the NBC station in Detroit. And Regis Philbin... Media Mirroring...

So Lou, got enough for your gag order yet? or are you going to claim you were set up too? I won't shut up.. ever heard of snowballs and dominoes?

And, Barack, people are already committing crimes and trying to kill people so you can be elected. Does that make you feel powerful, dude? It will come out, if it's the last thing I do. You're a fraud or an idiot.

And the moral of this parable, by the way, is that I ever found someone in my administration covering something up, the first I'd do is expose it appropriately, and then I'd throw a****in jail. And that IS what's going to happen in this case. And don't you ever doubt it. Cause God's in control. You think you have me acting in an impulsive, reactionary way... look how desperate you guys are getting.... That's why I'm laughing. All I'm doing is documenting the crimes. And there's way too much proof on this site that I'm far from crazy.

But isn't it interesting, I've sent th estory of my PSyops to Seymour Hersch, Eugene Robinson, LinkTV, Democracy Now, Huffington Post, Washington Post, I've been blocked access to Bernstein and Helen Thomas for years, and I will contact Clifford Irving before this is all over. I 've sent to to supposed liberal "front group" alternative media news services... Risen, Corsi, The Attorney General... look at the list of Senators and Congresspeople I've written to... and noone responds. How much more proff of a coverup do you need. When you said what, 19 or 9 pages of documentation, including stuff from psychiatrists... and he's a psychologist.. obviously he doesn't read it and his staff is too stupid to even look.. or they know, and jus tignore it, like Cantwell. I'm afrraid to write to Dix, cause I don't want to ruin his reputation too, though I probably could, but I hear he's  a good guy, and he's resigned about DC too, but he goes out of his way to help people in need. He says it's the least he can do.

But what can you do when the government and media are in collusion on the biggest fraud and hoax ever perpetrated? Moyers - Mr; LBJ CFR guy doing a great job of whitewashing for the media... a p[erfect example of a front reporter telling people what they want to hear. knowing full well the government has no intention of doing anything about it, but by talking about it, it makes it "Seem" as if something's happening.

A complete infiltration of the infrastructure of America.. and all you people do is play on fear, rumor, deception, religion and the rest.. and the fun part is, everything I tell yuo is going to happen to you for all this - with or without me - is that the house of cards aand bad actors is about to fall. And the good guys are going to come out of the woodwork to clear their butts. And just like the Aykroyd/Quaid/Gina Davis clown, people will try to pass themselves off as victims and walk away, but it won't work.

 

It's all in the Bible. Ain't it cool how that works.  So set me up. Point the finger at  each other. Make each other nervous. One of you will cause the other to pop to save your own ass. I'm just going to watch, while seeing if I can recover my accounting files. THis is gonna be fun. a*holes. Erase erase.


Yeah I got the info on turning RICCO against me under the provision of not knowing participants... I think youd ahev trouble proving it without proving your own guilt first... and then you're sunk. Any other questions about how trying to wiggle out of it won't work? That's teh whole problem. Everything you do will prove your guilt, otehrwise you have nothing on me.. including complaining about a website that theoretically, you don't have any reason to know anything about, unless it's all true...

I keep ending up reading John and Ezekiel lately.. you know, the random method... and the thing I was actually most comforted by was this thing... what I talked about before, how people who are honest and without malice are made fun of as being dumb and dense... and there was this passge I read.. probably should have written it down and hung it on the wall...  but I think oit was Philip who approached Jesus and Jesus said, with delight, truly an Israelite, of the tribes, a person without guile...

6:14 - KO You seem a little on edge today:} They hittin' you with the "hate beam?" I wanna go on Limbaugh and mess with his head. Big time. It would be fun. He wouldn't stop talking about it for years.. and years... and years...or Billo... (don't worry Bill, the security guys are already on me... and yeah, I'll tell that story too).

Today reminded me of the never ending contest featuring a prize of the broken star trek belt buckle... won by the guy who rented me the Uhaul, who I'm pretty sure was my landlord in Yosemite and the police officer in Ohio who helped my Mom and I on our way to my sister's...  was he in the Navy too?

Does Bill know what I want to say.... maybe that's why it hasn't been a priority lately. :}

One thing interesting to note: let's just say I was just some crazy guy who would later be declared a false prophet... well a false prophet would serve God's plan to make people take notice and pay attention.. only of course, we know that the whole dialectic is to turn it around on me, which won't happen. Because I see it happening... if and when the time comes, I can turn it around with the truth. The fun part is, people hear me, think I'm nuts, and then a few minutes later they're fully engaged.. and then you can see their eyes... saying to themselves.. wait a minute, this guy's nuts, but everything he says actually is true and makes sense... I can't take him seriously, he thinks he the son of man... but I have this question, I guess I'll ask him.. and that's the way it happens :} Personally, I actually wouldn't want anyone to just take my word on it. I just find it funny that ministers won't even ask questions. Do they believe the Bible, or are they just so righteous, they don't want ot give up their authority and position. Ecclesiastes, one more time please.

See the thing is, it's not about "somebody's stealing my place"... it's, somebody's deceiving people and betraying God. Believe me, if it was just about me, I'd go  to South Africa, do some good,  and still play Machiavelli (didn't know  I was doing that when I started, Dobbs got me to read the book) from afar... people have tried to talk me into leaving the country...  But it really comes down to liberty or death for me.

And I just can't trust other people to do the right thing anymore. Tried that, got screwed. Sometimes... like dad said... if you want the job done right, ya gotta do it yourself. We tried it the other way... like Falwell said.. and here's the crux of the problem.. God's plan doesn't work (what he didn't say was, especially when you don't use it, like him)

The other ones: Pack your own parachute... clearly you guys won't give me the light of day unless you absolutely have to... and, like in any war, ya gotta go for the weakest point... fisherman hauled in by the fish? Hmmm... more like the whole boat being pooped on by a hummingbird and sinking... yeah, I like that better. And the bird had  diahrrhea from the food the guys on the boat were dishing out. What was that joke.. the one about the cannibal passing his friend in the forest. Ya gotta define friend. When I do that, you guys clearly aren't my friends. I really am starting a list of recommended erasures. Alanis will have a good time with that, won't she... Spain.. I think Jackson Browne's right, but I always did want to see France & Ireland.

I always thought it interesting that Ulysses' name is actually Hiram, and his brother or Uncle? was Matthew Grant of Mass...so what is in Grant's tomb, really? Or what was in it before Bush took office?

All I gotta say is, if you were in my position, what would you do?

Aug 13,2007, 3:32:32 pm I still get lots of prime numbers.. :}

Breaking News: hopefully it won't be... the word I get is that when the bomb goes off at the U.N. it will be the sign that the United States has decided to incite World War IV in a complete global manner. You guys are getting desperate, aren't you.

I'm really looking forward to going camping. These being the way they are, I'm being told to go to another country and let the United States deal with    waking up by itself til it gets to the point that they face the truth, and that will only come about when they realize just how awful you liars are making their lives.

I hate it. But, that is the way the world works. I just can't believe you people are stupid enough to believe that the citizens of the world will allow it. That's the sickness you have. Hey, I can just go talking about God and theWorld order, and people listen.. which is of course, why you've gone to so much trouble to shut me up. It's very inspiring, I'm tougher than you, and I don't quit. And I have all the time in the world Unfortunately, the peopel I'm trying to protect won't.  Of course, I don't even know who they are. Plausible deniability. Works in every way. :} Even for me.

I'm not going after the wrong people. You prove that to me everyday. Caught the Growing up McCain.. I don't need more evidence, but I do think poeople will be interested in hearing Cooper is CIA.  I'll bet O'Brien and Phillips are too. That would explain how she had security clearance to fly in that jet. TA ANd begala.. your cute littele smiles inspire me. Shove it in my face. You think that will intimidate me? You're a joke I'll be telling for years. Too bad about you, Dobbs...

Rain of Biblical Proportions... it's kin dof like writing toBaird's office... I told them, one day, you're going to find out that the attacks I'm reporting are true, and then you'll be seen as a conspirator, and you'll have to deal with the fact that you ignored the reports. Not quite like that, but that was the gist.

Noticed theHarry Reid research center changed its website since I researched it and found they were devloping posychotronics there. How many government officials have investments in psychotronics? I'll bet alot.

Looks like Mother Jones is in on the deception now too. Amazing. Everything's infiltrated. And you guys still continue to plagiarize me.  You're obviously counting on owning the justice dept. Another nice Psyop, but I still won't quit. I just know who one more of the traitors are. Cool. Wheat and tares... see it works... one by one, I'm finding out.. making an erasure list too. More and more though, it confirms to me that you guys know who I am.. thanks for the affirmation.


6:10 - Oh no, not KFRC again :} False charges.. you have no idea how I hope so. All I have is the evidence in hand, a bunch of possible timelines and some views from a mountaintop and some not... more that are.. so I just gotta put it out there as powerfully as I can... the book says I'm on my own.. experience shows an absolute pattern of that... and  the "danger" doesn't stop until I'm no longer a secret. Personsof interest often lead to the guilty. When in Rome.

Weird, ain't it? And if the patterns I seeon the last part are illusion... then oh well, prudence is better than watching it happen. Like I said, I'm more than willing to have people go national and tell their story, so long as it's the truth, and if they vindicate themselves, cool. Boy, I hope they do.

I can't blame people for not wanting to be demonized... but nobody listens to Blowing In the Wind anymore... we had a chance for a smooth transition... you guys just had to grab all you could before slamming the back door, and you really won't just walk away.  Don't shoot the messenger. You betrayed God, not me, you know it, and you still think you can walk away scott free. And that's the part I can't come up with words for. You know all I care about is that the nonsense stops. You made the laws and trained the people to hate people like you. Live by the sword, die by it.

Meanwhile, mister "by peaceful means"... will continue to do so, because we all know you guys will go over the top creating a sensation blunder that will ruin yourselves... arrogance.

I actually expected someone would actually, long ago, step forward and put an end to things.. it was a possibility..  it was a true exercise of choice...  still his hands are outstretched.

So, just so you understand in case you don't. I spend the first hour of my day evaluating the effects of the overnight psychotronics... intended to change my attitudes.. so I take inventory, determine where I've been "influenced", and reset the database back to the day before. And it's that introspection that generates what I write, and fortunately, is rarely about the things I was "influenced" about.

Judge the poor and fatherless.. means determine what thy need. Judge the nations... determine the issues that need to be equitably resolved... call out the churches... work with them to moderate the image of fear of God to respect for God... judge the religions.. determine ways to mediate differences and resolve them with cultural and spiritual exchange... judge the people... determine the causes of their distress and relieve the, and identify those who refuse to cease the evil, and cast them out.

And in this context, to, me, material plane law is irrelevant. I said years ago that if you pass laws to use against other people, they will be turned back on you. Just like RICCO. How DO you get the Justice Dept. to prosecute a case against the whole government, including itself? Replace it with one that will. One way or the other.

Abby had her little ones last night... 4 cuties. Two tiger orange, 2 sort of greyish calico-ish... all big, very healthy... so far, AL will only have to pay for the carpet cleaning where she had them. I'm a little worried, though. She had them behond the speakers in the living room, and they've been listening to news today. You don't think it will retard them, do you? Maybe cause trauma or disorientation due to disinformation...

Rain of Biblical proportions.. I was thinking about praying with them, but... :} :} :} You Must Be Laughing Somewhere.   cracks me up. he even got the cough down. How did he know that? Chicken bones...  I hope someday I really will be amused by all this again.

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Couple of other notes I know Hillary wants to frame things like I'm Elijah, so Barack is the guy.. she's wrong, and if she understood the Bible and what's been going on in the spiritual world for quite some time, she'd know Elijah came and went long ago.. suppressed, of course, by the media and government...

And... of course all these dire things are prophecy. I feel bad about how good I feel about what I see happening to the media and certian members of the government... like I told the Psyops guys, I'll let it go down if that's what it takes for people to see the truth.. cause unless people are willing to see the truth, I can't do anything anyway. ANd since yuou guys lie in almost report you do, and CNN is doing everything it can to present the Council as good guys... the funny part, all you're going to  do is make it worse for yourselves. Check ut the history... as criminals are confronted and get bolder, like you guys, you make big mistakes thinking the "What are you going to do about it attitude?" is going to save you, when all it ends up doing  is presenting a pattern that anyone can see. Wait til the Hurricane Katrina goes out around the world.  And in Denver a feew days before the election. I'll travel hundreds of miles to get to an internet cafe to post that one. Then watch the riots begin. And I'll have done nothing illegal. And you'll present this as evidence i'm trying to incite things, just like '68.. except I won't make their mistakes.. I'll be far away.. and the fun is, there is no law against telling the truth.

I dislike what Russia is doing to Georgia, but a s a tactical move, and in terms of respecting the enemy,... let's just say I told you Vladimir knows what he's doing. I have no apologies for sayin gthat. When waging war, if you do not respect your enemy, you lose. That's why you guys blew it with me.

Abby had her kittens.. I'll be billing Al Gore for related expenses. Think I'm joking? Watch me.

8/12 - Given my medical condition, I've always taken great care to not ingest or do anyhting that would impair my liver. Another reason I don't drink alcohol often. In the last 3 years, my hands are starting to fill with liver spots. Your slow kill is working, and I will enjoy the day the world finds out that CNN/TIme Warner, GE/NBC and the Federal Government slow-killed the Son of Man. Maybe all this will be of good after all. Feel free to claim I'm paranoid. I have lots of evidence, which, is of course, why you're going to remain silent. Remember, I told Donny I'd come back to haunt. I'll do more than that.

Meanwhile... I'm going to start using my dad's toolbox... there will be a traitor's list after today. It'll take a while, but one day, people will come to understand why you are all traitors. I'm not calling for any action - like people like Ann Coulter and Rush Limbugh tell people to assassinate others.. and I have no social affiliations thanks to you guys... so when I put up this list, and people start having bad things happen to them.. it'll be interesting. Really interesting. When I read the part about "it IS in his heart", and realized that was gving me permission... let's just say I have a clear conscience.  And I have to admit, confess, feel guilty about hping really bad things happen to you all for the deceptions and the harm and the murders you have all comitted becues of your mental illness. And then I'll laugh at you when you try to say I had something to do with it. God - remember HIm - what did the Golden Girls say - God'll get you for that one.

Lieberman says there will be homegrown terror because he's one of the terrorists planning it.

Lieberman... you're not going to get away with all this like you think.

Dobbs.. you'd better start thinking long, hard and fast. The current timeline does not hold a good outlook for me. Wanna make any bets about what I accomplish before the weapons succeed. I'm glad you guys know what I'm thinking But I won't stop posting to the net. And you guys will be found out.

Intel people: wait til the people find out. You won't be able to control them, and you know it.. and when the foreign troops come in, a susual, you people underestimate the will of people... it's going to be messy, and you will lose.. and unlike me, the survivors will track you down to the ends of the earth. And then you'll be erased, after facing the wrath of the people you have harmed for so long. Like everyone else, I give no benefit of the doubt, and you couldn't possibly be as smart as you think you are. You're traitors, and you'll go down too. As it should be. It's gonna be messy, and I will not have lifted a finger.

Now igniting the fiery lake... 'bout time.

And yeah, Stevie, you're going with them.. cause you're all cowards. Save yourself, lose yourself. Courage is about taking hte step that makes the difference. WHat you do dtill results in the downfall of the United States, because you won't address the real issues. Proves that chicken hawks and chicken doves are really the same bird. 

Just realized, I have CBS nailed too. We'll name something new after Dave. Like, his own personal psychotronic device so those women can mess with him. Think it's funny Dave. You took Gephardt down with you.


BTW I have no idea, or care, if a guy named Eric Griffin exists. I know you guys piggy back stuff all the time to get me to comment on things that noone else would notice. It's not going to work.

BTW: Don' t think for a moment that I think the problem is the people on the air. They're just the symptom.

5:22pm - Quote Shakespeare all you want, you know well that there ar eseveral actions that will be taken they'll work, it's just that more "destruction" of people's lives and reputations will occur over the long haul... fortunately it will be you guys doing the losing, and the fun part is that up until the very moment when the cuffs are put on you, you'll think you won.

Meanwhile... I was going through EVERY document on my systems   yesterday and came across a really nice letter to Dobbs... I'd have posted it,   but I know you guys have already read it, and DObbs I'm sure has a copy... says a few personal things I wouldn't normally say in public to someone... nonetheless, the bottom line was Are we going to do this the hard way or the easy way? The answer seems to be the hard way, that's your choice. It's a shame. But it says so much about integrity and the lack thereof in this world.. that's why it doesn't surprise me... I just wanted to know for sure if you guys were really willing to go to jail or have your lives torn apart by th einfamy.. and apparently you ar ewilling. It's sad, but your choice.

Now, when your attorneys make the claims that I'm extorting you or harassin gyou in any way with what I post on this site... do yourselves a favor an dlaugh in their faces and discourage them.. becaus eif they do that, I assure you, I will be certain they are disbarred.

I was right. CNN IS the Council on Foreign Relations channel. Just wanted to get it into type for the search engines. It's the truth. What are you going to do about it? I do it because I can because it's legal. You do it because you can and are sociopathic sadists. Hmmm...

8/11 - I begin each day wondering what I would tell God.. if I should just walk away and tell Him to allow the world to destroy itself a little mor ein order to get the message to wake up.. Falwell says God causes it.. He allows it... He obeys the rules of the agreement He made...to allow people free choice... everyone expects the ploiticians and media to make the right choices.. to be the moral role models.. they condemn athletes for their imperfections and then cmmit murder against their own citizens, and say it is the citizen's fault for being  atrouble maker.. apparently, that is the the price of the truth. I watch people on the news, and try to believe thy're not really bad people.. but that's naive. Even the ones who seem to do good elsewhere are criminals... and that is the schizoid world of criminals like you.. those who believe they are above the law... those, who, apparently do not really believe in God. So, in that respect, why would God want you on HIs planet? So God will allow you to continue for now, and people will take arms and kill you all because as the deception grows, so will the punishment when people find out. And nothing will be able to stop them. And that too, is Biblical Prophecy that you laugh at, as it happens to yuo before your eyes. And like God says... all of a sudden it will come down on you and you'll say "Why me? I didn't do anything, it was my boss and my company".. as you lie through your teeth, cringing everytime you think of how you laughed at the poor people you had so much fun destroying.... and that again is the proof of your sickness.

Dobbs... you're the quintessential deceiver... populist... independent... what a lie. Like the Bible says, wait til your children find out. The Bible says your children and your wife and  your family will be ripped to shreds.. I know you don't ever read the Bible Dobbs, so I guess you'll just have to take my word for it. Teach Your Children, eh Dobbs...father of the year... the ultimate deception... you've gotten away with it  up until now, but you won't for long. And James Taylor will either help identify the criminals, or jhe will be labeled one too. You all have to account for your own actions, and if you get hurt along the way, it will be of your own doing. I won't say I don't look forward to watching. That's the human duality for you.

Meanwhile the Democrats stil keep using my materials, and I will see them burn in hell. Begala, you said don't mock God. Your entire existence is a mockery of God. And if you're a good catholic like you claim, then Jeremiah Wright was right about your church.

There is no hell. Exxcept the one that you experience when you are all exposed. ANd it will be bad. You will lose everything, and the whole world will know who you are and hate you. And then, thank God for the eraser, because we don't need souls likeyours.

There is a preponderance of people on this earth who are good people, and you are responsible for their crimes... and you will be held responsible. DOn't expect me to smooth anything over with anyone when it happens. Cause I won't.


Christiane Amanpour's God's Warriors reports are a perfect example of how the media incites religions in order to diminsih them. How perfect using a dead man to speak for the moral majority, and how perfect to use Jimmy Carter, and how perfect that Christiane and her husband are so closely linked to the Council on Foereign Relations adn the Clinton Administration... See Rick, there are no bridges to trust. Just corrupt people who refuse to give up their psychotic criminal ways. Works for me. Go faster and faster, provide more proof

3:31 pm - My space. Lots of things are true in a Spy vs Spy world. I know people handed me stuff. I refuse to be distracted, and the easiest way to do that is to sytay focused on the big picture, and not concern myself with my own issues because they'll be taken care of when everyone elsee's are.  Meanwhile, we'r ecoming down to the moment of truth, and the problems with associating with me will go away by exposure, not suppression. We're about to see who the good guys and bad guys are. It'll be obvious.

8/10 - I find it interesting that the announcers on MSNBC are so upset about the word nigger.. but they don't seem to mind involving themselves in the torture of and the destruction lives of their fellow Americans. You can't get more hypocritical than that.

To MSNBC... taking up to the minute news off is a smart move, but it won' t work. I have video.. and is that really Melissa's name.. I'll bet it's not... You guys think this will show the insame ramblings of someone's journals, but you''ll want to note it actually contains a day by day log that will be admissable in court tha tgives me direct date indicators... for evidence. And I have every weblog I've written since day 1...  Thre ar epeople who can identify a guy from the graphics department as infiltrating... wht is it, like sports for you guys?

Read alot in the Bible in Isaih last night.. descriptions of me ring true, descriptions of you guys ring true. 

Meanwhile.. looks like Amanpour's report on Muslim Warriors and Iran ring true with the thing I blurted out the other day that I said I had no idea where it came from... about the end of gentile domination. Once again, you idiots think it has to happen, instead of it being a warning that it could happen. How convenient for you to perpetuate the militaristic regime. Meanwhile...

