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Of Concern & Love

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Footnotes In
Gary Wright - Dream Weaver

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I am not a radical, I am a citizen who knows the truth of the material & spiritual planes
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 littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Seals and Crofts - The Longest Road - A05 - One Planet, One People Please

Inspired by Lindsay Graham
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(You might say this is where I log my thoughts before actually doing anything, and that what is expressed here is my thought, not necessarily what I think, or what I have concluded about anything :})

The Corporate News & Media
are hiding the most important news in the
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Your freedom is in jeopardy. This is not an exaggeration.
The financial crisis in America is not by accident.

 littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Aesopian Language is communications that convey an innocent meaning to outsiders but hold a concealed meaning to informed members of a conspiracy or underground movement (like the United States Government). I do this with members of the government, media, and "political acquaintances", overt and covert, all "friendly" to the United States Government and it's citizens. What is written here is understood by those people, and you too, if you follow the U.S. News and understand dialectics.

I never thought I'd be talking like this, but the truth is the truth...

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It's corruption, then the economy!

And the Democrats Just Proved It

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Zbigniew Brzezinski is a sociopathic pervert, and he's Barack Obama's National Security Advisor, hired by the Rockefellers and the Council on Foreign Relations to mastermind the downfall of America and the global installation of the New World Order. He will be the Dick Cheney equivalent in an Obama Administration.
It's happening before your eyes.

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Since you guys are going to have so much free time soon, I really thought I'd recommend Hafiz. Check this out... It' s a penguin book.. you guys even bought the books... I'll bet it's in the post office  downstairs:} Even your ownership is a pattern of conspiracy once the big picture is laid out:}  Holographic, you know :} Amazing. When the setup's too perfect...

The Only Material

What a skilled man can do with a hammer

The advanced pilgrim can do with Thought.

One builds their own seat in this world

Using God

The only material that is everywhere.

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At least now I really understand why the Dalai Lama laughs at everything.

For the record: The night I met Anthony Michael Hall, he wasn't being arrogant or anything like that, nor did we have any unpleasant exchanges. He introduced himself very humbly, I didn't really know who he was, and I was at  a place where we had an agreement not to take advantage of each other's professions.. a safe place.. so when he introduced himself.. I figure he must have seen my "inquisitive look, like, ok, so what do you want me to know" and he must have sensed that, and like most people do with me, my fault, he probably thought I was annoyed or something. I said I blew him off, actually, I was just wondering what he  would say next... that's all that happened ... he was totally cool. And if I met him today, I'd still probably get the same look on my face. I'm just not the groupie type :}

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I pray that one day people will know truth as a friend

Not an affront to their senses but a pleasure to obtain

A surprise as a gift that would otherwise go unnoticed.

I pray that one day people will truly know love

In all its passion and intimacy, warmth and wholeness

A place and a person to be in, a dance in which to celebrate each moment.

I pray that one day people will understand that dreams

Are the beginning of creation, joy and fulfillment

Manifesting themselves in actions propelled by the feeling

Of hope in God's love and blessings He provides,

Daily, hourly, moment by moment

With every heartbeat and smile and tear

Cleansed by the wind of the love of a friend

That none have yet to find or hold like a fresh picked flower.

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11/14/2008 - It's interesting how the emulations have fooled everyone.. we've been in  humanistic, apostate, gaia and... era for sdo long, and no one noticed... still the apostasy is ever-increasing by people on all sides who see the turth without the context. I'm afraid to look at Revelations and see where we're at today.. I'd mentioned that even people can have a personal Armageddon.. and I know I'v been played with and my responses have been tested in a wide variety of circumstances.. I guess people trying to figure what  I'd do and others thinking it's up to them to test me beyond the prophecy of the Bible to fill their own needs instead of looking to fulfill the needs of God, as requested of His servants who promised to serve as He asks, not as their opinions inform them. Someone was actually to have revealed me long ago.. people think not because they don't recognize the context of my life, their lives, Biblical time and the constant search for supernatural acts to convince them of miracles and deity...    someone who would cause calamity and the very destruction and harm they would seek to escape and be rescued from.

Unfortunately, if and when it ever happens, it appears it will occur like that because, while others believe that my faith in God is being tested, and that I must act foolishly and impetuously by acting hastily, I know I am actually serving His plan by allowing those who choose to disobey God to destroy themselves with their own lack of integrity. I only wish I'd picked a different paradigm other than the good samaritan. I'd have been a wealthy man, and I could just buy servants... that's the way the world works, after all.

Just as the failures in  God's world are because of people's failure to do what God requests. What a mobius.

So, apparently,  people have decided what God's role should be in the world. God rejects it. I reject it. Things are going to happen that will finally prove to people that they really do not have Biblical interepretation in context, or that they do not see that they have joined the ranks of the anti-Christ through their lack of information or because they choose to go along, view their own sense of self in their anointings that they believe their role is more important than His plan... personally, I view myself as the servant and deliverer of His plan, suppressed by all who were to assist me, blamed for the crimes committed against me, saddened by the catastrophe caused by people not wanting to believe truth over false hope and obvious deception...

"If I couldn't speak, I would write..." easy to say, except that when you know that what you write is scooped up and used by people who deceive others to believe it is their words and message, those who would purposefully, once again, hijack a religion... those who see it and now choose to save themselves... understandable,   but not faithful servants, and maybe not really even Christians. Because a Christian would take certain action to fulfill His plan. I believe I did, the prophecies have been and are being fulfilled... faster and faster... and will proceed to their natural conclusion without intervention.

Because people apparently think I just came out of nowhere, they believe that the times and my life have to conform to their interpretations, their perceptions of time and its relationship... wanting to see if my life fulfilled what they believe, adn I'm certain that without a witness of knowledge they would not ever believe... because noone has told them to continue to view from the watchtower, and even those on the watchtower have fallen asleep and refuse to see the man they say they suffer on behalf of. Apparently, it is the suffering they enjoy, the reason to be victims, more than their belief or willingness to have their prize and reward, because having it would mean needing to seek new purpose, new identity... and the righteousness that veils their misdoings. Over and over again.

The veil of the facade of righteousness... I should probably copyright that. As if it matters.

I think of how little I wanted out of life.. materially.. figured it would come one day just by doing good work and being true to my values learned from His word.... not denying at all that I appreciate things that money buys...  but the one thing that has mattered most to me, my whole, was being true to the values I received from my Father, He is source, and so all wisdom and spiritual guidance  is of Him and through me and others who are connected to Him in their times. The connection is being broken for so many, I'm surprised, without knowledge of my life, of just how far it has gone. And I realize that the rejection of the Son of Man really actually is contained in those words "if you hate me, you hated my father"...  One day people will fully realize that my Father's love was never conditional, always to be given, and that the choice He granted was ultimately an opportunity to show Him that we did not require His gudiance, fostering the "I'd rather do it myself" attiutudes of a world that would prefer to conform to a world that does not provide what a world of love would provide... because people know that world, they're comfortable in their suffering, they know how to cope and respond.

How would you respond to a world, a man, a God, who would love you no matter what? History shows, that we constantly choose to serve ourselves.. to claim beliefs and faiths and truths that we only believe in a fantasy... saving that will not really occur but keeps us hopeful as we are tortured by evil people... the hope those evil people need to keep us ensalved. To keep you enslaved.

You might think my refusal to get a pitiful job beneath my skills is laziness.. I assure you, it is discipline. My time is worth something, even just as a man... my life s worth something, but I refuse to surrender  it any longer to people who know who I am, or don't , but still believe that I have a price to pay, a lesson to learn or standard of theirs to measure... since the only values I really have are wrapped in the values of His word and teaching, with full appreciation of Jesus the Christ, I will stand firm in His plan and His choices for my life. And He is asking the world to choose, before more damage is done, or until it is understood why the totality of prophecy must be allowed.

Some say that giving to a servant shoud only be done if there is value received. I must assume I have delivered none, but amusement and a measure upon which indiviudals can measure their own righteousness and superiority. I give tothose who provide value, and because I choose to perpetuate acts of faith beyond my own abilities and opportunities.  Whatever reeadon I give, that anyone gives, it should be honored as part of God's plan. But when that giving satisfies that you have given your share, while the job is not done, and say "someone else will do it. I've done my part"...  Then you know that people have no real undertanding of or commitment to His plan, but merely to their own salvation in the eyes of other people, who sin with each judgments.

We are all guilty of our own  transgressions. The truth of our transgressons can harm us, or bear witness to His love, devotion, forgiveness and empowerment.

Some would say that God's presence in the world is simply a spiritual matter, a presence or expression and display of His wisdom occurring in the world. Not really a person with feelings or form, but  a manifestation in the world. A result of His servants. And not to criticize His servants in this respect, but look at the world.

And still, you would have me believe that there is something to prove to you all, when I proven myslf to God, and He asked to have faith in His wisdom. I do. Do you? Really?

PS: When the Bible says all these things, like the New Jerusalem, will come from the sky, heavens, etc... where do you think we all and everything comes from? D o you really believe tha God will snap His fingers, and a brand new israel will simply fall out of the sky. Do you really believe there's some mythical cloud in the sky where God sits? And when musical chairs ends and everyone thinks they've jockeyed for and deserve their seat, who will decide that? Their opinions of themselves and their perceptions, or God?

There's an interesting one for ya.

Back to building a camper. And if anyone thinks this is all directed at one person, you'd be really wrong.