If you think I'm going to remain in the background while you take my thoughts and use them to fashion counter propaganda to them, consider the riots that will occur when people find out the truth, and find out the extremes you went to to suppress me.. I won't  ask people to stand up for me. they'll just do it when they find out just how despicably you people have treated them. That's all in the Bible too. Why don't you go over and give robert Novak some comfort by reading the Bible to him, so he can suffer knowing the truth,, and then maybe he and other people who claim to be Christians will have the bills to do the right thing for America. I'm not holding my breath.

I do promise you the eraser will be used. Erasers are useful at times. And appropriate.

 


6:05pm 8/8 - Good thing I'm perfectly clear in separating and combining the dualities of the material and spiritual realms as well as the factual aspects of the work I've been doing, ie the corruption I've uncovered, and am quite capable of the elements introduced as the result of the psyops. Like hurricane Alma. That actually provided me some interesting clues, and how you guys have researched... and more... my family. Can't prove it, but I know it. BTW, what good is it to have people think like a buddy wwhile they sit by and watch. When I take my little drives, when I'm discouraged, and people let me know they're counting on me, it reminds me that what I'm doing isn't futile and actually gives people real hope, like there really is someone unwilling to make the same kinds of compromises that have allowed the corruption to flourish into saddism. 6 years, you've known all along, I still suffer, many suffer more. Much more. And youbecome smug because I dare name you as one who knows, and therefore, an accomplice. It's just the truth. I don't like it. I wish it wasn't true. But don't issue any more comments on free speech, human rights, justice, the constitution, treatment of vetererans... andyhting to pretend tthat you're a defender of truth and justice and the AMerican Way. I know you wan tot be but when you think about it, you know you're not actually doing it. Makes me sad. I know that in an environment where things didn't get out of hand, you're good people. So I guess I, and many more, should just lay down and die so you guys will feel vindicated and unexposed for the cowards, or traitors, you really are.

8/8 - Ironic, isn't it that the last emmy Dobbs got... (far as I know) I nominated him for it. Now I'm going to send him to jail.

You guys think you can push me to start things... forget it... you'll either sue me to shut me up, or you'll go to jail, or your careers will be ruined, and I dare you to sue me  for defamation or anything else.. cause everything I tell the world about you will be the truth. Like, how you're running  a faux populist agenda to cover your ass when the truth hits the street about you.

I'll reapeat one thing.. I never had a personal vendetta before against anyone, and I  don't  now. But you guy sput me in the interesting position of having to defend myself. Of course, you have everything including the government in your hip pockets, which is why it'll be fun to destroy you all... legally... because there's only so much yu can do and get away with it. I said in the beginning, I was not desiring to be a martyr.. you're trying to make into one. Won't do it. But I will flip back over on you. Wanna zap me... I'm sure you will, because without that, you people have nothing to offer anyone.

Those of you who think you're innocent.. what  a joke.

The only thing I ever aked for was some semblance of truth in the news.

So McClellan comes out with his book... a good thing... but he knew it when it was happening, and telling now clears his ass, and di assist his country when it needed it... Susskind.. same thing.. every bit of info in his book was onmy website long before the Iraq Resolution vote... and here we are again.. amazing discoveries.. Oh, America this is what really happened.. then the media offers its obligatory critiques of itself, as if learning a new lesson...  when it's the same old SOP of cover ups, plausibilitiy and deniability... these are the things I'm going to teach America to  recognize.

So when you think I'm making personal attacks in the future.. please keep in mind they aren't personal.. I'm defending America, and you guys are the troops on the front line, and you know it. And you get paid well enough that you keep doing it, so I assume you want to. I'll get satisfaction to see yo all be exposed, but no pleasure, and it'll probably make me cry cause I still want ot believe you're good people, despite the facts.

But, Barnicle.. every once in a while, you get a person who runs for president because they, too, are wired differently... they see an opportunity, a deep seated purpose within , the knowledge of how to make a world work, and the courage to make a fool of themselves to  ask the world to generate the world of their dreams... and it sounds lofty and idealistic...

But imagine a government, a president who accomplished nothing new... except tol dthe truth, got the government to run honestly and efficiently.. after 4 years, wouldn't the world be a much different place than this? Just for the truth? And that's why news of the nation.

I love this country, Barnicle... and yeah it takes ambition, but more, like I say about free markets, it takes at least an even playing field... you don't get that anymore in AMerica or anywhere else... so you sit there  on tv, spoutin gethics and values all the while knowing that someone with at least the integrity and fortitude to do the above.. ad  you watch while they're destroyed by your own company.

And still I say, there are those of us considered fools who are willing to be called such because we see and believe in the opportunity to do the right thing, to do good for our fellow beings and who truly believe in and honor the God all of you cling to for tthe sake of your public image...

We're the real patriots. We're the real patriots. I'l see to it you're all brought down, legally, just to make sure you learn the lesson that you can run but you cannot hide... Because that's who I AM in this world... remember that story, Mike..

Mike.. I have no arguements with you either. I like you. I hope you don't end up going down the tubes with the rest of them. And if you start being negative on me, you will.

ANd I don't do Faustian deals, no matter how good you guys think they are.

Barack Obama will lose. McCain will win. I take over in 2012. Put your bets down now. It's just too bad I had to wait til then. Things could have been so different, and you guys still could have been rich. Now I keep getting this picture of a Rockefeller being homeless in New York in the Winter...

And the stuff about GE and all above... wasn't intended.. it didn't even occur to me how significant it was until I had pasted it in above,,, I jus tthought it was funny that I found all that old stuff... you know... me and Beaver... :}

So, this thing keeps going thru my mind. I haev to admit that thing Kaiser has me concerned. I'm going to go find my bulk eraser and degausser in a while and try some things...

My littlle 1 year old kitty Abbey... Abbidoodle... she's a sweety. Reminds me of my old cat Gray Mouser... she'd sit in my lap all day while I programmed. Hopped into my car one day while I was at a clients, so I took her home. BTW, I'd been talking to that client about taking her home anyway, because they had 14 cats (on a   farm) and Gray only showed up when I came around, and that's when she'd statrt sitting in my lap all day long. Som epeople think Abbey is Gray Mouser....

Anyway, the little kitty that was going to be spayed... a pretty Calico... she follows me around when I go on walks.. anyway.

 

When I was 7 or 8, living in the hills of Scotts Valley, one day my parents came out to the front yard where I was alone, playing football with my dog Duke, and they proceeded to have this discussion with me about how we had this rare Calico cat, and that Stanford University examined HIM, and he was fertile, so they wanted to pay my father $18,000 for the  cat. But, they said, my father said it wasn't right to test and poke and prod an animal like that, so they refused the money, even though they could use it. THe thing is, I remember the cat... I could be wrong, but I think they had it neutered, which I thought was weird because I thought, if it's that rare, why not breed it and create maybe a viable line of calicos...  and then, it seems like it just disappeared, ANd they really went out of their way to tell me all this, like it was really important for me to understand, and I thought that was weird, because it was my sister's cat, I had my own pets and farm animals... it wasn't like I didn't care, but, I had my own   "family" of pets I was more focused on. Dogs, cat, goat, rabbits, horse, banana slugs... deer....

So I guess now I have to go see if there's a project calico or something. Or consider the implications of the allegory. Don't I know enough already?

Jewel    Holly GoAnarchy   Todd


8/7

It's become pretty obvious that if you're working in national media you are at the very least criminals. No genius involved. Any idiot could do what you people do. Olbermann, keepping your mouth shut the way you do, and going along with the idle chatter called politics, makes you no better. You may think you are because you give your little talks and commetns, but you still don't tell the truth, and that means you're part of the hoax. You will all go down begging for mercy, claiming, it wasn't my fault, they did it. Only the truth is, you  helped, and you keep helping. Go explain it to your mother, and see if she thinks you're a good person. Bet you don't have the guts.

So I'm thinking last night.. so I file these suits and win.. which I would.. and then the whole thing would get exposed (don't worry, I know things are too corrupt for this to get a fair hearing) what would I do to equiably give away all the assets of GE, TIme-Warner, and  afew more who are connected that I don't have evidence on yet but could really easily.. do ya sell em and give the money away... I don't want to do tv news.. I still have a garden to plant... and then I do a bunch of Bible study, and it says you guys will go down, and your assets will be divided equally among the people. :} That lifted my spirits.  :} Too bad I can't own the government. I could give that back too.

So for what it's worth.. I would have made a great president. I really would have. Sounds arrogant, can't help it, won't apologize. Still, I'd rather leave the world knowing truth than being deceived. And I guess that's about the only purpose actually served in my life so far. And maybe that was it. What a waste of time.

What constantly inspires me is seeing you deceiving traitors on tv, selling out your country and laughing about it. There's something about somehting this important, criminals as diabolical as you, that would make my life worth giving just to make sure you can't continue the perverted crimes you are committing. So that's my promise... Idon't care what you  at me with psychotronics... I don't care how big a fool you make me out to be I will give my last breath to stop you.. and unlike you... legally... just to prove to you, as Lennon did, that you underestimate theinherent goodness of people. THa tis the truth that you guys never believe in. THat will be the part that makes you fail and fall.

Now let's see how I can creatively work your names into the story...

The spirit of truth will not be known or heard, but he is the spirit in all of us... I don't know exactly which concepts are in play.. won' twzste my time on those metaphysics right now... I won't be your Camera much longer... as Marc Jordan would put it.... or Michael Franks.. the Camera Never Lies....  equal and opposite reaction... it'll come back on you. It's starting to now. 3 months after Obama gets elected, if he does... people will discover the truth.

 

There are lots of timelines in play. That's one of them.

Written to the tune Angels Would Fall - Melissa Etheridge

When I get to New York, I'll be visiting Donny....

I just have to add something... what I find saddest and most hilarious is that all I was out ot do was remind the media that we do expect some truth particularly relating to fixed elections and terrorist attacks by the govt against its citizens, you know things like that... Signs - 5 Man Electrical Band playing.. "}    and I end up learning more than I ever really wanted to know... so then Psyops start and puts me through a routine that normally drives people crazy, and you do the "turn him into a religious person" psyop, and it ends up causing me to realize the vision I had as a child. It all made sense. Meanwhile, everytime they mentiaon   as vice presidential candidate, I have some kin d of dirt on them. Didn't want to. But they all participated in the psyop and hoax in one way  or another which is why I know it's predominantly coming freom the Democrats, who knew I understood the 10 year plan since about 10/2002.... and of course the Council on Foreign Relations.

I figured I'd spend a couple years doing activism, and get back to real life. Look what you created :} Surprise. anyway... I don't know why, but there are still big things in the works for this year... it will upset the balance of power. I have no idea what that will be. But it makes me feel calmer. And all I wanted to do was get people to vote and start a media empire :}

I've decided to no longer give you any benefit of the doubt anymore... btw, in case you hadn't noticed. Yeah, I'll take that off the front of the site in a couple of days.. but there will be a more complete version on the TOC page... I'm looking forward to telling people to write to their reps at the council...

Davey's on the road again...


8/6 -Work up thinking about what I wrote about the GDCU being the same as a government in a government... the gov't could have only known that description through 1 concversation I had about the pardigm I would use... it, by the way, as mentioned in zillions of conversations was more like a coop and a labor union than anything, and they damn well know it. So that means, like RUby Ridge, the FBI or someone decide to react in a paranoid manner and ssume the worst despite the fact that everything I did and do in this is legal. My respect for the intellignece agencies just dropped 100% So this is Ruby Ridge witha slow kill right guys., That's what you call it.

The interesting part is, no matter what legal suit I file, even just plagiarism, it turns into RICCO. And here I am again getting killed because I tried to do things in a reasonable way. But it proves us peasants are not allowed free speech.

Barack, when you're named as the beneficiary of this action against me, what are you going to do. All I asked you to do was write a letter, and you're too good for that. So I guess I'll have to.

The heck of it is, I'm not for McCain. Why did you stupid people do this?

10:49 Sent message via site to Obama campaign that this is my last attempt to resolve this before filing RICCO against the DNC,OBama, CNN, MSNBC and otheres/ OF course,they will do nothing, but I gave 'em one more chance. Can't be more reasonable than that.

Meanwhile, the covert word I get is that people like the new site, and are going to go around promoting it. Cool.

And.. I like Mary alot... but lkkep in mind he'll be called becaus of the reports from CNN you know, the murders in Georgia I told you guys I saw... Rememebr that Marty.. you were shaking when you made that report. And then you weren't on CNN anymore.

Memories... Eric... it's not going to work.

Setup after setup.. called the Tom Bart guy.. wasn't the guy in the shop who gave me the number... you guys never quit, do you.. except that there are witnesses to it. Nice bogus number thouhg. And the guy knew who I was too. I think he backed off because I publicized it. CIA I guess aren't very brave, just deceptive.. on emore proof that the best liars in the world are with the United States Government

Interesting. I cal the Secret Service to update my file, an I get a NASA security agent calling me. Taped it. Of course, they would not fully identift themselves.. they kept askin gquestions, and hung up after I required ID Chicken chicken chicken.

St John 15:18 Sort of explains things

Ya know... I always knew people "thought of " God... I know everyone thinks they ar egood Christians, and that they will be forgiven... actually, I am o fthe belief that I don't think people believe in God at all.. they say they do, but they don't . I'd have thought people like Barnicle knew the difference... 

Long ago, I'd read about the Son of Man and wonder why people would not want to believe him... or believe he exists... it's amazing... sad... and the only people who actually know are the ones who want to kill me. Doesn't that figure... and you think if ou get rid of me, it will all be over. You'll think you beat God... or you just simply think I'm funny. It won' tbe funny long. At least not for you guys.

Definitely is time to go home. Then you guys will be happy while you destroy yourselves

I was thinking Olbermann was a fine one to talk about two faced cats... then I thought, actually, he'slikely an expert

8/6/2008 - Ya know what's really spooky. Going in to fix a web page that you know you left in a mess but posted anyway... and you find the text that should have been there from an original document... the letter to Al Gore stuff... and not only is it fixed, but it's got some really interestin gstuff on it about uncle Al that SEEMS and I stress SEEMS to have been done by LaROuche people. ANd I stress seems because if you wanted to make it look like I  was a LaROuche guy, that would be the way to do it. Or if you wanted to make it seem like LaRouche was hacking my site... but it's my own computer. So that means the Psyops guys are doing what they've done a hundred times before... edit my material. And I told them they could put fake stuff on my site to gross people out, but I stillhave my originals. And I have other documents clearly messed up documented.

So fine, screw up my computer, whatever you want, it's clearly the democrats, clearly the council on foreign relations... all that stuff. good for you...  the American people will not put up with what you're doing. You're criminals. You prove it everyday. I still have time before I go on my hiatus.

BTW: Dobbs... for over 2 years, I've been saying it's CHuck Hagel... better get him going... conventional politicians take longer.

Anyway, jus twanted to document that my files have been tampered with.

 

Meanwhile, while I don't support the bulk of his views, if you want to talk about LaRouche, let's talk automated econmy and fraudulent convictions to silence him. That would be  afun discussion. I haven't checked him out at all since college in 2002, but it was interesting stuff. Good ideas come from everywhere.

So, Eric, why the piggybacks? What are you afraid of? Isn't it a little late for that, or do you want to play too. It'll catch up to you. Here comes the tipping point.

Why do all those people know me? Someday  I hope I get to talk to them :}

Thanks fo rbakcing off the DEWS a little ... didn't help alot but at least I'm getting my vision back.


I think McCain should name me vice-president :} He'd win :}

PS On the music.. don't play games I have carbon dating :}

8/5

Got your message. You're right. Weblogs aren't enough.But combine that with transcripts, emails, news reports, etc... I can make my case withor without attorney.

You should keep in mind that I maintain the distinction that just "sending me covert messages" is not  abig deal... that's not my complaint.That used to be illegal, but given the media's cooperation with the govt in suppressing dissidence, I'll bet that covertly went away with deregulation too.

My complaint is the threats, disinformation and psychological operations.If you want to say you have immunity from the government, fine with me, but the interesting part you're going to have to explain, after the standard allegations have successfully been prosecuted, is how you cooperated with the government in the open, and then destroyed my life. And whether you believe I am who I am or not, you can't deny the harm that's come to people and places I've been associated with.. you guys showed me that pattern, and if it's bogus, then it comes as a result of the concentration of your reporting to fool me. But when people die and get injured, it's real. Can't deny it. Don't like it. And I'm not going to stop, one way or another.

Like I said before, the proof of your criminality is that you persisted to destroy my life... that's saddistic psychosis. When MSNBC altered it's programming, I was shocked, I figured we'd get you to make a few adjustments, and that would be that, and Id move on.. and I did. That's when Welch and Lou Dobbs screwed me, with the complete cooperation of TIme-Warner, CNN and others... because you were already collaborating and doing this to other people for fun. I have other victims who will gladly testify to that if it will get their lives back. And they will. Because one way or another I will prevail. Even if I go misiing for awhile to get my strength. I actually do know places where I can get 200 feet underground.

So here's MY warning. I'm not afraid of you. You can use your psychotronics all day long if you want, I don't care. I'll still pull throgh. I'm about to collaps now becaus eo fyour work. Feel free to make it worse and build my case for me. Remember, the medical care and everything else wil be part of the RICCO part.

So don't threaten me anymore, unless you wnt to be included in te RICCO. The people I named were well considered, but if you wan tto be on the list, fine with me. Guilt by asscociation is going to happen whether I want it to or not.

You need to understand.. the only thing that's personal about this for me is that my rights were taken away from, and there are a couple of extreme sdddists who just love messing with people. THye need to go to jail. What they did is so pervers.. so pervers.. and they wil go to jail. But even Dobbs.. he and I have different opinions. I don't mind that. ever did. Besides, as Mike Farrell could testify, he promised me  ayelling amtch later when all this was over. Nice stall, given that you guys don't plan to stop til I'm dead, I don't know what to tell you about all that. THe two I think should go to jail were part of your team. I can't help the legal lineage.

So you'd better think long and hard about what you're doing.. I don't want to, but it looks to me like I could own a bunch of companies if I wanted. And I just might if that's what it takes to end the deception of America. Keep in mind, if that happens, I'l give em away, cause I don't want to do that with my life. I'm going to be president..

The son of man part.. It's either psyops or real. I';m not embarrassed. And I think you know it's real. And if it's not, so what. I've stil lived a pretty integruous life, and helped lots of people. My status in this world is not tha timportant.

But when people really start to understand what you did to me.. can you imagine what will happen? If not fo ryou people, I knew that the idea was not to break out with a big announcement. If the Dems hadn't hatched the fraud with Obama, that wasn't important. That would have ben a "revelation" later... as it should be. I was just doing what I was doing, and would have succeeded. which is, of course, why you attacked me. I didn't realize the media companies were controlled by the agenda of the Council aon Foreign Relations and the White House. And yeah, I'm going to name Bush, Rumsfeld, Woolsey and a few others.. I can prove it. In court, or in print/ Then what will you do?

Finally.. I keep asking that because I'm still completely baffled at how god people could be so perverse and corrupted.. it's beyond me... we all do stupid things sometimes.. I mean... I once held my arm out to knock into a first baseman when I bunted, and afterweard, we all looked at each otherm, and I couldn't understand why I did it? We all were a little baffled, especially since i"ve never been violent or did nyhtinglike that. And the only thing to do was just not do it again.

You guys up the pain and suffering. All teh time. Try to control me with pain and aversio therapy. You did that, not me. I don't know how many years you think is proper for illegally punishing someone for exercising their civil rights, but the public will likely tell you.

I don't know what's wrong with you people. Not one of you does the right thing. Not one. So now I'm figuring that part of your hiring is  test on whether or not yyou're willing to particpate in treasonous crimes against your nation. That's actually what it is. And I have no other choice than t  bring you down. You told me from the beginning I'd have t prove it if I wanted it to stop. I know you have the justice system rigged to prevent it. I don't care.

So tell James Tylor that if I don't start getting explanations, I can only assume that he and the otheres were part of the conspiracy. I don't care if he is my favorite musician.. when he participates in my destruction, his music is nothing more than corrupt noise and lies.

I just realized you guys don't actually know how much evidence I do have against you. I assure you, what 's on this web is only a 10th.. doesn' t even scratch the surface. Your bravado and money won't work in front of a jury.

AND.. since no one will investigate this case, feel free to sue me for communicating with you via the web.. and contiuing to journalize it.. cause afte about 1000 corroborating witnesses, you'll probably just decide to plead guilty instead of makin gyourselves look more psychotic.

You did it not me.


8/4 I've always said I had a healthy respect for the psyops guys.. clearly you have me on another regimine of sleep deprivation and psychotronics to stop me. I really don't understand why you don't just kill me, unless you really enjoy doing this to me. It's weird, but it seems you do.

Thre have been many times I wish that I had not come to the realization that I am the Son of Man. All my life I've seen the irrational actions of people towad other people, and I don't know why it surprises me now to realize how perverted you people in government and media are. I rarely question the synchronicity of what goes on, but rather allowed myself to be led in life by my faith in God, whether anyone believes that or not. I just really believed he had something inmind for me, and I was always willing to be led to that use. And I suppose maybe it was simply to use my time for  ashort time to write some things that maybe God decided would make a difference for his purpose, and I hope at least that is true in this moment, though if that is all I was created for, then I would conclude that my life has been of no true value for me, and I can only hope it served some purpose.

I'm going to clean up one or two more pages, stick it on a server, and go camping. Theres no law against that. And I think I'm just going to sty there. No law against that either.

I come to this conclusion because I am so appalled. I can't stand to see any more of this  depravity and perversion and mockery... I really have never been much for dogma or worrying about formality when it came to recognizing or thanking or appreciating what God created... and it was only when I was a child wanting my freedom... my day of rest, that I was actually ever rebellious in anyw way that I actually remember.

I can think of many reasons why I have had the life I've had... whether by sheer happenstance or design or in a bubble that loks to me to be obvious because I've lived my life and I know what happened.. even more now. and I remember all the times I saw Begala sitting there laughing about not mocking God, when all the time the whole thing was   a mockery of God... and even now, the signals I get are that you still all believe this is all a joke... you persist like the Bible says because you don't believe you're wrong... whiile you do all the horrible things you say that psychotic saddists do... and I am supposedly crazy for speaking peace and truth. And I am sure you'll have other funny remarks about me, one more time removing myself from yur reality so that I will no longer be perverted and harmed by the hypocrisy, brutality and sickness you represent and spread.

Before long, you so called leaders and truth tellers will be the most hated people in the world. And rightly so. And you own't be laughing about it then. And there will be no one to save you or be willing tostand for your innocence either. But you will at least be convicted in one way or another for your perversion and betrayal of the people in this country.

I ask myself, am I just running away. I wonder about my reticence. But this time, this test at this time with me, for me, with you, was not just about the "evil people" giving up the corruption and privilege you cherish so much. It's also about everyone else making choices too.  I see no evidence that anyone is willing to stand for anything, really... If you believe that God gave me a task, and do not really give yourself credit for supposedly syopping me into acting like your toy.. I fully admit the psychotronics works, but I still have not been caused to do anything for which I did not have evidence, reason or belief in doing...  or responsibility for doing... I understand the setup completely.

I can only hope that some o fthe few people I assume pay attention to this wand say they believe in me... whatever that means... that theywill spread at lest the message. Like I said, I think I was given a task, fell into it, did it, and now it's time for people to just make a choie and choose, decide, and whatever happens. happens. Once agian I'd only say that I wish certain people were involved.. like James Tylor, but it becomes more obvious all the time that he was your full partner. I suppose that will be my eternal lesson tht even people who sing beatiful songs and speak so eloquently of God and his Kingdom... who supposeldy led a project to case Jewish people become Christians.. would be this deceptive and untrustworthy. A good lesson to learn inevitably. I hope I remember it next time around.

If God wants more from me he'll have to cause it himself. Because, I can think of a milllion fun and unique nd successful ways to put this out on the web.. and I still can't see a way to do it alone, and I'm very clear tht the media is commited to the betrayal with the partners in government... So I'm going to go live my life with integrity and pride in myself for not selling out to the likes of you people. And if it is judged that I have failed, then so be it. But in the long run, my failure will be nothing compared to the failure of the ministers of this world and the leaders who were entrusted with this planet. Who laugh at the quoting of God lamenting "is there no one I can trust. And you all reply by laughing in his face.

Your laughter will not be long-lived. I just hope the people of Merica actually make a choice, though I don't see that they have any choices, nd will not take the initiative to have anything changed because the media and politicians have trained them to be lazy and dependent. We'l see if theycome to their senses before things really get bad. I just don't see it turning around. And the fraud of Obama is the proof of just how sick you all really are.

McCain, I actually still respected you. Thanks for relieving me of that burden. Dobbs, my only hope for you is that your children find out just how despicable you really are. I think you're the one who was supposed to learn humility. And Matthews, you missed your wake up call when you sold AMerica out... you and Brian.. more than 40 years ago... with Jimmy. That will catch up to you all.

Besides, after Begala talked up the Bible Codes... I really did run extrensive searches and was able to come up with consistent repetitive data that showed patterns that came true.. including Ray Charles's death and getting that last award. Lots of other things, including who was actually behind stoppingme from getting the book published in 2003... peopel being denied doign news stories onme to embarass me butbeing told it wasn't news... and attacks on my sister that have come true.. and the fact that it kept linking me with ELijah, Messiah, Jesus... all those good ones.. whichI descarded as random associations. I got Charles Rehn will prevail. I also got me not seemign to be in existence as of January 2009. I guess that's winning without winning means... better than being made a spectale of to benefit a bunch of greedy sick people. And Cnn will get the credit for the win. I hope the bonus DObbs gets will be worth it to him.

Good luck.

By the way, you're still going to lose.  You should all feel really good about yourselves though for being so important that your bosses and the U.S. Gov't will kill anyone who dares to tarnish the state propagandists. Think about that evertime one of your victims goes down. And you can be sure someone will take my material seriously, and go after you. And you have to lie with that for the rest of your lives as well. Griffin you''l go to jail too... and so will Wolff.. I'll leave an easy trail. Course, you'll probably **** them too, and puff up your chests at your latest human conquest. Isn't that how you saddistic people get your pleasure from it.

Barack will likely end up in jail too. And then there's the riots. ANd that little thing in Virgiina, being the only thing that hasn't happened in that first set of things I figured out in the very beginning. He must be laughing somewhere. 

I've decided, if I could make my recommendations based on the facts at this time, I'd pick McCain... that  way it would get over quicker. When selecting from lessers of two evils, might as well pick the most expedient one. And the quick version would be less evil.


 

8/3 - I've constantly said that my definition of a friend is someone who won't take advantage of you even when they have the opportunity. I don't expect perfection, but you people tried to kill me and have destroyed what little life I had left. If I wasn't such a strong individual, I wouldn't be here right now, and you know that's not an exaggeration. We all hove our jobs to do, but you guys are so far out of line that your own news reports and speeches would have you classify yourself as sadddistic psychotics. What do you expect of me? I'm not going to die for ou, I'm not going to quit, and I'm not accountable for what you did, regardless of the fact that, with little exception, I still wish no ill will on anyone. Just the opposite. But you committed mortal crimes, not me. What would you have me do? Everything would be fine if you just hadn't tortured me. And that was the proof of your intent. I feel bad for what you guys will eventually have to face. I don't know wht totell you. But if you don't get of fme and all those other people who are suffering, I have no motive  but to stop the people doing the harm.  Wih or Without God's blessings. You wanna be friends... you tell me how that happens, because you have never given me one single reason to trust you in any way... in fact you have gone out of your way to cause me to fear you. It worked. Now live with it. I do. I didn't choose it. It looks to me more like the only way you'll have a chance of saving your a****is to vote for God, whatever that means to you. Cause th only thing tha'll save your a****is doing the right thing, and I don't think any of youhave the courage to do it. Read what I wrote to Barry, and if you still don't understand, I can't help you. I told you guys time and time again, people always underestimate me because I am a "quiet person", but to please not make that mistake this time because you would be unpleasantly surprised at my perserverance, integrity and tenacity in this purpose of mine. I begged you. And you even knew who I was and what was at stake, and how easy coexistence could actually be... but it just wasn't enough for you... and sure you could do all kinds of things to my body... who cares. That doesn't make you powerful, it makes you pathetic. Just pathetic. And still you believe I should just forget the damage you've done to millions, if not billions. And to me. That is the true proof of insanity.

This entry is out of chronological order on purpose.

8/2/2008 - 10:52 am It's not much fun waking up to being blasted by psychotronics... after last night's reading, having been trying to figure out why the harassment changed after the teleom immunity... I haven't read the law, but it's clear to me that the media companies got immunity too, or you guys wouldn't be doing what you're doing.

So I have a few new strategies... I'd say it's a Hail Mary but for the religious connotations. See, you guys actually have been successulf in causing me to become homeless. I know you know that. I just to put it on the record.

Like the Church Committee report says, you destroyed my personal life, I have a little cash but no source of income... so I'm buying a tent and a cell broadband connection, taking the car with my power converters.. and as long as you guys allow me to connect... which I don't expect you will, I'm going to keep posting. And if you come and find me, it will only prove you're tracking me... and I know some places noone else knows, in lots of different. I'm not going into hiding. I actually figure I'll post one thing too many... just enough for you guys to zap me and then release a story saying I committed suicide or something. That's what you did on the anthrax case, isn't it? Like David Kelly. And Scarborough's secretary, who read the plans of the overthrow of the United States, and then mysteriously died. The reason he resigned from Congress.

Clintons/Bush Cartel have a reputation for killing people who get in their way. I believe it now, thanks to Begala..You guys have been trying to get me to "pop" for years now, and it hasn't worked.. I'm not Cho at Virginia Tech, or any of those other people you've tortured into shooting up places in order to further the battle over gun control. I'll never pop that way. As you've found, the more you hammer me, the more resolved I am to nail you legally. And that's what I'm going to continue to do. And I'll succeed.

So here's what's going to happen. I'm going to finish the current rev of the web site. Then I'm going to pack the few things I need, get a tent and a sleeping bag, and I'm going somewhere where you'll track me, but I doubt anyone else knows where it is.And then I'm going to write an expose... from the beginning.. and I'm going to tell everything I don't care if I can prove it or not.  And then, I'm going to send those out all over the world, til the connection goes dead, or whatever.

And I'm going to write some things... like I'm going to use John Hall as the quintessential example of a hypocrite... ban his music... boycott it... find the other musicians and artists affiliated to or in Congress, and ban them.. including Orrin Hatch... Let There Be Music.. **** you hypocrite. I think I'll make a video of me burnng that last unopened copy that I was saving for a special occasion.. When did it come out? 1970. Reminds me, anyone want to buy a perfect Joe Montana rookie card? Got a good one of Largent too. I need to buy some food supplies so I can hold out as long as I can. I'm going to tell about James Taylor, Clive Davis, Jack Welch, Lou Dobbs, Ampex, all you a*holes... go ahead sue me. All I have left are some records and clothes. Good luck.

Now let's be clear. This is not in anyway a suicide note or anything like that.. Little one gonna run out of money noww... Whenever you're ready... you guys must have gotten a real laugh out of all that... wait til the world finds out James Taylor is participating with the United States government in conducting psychological operations against Americans. It certianly explains why no harm has come to him despite all the other people who seem to have been harmed.

So I'm going to keep on as long as my resources hold out. I'm not concerned about what happens after that. My life would have to be more pleasant out there than screwing around with you guys. I'm going to say what I have to say, then I'm going to do what God is telling me to do.. not happily... and just get out of the way while the ugliness happens... and when it's all over, maybe I'll be alive and maybe I won't.I always said I could win without winning. And when the juice runs out on the car and computers, I'll work on my psychic skills. I actually do know how. I just need to build the muscle. And I will. And I will use them if I have to. I'd prefer not to.

I don't care if you believe if I'm the SOn of Man or not. It's not really that important to me, any more than God would be impressed with himself for being God. I actually know, at this point, with all the guards and containment you've got me under, that you know that I am. You could say that I believe in miracles if God wants them. So this one's up to him.

And if the people of America hear what I say, regardless of what they think of me, maybe it will do some good. And if they want to elect me president, just bring  a dentist. I don't expect that. But I will continue my purpose driven life, do what God asks... and get  out of the way. And you guys can implode.

And, no, I don't don't believe God would be welcome on this planet. People say they believe and that they're Christians and whatever, but ultimately, I think people feel too guilty to actually want God around. And maybe that will be the reason to just let it go. The Bible says the Son of Man would come, all would deny him, and he would leave and return... you might want to notice that it doesn't say anything about him dying... but then, God's writing the script. Que Sera.

Prepare to light the fiery lake :} Interesting timing with the Olympics and all. We'll see if you guys can take it. I doubt it. Chicken hawks come in many forms and flavors. And by the way, I know the psyopc guys want me to do this so you can display a profile of a despondent mentally ill person.. won't work, cause if you ever do find me... I'll make a believer out of any shrink who is actually interested in the truth, and not just making a case for your attorneys.

Are you sure you guys are ready for this? You brought it on yourselves, and God's gonna win. And then I'll finally be free. And then your lives and your family's lives will be destroyed.

Like I said before, at least Saddam cared enough about the people of his country by stepping aside and allow the iinvasion, instead of causing millions more, even Americans, to die. You guys are destroying America, and you're so stupid and self-centered you'll just keep playing the violin...  and God's got a brand new eraser just itching to rub... and he wlll Too bad 4  You. No more sympathy from or chances from me.

And yeah Keith, they can keep my laptop. I won' t need it by then. But I will leave this country.. at least that's the way it looks to me. Next empire. Won't be China. I realized last night how the gentile domination comes to an end. **** you too. And the weirdest part is, when stuff began to be revealed to me, it was clear I was going to end up in the Middle East, and I didn't want to hear it. Cause America is my home. Now, it looks to me like I'll end up probably in Iran, and that Iran will broker the peace with Israel and the Palestinians. I don't know if that's God's sense of humor showing his exasperation or if he just wants to mess with our heads in a way that makes someone listen. Your guess is as good as mine. And, btw, why doesn't he just show and do some supernatural stuff and impress everyone so they just get it. Better than having a bunch of psychotronic robots. I don't much feel like being used to discuss the AI allegories to creation, but given what you guys are doing, people should understand how their minds are being programmed and their lives are being destroyed so a bunch of rich psychotics can turn the earth into a world that serves their fat asses. And you guys sit and wait for some homeless guy you purposely set up to look like an idiot save you.... Everybody thinks that the idea of being saved by Jesus is purely mental and physical and about supernatural immoratlity.. and they don't realize the holographic nature that he was trying to say "We're in a war, people have been mislead, but if you live your life like the example I set, and stick with me, your mortal life will be saved, because I'll teach you to survive, and I'll protect you and shield you from the bad guys with my life". And then he did.

And Jesus worked a few miracles, I'm sure more than those reported in the Bible... and the supernatural is all well and good... it's fun... but the fact was, he was leading a social movement, and attempting to cause people to understand how the universe and the cosmos worked... and how to have a a good life in the face of peril. And here I sit, thinking about how the psychotronics are causing me to feel.. feeling what I've clasified heretofore as hate... realizing that it's actually love in the face of betrayal. Love in the face of no trust. Love in the face of the hatred shown me... in a bubble... 53 years... the person I live with at the moment said her mother told her she would drive Jesus to drink. I look at the Bible and see how my life has been manipulated...  I go to a church for the first time in probably 30 years, and the sermon of the day is the story of how the son of man would return and go back and marry his first wife and her son by another man. With all the intereference in my life, I honestly don't believe my wife was supposed to be the one to be my wife... and the one who I think would have been is still there, having had a child by another man. No wonder the timeline's so messed up. And I'm not the kind to go diggin gup old relationships and all that kind of stuff. Like Harrison said, it's all perverted. So then we get to Johnny Cash.. What is Truth... At the moment, I really don't care. I kow it now. At least I don't have to spend much time wondering anymore.

 

And just so you know this isn't me displaying hubris.. yeah I cried when I wrote this. No apologies. I don't know if the right song here is Candle in the Wind or Goodbye Yellow Brick Road.

Oh yeah a special **** you to Miles O'Brien, the sickest psyop agent the government planted in the media.  Mr. NASA.. access to all that great psychotronic equipment. That's what you wanted, wasn't it Miles, for me to name you specifically so you could have another legal reason to **** with me? Now you have it. Only you won't use it because you know it will cause you to go to jail. Can't wait to see how you respond.

Since this will be the last time I bother wasting my energy telling people to **** off, let me send out a very special **** you to Clive Davis. You deserve it more than anyone. You're a disgrace. A whore. The only reason people look up to you is your power.   Couldn't be who you are as a person, because if people knew, they'd hate you. They probably do. If I ever find out you or your affiliates make a dime off me, I'll pitch my tent in the closest open field to the courthouse. Let your artists know that before they go near anything. There are lots of lyric and music sites I can monitor you with. And since the situations are directly related and they're such good friends at the heart of all this, **** Jack Welch and Lou Dobbs, the biggest fraud on tv.

To anyone else in the world, except an American record company or with any ties to an American company... do what you want with my stuff. Just get back to me later. That's what I said when I posted it, and the truth is, I don't care. Except for this group of a*holes. I see and hear music, they see dollar signs and start to drool. **** them. And since there aren't many music companies other than them and Time-Warner, that locks me out completely, and I'm glad. Because I'd hate to think that I might have worked hard to develop my skills in a way that would empower them. That's called refusing to cooperate with evil. Something people like John Hall never considered, because of the rewards of selling out.

Now that I got that out of my system, I'm getting back to work. Any questions? Ask yourself. This is my last journal entry.

From Khan Space Shanty Germany 1972 Steve Hillage, Nick Greenwood, Eric Peachey & Dave Stewart... Brain Records, Kingdom Recording Group...

Mixed Up Man of the Mountains

Looking at the ground
I'm crying for the sky
I know I can't hope to go
Where I can't be found.
But when I close my eyes I start to fly.

The Sun burns down on me
I'm praying he'll take me away.
So very much higher
Than the peaks above me,
I open myself, my spirit is free
And I start to fly.

As a leaf upon the breeze
Higher than the chains of mortal man
Surrounded by the wonders of a life I saw
But never knew,
Revealed, the hazy secrets of the mountain man,
But soon as I am here I have to go.

 

Weird Al - What if God Smoked Cannibis... who would blame him? But I don't subscribe to Rolling Stone anymore.

Neil Diamond... Don't do much good... but good Lord he could...


8/1/2008- Dear Drip drip... the fun part later is going to be explaining why I call you that. Big brothers & Sisters won't be real happy with  you after that. Boom. There goes the sun.I'll take that as another threat. Just remember, I have tons on you too. Just not as much as the guy who hired you. But enough. Wait til I make the connection to my sister. I can do that, ya know. Based on inforamtion from your own reports on the technology. And you thought you were being clever. And I Do have a ton of transcripts.

This Aesopian thing is great. I was wondering how I was going to make a list of all the times Bush has threatened me.. I was handed one yesterday. For the Record, "I may be bin Laden in Bush's fantasy world, but in real life.. I'm just a responsible citizen". Proving it with Woolsey and Rumsfeld is easy. Let's see... we did it to spare a few frivolouis lawsuits, and they thought we would just file a law suit... goes both ways, doesn't it Georgie.. The unfortunate part of the Woolsey / Rusmfeld thing is that they guy facilitating it.. let's just say he actually didn't want anything to do with the psyops against me. I believe that for a number of reasons.. though the day you did the open air report n Malvo - and I wrote that thing that you described as being something God would write... spooked me out.. I think I destroyed that, as well as the other messgaes to Arafat and Sharon, telling Arafat to go out in the streets and tell people to just sit down and be peacefull. which he did.. and then he got zapped.  More proof that the United States leadership  has no true interest in peace in Israel. You guys had me thinking I was going to be arrested, and I didn't understand the ramifications of sedition law. I wish I had them, though. With the way I back things up, I probably do. For the record, I only dumped a few items, those are some of them... I can't actually remember dumping anything else relevant. Just remember, I always kept the "questionable" stuff to be able to prove what I ACTUALLLY wrote...

I actually get the feeling he's the reason people in other countries listen to me.. I think he said something to the right people, and they spread the word... and they've been monitoring me ever since.

Of course being where I live and what I represent, everytime I hear McCain say offshore oil drilling, I cringe a tiny bit.. and brace myself...

I'm not quite as "happy" about the situation as it may sound but I am anxious to get on with it and expose you sickos for what you are. I know you think it's been fun taunting me... I think you got me going just to rub it in my face that both parties are using me to garner advice in one way or another, and the Dems just think it's funnier than hell... the media people obviously got their immunity... and I'm telling you it won't matter, because I committed my life to seeing this project thru, and I meant it.

You can continue to zap me and It won't stop me, and I'm not embarrassed ot make posts like this because it displays a pattern that can be correlated to video and transcripts.   I have more than enough right now, on paper, to make my case... and I won' tlet you tie me up in court.. and if this is all I can muster because of electronic attacks. SO be it. I'll still run you out of town... I could care less where you go.. just get out of the land of the American Citizens. If you don't like America, go somewhere else. This country is not for sale and you can't have it. Take your money with you. Just leave.

I hope it turns out that when you guys first started zapping me, you didn't know who I was, at least with your security people. Maybe you still don't believe me. That's even better... there'll be a bunch of new surprises for you later. Good luck with God.

Pastor Melissa Scott or something.. maybe Roberts.. she's good. Now I know what Caleb means :} Wrote to her and Hagee and Dobson :} Can you imagine, Hi I'm the Son of Man, here's what I think of your sermon.. :} :} I'm sure they went "Oh man, not another one". I didn't really say that to them. Maybe Dobson :}

I decided I have to reevalute the definition of atheism.. look at the history and current "symbolism"...

Finally, in the inquiry would God be welcome in His own creation... looks to me like the answer is no. Pretty damn sad, particularly because this government is so good at perverting everything. Media people will end up dealing with riots aimed at them. Looks like the big explosion in DC is not far off.. ain't pretty, few casualties... I don't want to see anymore of that. That stuff just came thru. Psyops guys told me to be sure to mention that's a prophecy, not a threat.

Who will save your soul, when it comes to the children...

JT Golden Rainbows never end. The question is, who will see them and follow where they lead. I dunno.  Apparently, few, if any. Mudslide and JT have always been my favorites... Carry Me on My Way... I understood grey mornings from the first time I heard the lyric. Synchronicity of sorts.