It was a fun psyop. But then, my whole life has been a psyop, and I thought my dreams were real. There is no reality, and I suppose I am a fool to believe in God, but I always did, always will, and I will love Him desptie the depravity I have witnessed in His name. I pray He will free me from this world.  And I'm not Elijah, despite a world that would like to comfort and reward itself with its false wisdom and knowledge.

In the end, all I will be viewed as is one more of millions of victims of their government that everyone turns their heads away from, washes their hands of, and allows to perish saying.. oh it was just their lot in life, and I'm glad it wasn't me... God does not create obstacles, the Devil and people do. Who ar you of? Ain't it ironic that I will be one of the millions forgotten, just like God. There are no coincidences.

The good news for all of you is that I've just handed you everything you need to call me an apostate and justify yourselves. Can't wait to see who they install next. And if truth ever occurs in this world again.

11/13/2008 - 11:45am... Such a night, such a night. sweet something under the moonlight... and all that. I feel free. Amazing ain't it. Don't know that I have anything useful to say. I just realized I'm not editing  the page I wanted to edit... actually I am, I just forgot there was only one thing I wanted to do, and am so used to rambling on that I thought it was requisite. Welcome to my world. Again. If you dare :}

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The M Dialectic.

11/12 - 10:40 pm - Watching my pastor makes me talkative. The latest letter to the Apostles includes the phrase "The only riches of value are the riches of the blessings of God provided for His service."  So, consider that the advanced galleys on that one. RU4REAL? Reminds me of my favorite car license on a Mercedes RUZ14ME... business. I only have one apostle, and that's iffy:}

I wanted to say again, tonight as I was being irreverent about being a High Priest, I hope you understand I  mean no irreverence. I really don't. I'm just bored, making up games to play... like playing scrabble against yourself. I actually have a great deal of respect for the people and positions of those in churches, the rules and all.. the thing, is despite titles and ordinations, I really believe in equality in a team, leadership that empowers... and while, if I was speaking to you directly, in person, you would find me conducting my self with complete appropriate decorum.... not to conform, but to respect, and as fellow citizens, to empower with the love that comes from leadership by love. One day, if I am released, rescued from or escape this, I really do want to talk a great deal with groups about the rippling permutatons and holographic nature of love of all kinds expressed in every moment in every action. And what  a difference  that would make on this world.

Bless you as we face the losses caused by deception in the coming months.

Look up Barak in your Bibles.... Are we gonna let 'em do it again?

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I love Aretha Franklin... All the King's Horses... ya never know. Her house burned down in 2002 I believe, after I talked about her and featured her on the site. So I figured it was safe to mention her again. Love you.

All this can end very quickly. I know how.  Who will empower me?

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I'm running out of archetypes. We might just have to move on to the master mold.

PS: You can trust one thing about me, M, I really am the guileless type. Often times, I'll suggest things, and then in retrospect, notice other spin-off "marketing benefits".. you might say.. that were not part of my intent, but available and exploitable, and I always maek sure my partners benefit at least as much as I do. Please remember, hard as it is to compartmentalize, I'm really not like most people, I'm  not an opportunist, I'm a servant. The time is now. And that's the only thing actually on my mind. The same thing happens when God blurts things out of my mouth and I realize later how greater significance they have than when I first uttered the words. It's part of the blessing. And you're right, Elijah didn't want to die, He wanted a miracle. And God does not make the obstacles. Nor does He endorse suffering. Think about it. I'm actually "operating" about 5 prophets right now all at once. Is there such a thing as quadrality and quintrality? "} Me thinks not.  Not on purpose, anyway:} I think there's just one... and all. Oh oh, just skipped a few more verses :}


We're  now on Revelations 16:17.  Faithful servants are not stepping stones. And God does not ask of those who do not ask for the privilege of service. He keeps His promises to those who keep theirs. All is vanity.

11/12 - 11:02 M. The psyops guys had a lot of fun today messin' with me.. feels like alot of microwave going on. So I finally try to call and of course, they cut it off each time. So it either sets up like so many other psyops that have been done, or simple games and interferences. Don't know what to think. Can' tfugure why these people would go through so much trouble to get me to watch, and then do another "test"... I'm just not feeling like being tested anymore. None of that is intended to be criticism of you.

It seems that alot of people think it's funny to keep playing these games, gaining my trust and then dumping me somehow... There is nothing new here for me to trust, and everything in me tells me to walk away, and just let it go. I'm not going to play out someone's little street scene to make a bunch  of sick people laugh at my expense. It's got nothing to do with pride, it has to do with respect. If anyuone thinks they're doing me any favors by teaching me one last thing or forcing me to endure one more test of faith or endurance, all I gotta say is what you're  really doing is evoking the remorse of God for His sacrifices and the life of His son.  Barak only thinks he wins.

God's love is eternal, that can be depended upon, But His tolerance of such things cannot.

That's His message.. it truly is.


I suppose it at least served the purpose of keeping me distracted for a while, like usual.