PS BArack, nice move,,, start your own racism conversation and then blame McCain. That's the funny part about you dems. You do everything like robots... all mechanical... I always thought I could feed people stuff and they'd understand the nuances. The difference between me and you guys is that you guys use my stuff because you think you can leverage it politically... you don't care if it matches your intent... as long as it gets you votes. Me, I beleive in every word I say, and I only go a bit over the line... I'm like that... when I see criminals harming so many people. No apologies here. Just clinging to my country.. and my religion.. want me to apologize for that too? I don't own a gun... can' t be accused of anything.

You're just another politician, Obama... maybe you weren't, but you are. You should be ashamed of yourself. Being a Christian isn't about church, it's about following the example of Jesus. It's not about a religion, it's about a code of conduct that allows for imperfection with the abolution of intent and atonement. Please read the Bible again, and then act like it. I don't care about your habits. Stop deceiving America. And that Sun Rise logo of yours is going to be your final swan song.. Must be a Led Zep song I'm supposed to insert here...Stairway To Heaven? Moby Dick... Salty Dog.. hmm.  guess I'll have to listen to some ZEP. Signed, Sealed Delivered... couldn't even come up with your own "theme"...


8:54 The issue of Psychotronics will become mainstream before the election. I don't know how, just came to me.

7/31/2008 - 7am

The Aesopian definition makes many things easier. Many things...

Many contacts since yesterday... it's always interesting how that happens. Best advice... psyops are trying to set it up to make it look like this is about revenge. Nada. This is about truth, justice and America... where have I heard that 2002?

Speaking of Al, since he was so concerned about my pets when he endorsed Obama... the dog still has trouble.. and in fact, he woke me up this morning crying.. that's what he does when he's being targeted by electronic weapons.. Got a dog Al? Ever seen your dog suffer because the government is shooting him with microwaves and voice to skull? And then there's the cat. I took the dog in because I knew what was wrong, and I could tell if the vet was doing the right thing. He didn't. I had to tell him how to diagnose the dog. Funny, he looked just like the dentist who messed up my teeth. (BTW, after $10,000, my teeth are still unusable. NSL's do work, don't they. The cat.. I took thedog in.. we were going to have the cat spayed if the vet checked out... the cat didn't get spayed, and we're expecting kittens this weekend. Good thing I like kittens. Glad I didn't trust the vet.

BTW...the fun part about the small claims suit...that will get kicked up to Superior Court as I file for indigent status, my advidors say "Why go to all the touble of setting a baseline withthe tv guys.. all you have to do is show that the DNC and their candidates picked up your position on abortion in 2003, and direct lineage is easy to show from there. Not to mention the transcripts I have, the emails, the back and forth with Donna.. etc. He said, it doesn' teven matter if it was stuff ou voluntarily gave them, once the connection in shown, the rest is academic.

My advisor says this may be perceived as extortion. But, he says, they did't feel extorted when they stole my ideas and positions and then hit me with psychotronics to shut me up... so that's that.  The night they hit our house guest with voice to skull was the biggest mistake... gave us an independent witness, even though she didn't understand what happened, and caused her concern for her sanity.

I'm wondering if I should use a campaign theme of...if you liked what Obama said, vote for the guy who originally wrote it, and actually believes in it.. as opposed to using words to stage a front for the sole purpose of getting elected. She he does original material from his hundreds of advisors...

So then he tells me the situation with the press isn't good, but it's unlikely they'll give me coverage anyway EXCEPT for the fact that I'm the son of man (I wish God had picked a catchier name for it:}).. and that's going to make things really interestng, especially when people find out wht's been done to me and my family.  Like when the Church Committee says they use tactics to break up marriages and relationships... they got away with that with us... I'm not even going to be part of the org I founded because of all this. And then when the parts about the malpractice... 4 doctors and one internist... all related to the psyops, it just gets worse and worse.

Meanwhile, I actually an focused on the events of the world. I compartmentalize things very well, and remain very objective... at the same time, I don't really think the press will give me the time of day unless they're forced to. That's ok. I expect that. Unfortunately, tha twill end up being part of the lawsuit and RICCO case, which will include defending the rights of Ron Paul and Dennis Kucinich in regard to the way they were  unconstitutionally removed and courts upheld their removal from debates. That also means reaching back to Nader, because those things happening ARE RICCO and 1st Amendment violations. Equal protection violations as well. Back when there was regulation, it would have made good grounds for revocation of licensing. Now it's just a manipulation of the law, the courts, and the government. The judge should have ruled to protect the interests of citizens, regardless of the candidates. Once again, Democracy was discarded for political partisanship and the protection of the 2 party system. The interesting thing about RICCO is that you don't have to show that the participants in the conspiracy even know each other, or that there was a play underway. What's more interesting about RICCO... it's one of those dialectic laws. It basically says that one party can not take action that abridges the rights of another, and if more than 1 people conspire to do that, it's racketeering/conspiracy/RICCO.

The RICCO Statute, like FISA, makes it sound as if checks and balanes are in place. When you actually see how RICCO is used, particularly the so called abridging of HW Bush's rights when they prosecuted protesters for chaining themselves to the doors of the Supreme Court Building, preventing him from entering and "violating his rights"... you can see that something made to look like a protection simply gives the government the right to arrest protestors... even more, to incarcerate those who would protest against the government. It's like the Reps in Oregon wanting to make a law that says if a protestor gets in the road and blocks traffic that interferes with interstate

Now don't get me wrong, I've never been much for blocking traffic and breaking things and demonstrating in a way that provokes violence.. it's counterproductive... on the other hand, when you have a government that clearly doesn't care about the concerns of the citizens, citizens have the right to take to the streets. It's appropriate. Or stay home and call in sick for a few days at a time. And then, when the media won't give them one quality moment of air time, like before the Iraq war (boy, could I tell you some behind the scenes stories on that) what we do get is reports of vilolence in Seattle - where police rammed peaceful protestors on te hsidewalk with motorcycles and then arrested the protestors for assault... like the NY Police officer who clearly assaulted the bicycle rider and claimed the rider assaulted him - when he should have just admitted he made an impulsive mistake... One thing I always agree with my father about is that when you make a mistake and realize it, the best thing to do is admit it to the apporpriate people in charge so that it can be corrected with minimal damage, and then to learn that lesson and not do it again. Makes things pretty simple. Couldn't figure out why I wrote that. Obviously because it's because our politicians make errors and then tell lies to cover them, and then build on the lies until no on e dares to tell the truth because then people would know they played the game instead of being authentic and truly having the guts to say what you believe. And then, I can see times when I could sign legislation that doesn't necessarily work in my vision of things.. many paradigms may be implemented with poor action plans, but as long sa the foundation provides something that can be built upon and is scalable, the action plan can be quickly altered without altering the intent of the legislation.

Anyway...

And now, Cynthia McKinney rarely gets a mention. This is the part people don't understand. They think election 2000  was to put Bush in office. It was in part. But it was also to get people to disregard the 3rd parties because they would be so afraid to waste their votes on a third party candidate the public has been trained to believe they should not vote for because they can't win.

And then they make sure the public is told, over and  over, they can't win. So they get fewer votes and money.

I've been watching this dialectic since 2000. It is, in fact, the dialectic that caused me to begin doing activism... the Democrats and Republicans have played it out excatly as I told people they would. Wait til they see what happens next year, especially if Obama gets elected. I probably would still have backed him if the Clinton people hadn't surrounded him the way they have.

I had a high school teacher who had me make copies of all of Hitler's propaganda speeches when I was in high school. Multimedia dept. After a while, I started asking him why he was making tapes of Hitler. He stopped having me dupe the tapes. The point is, the last Dem Convention AND Obama's trip to Europe had the same look and feel. I'm really not calling anyone Nazi's here. but it's obvious our politicians have studied the propaganda techniques of that regime and are using them liberally... as did Bush when he named numerous military campaigns in Iraq the same names Hitler used for his military campaigns.

I must be going to write something about all this today, or I wouldn't have written that... interesting... maybe I just did... Of course, when I do go to DC to visit the courts to file a suit, I'm giving CD's to every washington bureau I can get to. It'll be fun to drop by their offices.

I have a story for Barack about how I actually took a course once... where we went to San Francisco one weekend... and it was actually all about doing  audacious things... talking to people... people wanted to buy me stuff, tell me stories. And then, speaking of Germany, I went to a restaurant alone, ended up sittin gwith 5 people, walked around talking to all the people at the tables, taking pictures of them and stuff... alot of them thought I worked there, so when they wanted something I'd get the waier, adn then stand around  and talk... but the cool part was.. it was right at the time the wall came down... and I ended up eating and talking with 2 guys from Germany... IBM Employees (of course, one of the bubble companies) and we must have talked 1-1/2 to 2 hours about the reunification of Germany... the social and economic considerations and hardships that were being anticipated.

But the coolest part was at the end, when they expressed how glad they were that their country was united again. That the hardships that they may encounter were worth every moment of sacrifice. And that they were relieved that their fellow countryment would suffer the division and politics that separated them.

Barack won't unite people anymore than McCain, because neither one of them is actually proposing anything new, they don't speak of civil and human rights as if they actually understand or care about the people suffering, they just mention it like cheap buzzwords... and both still perpetuate the idea that we have a war on terrorism and that the militant US gov't will rule the world... so they actually have the same policies... which are staus quo, which is Council on Foreign Relations. You bet I'm going to drive that point home. If your politicians are telling people the agenda is one thing while they and you know it's something else... and I don't care what's on your website... noone's being told there's actually a global plan, or how you intend to impose it... that's a conspiracy. Until I hear someone lay it out and tell the American people the truth that the rest of the world knows, I call it conspiracy because it is. RICCO. Treason. I decided to go out of my way to say that because if asked, I won't bakc down like all the other "turht teller" politicians do because they know the CFR media will either not give them air time or they'r eafraid they'll be physically or politicially attacked. I respect them for what they do. But someone needs to stand firm and require some answers. It's not radical. It's a reasonable expectation. That they would not want to reveal it as an actual plan with the dots connected for the approval of the American citizens  is proof of a conspiracy. Sorry Mika, I think your dad is brilliant, I just don't trust him.

Enough for now... nearly done with this rev... gotta get the music lined up.. wouldn't want to disappoint the RIAA... I know  they think they'll take down 2 sites at once... that's why I have another one just sitting there waiting... :} Websites are cheap these days... :} so are mirrors... when Iwas at the news conference, some people told me how to  get a foreign server... funny, too, how mmany people handed me notes... one guy gave me his card and wrote hisemail address down.. I tried to email him, because he knew things I knew that I had never heard anyone but me talk about... when he didn't reply, I looked at his card again, and realized the email address was a complete message to me.. me and Beaver... :}and I'm VOTU? :} That'[ the funniest part. I can't wait to find out why people know who I am. I wonder sometimes if it's because they saw my site back in 2003... when I think of some o fthe stuff I posted there, because of Psyops... I rememer in 2005 that 1 day I realized I was still listed all over the web as a Democratic Presidential Candidate... and thought, Oh My God, people are reading it? Then I looked at my stats, and realized I was consistently being limited (throttled) to 300 hits per month, and didn't worry about it so much. If you think this site says some interesting stuff, you should have read it back then... I'm actually going to post it all. The psyops guys said months ago they were going to make an example of me. I can think of lots of things I could be an example of :} But I figure one of those things is to demonstrate how people can be manipulated by psyops. I want to help them prove it, so people can see just how  sick our government really is. Can't wait to cover psychotronic rape. And how people tried to convince me I was communicating witht hem psychically. That was interesting.. til I caught them setting up the illusion... and before I knew the real capabilities of psychotronics.

That's the one that's going to bring it to an end. How many women and children who are victims of  psychotronic rape need to be presented to Congress for them to get the point that destroying citizens' lives - attacking their families and pets and children - isn't funny, like they think it is.

FISA.. what a joke... Hunter-Ryan - what a joke. Congress... what a joke.

Reading for the day.  I Timothy chapters 1-4. They're short. I know you can look it up and read it yourself.

POPPY. Do you think people will understand what it's about? I haven't even checked out Able Danger. I don't think I need to know anymore.

Finally... if any media people still think I think they're good guys, or that I'm counting on them or trust them, don't worry, I've learned my lesson.. it's just business. BAU is about to change. As is the world. I can feel it all the way to my toes. It'll be one interesting upheaval... all brought on the criminals by themselves

What's reall yweird is that I know all these government crimes, all prosecutable and ongoing, and I stil think Americans are wonderful people.. even with all the crimes committed against. Maybe there really is something wrong with me? Any World...

I'm very much looking forward to getting back to work on For the Love of the World... won't make the sermon this week, but next for sure. Gotta figure out how to glue this tooth into place so I can talk. Wouldn't want to forget that, now, would we Al? Ha ha. Wait til people find out how Al is part of the grand deception. They'll be as disgusted as I am. Remember, Al, I used to be your biggest proponent.

To Ted Kennedy, I want you to know that I really am saddened by your health problems. At the same time, all you have to do is sign a letter, or have Barack do it. Why is that too much to ask? Even now? You know the issues nd the technology and the players. You keep askin gus to believe, I say, show us, for once, at long last, that we have something to believe in. Barack ain't it. And, if you don't do the right thing, your legacy will iclude your failure to uphold the Constitution and protect our citizens as well. Given that I have always been a "true" believer in the words you spoke, that truly is, still, a huge disappointment to me.


7:30 pm Just spent 5 hours on my back due to the Puke Ray... for more info check out Sharon Weinberger at Wired.Com They hit you with it, and as long as they do, you feel like puking. It's lots of fun. That's part of what they hit me with last night too.

Meanwhile, contacts informed me that I can make this house of cards by filing 1 small claims court case. 5 weeks til we look at that option..

Brown eyes finally got balance in his big issue.

I know where you'll find your guy, but something tells me it won't be in a usual place and that it'll take some effort to find. My bet is its another setup... the trip to DC... did some checking, that was a setup... I was really surprised at who set me up... really surprised. The old Pittsfield maneuver.  Nice try. I will be using the ticket to file the law suit. I hate law suits. But then someone gave me the clue over 6 years ago that it would end up being about intellectual properties. Bernstein's gonna love it. I wonder how much evidence he needs? There are people I  put in the innocent column... looks like it was wishful thinking. My favorite musicians. Who would have thought. Tell CD that if my music ever ends up on his labels, which I'll be watching, there'll be an extra charge.

Back to bed.. I lose a day, but I'll be back. That's how it goes with Psyop guys.

1:54 Don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing to watch the news periodically when I take breaks from work. I can't wait to hear Obama's explanation of why everything I write comes out of his mouth a day or two later... even when I don' tpost it. It's either Tempest software or Psychotronics. Gotta be. Another coupld of possibilities I'd rather not consider at this time, though I think they are the real answer. I love being able to tell the psyop illusions from the rest, but it just keeps proving to me how sick it is, and why it needs to be stopped. As if being zapped by it wasn't enough. 

Lots of deep thought these days.. I keep wondering... given the path  I was on before becoming contained in the bubble - I really would have been a politician long ago. This is not really angst, just hindsight and introspection. I recognize, in realizing how God does what he does... that if I had not been prevented, it's likely I would have gone on to make whatever difference I would make and likely it would have been sufficient... unless you factor in providence and such... I know by my sources that if I hadn't been "prevented" in 2003, my book would have been published and many things would have been different. I also recognize how the bubble brought me to this moment... putting me in a "no win" position... among other things, because of how things have worked out... how I've clearly been manipulated into a situation where I look mentally disturbed... I am both amused and annoyed by that... but still having the facts and evidence, and, interestingly, like a good deal of my life when crimes have been committed against me, if someone ever listens to me, this particular issue goes away.

The intent of the psyops and manipulations is obvious, when I see how much time has been wasted suffering and researching psychotronics instead of the good things I was working, and succeeding to accomplish in the world. Particularly the Hunger Summit. I swear, if that hadn't have been prevented by psyops, those issues would look like things that were about 70-80 per cent handled now... hunger and homelessness.. interference that cancelled that really angers me.. really tells where the priorities of this government, the Democrats and Psyops people.... their prioritiesobviously have nothing to do with their mandate to serve the people... manage and manipulate people, that's what they do. Everytime I think about all those suffereing people at the hands of their own government... it really pisses me off, while they give their speeches and tell you they care. Aesopian Language... Im gonna run that one into the ground. Wait til you see the videos I'm going to put on YouTube.. they'll probably be banned.

Anyway... so I think.. if I had not been prevented... no public announcement of who I am would likely ever been made.. and understand, I don't regret learning the plight of targeted individuals... I can't believe people would do that to other people, in the abstract, still, it did not surprise to find out how many activists there are who are suffering who don't admit it because of fear that their activist organizations will be deemed "lunatics"... just like me.. for presenting issues of value AND THEN also claiming electronic attacks and mind control by the government. The dialectic is obvious... make them sound crazy and discredit them so no one will listen to the truth.

I know people are going to say that about me... that was the set up, after all, too wasn't it guys.. you know, the ones who knew who I was and engineered all this... to make sure I looked nuts so no one would believe any thing I said. Guess what, it won't work. ANd sure, if everyone says I'm delusional fine... as long as psychotronics gets exposed... and then people will say I'm only doing this to expose psychotronics... which isn't the truth at all.. I'm fighting Psychotronics to enable many people to continue the good work they were doing before the government decided to suppress them... but it will look like that.

And then they'll stir up all the rest of the countries, propagandizing the idea that I'm going to try to force every one into declaring themselves Christians and on and on and on... and then it's interesting to notice... particularly when considering Bluebeam...   how the people who are thought of as conspiracy theorists... people who see the facts, see the disinformation that scares them, which causes them to believe the whole "conspiracy story" being sold by the criminals to make the people who notice the conspiracy look crazy, and yet.. the whole story actually makes sense if you were trying to create a "front" situation to cause distraction.. like Calling Something the "Clear Skies" bill when it creates more pollution, and calling those people who oppose it "tree huggers", socialists and Marxists... all things generated by the Council on Foreign Relations. Recent revelations show that even the National Organization of Women was originally promoted by the CIA as a destabilizing influence.

The thing for me is, particularly in the case of Bluebeam as an example, I see what the conspiracy theorists see, I subtract the hype and hysteria, look at the facts, research them.. and like I said about being an intelligence analyst.. I can see many ways to work the elements in play if I was the dialectician behind it. For those who don't know, that's what Karl Rove does for a living.  And I wonder if I can create a web log that effectively exposes the dialectics.. probably not... I'd have to have a database of weblogs by topic... something to thnk about.. interesting that it's a simple extension of the original  www.democraticfundamentalism.org web site format and focus.

Now that I've figured out the "skeleton" thing... I'm still stuck on the part of what "a new ass "means... if you work off Sharpton's remarks.. "slap the donkey", it might mean a new Democratic Party... after all, I did coin the phrase "New Democrats" before it was handed to Bayh to use back in 2002 (I think) I figured, based on old language to new technology translations, that it meant a car, but I'm not planning to buy any cars... the way it works it I think about these things, and then they come to me. This one will be fun. Otherwise, the only nysteries about it all to me are what are the Psyops guys going to set me up for next. I'm getting zapped pretty hard. Feels like microwave to the head from the usual direction. See What is Psychotronics


12:39 - The psychotronics section is done. Whew... Had a little laugh... I remember in high school when Steely Dan's "Only A Fool Would Say Taht" came out.. I remember thinking... given developing certain thoughts and opinions back when I was 10 or 12 about economics and the current world order... at least I'm not the only one. This was a big topic of conversation with the Psyops guys one night for about 40 hours. They won the arguement, but not completely :} I beat 'em on the details and foundation. :} Gimme a paradigm, I'll find a way to make it work.... sounds like a Democratic slogan.. too long and wordy, and doesn' t tell the story. :}

Interesting how the Council on Froeign Relations media people - the mainstream networks - are presenting Obama as this bug star and so popular... but the polls don't tell that story. Propaganda. I especially like how Bryan illiams smoothes everythin gover him. Not to mention Brokaw, Mr. CFR. sick dudes. But I bet they feel real important to the people they're serving...

Since about 1990, people have been trying to get me to sign up as a member of the Republican party. Strangely consistent with what's going on. Guess that's why I have to be independent. It's the right choice anyway.

Let's not go the National Strike way, guys. I know you think you're really powerful, but you're makeing the same mistakes as you did in the 60's... and you'll lose. Are your egos really so big that you're willing to destroy the country for your sense of power?    That's how every great nation has crumbled. I'm wondering who the despots in the government are going to blame.

A few moths ago, we were told that gas prices were because of low gas prodution. Now we're told it's crude supply. WHat will it be next? God is punishing us? BTW, Buddhism's fine, but it ain't the one. There "Is" no "one". They are all part of the one, and they are all valid. They give us the entirety of consciousness and divinity, instead of the divisive practice of causing people to choose a particular faith. Like strudying Kabala. The only requirement Christ had, and reason for getting Peter to establish a church, was to establish a code of conduct. You can easily be a follower of Christ without ever hearing his name. It's the principles he lived by... Thomas A'Kempis... that are important, not the worship of HIm. Besides, Jesus was here to glorify God, not himself. Ye are saved by Grace, and not by works...

7/30

The back channel provided some interesting info thi smorning... first, Obama... became a symbol.. of what a liar and a despot does to win elections in order to implement ulterior agendas...

Unfortunately, the info I go tthis morning is that the government is going to opt for national strikes next year, and making the media out as the bad guys, so it looks like the diminishing of the press and dependence on the government. How many of you media people are willing to go to jail for your bosses? Is your job worth that much? Will you have a job when it's over anyway... no. Will you have a country? No. Guess it's back to the small markets.. or you can join my team, and we'll beuild a new network.. but you don't have the guts for that, do you? You can't wait me out because I have nothing else to do. And I can work my way out of the psychotronic effects.