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11/11/2007 - 3:31 pm - I've been suitting here dealing with people takin ga new tact on my psyops by making it seem as if they're concerned people wanting to hear my side of things and my feelings... been there, done that a thousand times. To no avail. And so I sit here, wondering what to do, surrendering to God's way and waiting to see if here is one whi will stand or if I should walk away.

I ended up reading Hebrews after going through the process.  never did  read the verse I was actually looking for in Hebrews :} I don't fight it anymore...:}Ya know, I've read all that beofre and I know all abou the High Priest stuff and that was pretty cool, but when I was readin gthe Bible  afew years back, I wasn't reading it to find out abou tme, I was reading it to undersand why what I believed in was so different that what people in the world believe.. I wondered what I had missed... and then came to realize that somehow or another I had missed very little... and then, wondered what happened. Somewhere in this meanagerie of attempted communications I wrote that I'm not more impressed with who I am than God is impressed with who He is. I am just who I am, I do whtat I do... Iknow myself, have healthy sef-esteem, a  balanced ego.. and quite frankly, right at this moment, I'm proud of myself and my life, even without knowledge of the setups.

That said, I read Hebrews... rememebred what my pastor said about condemning people and all... which buged me becaus ei knew that I  wasn't condemning people, they were condemning themselves, and I was trying to warn them. A while back I was seeking God's advice and I read to not concern yourself with the faithful... but to speak to thos ein power and those who controlled how things were unraveling, and so I did. Trusting that when the time came, those same faithful would recognize the message and revisit the words in the Bible and see... even more as I have today reading Hebrews, that who I am, the words I speak and the actions I actually do take are true to the prophecies and descriptions. Today, it was so true. Except, as the verses stated, I am at the point of simply saying that amke a choice, because I don't know what else to do or say.. in terms  of my cirucumstances, the circumstances  of billions of others, God's word and message... there's so much more I need to say to fulfill the plan, things I'm supposed to do, understanding who I am and the responsibilites and joy that goes with that responsibility.... seeing possibilities and  opportunities fall away one by one...    the price has already been paid, I never asked for more than my value, and never received it in any way. Sometimes I have to yell at my dog to get his attention. And once I have it, I pet him and love him and when he knows everything's okay and I don't really think he's bad or has anything to feel guilty for, he'll do anything I ask.   I'm kinda the same way, I'll bet you are too.

Hebrews... :} guess I'll finish reading it now... I jus twant you to know I'm figuring out my plan, cause I gotta do something one way or the other, and I'm not suffering for the enjoyment and edification of others. My pastor has a commision - what a beatutiful testimony I share in so many ways... except I DO have a commision to save the world if it wants to be saved.. :} If it wants to. That's the bottom line. So I'm sittin' here... waitin' and wondering... and the only thing that matters between now and the day I hit the road is what actually, tangibly occurs. The rest is just psyops, and means nothing more to me than that the world is a place where God is not welcome, and I can accept that choice just as well as any other. Because this really is the real test, who will empower me... and I hate it that this has become about me..  even knowing that it's really about you after all.

I actually don't concede anything to anyone... you need to understand that. I don't like saying things like this, because it sounds like begging. And my dislike of saying this is not because of pride. It's because I understand the real question being posed by God to the world, to those who see this, those whose ranks must contain someone who will take a stand  for me. Which is a stand for Him. The choices are clear. The results are clear. Just as Hebrews explains that the promise is revoked of those who continue to do what they do knowing that what they do is wrong.

My life is in your hands, until it is in mine, in life or mortal death.

Ultimately, that is simply the fact. So, choose.

Personally, if I knew the Son of Man was being held from doing His work, I'd do something about it. Cause I told God that I'd learn and do what He said to prepare me for the important day of doing His real work, the big job He prepared me for for the big day of the return of His Son to bring the Kingdom to the world. To do the work required of me when that day came. And that day is here.  If you want it.   Believe it or not, this is when the choice must be made for the deliverance of His promise or the continuation of the tyranny that is about to enslave you more. A promise that will never be revoked, but only delivered when chosen. A day that can only come when the declared faithful do the work He instructed them to always be watchfu and vigilant in preparation for, to do when the day came.

Choose. It's your life. What do you believe? Act upon your beliefs, or fail yourselves, the messages God has given you to learn and disseminate, the world and the hastening of His promise... inquire why it is your choice, and not mine. And when you do, do what He would have  a faithful servant do, if you were to believe that I am truly the one.

Frankly, I've lost faith in people. I don't apologize for that, regardless of who I am. That';s why I leave it up to you, and assume there is no one who would stand for me, just as before, which will prove that nothing has really been learned. What else could I believe?

The hardest thing I had to swallow when doing support work was when I becamee convinced that people I worked for didn't want me to care, they just wanted me to work and get paid so they retained control. The only reason I was doing what I did was because I cared. And it was a way for me to be a teacher.