And if you think FISA and all cover your butts, good luck.

I think about all the reports about how gov't intel services do things to people to radicalize them in order to diminish their credibility... I'll just say for the record, I am no radical, and if requiring the truth of the government and media labels me a radical, then I still reject the label.

O'Reilly, you up to it? I doubt it. I'll rip you to shreds.. live f*** it.

Bailaouts for Wall Street.. let's see.. they give us bad deals, bankrupt us, go bankrupt, get money from the government... which means the gov't just gave them more of our money... front door back door hyper-inflation. No wonder you guys want to shut me up.

Yeah, I'm in a bad mood today.. it's what happens when psychotronics are fired at you all night long... another cup of coffee, and I'll be fine. How about you? Personally, next time I'm in Olympia, I'm picking up papers to begin filing RICCO complaints. and lots more. I'm going to personally deliver this web site and all of my email files to federal and state authorities. And then the press releases will begin.

And just remember, every time you set me up, it will backfire. That's a promise from God that I never question.

 

 

 


11:45 Packing it in. I always find it odd when I think back on the interview with the Piro's to write PR and manage the recording studio for Ambrosia... We'd been in touch quite a few times, because I always gave Ambrosia and a number of their other artists good reviews. After the interview, they let me know about a week later that I didn't get the job.  I finally aked why. Her answer was "You deserve better". I thought that was odd. The job actually paid more than I was making. The rents were cheaper north of Hollywood. Put me in the heart of the biz. And, I do my work, and I have an entire studio to play with. Sort of reminiscences of Prince in that resepct. Anyway... I thought it was odd because they knew how much they were planning to pay and that it was more.. not much, mind you, but more. $650 per month. A few weeks later, she said she had been watching me for a few nights on the Joker's wild in the audience, which was true. But she kept talking about how I looked and stuff... and I wasn't even on the show. They took a shot of me once that I'm aware. Said she thought I was gaining weight. All during the Motown, Preston, interview stuff period.

I called Teri a number of years later...  it was odd... she remembered me but was apprehensive... told her I wanted to send her some tunes... she said something about guaranteed hits, and I thought afterward, darned if I know, and it's not like I want to perform them, so I never sent them to her. Interestingly enough, though, that's the same time period I decided to start writing spiritual music and children's music... interestingly enough the same time Carole King, JT and Carly Simon decided to... I noticed that then, and thought, must be in the channel... :} Sent David Pack a copy of the book. :} 56 pages. :} The good one :}

Anyway... just another one of those things that always seemed a little odd...

Speaking of odd... interesting how things got quiet after I wrote 1 particular letter. I can see this one coming:} Looking forward to it.

9:43 pm Found this. Very cool. When I talk of talking in code, this is what I'm talking about. littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Aesopian Language is communications that convey an innocent meaning to outsiders but hold a concealed meaning to informed members of a conspiracy or underground movement.

There's a name for it.!!!! Better than Blavatsky speak.

Talk about Fractured Flickers...

The letter to Sanchez will now make more sense. I keep thinking about how I told brown eyes about Paul O'Neill.. the last thing you want to do is start a war with the media.. :} Made very good progress today. You have no idea how hard it is to tell things about people I used to respect so much. I just hope people will understand that.

3:53pm I can't get the Average White Band Off My Mind. I'm going to play with the midi stuff tonight. Maybe plug my guitar in. 3 years, never amplified.

9/29/2008

I know my email's being selectively blocked... never get replies from certain people, but I can't help notice how their web sites change after I contact them... it was a very revealing night last night.. dialectics coming together... Guess I did the right thing long ago by not shaking Reagan's hand... only did it in solidarity because no one else wanted to. Interesting though... all but one of the state finalists in that speech contest were coached by John Wasserberger of Soquel High.. I always thought was interesting. I've got some old pix of those days. I'm told my sister has a scrap book on me, though I've never seen it.  "What America Means To Me". 

Only a few more minutes left of the Ghost Hunters program.. I hope I don't just create skeptics of their show. I wonder what WOULD happen if a victim took their videos to police and said "This is what is happening to me". It's an interesting concept...

Started the book of Samuel.. don't know why.. guess we'll find out :}

I still don't quite know what to think about the "Foxing gloves" story... because the truth is, I distinctly remember thinking it was weird when they started kidding me about saying "foxing gloves", cause I didn't say it. Another one of those "burn an impression into his brain" moments. I've decided I'm going to spend just a little time on Fox, and do what I did to Matthews originlly... for those who are long time readers, I did do the Sit thing with my dog and the lisp. Even I knew why they wouldn't let me say it in front of company :}

The thing about trans fats and organic food, or healthier food, is that once it becomes the norm, production will go up, prices will go down, and things will even out.

I'm just shocked at the price of organic foods. It would be so easy to organize the delivery of small farm goods.. I even helped someone design a system for doing that, now that I think of it... :} That was a surprise. :} I always wonder what happened to the guy I was working with who had the Tesla Corp.. was he legit at all ? Don't even know his name.

There's a feeling inside me that things are about to bust loose... I wonder what.

I was just thinking...lemonade out of lemons.. apparently, it's not a good thing to be mentioned... better be nice :} I guess that's not really funny. But, I won't blink. It'll get handled. Never to be explained. I'm really stubborn too. Ya know, I hadn't intended to go so far off mainstream... ya know, ease people into it. But I'm so clear we're at the point of no return. The tipping point. Maybe I was supposed to read Solomon... :} How much truth can people really take. Took me months to get over som eof it.. the sense of betrayal, outrage, indignation, empathy and compassion for victims of all sorts.. but when I think that people believe that real Democracy and service to the needs of the people FIRST is being abandoned really causes me to want to cry at times. But, as anyone who doesn't play along will say, you can't beg people to listen. They've been trained not to listen, and to believe things that aren't true about themselves, their lives and beings, what's okay to think about and how they're supposed to feel.. and then I want to write about 10 more things.. .guess there's time for that.

I keep inquiring... is God welcome on His own creation.. I'm clear I'm charged with the responsibility of getting that question answered. That was one of those "God was actually saying that to me" remarks. Works for you too, though, And that is how the "revealing" thing ends up working. Tough boss. Kinda funny though. :}

Learning how to feel again... that'll be a good chapter.

Guitar: Sometimes I think I'm turning into George Harrison. Didn't mean to. Some cool stuff coming out of the Blue Guitar, especially now that my teacher makes me use a pick :} Rings like a bell. It's pretty. Always knew I'd love a hollow body electric.


9pm - I was just doing some stuff on holograms and came across my files on Project Bluebeam... interesting name.  82 was about the time I was going to write that seminar series on dominance & submission... saw Reagan at Mile Square Park before that... would have been 27... I knew holograms were coming into play. There are so many things that MROOT - come together for me in this sequence... 

All I can say is I'm glad I'm not that "new age messiah" guy... I feel confident that my site makes that clear. I am also proud that I've held my ground. If I was like that guy, I'd pull the plug on myself. I don't mean suicide or anything.. I mean, I would refuse to do it. That's what I said I'd do. If I felt manipulated to go along with the NWO way of force, I would simply sit down and refuse. I hope the Psyops people know I mean that. Just like I said about reading the Bible in the 70's.

I'm not satisfied with the articles I have,  but I know I've seen more technical papers, and they do communicate all the various things I've heard about all this in more technical places. Asleep at the switch... at least the other switch wasn't thrown... wow. I always said I do my best work when I have to step in at the last minute. I had no idea. I remember seeing the quote on the ticker a few years back, about the environment... it's 10 times worse than you could possibly imagine... heavy sigh.

The more I research, the weirder it gets. Amazing.

I think about running for president.. and I know it's at least improbable... I never discount inexplicable things happening... still, I am a realist.. even I fit seems I'm not. I can't see what the outcome of all this will be... I do know that whatever it is supposed to accomplish will be accomplished. It's interesting to know that you're allowing God to guide you, and  at the same time have your own thoughts and things that motivate you, so you think of things in terms of what you know, predicatable outcomes, typical methods... and then suddenly, something happens, the particles come together and the idea or solution comes to you that incorporates all of the above into a concentric plan that just works. If your intent is actually just and equitable. If there are such things as miracles, and I know there are, I hope I do win, because I know I could straighten out this mess. And I know doing it through the courts or through a back door isn't going to cut it. Paradox.

You guys did a good set up. Maybe you knew about me, maybe you didn't. If I keep shaking my head like this, I'm going to get a stiff neck.

4:55 pm - I was just looking at the stuff I'm writing... back in '90 or so, a friend decide to take it upon himself to convince me I was a geek. I greatly resisted. I'd always been pretty social. I look at what I'm writing... maybe he's right :} Still on Ghost Hunters. I hope I don't wreck the credibility of the show... I wonder what would happen if victims took their shows to the police and said "This is what's happening"... and what a nice dialectic that would be... Aloha and Shalom... coming and going...

7/28 -9:58am

pls  note: Alot of typos due to a keyboard going out. Sorry. I guess they weren't meant to last 10 years, but it did. Do I get paid if I mention the brands and model numbers? :}You know, endorsements.. Nacho Doritos!!!

Something I keep wondering.. here I was joking about being the voice of the underground, and I don't even get left drift. Oh yeah that happened... 3 months later... wow... it wasn't a coincidence :} Why do I still believe in coincidences? The truth IS stranger than fiction.

Is it considered to be prosecutable magical thinking to believe in God? I'm thinking of doing a parody of Cosby doing Noah, how long can you tread water.. :} Enough silliness..

Good news. I'm pretty sure I found the last version of For the Love of the World before the Psyops took me out back in 2003. And some more good essays on being... which I thought I had written. I wrote many versions of For The Love of the World... the last two were really bizarre, and clearly the result of psyops... when I find em, I'm going to keep them just for the fun of it. 1 acknowledgement... I found out about a year (I think) afterward that the name For the Love of the World was the name of a book written by a Greek Philosopher hundreds of years ago... had no idea.. from what I hear, the topics, reasons and purposes were very similar to mine... kind of like when I was at Marianne WIlliamson's, and thought I made up the phrase "be the change" and some other things.. turned out to be Gandhi...

What's funny about this is that part of the dialectics being used in the psyops is to make me appear crazy, disorganized such that no one will read or listen, or, if peole do take me seriously, they have plausible deniability (they think) and power and money... and the media and the government... can't wait til the day comes and someone actually says... here's your chance to show proof... and then hundreds of people step forward with testimony and evidence. FISA immunity or not... and I think I'm right it covers the media, which explains the arrogance which won't matter because it's still uncosntitutional, and if I no social redeeming values in the individuals involved, nothing will shut me up. Is that clear enough for the pysops guys? You can go around with national security letters and intimidate people, prevent me from getting the medical and dental care I paid for... but you don't have the guts to talk to me face to face, have a public debate or anything else honorable because what you do to me and thousands and millions is not honorable, and its ecposure will at the least be the cause of your incarceration. It really is that simple.

I'm going to take 1 more week... review everything.. then you'll have your real sideshow... for a while... til people figure out its real. And all I gotta do is act naturally.... It occurred to me this morning.. imagine what it would be like to be a psyops guy working on a target... and then finding out who he really is... :} I wonder if they knew already... I bet they didn't. Another fascinating instance of the tables being turned. I am looking forward to the final truth of the psyops... closure, you know, though I'll be fine without it.

On with the work...

I realized why Billo wants to be included... it's the thing I wrote on Media Matters defending him :} No problem, dude. Glad to. Shall I also write up what I wrote to Moyers? He actually changed his reporting after that. :} A couple weeks ago I was writing up a tribute to Martin Luther King... and was psyopped so bad I couldn't finish... psyops guys don't seem to like Dr. King.. anyway.. the next night, Moyers ran a program featuring John Lewis. In that story, I would have told how I tried to join the NAACP when I was 8 or 9... they told me to go home and talk it over with my parents...  :} Wanted to join the NOW too. :}  Carlson doesn't believe that :} Now the only thing I want to join is AARP. :} Good insirance programs. Now that I'm accidentally becoming  a vegetarian, I'm thinking about talking to Peta about their logos and campaign images... and asking Maher for some dietary advice... I don't think chocolate eclairs as a staple would be on his list :} Maybe cheese cake... PS What about building 7, Bill?

Billo... then there's the matter o f operation KAOS.. 11:19 And I was looking up Tesla.

 


12:07 Today's guitar lesson provided by Heart... Crazy on You. It was fun. Before I said wouldn't it be funny if God had had a weblog like this... what if he does?... :}Wouldn't that be funny :}

Speaking of which. Did the New York Times really run a story saying that God was dead, or did Elton John just use poetic license?

I keep thinking about how to do a sermon... giggling about, maybe.. Skeletons by Stevie sure gave the idea... then I think aout how what I would be doing is actually quite similar to what Steve Allen did with Hot Stuff by Donna Summer.. :} And then there's this part of me that sees Pat Paulson... portable plots are everywhere:} I also got a kick out of remembering talking about examining the Beatles Paradigm... and then remembered a comment Teri Piro made to me about the Knack... just being a replica of the Beatles (though I told her I liked them anyway, even if only for the fun of the sound) Marvin Gaye... God is Love... it's playing. :}

PS Yes I read the footnotes in that Bible. Let's not go there right now. :}There's a phrase called necessary force that almost applies.

It's amazing to consider the idea of God not being welcome in His own creation.

7/27 Coming out of the sky...9:16am

Sunday Morning with Charles ... who?  I really want to do a sermon thing next week, and I can't figure out why separation of church and state is the primary issue... except now I do (part of the reason I write this stuff is because it helps me organize my thoughts.. may not be a good idea to publish it.. but oh well :}) anyway.. it occurred to me that id you're going to re-organize the very foundations of society and government, this is a good place to start. I told you, I always think big. And I honestly, truly believe that if the world had a sincere honest broker in leadership of the U.S., they would respond positively to my declaration of peace. People ask me, what do you see as a vision for yourself... and I don't know what to say, because that's what I see. And then I wonder, how's that going to happen. Even I know it'll take a miracle. Who knows how it will turn out, except to accept that however it turns out, God must have a reason...

Baseball... I've spent brief moments reviewing the times in my childhood especially, when my parents would have me experience something once or twice and put emphasis on it... only now to realize those things had some informative value. Obviously, not everything that fits that "pattern" would be significant, but it's worth reviewing.

I always remember.. having been a really good baseball pitcher when I was young.. and my father never got involved in it or played with me in any way. Except about 6 months before he died. One day he said, let's play catch. I thought it was great. But I recall continually wondering, why today? We did it for less than 15 minutes, very little talk, and then never did it again. I was told he had a pin inhis right shoulder from an accident back in the days when he was a stock car driver.... which might explain that he had pain when throwing... so I figured it was that. Interestingly, I have a similar injury that keeps me from throwing without pain. I'm sure quarterbacks can relate to that. I could throw a softball over 200 feet when I was 9... Kennedy's fitnesss program... now likely less than 100.

The point was the correlation between the metaphor of playing "catch with God" at this time... right now, he's got the ball.. and I'm sayin' put me in coach, and he's sayin' but you haven't finished the warmups... and I go... oh, right.. Ghostbusters :} From the minds of men... wouldn't it have been fun if God had a journal like this?

I can see the headlines - Chuck Says He's Going To Re-Organize The Foundations of Humanity... right after the next 3 laps in his solar powered go-kart.. :}

I think, wouldn't it be cool if I could become a rock musician, president, and be recognized as the son of man, make zillions of dollars and then give every penny away in public in ways that replace multi-nationals just to mess with the heads of the financiers... :} That's why I like Bloomberg... maybe.... ah, hell with it, I'll just pay for it myself. But you know, that's what giving back to God what is God's for the right reasons is all about. How come there's always a moral to these stories? I wonder what would happen if you got the Federal Reserve declared to be unconstitutional, which it is. They could still be employees of Congress... theoretically... and we could use LaRouche's model of the automated economy as the model to begin with. Get the guy who did Commanding Heights to be my economist. And Jeffrey Sachs. Former "Chicago" boy, he knows the lay of  the spaghetti... see Mannfred Mann - Chicago Institute... Friedman, von Hayek. Brazil. I still laugh when I think of the second time I wrote Dobbs.. didn't know he had all those degrees in economics and all... and I write to  him... do you know about Mises... because I was going to try to convince him to move his coverage to that theory instead of von Hayek and Keynesian... oh no, now we're on economics...

I guess that's one way of saying I prefer the Mises approach. That's a pretty simple declaration.

BTW: Congrats on the Arista Revival... I have a number of thoughts on that I won't share but would probaly surprise you with Positivity. Anyway.. does this mean we get a new AWB album.. Paul McCartney and Ringo could play backup for them"? Wouldn't that be funny?

peaking of music... Jewel.. Rialto.. everytime I hear her, it goes so deep that I have to pick up my guitar and play. There are no ordinary angels, by the way... and the wild west... we're gonna fix that. Painters is actually the life I thought I was going to lead...

When I thought of that last night, I realized why God would be here and want to remain anonymous... he made a deal with us to give us free will... choice... and now things are the way they are... it's like, if I thought I could make the difference that needs to be made by being anonymous, I would. Father & Son. It will be good, one day, to know the full underlying truth. There are things I get, and go, nah, couldn't be.. and then I check some things out, and it fits, and I think... how am I going to explain this? :} It's like all the things you believe, and to yourself, have evidence of, but you don't talk about it because it gets you stereotyped...and yet, in your heart, you still know it's true.And when you get somewhere where it's okay to be that way and talk about all those things, you feel relieved. Like psychic skills... can't wait til the psychotronics is off me... I actually wanted to start a group to teach people how to use their skills, and then use it to develop mine because I always wanted to do psychic healing... I already do to a small extent here and there... the Ghost Busters article actually explains this.. the show with FLIR monitoring a psychic doing a reading. Proves the brainwaves actually emanate farther than 8 feet, doesn't it? What ever happened to Curlean Photography? Or is it ELF? Scalar based... ? That's another part of that article, that I guess I'm being cued to get back to :}

Take care

 

 

 


7:30pm... The Ghost Hunters piece is going well. I knew it was relevant before, and knew I would use it for this, but  I didn't realize it was this relevant. It'll probably take another day or so to finish.

Meanwhile... I often wondered why my friend, the person who originally told me a little about the Kabala, had me spend time working on a project to design a virtual keyboard for Billy Idol. Understand, I don't know if it was true, but this friend is not the kind of person to make things up. He's a very business like, intelligent, accomplished and well-spoken person.

And it was an interesting concept... compelling to me, since I had long thought about creating virtual computer band via mini-computer (there was no internet, or pc networks yet) back in about 1981, about when I got my first Corona PC - a prototype IBM Compatible - and my first midi-card.

The point of this: what I designed was a booth he would stand in: in clear plexiglass with a light show built in tha would hide the "however many zillions of sonar senders/transponders would be required" to track every single possible measurable body movement, and analyze them in real-time interfaced to a computer that would record them as independent and collective motions that would be translated into motions associated with playing on an imaginary virtual keyboard in front of him that he would ctually be playing through this computer interface that send the instructions to the synthesizer to play the sounds/instruments, just like he was playing a real keyboard made of plastic or something. It was like air guitar, but instead of having to act like you're playing, it actually causes sound to be produced.

Now, it reminds of the time at Scotts Valley Elementary School (where the tiger attacked the child during an assembly in 2002) we had an asssembly.. I think I was in the second grade. and there was a guy... on a sabbatical from NASA I think it was... playing this instument of sorts... electronic, before electronics was common... and now that I think of it, it worked on similar principals. He would wave his hands in ways around this... probabably an inductive receptor of some sort.. maybe sonar... and even with the technology of the time, could have been picking up electrical signals from his skin... or EEG's... and when he moved his arms and hands, without actually touching anything, it made music.

Second Grade: The teacher was the same one who gave me the IQ test. Said I would probably be famous one day for my work in salt. I wonder if she meant Psalt... which of course relates to the book my mom gave me Thomas A'Kempis... same one who had to tell me I was being put out of the X class (Project X.... hmm) She mysteriously ended up not working there anymore. We were close. I actually calle dher mom once in class. Years later, I saw her, and she acted afraid of me being around her. Couldn't figure it out. Found out later that she had a nervous breakdown... adn she was a psychometrist... someone with psychic gifts who reads impressions from the objects of an individual. )Notes: Matthew Broderick, Broderick Crawford, The Highway Patrol, 5.0... doesn't mean anything, trust me)

Anyway.. sure is an interesting way to explain the way cell towers can be used as tracking devices, don't you think? Up there's probably the bulk of the story, except the articles about how it's used for that. Interesting how MROOT works when you allow your mind to view stream of consciousness without impedance or interpretation and how somehow the subconscious will actually feed you the raw data that enables you to draw conclusions and correlations that otherwise would have gone as uncorrelated, unrelated independent pieces of data.

And isn't it also interesting how I've kicked all this kind of thought around for all this time just for fun... and when you look at the data that would be collected in the Billy Idol project... and what can be collected on what I assume at the moment equates to pirated doppler radar capability via microwave/cell towers... what it allows is for is the collection of data that, theoretically could be played back... and when used in conjunction with and in sync with a hologram, would be able to generate an absolutely lifelike, interactive image before anyone or group.. and using the electromagnetic / repulsion effects of positive and negative polar equal but opposite reaction, could actually cause an electronic effect that would cause a real person to experience a physical sensation if touching this electronic and holographic projection... which means you could literally, one day, find yourself talking to a projection of light driven by artifical intelligence that actually emulates a real life.

Just like that Al Pacino movie, only this one actually makes personal appearances... weird. Explains though, when you dig into the prophecies of modern day prophets, credible or not after research and comparing other people's thoughts on certain theories and faiths... a consistent thread is that how people will experience manifestations of other people, other beings and supposedly the merging of the planes of existence... which I actually believe will happen when it's time.. part of becoming one...  and spirits that present themselves as so real to the "seer" who can see them... that until you being used to it, you won't know if you''re talking to a "real person" or a "spirit" seen only by the prophets and believers.

And it's part of the Biblical time described when the seers no longer see.. because they don't know what to believe anymore, because the people perpetrating the illusions and deceptions are feeding them false data... and they don't know they're being tricked... let the seers see just enough to make them look capable... feed them just enough to make them just as often wrong, leaving their credibility always in question. Interesting. It's definitely the reason I don't try to tap my psychic powers right now in the ways I know I normally could.. because of the psychotronics. I can't believe I'm actually going to leave this here.

Except... like the stuff I write about Ghost Hunters info and correlations... the guys who want to create The Kingdom of God Without God will use these special effects toys to trick everyone into believing it's the second coming, and they're going to tell you their fake guy is the real guy...

Better than laser light shows in the sky on the fourth of July...

And for the life of me, I can't think of how else it would happen that the whole world would have a vision in the sky.. except through some telepathy from God himself... or a trick from the people with the technology.

I don't know if this is good news or bad news. And you have to believe me, I don't like talking like that with those kinds of words... makes me uncomfortable:}  it seems weird to use that vernacular to me as well :} It's just true. How else can I say it more succinctly? It's documented. And, it makes sense to me based on my understanding of electronic theory.

Wow. I knew holograms played into it all from the beginning. I knew it.  And that means Bluebeam (?) is probably true.

Oh man, more research.. geez :} I know where the docs are :} Easy. Just more time...

Wow... interesting realization. And so, that means, it's not particle beams that are so effective... it really is propulsion and emulation of atmoic mass/structure via this sort of principle, as well as vacuum induction, anti-grav...

I can hear the question: given the contents of your web log, can you be trusted with national security secrets?

And my answer will be, absolutely, I believe that for operational security and intelligence gathering there are legitimate reasons to not make a great deal of data unavailable to public channels, as well as perpetuating a need to know status.

Particularly when you have a government and an intelligence community that fully understands the intent of the Constitution, and demonstates it in measurable, corroborative actions and results without distortion or subversion of legitimate inquiry, not to mention demonstrating worthiness of trust regarding civil and human rights, and the ability as individuals and as organizations to resist the abuse of power and authority, and partisan interests adn pressures.

I'm sure that won't be a satisfactory answer:} I think it's exactly right. The owners of the property have a right to know the truth about lots of things. Lots of things. Now I feel an essay about free will and choice coming on. Dang :} I got this one down though. Been over it and over it with the Psyops guys.And of course it interfaces with the redesign and mandate of the penal system...

Didn't mean to write all that :} G'Night.


2:56 pm - I was taking a break, picked up a guitar and began playing a tune and realized that the other night, when I thought I was playing Springsteen's Tunnel of Love, I was actually playing "Brilliant Disguise"... one of the reasons I haven't written lyrics much while writing so many melodies is that when I realized I was being hit by Psychotronics, I was concerned that I would write songs and be fed thoughts that would cause me to copy other people's music. So I refused to write more lyrics. The good news is, as I write about in the What is Psychotronics section... I can tell when I'm being "fed" stuff... it's much different than natural thought. Anyway, read that section for the explanation.

Is that you baby or just a brilliant disguise... that song came out the year I was in Crescent City and it snowed in the summertime... always liked it... wondered about it's true meaning... figured it was about the discovery that occurs in learning about someone you meet... anyway... I have to say something to get it off my chest, because somehow, I think I'll be embarassed by it someday... my brother bought me Springsteen's boxed set.. and every piece of music my brother has ever given me has had info in it that was useful and now is ssignificant in one way or another...  I returned it so I could buy 6 or 7 albums by  a bunch of diffent people. I always have shied away from artists who were "superstars" probably to be non-conformist, maybe burnout due to overexposure from being on the radio.. It's like the Eagles , I love 'em. And I can finally listen to that incredible album again - Hotel California... it's great. But when I worked at Sears, it was the album we used to demo the stereos. And it's all we played, for months, over and over again. Nothing else. Period... And then to my regret, I shied away from them for awhile... By the way, guys, now is the time for the hell freezes over tour :}

Enough rambling for one day... I'm laughing at the idea of an elected official having a weblog like this.:} Yagotta admit, that would be funny.

Oh yeah. I got a special story for Barack about the fall of the Berlin Wall.  A conversation with some Germans at the time :} IBM Employees, a bubble company. :} During a weekend course I took to cause us to do audactious things without feeling intimidated or embarassed... and I'm not making that up :} I wish I was. I have enough material on this site... maybe tomorrow :}

I keep thinking, this is a weird way to present a chronological "conversation" for people who come here the first time... having to start at the bottom and work your way up.. and then I thought  - Oh Well. :} Have a great weekend. Bless ya. I'm thinking of starting sermons next weekend... if I get the site posted... can't wait to hear what that will sound like:} I'd rather do questions and answers... cause I don't know what I know until I need to know it. :} such is the problem with stream of  consciousness communications... it'll give us something to laugh about.


7/26/2008 - It's actually very funny to think about all the potential dialects in play or possible for play when you look at the circumstances of the moment... going all the way back to being concerned that the "great vision in the sky" was likely going to be a fraud perpetrated by the anti-Christ - whoever they are... remember, I was writing about this in 2002 to my favorite news guy in 2002... before I read the Bible and knew anything about anything... and that the vision would be a hologram, based on info I got while working at Golden Egg Productions, on Future File, under a guy doing a special project for Clive.... and Phil Harvey (Paul's nephew) said that Todd Rundgren told him tha tholograms in the air and via tv and such were possible back in 1972... and wasn't it Project Bluebeam or Moonbeam that was going to be used them to fake an alien invasion in the skies in order to convince the people of the world to unite as one totalitarian government... to protect us all from the fake siege in the skies... the ultimate terror act against citizens by its government... it just gets weirder and weirder. Supposedly, that's what Reagan told Gorbachev about when the Soviet Union decided to sprout Democracy.   I hear they're planing to actually use that plan soon. Nothing surprises me anymore... not since I looked up the F20A.. more advanced than the space shuttles in 1957, was it... and now the F22 goes so fast, it actually renders itself invisible to the naked eye... Now I know that the sonic booms were over Iraq and Israel back before the Gulf War.

Note to Squrrely squirrel. Don't worry, your ship will come in... only it's a river boat, and it only goes upstream. It's funny, I don't actually find what has happened all that personal anymore... except in your case, because you enjoyed it so much. You didn't like it much when I turned the Psyop around on you though, did you? You might want to remember that the next time you decide to defend your lies and distortions with violence. Say hi to the coyote for me, too. I hope the drip has been repaired. If I get zapped for saying this, it will be worth every minute. I have a package for you too... it's a fruitcake, and I know you don't like fruitcake, but I don't like the package you sent me either. The funny part is, you really don't think I have the guts to tell all.. and you're wrong. So wrong. I don't have any problem telling people about how psychotronic rape is performed... the orgasmatron exists... and all of that is the part that  people will find the most obscene about what you and your friends do. You could have just zapped me and debilitated me. Instead, you treat me like a toy. And your "tech" books say someone like me could take 10 years to break down. I'll go 20 just to prove you wrong. And you know that's true. The part about the lion's den? Elton John - I'm Still Standing... and ANWAR will not be drilled. A good detective would be able to correlate all that, and then go, what in the hell?

I keep kicking myself for using hell as a swearword.. hell would be a good word to delete if it no longer described something that existed... anyway... and then I forgive myself by remembering that if we were living in the heaven this is supposed to be.. I'd be saying, What in Heaven? Then would it be a sin? Only if you think it is. The old "personal relationship with God thing" always kicks in in reconciliation and atonement.... :}

Speaking of interesting inquiries... Ever since reading the part of the Bible describing the bodies rising up out of the ground... that part always spooked me, and I try hard toignore it. But it keeps coming up in my thoughts... what could that really mean...and then my mind wanders off to all the clues about all the dastardly things that have gone on for years... and I look at the new Randy Travis album and start singing to myself... Digging up bones, I'm diggin' up bones, exhuming things that's better left unknown.. something like that.. then I start hearing "Deeper than the Holler (Hollow) one of my favorite RT tunes... and I Told You So... and On the  Other Hand and then I think about Stevie Wonder and "Skeletons in the closet" and now you have the resurrection of the skeletons. Thank God . All this supernatural interpretation of an encoded Bible unreconciled to modern technology and metaphor and allegory...

Like, what do you think, did Daniel see supernatural serpents and such, or did he see helicopters, fighter jets  and missile batteries? He didn't know what a tank was back then. When you think about it... you remember that all instructions to disciples was to tell stories, parables, that demonstrated a pattern of human nature and the way things effect each other so that the stories could be applied to many parts of your life... like opening the Bible, you can read practically anything and find a way to apply it to your life, if you view it as a metaphorical or allegorical example.

Alfred Hitchcock, portable plots. That's why I laugh when I think about someone suing me for the  things I post here. I have better writers doing my story. Some guy named God :}

Anyway... I really liked Night of the Living Dead "I want to eat your brains" :} But I really wasn't looking forward to a bunch of gross deteriorated bodies coming up from the ground in the final days.. that would have freaked me out.  But the skeletons.. I got them, and that's what's really going to rise to the surface soon. And I'm not talking about mine. Freedom is just another word for everything to gain.

Music thoughts: I know most great musicians start in bands playing other people's music and it teaches them an incredible amount. But, I don't like to play other people's music. I like what flows through me to be pure and unaffected by external factors - like other people's music...  and my music is God's gift to me, and I always like to listen for what he sends me.. not to say I didn't enjot playing other people's music in the early days when I was in a band... but I wasn't a musician then, my position in the band was really a writer. They wanted me to learn guitar so that I did more than sing, dance and shake the tambourine :}  Anyway.. but when I want to write R&B, I listen to Prince or the Temptations or 4 Tops and get into their groove and go from there with my automated keyboard and drums... or JT, Fogelberg, Jackson Browne.. etc.. and then I can write in their genre... but it always bothers me to "keep" songs that have close similarities to other songs... and it just happens... but still... I don't want to take anything away from anyone else. I have a tune I really like, and can't think of a single way to fix it... Suddenly We're Sharing Love... and it has a line "I didn't mean to love you, I was simply overcome"... that is so much like a Neil Diamond Lyric... and I would most certainly have to admit I'm a huge fan of Neil Diamond... Play Me, I Am I Said, Roll 'em :} Don't do much good... :} they kind of speak for me... anyway...

That was the shame about George Harrison getting sued over the music of My Sweet Lord. He was sued because it used the same chord progression as used in the Chiffons "He's So Fine"... If you listen to the songs you'll hear that they actually have the same basically melody... although, the spirituality of Harrison's song clearly shows me his inspiration had nothing to do with the light spiritedness of the music of He's So FIne. He got sued successfully, but it was wrong, and everyone who understand how music is   written knows it. I'm not saying people don't rip off music, but not in this case. Why would George Harrison need to steal someone else's music to be successful? And I became a big fan of Harrison's, as an individual and musician, after he was sued. Which is weird because I was such a big fan of the Beatles, and I'd always heard Harrison's guitar work as genius...

Here's the funny thing though: the reason that law suit was so important was because the melody of that song has proven to be so successful, that they actually sell the melody to other artists in need of a hit. They use the music, add new lyrics, different orchestrations and genres... and it's almost always a hit.

A better example is the song Forget Me Nots by Patrice Rushen. She actually majored in music in college, but more specifically, she studied the techniques of how to compose music in a way that takes advantage of the human nervous and emotional sytems... much like psychotronics does... studying what frequencies and sounds would make people feel and think certain things, change their moods.. and incorporating that into songs for the purpose of creating formulas for manufacturing hit music. Writing in the key of Aminor, for example, greatly increases your chances of having a hit.

The example of Forget Me Nots is because the theme song for The Men In Black is the exact same song with different lyrics. Think about that when you consider how hit songs become hits, and how so much good music is never heard while the formulas are being used to subliminally get you to buy product, not music, product.

Trivia: I was listening closely to music the other day, studying production techniques... and accidentally noticed that there's a vocal track in the 1972 (?) song Tubular Bells that's also the beginning vocal on Prince's song Round and Round featuring Mavis Staples. It's clearly a taped track that was reused... why did he do that? More questions for Prince:} I still hope to find a copty of "Truth" ... Girl (Boy)

BTW for the record.. what comes from dreaming is an action plan, and knowing the goal of the purpose of the mission. What it will look like when the job is done. Like, od had a vision of something, and He put us in His image... See Todd Rundgren, the word Utopia :}

Enough for now I suppose. :}

Dialectic: Can't wait for the people who are messing with me to rip of fthe tunes I've posted, claiming their artists just happened to hear the same sound... the very concept I'm defending. Nice twist. Won't work. Too much association and opportunity. Just as the FISA laws will not protect you. An unconstitutional law is still unconstitutional. BTW: It would be interesting to hear what Jan has to say on this subject. She's nice. Did Dorman actually exist?

And my response will be No Comment.

Did  a search for a document last night, and discovered there are now over 500 documents on this site. I wouldn't swear to it, given I don't really know what the program was counting, but it said there were over 500 actual pages. Alot of words. Reminds me of another song... there's so much more to know, so many things to say.. I Can't Resist, my heart is beating so, I just had to let it show.

Oh yeah, I am going to learn a few of other people's songs... The Wind, Father and Son, Love Song, Already know you've got a friend... 4th of July... Love Song... One Planet, One People... Whirlpool... American Tune... and maybe I should learn a few of my own:} I always forget 'em :} People say, so you've been playing for over 40 years, play something... and I can only say... I don't know anything and I didn't bring my books...   Sometimes I play the parts of the songs that I remember :} little bits and pieces... it's actually part of the concept of the album I keep imagining... :} No complete songs, just the parts I remember, and make me sound like a good singer :} Imagine that one :} Better than the mini-songs in Demolition Man.:} Speaking of Psychotronic Induced Rape as I was with Squirrelly Squirrel (trust me, he knows who I'm tlaking to) that scene in Demolition Man with Sylvester Stallone and Sandra Bullock where they put on the helmets and have images of sex transferred between them and it causes them to have sexual responses?

It's real. That's how they do it with Psychotronics. Ever noticed that your sexual fantasies cause you to get hornier than anything.. like when watching porn. You may not do the things you see, but it sure gets you thinking. And then... Viagra, Cialis... etc... this is one of the things I was actually going to write up today. And I've got thousands of people who can give testimony n this one. That's why it's so sad. And why people have to know. Anyway... yeah I just need to write it up. But it's  astory I don't know how to explain... in the context of my experience... because the greater implication so fwhat happened ar eeither that these people operating the Psychotronics also know how to predict or cause the future...and I actually know that this can be done many different ways, psychically and electronically and by manipulating the cosmos on the spiritual level.. I just haven't been able to corroborate the technologies in use because the bulk of this advanced stuff is highly classified and has been for at least 50 years. I refuse to make unsubstantiated assertions. There are few additional examples in my psychotronics for which I can not fully understand or explain the actual and illusory effects of the Psychotronic and electronic attacks... other than to consider that God intervened, and I was in shock, and missed the instruction of the parable of David and Bathsheba that would have informed to to resist the temptation of lust... which I actually believe I did, despite the setup I fell for afterward.

There's one that'll raise some questions. Trust me, you won't have to ask. It'll all be in What is Psychotronics...

 


 

7/25 8:27pm An interesting day. Wrote things I hadn't intended to write. I feel like I'm going to give myself a good launch, and I'm looking forward to watching the ripples.

Meanwhile... in spare moments... I'm surprised at how much I learned from the "Birthday" riff that happened right before Ringo's birthday... really opened up my lead riffs. Got me going on the bass too. I keep forgetting, the name of the game is intervals and "being in the zone"... letting your heart lead. Like John Mayer. He's great.

I got  a good concept idea together.. I really like it.. except I want to write all new music. It's always old to me the moment I write it. I can understand why the advice is to stick with the Blue guitar, strange as it seems. It defeinitely gives me the rock edge I want, and still, with the fat strings I got, gives me the sweet jazz influence. Couldn' help but think that the last few Prince albums sort of set the stage. Quite an interesting album, that last one.  I still don't think circumstances will allow me to do this, but it's nice to think about. The vibes of the idea make me feel good. The melodies coming out the guitar don't hurt, either :}

Something just keeps telling me the hoax and the village idiot predictions are going to come true soon, at the same time. It'll be interesting. And I guess my part of the dialectics in play will be a surprise to everyone, especially me. Whatever all that means. Que Sera. I'm up for it. Freedom is just another word...

Chaka Khan - Have A Little Faith in Me....


7/25/2008 - I know things are taking longer than expected, but when I release the next update, it will be significant. I still can't shake the feeling the I hope I'm wrong about alot of things, but unfortunately, I know I'm also right about a lot of things. It's also interesting to bnote that no matter what I try to do, I always end up on the right timeline... which is frustrating because I prefer to move quickly.

Started a new painting... I was bewildered by the first one... set it aside for now. I look at it, and see a weird abstract goat. Someone else likes it better turned on its side, which lets you see angels and bouquets of roses... abstract is like that. People see different things from different points of view.. The new one is definitely different and prettier.

I thought it was interesting that things got "quiet" after I wrote the letter to Brzezinski. At least I spell his name right, now :}

I'm working on a concept album approach.. I don't really think I'll get to it... there's a couple of tunes like We Stand and the New Patriot Song I'll definitely produce for the website... Right now I'm working on a latency issue on the keyboard.

Lots to do today... current estimate for release is Wed. I'm finishing up the psychotronics section - I think it's my best presentation yet.. and I hope law enforcement personnel will read the special letter to them. I think it frames things well. The day I post all this material, I'm going to call the Secret Service again and update my file for them, and let them know I posted the material. The other times I've called, they knew who I was and quoted from my site before I told them I had one.

Last note, not meant to be a threat... I really am going to pursue all this. I'm sorry I have to. But Ido. Not just for me, but for everyone else who will be subjected to the same CoIntelPro-like attacks from the government and media. Not a good way to start a national or international campaign... but the way thing slook to me, we're on a collision course that can't be avoided because there is some effect of destiny going on here... I know other people have identified the pattern that proves that too..

Favorite line of the week, from the person who cales me a "moral interruption"... they told me that when people ask about me, they tell them they like me because I  "make them feel closer to God". Now they say they don't believe I'm who I am... even thought they did a few years back, before the debilitating psyops began. There's a story for you... I'm actually looking forward to telling the Einhorn Story.

And I look forward to finding out if anyone else caught the "doublecross" in the Bible, and whether I found it myself, or the Psyops guys led me to it, on purpose or accidentally. Because, I also consider the possibility that my attackers attacked me because of my political activities.. and then, unfortunately for us all, realized that my claims were true... and now we're all stuck in this mess.

The Psyops guys supposedly tried to negotiate a deal with me.. I thought we had one that worked. But, of course, it was just another suck 'em in, screw 'em up, build em up to break em down psyop. My only condition was that I didn't have to lie and didn't have to refuse to answer questions, and that as long as someone told me the background story that checked out, I would do my best to defend those on the periphery, and stand up for th guilty by introducing my vision for restoring the justice system. Oh well. That's how reasonable I am.

Looks like they've cut back on the chopper guys... probably some drones, too, although drones don't make that kind of noise. Hats off to you guys... I don't really know why you're there, but I have fun saluting you... and that is sincere :}Too bad it's night wehn you're visible... I don't have a camera that takes night photos of the sky. Tried it in S. Africa to take pictures of the Southern Cross. Didn't work. When you see the SOutern Cross for the first time... :}


7/24/2008 It absolutely amazes me when researching things related to SRI, how many of the companies and agencies involved have been in some way or another present in my life. It's just weird. All the way down to Loral and JPL. But the most consistent surrounding it all is GE.


7/23 - I keep wondering how Dobbs can be against the North American Union, an then turn around and call Brzezinski a valued advisor... and be independent, and not be concerned that Mr. B's been involved in Carter and Reagan's Administrations... in one way or another... and the concern should be 2 political parties operating in collusion under the auspices of the Council on Foreign Relations. A little continuity issue. Accidentally caught him on Sunday. Unless he misspoke, I wasn't aware Mr. B was in the Reagan Admin. Chemical Warfare Commission. Obviously a bright guy, but misguided. If anything makes it more obvious that Obama is another rubber stamp of the Council on Foreign Relations, I don't know what does.

It's like when I wrote to the JBS and asked them how they could be against the New World Order and support the Iraq War... and then they switched. If you wanna be independent, stop taking sides.

 


7/22 - Electronic attacks have intensified. Looks like you guys won a couple victories... Refuse the news will be the next thing I work on.. I'll do a really good job of it, too

Meanwhile, I'm going to start work on the law suits... let's see how many of you look so good in a perp walk.

I won't quit

Isn't it interesting... I try to contact the CIA via its website regarding the agent who approached me 2 weeks ago, and it blocks me which means my internet access is being fully controlled.. Just like when I tried to contact Carl Bernstein.