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rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) PS: Stevie Wonder - Signed, Sealed, Delivered I'm... My business card :}


What do you think, is it the scales of justice, or a lighthouse? They always like this :} I like rainbows :} Love ya'll.

11/10 - Let it be known that anyone harming my friends will be dealt with. God and I have a long list. A loing list, that won't be forgotten. If anyone with access to this has any doubts, just keep pushing it. If anyone uses the illegal and immoral and unethical facets of me to smear people will get  a come uppance. I used to write lots of great ads for companies I knew nothing about,with just  aline or two to embellish what I knew people would want to hear.

Wnt to play the smear game? You picked th ewron gguy to play it with. I have gone soar out of my way to stay away from that, but I have a few articles I could release that I've refreained from publish out of integrity that I' dbe glad to release, and I can track down anyon eand do a number on them, and then I have a few other tricks that were played on me that are useful tools, and I'll unleash them on you. And none if its illegal. None. So go ahead and push it.

6:15pm - The psychotronic attacks have been pretty intense the last few days. This is what they did to me after election 2004... shut me down for 4 years... just made my life complete hell everyday... And I sit here wondering how people can allow this for me and all the other people being affected..It's just beyond me. Talk about computing pi. That's the one that does it for me, and for most other victims. It'll start happening to all the rest of you too.

I don' treally know who sees this or if it's true that stuff gets transmitted because of implants... there have been so many deceptions in my life, all I know is what I've experienced, and the evidence I've collected.

I have to assume that the public, of those who know, don't really believe I am the proverbial "Son of Man"... I believe it. Objectively, without doing the research and knowing what I know, looking at this website would make it difficult. I know that better than anyone else becaus eo fall the pysops and all. I even wrote a detailed thing about the history of sex a few years back that I disagree with...  and 2-3 weeks later the History Channel played a special of the same name... clearly, because of production time, and because it was before I understood psychotronics, it became one of the things that made me realize it was affecting me... I get silly and angry because of   psychotronics, and the fact that I just have to amuse myself and express myself somehow. At least I know there are people who read it... I  feel pretty trapped, and yet I know that my next move will be the most important one. And it's just got to be the right one... because I am the Son of Man or whatever you want to call me or think of me as..

They say a prophert is never accepted in his own land... most of you who think I'm anyhting think I'm that... if you actually understood the stroy, you' dknow I could be anyone, anytime I choose in theis crazy, never ending story, as it keeps repeating itself, leading to the same destructive paths over and over again, and I'm kind of tired of having a world so devastated by evil people.   But it's all the same, it's all been done before... That's  why God made the promise that this was the last time. One way or another, it is.

I have to admit I'm not looking forward to it, but I suppose I do have to leave the country and the only problem with that, given the way things go, I'm concerned that the U.S. Government will start a war. Why, I don't really know... I guess I do, and it's not about me. In a way, it should have been... but if it was, then there wouldn't be war in the first place.

I can only do so much. Sequestered like this, I'm not allowed to have any sort of life, speak to anyone about much of anything without being the brunt of jokes and tricks, everything of value has been taken from me, even the right to have real love. And I just don't understand it. Except, no wonder the world is in the shape it's in. If   I'm the condition of the cosmos, then the world being the way it is is no wonder. Do you really want it destroyed? What would you do if this was your child, sitting on the internet, wondering why so many people seem to know,and why so many people read sick stuff from people like Dean Koontz.  At least Stephen King doesn't usually write about police abducting their daughters, killing the family, then locking her in a small room and watching her deteriorate until she slits her wrists with her teeth, saying usually, after about 3 months, they kill themselves... a part of  a book that I was given to read when I began my "profiling" and such. What was that about influences? The concept: what would it take to break a personality and create it to be what you wanted it to be.  So I thought about sublliminals and all, and went a little ways into it to think about how it would need to be done. And I just couldn't fathom it. I couldn't fathom it. It always comes down to one thing for me, personally, and in theory... and i have a shpiel about thinking and thought and belief... separate from action... but it always comes down to the same thing...

No matter what thoughts you have, no matter how weird or angry or stressed it gets, the bottom line is always, what is it that has people cross the line and  be so willing to do harm to someone else? You can look at it from all angles, the theoretical thrill of gettting away with something wroong, maybe being a little naughty. But everytime it gets to the point that it means to do whatever you'd have to harm someone, I just don't understand how people cross that line. I just don't understand it. I assur eyou, everything I've done tha tI would have to admit would appear strange to other people, it was done by request, and the patterns of the setups against me for decades is incredibly, sadly and undeniably clear... if I' donly known that I was, as Captain Satellite said "Wired". How could I have known? And then, more interestingly, what difference would it have made in a world where so many people allow this to occur to so many people?

I'm going to take the idea of America with me. Hard to tell what I'll do with it. It only works in a just world.

To the guy with the sign in Shelton... your definition of hope may have been true one day, but these days, hope is a product, and it never lives up to expectations.. it's more of a yearning that drives you, that you pray for, that's insane, because you and your leaders keep doing the same things, and getting the same results. And citizens keep hoping for things they believe can come true, but never do, because if they did, your leaders could never manipulate you by selling you hope again. One day you'll wake up and realize what I've been telling you is true, and you'll be even more angry because that guy tried to tell you... I don't say that out of anger or indignation, I say it out of sorrow.

M - I'll just call you that... I don't know what the story is on you and my engrams and all.. it was fun, won' tdeny it. I do hope we'll meet down th eroad.   It's reare that I'm as impressed with someone as I am with you, and that's as a consumer and as me and that other bouncing around in my head. :} Tried to call a bunch of times.. tell your receptionist it was me, and the CIA I guess, I wasn't harassing them, though I was encourage when I got the busy signal. Don' tknow when that other stuff started... I know how it works though, and I know how to put a stop to it all.. so if and when, that'll be up to you, you have responsibilities.. and I sure hope you're not getting zapped.. and I'm sorry my reaction was so insensitive... in my world, it was just one more silly thing. On eo fthose.. you don' tdo to people... and if I was n't in this place, I wouldn't have reacted like that. They say they won' t let me get through on the phone, and I'm not going to do the homeless act in L.A. so Time Warner and GE can write me off or corece me into signing anything away. All that comes back down the road somehow... the magic part...  the power of one :} As long as I still have breath, I might as well try. :} Might as well. Kid  Charlemagne ain't as dumb as they think. They tried to get me to do that one before. It was a nice vacation. :} I think I wrote a song that started "Maybe I'm crazy..." it' s a decent tune... and then there was "Special Place"... anyway, you get the picture.. apparently.

Que Sera.

11/10/2008 - 12:42 - If people in the world do some right things, the   following wil be irrrelevant. Meanwhile

India Arie - Acoustic Soul - 08 - Ready for Love

I am absolutely astounded at people's attitudes toward God, especially in the United States. the nation God cose to lead the world in His Kingdom. But, apparently those day s are truly over...

There's certainly a great deal of knowledge in the world to be found... if you can sort them from the lies.. people who claim to be seekers of truth tend to be seekers of the truth of others, but not the truth of the  world and the universe and themselves... no matter how much love I have inside of me, for this world,  if peopledo not want the gifts of God in their lives, if even th eministers ar eunwilling to hear, then there is nothing I can do. I don't accept it, I never quit... but maybe the truth is all that's left for me is the next tim earound. It's disappointing. It could have been fun and easy.. it really could have been..

There's so much beauty in the world that noone sees because we're so busy making money and living our lives  that it all gets lost in a blur of neon signs and billboards, broken hearts and cheap imitations of God, posing and politicians and advisors and liars of all sorts who would not have you know the turht, because it would cost them their lives, mortally and spiritually.

Nonetheless, despite the knowledge in the world, I feel that there are always worthy lessons, but I have nothing to actually learn from you that I do not already know, and that you do not already know. But deny for your own lust and insecurity. And the fact that all that I am and know has been extracted is the proof of the hijacking of Christianity and America, and God's Kingdom, which He will reclaim soon, but at a much higher cost than woul have been paid if only person had the courage to stand for God. And the Bible says that person would not be me, but someone standing for me. I do not believe that person exists.

I don't know what more to say except good luck, I'm sorry you rejected me in such evil and hurtful ways. All I really wanted to  do in this world,in my own way, in many ways, was to give love. I'm saddened that all that was seen of me was me in my worst moments, in times when my life was staged to purposely make me look evil, that anyone had to be exposed to such things, particularly me, and that the world I live in would countenance such evil, and participate in it with what appears to be such enjoyment.

Love doesn't matter when people refuse to  receive it. But like me, I don't want a deceptive love, one that expects more than give and accept with the moments and the tides of life, that flourishes and provides so much more. To me it seems to be a simple thing.

Often, the simplest things are the hardest, but not for me.

To most, I suppose I am simply one more victim of my government. One more person easy to ignore and allow to perish without concern or implication of significance. For your sakes, I sincerly hope that's true.

My love is forever.

Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall

Jackson Browne - Naked Ride Home - 09 - Don't You Want to Be There

11/9 - 11:45am I keep going over in my mind this thing about making Christianity relevant, and unfrotunately, I understand why. It's interesting to me that I would be the Son of Man, and yet have no connection to any churches. I'm clear a great deal of that had to do with psuops as well as certain Christian churches who believed they should harm me into conforming to their beliefs... like the LDS guy in the laundromat who actually did threaten me with violence and prosecution if I didn't see things his way..

Then there's the Baptists and more. And I still can't get over the fact that the minister who baptized me won't talk to me. It's amazing.