Anyway, it's a nice dialectic, and I get it, but it won't work because I have too much evidence. You keep forgetting that. Natonal boycotts do work.

Tell Griffin he's blowing it big time.


7/21/2008 10am

Well, the old psyops guys did a masterful  job last night... I'll tell you what I tell them.. Everytime you harass me like that, it makes me that much more resolved. Dobbs, can't wait to find out who your surprise independent candidate.

But I will take last night, to whomever it may concern, as your position on relveant matters. I won't fail... I can take any dialectic you throw at me, and I will still accomplish what I need to accomplish.

Opened the Bible, thought, well, here comes some bad news, and instead, I got Ephesians 6:12

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities (aka principles), against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

6:19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel.

6:20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds; that therein I may speak boldly as I ought to speak.

I'll let you look up the rest yourselves.

PS As for words - if there's still pain when a word or phrase is used, then the issue isn't resolved. Oh yeah, wanted to mention, cutting an album is  afun idea.. have some good thoughts on the concept.. but it's not real high on the priorities right now.. More important things, you know. Somehow, I think refusethenews will be restored.

It's weird. The idea of dead people being resurrected in their old bodies keeps going thru my mind.. I'll have to do some reading.. but given the info I have and the evidence I have, and all the more that's out there waiting to be heard... can't help but wonder if the resurrection really encompasses "skeletons in the closet" that get resurrected like an army against the oppressors... seems to make some sense. It's starting to get easier to talk about the dualities now...


7/20/2008 7:10 pm

A busy day.. but, I learned how to construct drum loops... it wasn't hard at all. Couldn't find a Rundgren album, but I did a new Prince album... that's interesting... something about a digital age... and that song he did, making it sound like an old record.. :} and Randy Travis and Neil Young...

I have to keep reminding myself... there are no such things as coincidences.  :}


7/20/2008 -  I can't help wondering why I was introduced to non-volatile bubble memory.. ICSD Pascal.. then worked for a guy who invented Pascal... and worked with a woman from the company that first used UCSD Bubble memory (great plains software)...    there are more elements to that mobius that I'm lettin' on that seem to give it relevance...

Meanwhile.... I'm so focused on the U.S. and politics and the presidential race... that when thinking about what I'll do, I forget about the byline of being the son of man.. there must be a better name for it than that.. and o fcourse, I keep wondering... people are going to want actual proof... but what proof is there, really? That's what you guys know. Guess it's time to track down the CIA guy... probably won't talk to me now:}

All of that got me to thinking about foxing gloves, being surrounded by foxgloves and having so many people around me who constantly talk about foxgloves.. and then there's the part about my foxing gloves...

So I figured out who's going to break me on national news.. it'll be really interesting to see what the focus of the interview will be. I'm laughing about it because it's the perfect example o fhow God takes attacks and turns them against the attacker. Same way things would happen in Armageddon  if that happened. I wonder if you understand what I'm saying about either...

I thought, if I need a carrot and a stick, I'd say, the first one to break my story nationally gets to do the story of the most despicable thing I've ever done in my life... when it's time ... because of course releasing that info carries a political agenda... and the way things work, that means some local person is going to do the story and then it will bubble up... later that person will become part of my staff. I don't know how I know this. But it's a fun timeline.

Now, some of you know that I really do pick Bible verses randomly... and I always find it interesting, though I am getting a little restless if not bored... I keep wanting it to show me something new, but all it does is give me stuff that encourages me and tells me to carry on... I keep looking for stuff about.. like.. the xseventh seal which I know what it is and won't really disclose... in my mind, I keep hoping for fun that I'll find something that says the seventh seal is really talking about the plastic shrink wrap on that 30 year old Orleans album I haven't opened. It's funny because I got 6 copies of the cut-out, then found this 7th copy, with a different cover, that I never opened. So, that 7th Seal is about to be opened...  :} Sorry, had you going though, didn't I? Wait. maybe the 7 Orleans albums are the whole problem...

So.. reading for the day... (I've been working on formats, now that I've calmed down a bit :} and this could very well be the way my sermons go Scary, isn't it? :} I can just see Robin Williams giving testimony.. :} I was a little put of fby Tom Dobbs, but took the hit and laughed alot anywy... "I wanted to...:} Geez, do I have to explain that story again? :} Martha, my dear...

Anyway... before I begin.. my inside sources say that for some reason, Bill O'Reilly wants in on the act.. and to be mentioned in this. Ok, Bill ya got it. Yeah, I caught the part about laser diodes.. I thought, how did he get that, because I really thought those back pages where I was arguing with Congress were private. But that's okay, people need to know about them... Just remember the part about the foxing gloves, Bill, because they actually come into play. Will you be arrogant or smart about it? That'll be the fun thing to find out.. when in Rome :}

Can't wait to go on Limbaugh.. so, how do you know you're the Son Of Man?

I don't know. Just occurred to me one day. By the way, can you hook me up with Jeremiah Wright? How about a flight to the Middle East. Just dump me out of a plane with a chute, I'll be fine. And by the way, my dad told me to always pack my own parachute. Still haven't figured out what that means, given it applies to so many things... :} Although I did have a friend who it now turns out works for the NSA... who was trying to get me to start parachuting with him when I lived in Maryland.

Bubble life...

St John 8:42 Jesus therefore said to them: if God were your father, you would indeed love me. For from God I proceeded and cam. For I came not of myself: but He that sent me.

43 - Why do you not know my speech? Because you cannot hear my word.

44 - You areof your father, the devil,: and the desires of your father you will do. He was a murderer from the beginning: and he stood not in the truth, because truth is not in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father thereof.

45 - But if I say the truth, you believe me not.

47 - He that is of God heareth the words of God. Therefore, you hear them not, because you are not of God.

49 - Jesus answered: I have not a devil but I honour my father. And you have dishonoured me.

54 - Jesus answered: If I glorify myself, my glory is nothing. It is my Father that glorifieth me, of whom you say that He is your God.

55 - And you have not known Him: but I know Him. And if I shall say I know Him not, I shall be like to you, a liar. But I do know Him and do keep His word.

 


7/19/2008 6:30am

It's been an interesting series of thoughts... I keep reading the Bible for new things to think about, and keep ending up randomly turning to the same things... I take that to mean "keep doin' what you're doin', we aren't ready to move on to the next phase yet"... Given the way the dialectic package shapes up, I'd say the Nostradamus "fool effect" is the order of the day.. not the one I expected, but I understand it. Especially since I've been thinking about contactin gmy pastor, to see what he knows.. figuring if anyone knows anything about my past, given the circumstances, he would know, and maybe be willing to talk. And then I think, but if he doesn't Know, how would I explain it to him? And that, as always, becomes the interesting part...

That's why when the Jehovah's Witnesses come to the door anymore I giggle alot... they're standing there, always saying the son of man is about to arise and make his presence known in the world, and I'm standing there giggling. I went to their church. I tried to tell them, have numerous times...

It's sort of like, how do I write something to explain to people that God doesn't think it's a big deal that he's God, other than it is His planet, and He wants to have some say... and a little respect. And then I read the Douye Rhymes version (I know I got that wrong) and read the footnotes, and learn even more things that seemed apparent to me already, but I figured flashing by the Elijah stage so quickly was enough for now...   :} and then I wonder if as many people - to whom I'm actually addressing this - actually know this stuff already... except for something else I noticed last night... which is how often I'll even see the same worldly issues and spiritual issues as others, but I always have a different perspective and therefore a different st of priorites, dealing primarily with the foundation of issues as opposed to the symptoms... I think somethimes people think that means that I overlook their input, as opposed to assimilating it as part of the big picture. I'm going to address that later today for the 911truth and Project Censored people.

I really think calling things "My bubble life" is the appropriate way to describe it... I'm still sticking to the idea that the bad syops started in 2002, but I'm actually certain this bubble thing has been going on for a long time, and I'm sad about that, but, oh well. I can't figure out why. Was it just to track me, like for history, or to train me, which I understand, but don't believe was necessary... or was it to try to control me, which is failing... I keep examining that issue, and I'm certian of things, I think though I'm going tohave to write something about Manchurian candidates.. it needs to be addressed and it's an obvious and reasonable question.

There are many things, truths, that are opening up to me.. and thn I laugh because I just don't believe things unless I have proof... all this faith, and I need proof :} Talk about holographics...

Anyway.. I wanted to mention for the record, in case it isn't clear in my other materials... that when I started the boycott against MSNBC. it wasn't because I don't like them.. just the opposite was true...they were just the channel I watched during election 2000 and theaftermath. So, attempting to be intellectually honest, I focused on them, and encouraged other people t complain to the network they watched. Same with Tom Brokaw. If I didn't like him, I would have just changed the channel, or tuned out. I just wanteed to be sure people understood that, because, here I am writing this watching them... as I almost always do :} Which is a lesson unto itself called "people only complain when they care".

Alot on my mind as I prepare to cast my fate to the wind... literally and figuratively... I'm looking forward to getting into the video production... I forgot what to ask for.. it is amazing how I accidentally ended up with pretty much everything (but money) that I need to do this.... and something tells me, I'm not even going to spend or raise the $5000 needed to file with the FEC. That's what's strangest... the duality.. I get all teh normal insecurities... then all of a sudden I realize, and I don't know why.. I don't need all that.

Enough... I'm rambling on... nothin' new.  :} Have a great day


5:40pm - It's interesting watching the strategies and dialectics play out.. as  I continue to go through the material on the site, I see a cleare pattern of what I've been set p up to expose... explains alot actually. The interesting part is, I'm not going to back down, I will be able to make my case, and I can stand up to the pressure. So, like I keep saying Psyops people, feel free to underestimate me. It is sad though, because I was hoping some people would come their senses. Oh well. That's the way it goes when bullies have too much power. It'll just take longer, and more bad things will happen. Ain't my fault. Guess I'll check out camping equipment just in case.

I keep being surprised at how much material I've written... I had no idea. Stranger though, and this has been something consistent I've gotten a laugh or two about... I'll get my version of "worked up" about something, and decide to write something, and think - gee, I'm cutting the edge on this, maybe too angry and harsh.. and then I go back later and it sounds, actually, quite calm.. maybe a little annoyed :} In the 2008 Conversation I thought I had said lots of inappropriate things... frankly, there is very little that I'm holding back for later purposes.

I like it that every time I check out anything about Grant, I read good things. It's encouraging. Check this out, synchro-nuts.

http://www.ulyssesgrant.net/about_grant.htm

When elected president, he faced reconstruction, a divided Congress, recession, strained relations with England and Spain, and numerous scandals. Grant served two consecutive terms from 1869 to 1877 and nearly nominated for a third.

At his second inauguration, he said “I did not ask for place or position, and was entirely without influence or the acquaintance of persons of influence, but was resolved to perform my part in a struggle threatening the very existence of the nation. I performed a conscientious duty, without asking promotion or command, and without a revengeful feeling toward any section or individual…throughout the war, and from my candidacy for my present office in 1868 to the close of the last Presidential campaign, I have been the subject of abuse and slander scarcely ever equaled in political history, which to-day I feel that I can afford to disregard in view of your verdict, which I gratefully accept as my vindication.”

A true patriot who loved his country and served to the best of his ability. Ulysses Grant was the most popular American in the 19th Century.

It must be in the genes... or in the Jeans.. or somethin... Now, if we could go back to 1869... :}


7/18/ 10am - Woke up this morning with light in.. no wait, that's a song. Actually, couldn't remember if it was Friday or Saturday... I was so glad it was only Friday... I have so much to do. :}

Job was the latest reading... you probably don't want to hear it...it was about "laugh in the faces of the powerful until they feel scorned"... hmm.. shall we delve into that one :}

I'm actually looking forward to seen how much time it takes to create a stir by making myself known. I want to talk to Billy Graham first. Oh well.

This'll sound weird (what else is new) The treatment I get is interesting. Everywhere I go, people do things that  let me now they're aware of me... I've gotten used to that... What's really cool is when people treat me nice. I know that sounds a little basic, but I get a lttle sunshine myself when - let's just say when someone acts like they understand the golden rule.  The only real question I wonder about is.. why do they know me? What have they been told? :} Can't wait to find out. Long as the bakery doesn't stop making eclairs :}

Glad to see Exxon is releasing some of its battery technology... finally... good timing.

AWB - Work to do...

The folks who came to my door today... I kept giggling... their message for today was to find out if I believed in the idea that we are quickly approaching the end days, and that the hour of "judgment" is near... I just agreed with them, and gave them my web address. I think they were a little disoriented when they read me a verse, asked me what I thought of it, and I proceeded to give them a mini sermon... I like them though, they're very nice people, and they gave me some good stuff to read. :}

Barack - 300 advisors just on foreign policy... and then there's me. :} And I'm right...

Have a good trip.. I have a letter I'd like you to deliver for me, and if you could drop me off in Hebron....

 


7pm - On the N word ... it's on my list of words to be deleted from the language, but.. at the same time, I believe we've all lost touch with the heritage that has brought us to this day (I say us as if I'm black :}) and particularly because of the minimalization and marginalization that has occurred in the last 8 years, it's important to bring back the heritage, then retire or declare complete  those things we need to put in the past, and move on to the the new creation. But there's a place for a brief, old discussion as a reminder.

I'm actually glad so many people of minority status - particularly young people - perceive their lives in a different way than in the 60's  and so on... but I also know there's plenty of work to do, in a new way... working in partnership as true equals, and taking the focus off of compromised partnerships in order to be included, and focus on finding the  most qualified people, whoever thay are, and asking them to live up to the example they can provide. Not perfection. As human beings. ANd let that eexample ripple out as they work with a diverse list of other people and organizations.

I have a 50 state strategy. Problem is, noone's told me what it is yet. :}

I've been a little annoyed at Ryan Seacrest ever since he said he'd had enough of James Taylor...  not long ago, he said that when he began singing You've Got A Friend, he didn't realize that he'd be singing it for the rest of his life. Let him know, he'll get his rest... but not too much :} He's got that weird sports car movie he made... I don't get it... but I bet he likes go carts. I bet we could get some solar powered ones :} Too bad about KIIS. Disco, disco duck.. :} I wonder if he'll get that one ....

7/17 - Bill Hi. welcome. Be careful. Remember, the boycott wasn't out of anger, it was principals...the same I have now.. But that's ok... the list gets longer, and the evidence grows.

Personally, I think the "Hagel maneuver" is the most interesting so far... we'll just add a few more layers to the parallel realities :} We can always use a few more... I'm already laughing at a few of the possibiities... I'm coming up with a brand new list of people I'd want to work wth... only  a few surprises. Hagel was actually on my "long" list... but I wanted to observe him some more to see where he REALLY stood on the issues as the election came closer...

Sometimes I think someone is setting all these people up, cause as combo packages, they make a fairly easy case to be ousted if the case can be heard. Amazing.

I shouldn't say this, but, Barack... try remote viewing. The CIA can teach you. They have some really excellent courses on it. :} Men Who Stare At Goats. I haven't read it, but I know what it's about...

Tons to get done today... I thought I'd finish the First 100 Days paper in a day... it's become more like a manifesto.. but  decent one, I think.

For those who object to some of the language.. I'm doing it to nullify it. I really am going to do a page on words to be deleted from the language.. with a twist.

Oh, Al, sit down and...  My tv can not take 10 more seconds of your cover talks on the environment. The problem I have with Gore on this subject is he doesn't need the government to accomplish what he preaches, and, he has the power to cause it... and instead, he sets it up once again for the government to be in charge of it. Preach to the choir, power to the government... Over and over again. It would be nice if the government actually pushed it through rapidly, but they'd only do it on the timetable of the corporations.

By the way.. when I was in elementary school, and those groups came to the dance... I think someone asked .. are you guys the Doors? and the guitarist said, no, we're the Backdoors... and then they played Backdoor Man... I Feel Free... I'm So Glad...

it occurred to me this morning that among other things being manipulated in order to make it appear as if.. would be the inclusion of making it look like I was stealing ideas from other  places. I can see a hundred places where that could be played... including the Imus format. That's Funny. Uptight White :}

Freudian of the day.. I was writing about economic wars, and instead, wrote exonomic wars.. I'll have to meet these Rockefellers some day. That would be a fun conversation :}

BTW: In two hours, Icould tell Bill Gates how to better spend his money and save Africa in less than 5 years.. unless he wants to own it, in which case, I'll want to talk to someone else. I'm not joking. People are now talking 70% infection rate in Loskop.


8pm KOKid: Unfortunately, the presiding party doesn't really matter, particularly when considering what was know soon after in the public domain. Way too obvious. I'm really sorry to have to say that. You have no idea. And don't forget Tenet.

Meanwhile, welcome back.. she's great.


My new campaign slogan: The judgment to follow the lead of the people.

McCain: The "one" campaign? You guys really think you're just going to keep me shut up, don't you? Good luck.

7/16/2008 10:37 am

Having a little trouble getting started this morning. So many things to consider, to do, to complete... the really neat thing, though, is noticing, as I have many times before, that as long as I continued to declare on my web site who I am AND read the Bible once a day, miracles happen.. small miracles, things no ne would notice and I doubt Ioculd explain.. but miracles happen... I come across and important document, the world responds to the "fractal of envisioning"... I see things aligning and I'm not clear if it's patterns of human nature or if it's beign caused by God or people responding to truth.  That's part of the fun part of it all and also the part that makes me wish it could just be done. So, patience is the key.

It's interesting, I was joking with myself last night about what one of my "sermons" would be like... particularly in view of how the Psyops go when the person "working" me is doing it with humor... it's part of why I think alot of it is to just waste my time until after the election so I won't have the chance to take action... anyway... I like to read the Bible right before going to sleep... a while back, because I did't want to be manipulated into reading something to mislead me, I started a practice of how to choose what I read at night... and that leads to this parody of one of Chuck's sermons....

"Good morning everyone. You know me, I don't plan these things ahead because everytime I do it's just a waste of time because God always wants to talk about something else... so I'm going to do what I usually do, which is to throw my Bible up in the air, and whatever page it opens to, close my eyes, and touch the page with my finger, and whatever verse I touch, I read, and then I think about it."

And then the parody goes that I read a verse, and then there's about 30 seconds of silence, and suddenly say "Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot we were broadcasting. I was thinking about it". :}

"And then probably go off ito some deep, geeky discussion of how God wants us to observe and learn from everything, however it's presented to us.. even silence.. " :}

I can actually imagine that happening.

So, the problem is, the Psyops guys hit me with microwave orsomething when I try to read right before bed... so I'm going to start doing it in the morning, when I have more energy.  So, that's your warning, gang, Bible verses in the journal... :} what was that about not being too sanctimonious? :}

I can just hear ministers saying things like "What he talks about makes sense, but is he serious? He's always laughing at himself at the most inappropriate times"... :} And he talks about God like he's his father or something :} Oh right... :}

Time to work.

Of course, Lady In Red is playing... that's always a distracton. Chris DBurgh. Always reminds me of another guy I really like, Steve Kipner. Knock the Walls Down. A hghly underrated artist and album from the late 70's, early 80's.... his dad was well known in the biz, though.

Bought a new chord book, color pictures. Every chord on the guitar...w hcih is cool.. half the time I play stuff, and I have to make a little chart to show myself where my fingers are on the guitar neck because I don't know what the names of the chords are. Funny, when I copyrighted the music before, I did it with recordings... the same recordings I posted online of my music. That's kind of fun. The weirfd thing is, though, I went to the Library of Congress, and couldn't find my name on any copyrights...thought it was weird at the time... probably my lack of knowledge of the system... I just hope it doesn't end up being one more trick played on me.

 


Got new strings...  I still haev this thing where I like to change strings after writing every song...can't really afford to do tat now, but for some reason I loke to. After doing that a while, I tink about how my father constantly talked about planned obsolescence. So so I wonder, when they make guitar strings, do they make em with only one good new song per set, or is there a certain number of songs you get per dozen or something? :}

6:15pm - I beleive any honest commander would say that the problem with Iraq is that the surge seems to have worked, but only because the "enemy" is laying low, knowing that other nations will no longer support us, and that we can't maintain the military obligations we have. One way or another for them, time is on their side, And, I still say, we don't have to be enemies if we would stop acting like Alexander and the Conquerors. This issue gets me worked up. Facade victories in a bad war... if I was an American, I'd be prouder of a leader who'd rectify an error, than continue to kill innocent people to make it "look good". What was it Kerry said about being the last casualty in Viet Nam?

7/15 - the I Can Win Wars day... geez... do they have any other channels... these are like reruns. :} All the way back to Eisenhower. Works for me.

So, weird question of the day... if I keep channeling George Harrison, do I have to pay royalties? :} I don' tmind. Mind be interesting :} Nonetheless... last night I took my guitar to bed again (I play it before going to sleep) and started playing it... got an interesting tune going and thought, this sounds sort offmiliar and then it definitely turned into a George Harrison kind of tune, and I worked with that for a few minutes and suddenly realized I was playing Bruce Springsteen's Tunnel of Love.  I need one of those Fisher PLL Mos Fet Units for my music channel :} and Yeah, don't think I haven't wondered about the Fisher patent.

If PBS will put out a DVD of the Leon Russell Blue Album, I'll promote it just so I can buy a copy.. you know I'm not joking :} I always wanted to see it again anyway.