What's more interesting thought is the idea that if people, Christians, ministers, are offended by my thoughts and expression of my experiences of Christians and churches, you might want to ask your question why a guy who says he fully believed in th emessage of CHrist since he was a child, regardless of my not liking to go to church.. I kid about it being my day off, and that was abig part of the reason, but the fact is, a good deal of the reason is because I didn't agree with their brand of evangelism. I thought it was intrusive, abusive and anti-Christian in nature, particularly when they'd sit outside bars in order to shame people who drink alcohol. It's the same thing as abortion clinics - and why I wouldn't join peace groups.. I speak of peace and for that you speak of war... you complain of your own persecution and don't even realize you create it yourself.. and that is where churches are failing God, and why Christianity isn't relevant, and why the CFR and Time-Warners and financiers will likely get away with damaging religion altogether. And why so many of you would sit there and watch while your supposedly good guy has been tortured his entire life. And why he has a negatiove opinion of churches coming in. And then there's the issue of all the other victims.. if you know about me, and you know about others, why have they suffered so long> And if you want to play aesopian games and act like it's cute to send me little hello messages, you need to know you are perceived as part of the psyops against me. And, if you can't have compassion and do something about the position of people like me.. and between ministers... knowing who I am and the real implications.. understanding that for quite some time, down through history, materials have been written about how people in His Kingdom, with the power of government and the leadership of churches, have suppressed and literally killed God in what His current incarnation is.. you begin to understand that this wourld doesn't want God, they want the world of God and the public honor of serving God, but from my perspective.. and forgive my subjectivity as well as objectivity inside my compartmentalized world, I don't see that the churches are serving God at all.

If that remark bothers you, thenunderstand that your being in the world, the image of your churcha nd your leadership, is responsible for that. WHich is the reason by design that I wasn;t involved in churches, so I could look at it all objectively when the time came. If you want to protect yourself form my observations, then I ask you, who are you serving, do you really believe in God and why aren't you willing  to look at yourselves and be honest about yourselvers and reconcile your image, instead of enjoying your suffering and persecution and claimin git's in the name of God. It isn't. I'm at the point where I  don't even feel Christianity wants me.. and the funny part is, if you all think I'm such a pervert, why aren't you reaching out to me? Sort of tells the tale. And why so many churches are involved with  these operation - faith based charities - with the same weapons, thinking it's serving God to torture people into conformity, insanity and suicide. That's insane. And what you also need to come to grips with is that htis government is using psychotronics on your people, and they don't even know it. If that doesn't make you interested enough to check it out and find out it's true, then please, resign your psoitions for people who aren't so comfortable with their routine and prestige.

So now, go ahead and get upset at me and call me an ass, whatever you want. Don't like my anger, then stick yourself in  a dungeon somewhere, leave the lights on 24 hours a day, have all of your possessions stolen, have your identity stolen and starved for a while, and then tell me why you come up with the idea that Chrisitans can't be trusted since they don't assist you. I have broken no laws causing me to be treated and abused this way, and few of the others have, I'm wondering why you all think it's acceptable. I don't understand it.

But by all means, just write me off, don't contact me, and treat me like the bad guy... just don't bother coming around when it's my turn.. something about Do I know you? Hopefully, you'll all get over yourselves and do the right thing before it comes to that.

Sarah McLachlan - Rarities - 01 - Dear God

Then call Sarah and console her, and explain to her why she should give up her feelings too. And read this. You won't like it because it's a little too honest for ya.

2:07pm update again - People are really having fun with this one. I try to call, my phone stops working or the operator acts like they can't hear me :} So to whoever cares, I'm not just dropping everything and goin gto LA. So leave my phone alone. Nice waste of a day though, huh. For the record... I am not reading AL Gor'es book because you'r ea bunch of criminals.. I love this when the psyops guys make me fill this thing with psyop notes... so I keep calling... I was singing this morning... I find myself calling her at least 10 times a dya.. I don' tknow know how many times it's been but it's been alot. It rings at your end, I hear static, and it goes.. o now my phone records will show a dozen or so calls to your office... hanging up... calling back.. the receptionist is probably going nuts. :} Are you all laughing now? Weirder and weirder and weirder. It's really not fun.

11/10 2:28 I wrote the below last night,and more... it's a hell of a thing when you have to start busting ministers... I don't know what to think...I always take people for what they are, not who they've been, as if it matters to me anyway.. I could have helped you... I don't know what to say except that I guess you're on the list too. It's a ahsme You're so good at it too. I really thought you were on eof His servants, adn we were going to be partners in His work. So muchfor women and ministers...:} love yer shirt They set you up you know. It can be fixed.Seals and Crofts - The Longest Road - B04 - If and Any Day

What's that line.. and still His hands are outstretched... I must be an idiot :}

And to that pastor.. thanks for the final lesson about not trusting anyone. I'm sure you got some gigles  out of it at my expense. It's greatly appreciated and I'm sure will serve me well. My whole life, I've never found anyone actually willing to give up their pride if they didn't have to. And I still stand by the quality of your work, it just seems rather in vain given the circumstances. One day when you actually get hit by psychotronics, I assure you, you'll give up your pride. And I may assist you, but I won't be all that concerned. Like they say, what comes around, goes around, and I'm glad you like your dye.