Oh yeah, I 'm kind of excited. Kryptoman picked up this really cool old two keyboard/double tiered ? organ a couple years back... produces a sound like the old Leslie Organs... must be tube type from the50's or 60's...  I'm picking it up next week... and... I have 2 other keyboards, the Ovation, the Ibanez, and the backpak, which I'm going to put nylon strings on (the Applause guitar) some pretty decent software... now I w just wish I knew how to play keyboards :} Seriously though, I'm excited about the organ for gospel music... maybe some Pink Floyd Parodies, like Where IS the door to the machine, and are there any other options I'm not yet aware of ? :} Does Holdeck, pause program work? That ought to raise some questions I'll refuse to answer :} Ya know, someone actually invited me to their house just to play me that album, and my reaction was something like, that's cool... so is there anything else you want to do while I'm here? I still look out the window to see if there are dogs outside when listening to the Animals album.. you know, Pigs on the Wing and all that? i was on the  air in Eureka when Have a Cigar came out, and all I really thought of it was "Yeah, I kind of like cigars"... me and Beaver :}

I figure the site will be online by the end of the weekend, I'm going to do some music - working tracks - and some more on the site... send out a thousand or so press releases... that will sure tell a story... and then disappear for a couple of weeks while I talk the Pizza Messiah into finishing up an album. I have 10 old tunes to cut, and probably 4 or 5 new ones by the time I get to San Francisco... we'll see if that pans out. Something else tells me I'm doing it myself, though. Heck of a way to run a campaign though... hmmmm.

Like I said a few years back, all I ever wanted was to have a normal life, but I guess that just wasn't meant to be. Boy, is that turning out to be true :}

PS to Jesse Ventura.. couldn't find your email address.  I heard that if God sent you a letter, you might change your mind about running :} ... That's alright... I'm getting one of those celeb email address services next week, and I'll be letting you know what I have in mind for you... good stuff. You'll like it.


  7/14 - 1:45pm - Lots of chemtrails, by the looks of things, they've been there 3-4 hours. The other night was basically one small stream. This fills the sky.

4:30 pm - Deflation IS hyperinflation, depending on how the other indicators are positioned. It's all about depletion of funds at the lower income/reserve levels, and paper profits and losses ast the financier levels. Check it out. You''ll see it's true. The manipulation is consistent, as are the results. It's like building up inventories, not selling for a year, then selling at inflated prices, but on paper, showing manufactured costs at the averaged current prices... like they do with oil. Or selling at lower than listed inventory values, still making a profit on actual manufacturing costs, but showing   aloss on paper. It's still hyper-inflation... it's just a matter of what factor is used to go lower in order to enrich a different sector. Like making a different card wild in the poker game.

7/14/2008 8:50am

Another gorgeous day in the making. Psyops were kind of heavy last night... the psychological stuff... It's a pain but at least I recognize t so I don't have to take it too seriously, Still, it takes energy. But, I think it helped me work out in my mind how to explain the ways to recognize it and resist it without going insane... so, I have to figure this one as a win, cause I got something out of it.

Al Jarreau - My Favorite Things... a pretty song to start the day with. On the docket today, finish the 100 days, and a few other documents... I want to get started at looking at "Love Potion Number 9"... 33 pages that I believe was/is the most complete version of "For the Love of the World"... the one I sent out to a bunch of people...  and I founfd the original documents "From the beginning of time" and "Animals After All"... remember.. I got to the part of "how to access the database"... and then remote viewing programs started showing up on tv... and I said "Oh, that".. :}

So they're calling Barack a  serial flip-flopper. Personally, I'm a cereal flip-flopper... just last night, before bed, I had a big bowl of shredded wheat, then waited a while, and had a bowl of organic raisin bran. Jesse loves licking out the bowls. :}

Funny... an album called The B Sides... how can you have B sides on CD's?  And then the question is, is it synchronicity, or is it a scheduler in the QA Department of the radio shack? (not the company). :} Oh, I'm silly, guess it's time to write about NASA, the F20 and F22 and aliens... Invisible aircraft and anti-grav... cool stuff...

Hitchcock just came on... "I'll Be the Judge, I'll Be Tthe Jury"...

This will answer a couple of questions... part of the Psyops - the up and down effect of the psychological side, where they try to suck you into elation and then depression, an emulation of manic-depression, and it's done by getting you to think about your emotional "weak spots".. I'll cover this more in the part I write about pyschotronics... anyway...

Here's the answer to the big question regarding the things you're trying to suck me into... and why it doesn't work. First, as you've discovered, I know myself. I know what I believe and believe in, and I separate thought from the facts presented before me. That's why I refuse to do left drift. No ambiguity. And that's a great deal of what massive re-organization of though tis about. Acknowledging yourself... good and bad.. atonening and reconciling... and then feeling satisfied that you're being the best person you can be.  And being open to perpetual improvement. So that's why you can't effectively "nail me" withthat part of the psyops... and I'm sure because I said that, you'll try harder. Good luck.

I'm not too concerned about my personal life... regardless of what happens, I'm satisfied that I'm doing what I should be doing as a citizen, in regard to my "purpose" in life, as well as in terms of being consistent with who I asay Iam as a person. And that's separate from being the "Son of Man". Even with all the weirdness, I feel I've had a good life. Difficult at times. Inexplicable a good deal of the time. Nonetheless, it's a beautiful world, and there's so muc to derive pleasure from. I'd have to say that growing up in the wilderness explains my ability to see beauty and opportunity and deep personal satisfaction from the simplest things... including learning the lessons fom hardship.

I've had an unusual path to wal in life.. and enjoyed a great deal ofit. I've seen more than most people, less than many more privileged. But I've gotten to know people more than things and places and power... and I know I'm a better person for that. It's the part that makes me certain I can serve this country well.

And as for the "Son of Man" part.. I take it very seriously...  and I still say, despite my confidence and assurance, that if it turned out I was wrong about that, based on the discussions and truths revealed to me by tht person, I would say How can I serve you". But my confidence comes from that sense I had about it all since I was a child, and that's why I'm willing to put it  on the line. Somebody needs to.

And as for my personal life.. I have to believe that with everything else that goes with the design of my life, that my life will be taken care of and I'll have my day. I   really believe that. Whatever that means.

I'll say for the record that the Psyops are coming from 2 sides... one, good guys, one bad guys... I'm very clear that one side has used it to wake me up and "free me" from the bubble, and are even depending on me to succeed. There's another side that would destroy me if they could. And almost did a couple of times. And I recognize that - particularly before I became cognizant of the danger I was facing - that part of the ordeal I've gone through was actually to train me to deal with it, express it to other people and help them, and doing so with the knowledge that I'm so obstinant, and willing to speak truth to power even when I stand alone, even with evidence that would make a weak person hesitant to present it... to that extent, even the hell I've been put through makes it worth it, because the issue is so important, and for that reason, if this is what it took - for me to experience it - then I'm glad to have been put through it if it means the end of it for all people. And I believe it will. I know it in my heart.

I have this anxiousness to be on my way, to get on the road with all this and push forward as quickly as possible... and then there's this other part that says things are going according to God's plan and to be patient... it's hard, when I see all that's going on in the world, adn what I believe I am capable of accomplishing, given the chance. And then we get back to considerations of duality between the"real" and "spiritual" worlds... and the cosmos... 

And that's a good place to be.

PS: Congratualtions to Cynthia McKinney. She truly is a special person. Please treat her well in the press. :}

BTW: I was listening to Fogelberg's Captured Angel last night... these days I'm listening alot to production styles, drumlines and such... (caught the Larry King thing with Motley Crue :you are charming :}) uncanny similarities in music style... only listened to that a couple times before... mostly in the 80's when I was writing 3-5 songs a day. Always loved Fogelberg.. Twin Sons with Weissberg was great... after a while, though, it went too deep for me. Especially with Scarecrow and Along the Road. I love his production style though. Just this side of over-produced, never quite over the line. Always beautiful.

12:30 - Every once in a while, I think about who I would trust in my adminsitration... and the strangest thing is, of public figures, there actually is one person... and that person is someone I say whose analysis I like... anyway.. I know that's highly unlikely, but despite my "left handed compliments"... isn't that an interesting oservation.


7/13/ 8:30pm pt - Another beautiful day.  I was just listening to Earl Klugh and one of the prettiest tunes This Time... (Guitar solo) Al Jarreau did a beautiful vocal version of it a year or so later... I was thinking it would be a good tune for someone too, blending in 3 different style s ito one recording that would likely end up being a monster 7 minute cut... who knows..  but then, who am I to give advice to one of the biggest names in music? That's almost oxymoronic :} Probably should be :}

I go back from wondering, are they really not supposed to talk to me? They're really going to do that part of it too?  To being a little ticked off... wonderin, am I really supposed to be forgiving when this is all over? :} Besides, there are some things I'd like to post for the fun of it but I have to wait til people find out that it's true that I'm not crazy... :}  Now, I know the Psyops have been effective, but I do know the difference between the psyops and what's really going on. 

Like, I want to ask, what does "up in my business" mean? I'm intrigued. I'd tell the story about the Saudi Arabian Connection, it would fit, butI'm just finishing up my "First Hundred Days" document about the honeymoon period of my administration, and needed a break. Something about Tesla and free energy... always makes me shake my head.  Somewhere in the archives is a story about BART - Bay Area Rapid Transit. I think it was an expert named Ben Wattenberg on KGO San Francisco.. (he called it Bay Area Slow Transit And Regular Delay ) before my father died... and Ira Blue was still on the air... who was a genius electrical engineer among other things... talking about how Exxon bought up all the patents on solar powered batteries and motors and things that would have made solar powered vehicles viable way back then. It's part of what got me interested in perpetual motion. That and the thing at the Japanese Tea Gardens (?) in San Francisco  where they had this hanging rope thing that swung back and forth.. there was a sign there that said it was the closest thing to perpetual motion, which was an impossible thing to accomplish.

That's the first time I said "Oh yeah, I'm going to do that just because they said it couldn't be done".  I must have been about 5, becauseI went there as a treat when I was 4 or 5 years old, on my way to Kaiser Permanente Hospital.. and I hadn't been thinking of all this, but just realized it fit with some research I did about "my life in the bubble"... and the apparent surveillance and such I have been under... I was going there for what I was told was to correct a potential hernia, and circumcision. I remember going in for the surgery, but I don't ever recall having any pain that would have lead to surgery. This gets to be a spooky story.

This is also the only time in my life I've ever been "unconscious", except for a couple of brief times when I hit my head, many years later.  Anyway...

In this time period, that Hospital in South San Francisco, Kaiser and Stanford (Hoover Institute, SRI, see also Condi Rice) were apparently working together on a variety of things, including supposedly brain cell tissues, with the theory that each brain cell contains all of the knowledge, and that implantation into another brain would pass all of the knowledge from one person to another. I read several official documents on the matter, and have them here in my files, which I will post as I come across them. In addition, there were reports that brain cells of alien beings were also being implanted in the same ways in this experimental program.

It was also the time of the MK-Ultra experiments. I talk about things people need to learn and understand, and then I come up against this one myself, and I'm afraid to even go there. For  a great number of reasons I'm not disclosing having to do with details of my life. And I can't help wondering, if there are these key important people who were supposed to step up and do something, then why haven't they done it? Who knows. Just kinda weird. At least I know who I am, unto myself.. To thine own self... It sort of feels like someone who just found proof they were adopted. Let's see who tries to get me to explain all that, which I won't. But the people it's meant for do.

And then I listen to Glen Campbell "Back in the race" and get back to work....


7/13 -I'm sitting here writing my Iraq withdrawal plan.. thinking... Oh, my God, not another messianic presidential candidate :} Paradox after paradox. And I didn't even want to work with that database:}

I'm glad my guitar and I have made friends again. The tunes are flowing. Course, the MC gambit is working on that, sort of... but it's just not the same. A fun little fantasy to occupy my mind, at times though. The SNL tune couldn't have been a better setup :}

Speaking of which...

If CD has some business he wants to do with me, he should just contact me. I'm kind of tired of certain games. I was going to fax him just for fun, but why bother. He knows where I am. I don't understand the rules of your game, but I don't respect it. It's a real shame, though. Probably just as well.  Seems to go back to '66. Enough is enough. Make your move or leave me alone. I tend to show people reciprocal respect. I expect the same. I do feel a good deal of satisfaction, regardles of how it turns out, that I did not sell out my principles, and that I deal with you all honorably. Someimes, that's all there is to get.


7/12/2008 - Another gorgeous day... I've been recompiling all the music files... got to JT Singing the National Anthem started thinking about Hoops and Nixon... and then I start wondering about this song I can't seem to find, that I know I used to have... it went... there's a well on the hill, Just can't kill for Jesus, there's a well on the hill, let it be... everyone's talkin bout the gospel story some shall sink and some shall rise, everyone's talkin' bout the road to glory, long long time til it gets there to ya baby... interesting duality.

7/11/2008 - It was a beautiful day today... and one deep in thought. Writing about parallel existence and reality can do that to you. Couldn't help but notice, given my activities today, that I used the last name Davis as my primary air name...

Speaking of music... I love my Ovation. It really is special. There's something about it that just releases  these beautiful songs as it resonates through you... the strings are pretty flat, and I've still never found anything quite like Markley Phosphor Bronze... I remember one time I was looing into pawning it, and they said it was only worth $85... I thought, if you only knew what this guitar played.. :}

Some real pretty music comng out, it's nice to have it flowing... I realized, though, that I really don't want to hear the words that go with them... different than stuff I've written before. some real soft and gentle, some stuff almost reminds me of the boldness of flamenco... and then there's tunes like last night... got into a little chord progression, and then the lyrics just poured out.. haven't actually played it all the way through on the guitar... but I know how it sounds... I like the gospelish choir stuff alot... it's like becoming a part of it.

I'm a little stumped at the painting... if I hadn't painted it upside down, I would think I had actually tried to paint something.... some interesting spiritual overtones that just happeened... now that I lok at it right side up, I'm concerned that if I do anything to it, I'll mess it up. So I think I'm going to turn it upside down again, and do some mor ework on it. I don't know why that makes sense, but it does.

Meanwhile... dualities... there's the part of me tha believes, and the part of me that worries that things will not be turned around in time...

Meanwhile.. I'mlooking forward to cutting an album... thinkng aout how it will sound and all... even though there's something inside me that sense it's a fruitless exercise that I'm still supposed to do for some reason...

In the Psyops front... I'm clear tha tpart of what's going on is an influence to write about the thing sI don't have evidence of, which I think is funy because if its true, it still backfires on the guilty parties because in court, I have so much corroborating evidence that the uncorroborated stuff would just be additional anecdotal evidence... still, I'm amused, because some of the funniest stuff is the uncorroborated... I have so much proof and ability to demonstrate psychotronic techniques that I don't even care about telling the tricks that are played. Besides, if people can recognize the tricks, they can also counter them.

I always wonder why standing on principle causes people to resist in a way that makes doing the best thing so difficult. Someone use to say to me, "you're kicking and screaming all the way to heaven".... So much for today, The web stuff is moving along well.

I'm thinking about writing a chapter called "The Birds"... maybe it'll get someone to tell me why so many songs are about "hummingbirds" flying away, and why they follow me aound all the time.  You think I'm kidding :} Had a bird come into the house today... it got on my finger and let me carry it and set it free out the window.   That was fun :} I love my birds :}

Time to go eat some cookies :}


7/10/2008 - If you read the letter to Alanis, this makes more sense.

I sit and wonder what will happen, what will the future bring. I looked into FEC filings this morning... looks like I don't need to file unless I bring in money... besides, how can they exclude a write-in candidate. The write-in idea seems like a miracle long-shot even to me... but I don't know what else to do. While I prepare the web site and all, I wonder what God's going to do next.. His sense of humor usually takes me by surprise... this time will be no exception, I'm sure. Has to be a surprise, cause I don't have a clue what could possibly happen next to turn the tides and put this nation, and the world, on a righteous path. My biggest fear is that the correct outcome for now will be a continuance of what's happening... more politics as usual.. as Iran tests its weapons... How many more people need to die and suffer before people wake up to the truth and the deceptions?

Meanwhile.. I keep thinking about all the training and such I've received over the years... rockumentaries, etc...first one I ever did, by request of my high school teacher, never could figure out why, was on Justin Hayward & John Lodge.. the Moody Blues... did it, never got aired... always wondered why... still, here I am doing this the way I'm doing it. I honestly wish there was a way to work things out to do mainstream, but it doesn't seem meant to be. it could be so easy.  And here I am, afraid for the world, holding out against the very people I feel most at home with. With whom I feel I belong. Alienated from the very people who are supposed to provide support for my efforts.

God does work in mysterious ways. Sometimes, I just wish he''d work faster, and fill me in on the details so I wouldn't have to wonder :} Still, what there is to do is to systematically, patiently do my work and remain connected to Him and His plan... that's what keeps me centered and grounded... and gives me faith that I am taking the steps He would have me take.

I'm thinking I might try to find that agent who contacted me a week or so ago.. said he was with those guys from Virginia.. I'm assuming it's CIA. Tom, if you're out there, I didn't get your area code... feel free to be in touch, I'm actually looking forward to a de-briefing.

KOKid: I wish I had something to repent in the matter. I've read the descriptions of how the inititation forces people to comply to exist. I won't do that. Sade. When Do I Get To Make  A Living? The real question is always, what are YOU committed to, and what are you willing o do to fulfill upon the intent of that commitment...


7/9/2008 - I'm amused by th edialectic being played out between Obama and me and Hillary.. I wonder if Barack understands.. looks to me like he's part of the machine now.

Did some gardening... painting... the painting really is interesting, not sure what to think about it. Painted it upside down... has some nteresting overtones... I'll get the camera working with the computer in the next couple of days.

Meanwhile... there's a lull going on... I spend my time wondering what God has in store next... despite what seems like "busy work" I'm doing, I know it all adds up to success. One way or another. If nothing else, important issues will be brought to light.

To the media: I don't all the details, I do know there were some pretty hefty betrayals, and I don't have the answers. All I know to do is move forward, present the story and the case, and let the chips fall. 'm still hoping I'll be able to emerge, after all, with a story about real patriotism instead of betrayal...  pray for that outcome. All I reqest is no further betrayals. I am amused, but not thankful, by the way people set themselves up to cause their own long-term embarrassment... but I am confident of one thing, though I don't know why.. and tht is that God will win this election. Regardless of the outcome. So if you're underestimating me, be careful. I won't quit no matter what.

I do love you all though...

PS: On chemtrails... took video the other day.. the chopper guys swooped down on the property twice, and then went away, and then the chemtrails were dumped... the video doesn't lie.. although it looks like I was set p again to make a prediction based upon a "trick"... that's okay, still got the spraying on video. Thanks chopper guys!


 

7/4/2008 - Rainy this morning, not much wind. Finally cleared up and was nice. Planted acorn squash and artichokes in planters. Gave the chopper a nice mini-display of fireworks:} Gave 'em a nice salute during the sparklers. Conversion is going well, but there's so muchmaterial

Oh... did some painting. I'm still doing it upside down, but I swear when you look at it right side up, it looks like the Mad Hatter with a strange hat on... and in the top of the hat is a piano. The only time I ever saw Alice in Wonderland was like 40  years ago, when Billy Preston was the Cheshire Cat. :} Always comes back around. Loved him on Hootenanny too. :}

G'night.

7/3/2008 - 8:50 pm  Thursday Night Just caught a jet laying down a heavy load of chemtrails. Got video of it too. Let's see what happens in the midwest by Sunday. Here, it's cold and cloudy... we'll see. It was warm today.

7/3/2008 - The painting's going well.

7/2/2008 - 5:45 pm - To the KOKid. We don't need Freud. Listen to James. When he says "young", he means "Jung".. you know, transactional analysis...  Company Man . I thought you were up on this stuff :}

There's one thing I've always wondered about that my mom gave me.. a cheap plastic broach that I think is of Queen Elizabeth II... Silver edges, her face on a background of... sky blue. Except that material I have on my wall, which is really pretty, and the prayer mat... :}

7/1/2008 - Wrote to a few people yesterday. As always, no reply. I'd be more concerned if they did write back. :} Wrote to one person about not betraying me again.  Woke up this morning to electronic attacks so intense that some appliances were vibrating.  Guess that's my answer, and I will conduct myself accordingly in the future.  The people I'm talking about know who I am addressing.

Isn't it interesting that I decided to make my tooth a symbolic gesture... and then the Temptations Ball of Confusion... and eye for an eye,  a tooth for a tooth. Suunds like an equitable trade to me. All I have to say is that from the beginning, I was only interested in getting things straightened out. No criminality. Looks like Bush and CFR still want to challenge me to prosecute them. Of course, it all depends on Obama winning... so that they'll retain control of the justice department, and, refuse to take action against their own crimes. Just like Bush and Ashcroft.

Anyone who thinks there is a diffference between Democrats and Republicans will be seriously disappointed in the very near future.


6/29/2008 -I bought myself a small kit of acrylic paints and supplies a few days ago. Finally started a painting... I had it standing up on end when I applied the first strokes of paint. It looked like whales and birds and trees, and sort of oriental. Then I turned it on its side. It looked like lions and tigers. And then I turned it upside down, and it looked like the head of a goat. So I turned it upside sown again, and decided to paint it upside down, just for the fun of it to see what God delivers this time. :} It's pretty funny. I have to turn my head upside down to see how it's going... but other than that, I'm having fun with it. Maybe I'll post some pictures of it later as it progresses. :}

I was watching CNN today, and saw a group campigning... "Jesus for President"... :} Nothing like a solid professional reporter to soothe my nerves. :}

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