Don't do God's work in secrecy. And stop mocking God.

If you think you know what I'm like by reading this stuff, trust me, you don't have a clue.

Ya know I didn't want to believe you'd participate in Psyops.. don't know if you  did it because you believed the lies about me, if you needed the money, if you just thought it was funny... but evrything that came on you r show was perfectly choreographed with the psyops.. appears everyone had a wonderful time with this one.. and you got to be part of showing everyone how tender hearted I really am, how broken hearted I get... I'll bet it might have even been somehting to do with keeping me, a supposed pervert, away from women. Strange thing, I've never forced myself on anyone... not rock stars, not anyone.. wish I had.. I had lots of opportunities... lots of 'em... but it figures they'd throw another women at me right befor ethe election to make sure they could prove a pattern.. I don't think I gave it to them, but who cares, it doesn't matter. Now, just for kicks, not like I have a right to justice, I guess I'll check to see if you're even a real minister, and add you to the list. It's a shame, you'r ereally talented, celearly part of the psyops against me. I suppose with the affiliation to Stanford, I should have known. When they do start zapping you, and they will, just breathe deeply, takes 10-20 minute walks to keep the blood flowing, and good luck, enjoy the psychotronic rape. Lots of other people have to endure it. That's what I don't get most about women, in  this situation.. allowing other women to be raped this way, over and over, and it's not your problem, until it is, and then it's too late, and it really is hell. You have no idea. But tell your friends they can all have a good laugh and a victory celebration over this... and that the world is safe from this pervert.. and you're the hero. Just another hope-seller. My dad always said, if it's on tv, it isn't real. He was right again. You almost got the books out of me. I think you're great anyway... I won't take that away from you. I just hope you're art least a real minister. Like I said, maybe you saw it, I don' tunderstand abnormal behavioral psychology.. and I don't want to. Speaking of DNA.. when I blurt out some things that are silly, I realize afterward that ut's one of those things that come true. So I'm gonna assume they got enough DNA to clone me...  and that's why I'm so hilariously expendable. Guess you could say it was a little too hilarious. Last call. I won' thold my breath. If you really are interested in truth, then when they find my things and claim such a wonderfulk find, let them know I was not Elijah, and that Iwas in fact the Son of Man, and that the Government killed me. And then enjoy being the great one who knew. It appears my life was solely  for the purpose of enriching others. You got some originals. I hope my death makes you rich. But at least you won't have the benefit of getting your question sanswered. I was going to put the body & souil medey online.. it's my favorite...  I believed it sorta :}

Got  a poem for you instead.. you'll recognize it...

Men mock and taunt and jeer thee
Thou snoble countenance
Though mighty worlds shall fear
Thee and Flee before thy glance
How art thous pale with anguish
With sore abuse & scorn
How doth thy visage languish
That once was bright as morn.

My burden in they passion, Lord
Thpu hast borne for me
For it was my transgression
Which brought this woe on thee
I cast me down before thee
Wrath were my rightful lot
Have mercy I implore thee
Redeemer spurn me not
Seal it for thy courts above

I am a poor wayfaring stranger...

This is a message for King Henry II, the final Holy Roman Emperor,
whose name means 'Help from God'.

Richie Havens - Simple Things

India - bless you far caring, and the thought of being in my captivity.. you don't want to be here, but it's comforting to know you're out there.  India Arie - Acoustic Soul - 08 - Ready for Love

At least the psyops guys will have a laugh or two at me feeling sad another day because no one will help even God's son.. they get off on saddism like that. PS Barack. You' reofficially a murderer. Hope it feels good.

Hey Dobbs and Olbermann... nice work.. tell Jack Welch to give you really big raises.

11/9/2008 - 12:51 am - I realized that it's important to point out to Christian ministers that although I will most certainly be presenting Jesus as the Christ and example, my job here is to represent the Kingdom, not just Christianity, so you need to start opening you rminds to the idea that the club isn't exclusive. The idea was that Chiristians would herald the son of man, making it easier to reconcile differences between churches and religions, as well as nations. SInce that's appartently not going to happen because you all think I'm a pervert, I think I am going to approach the Muslims first becaus ei think they'll haev a greater appreciation, becaue they are more aware of their beliefs and actually live them. So.. I don't  know what to tell you except get over your guilt trips (and religious perversions. ) Insulted? Me too.   And no, I don't have a whole lot more patience for this, but I thought it would be useful when all of you CFR ministers are "left behind" to know why) My madate is not to become a Christian minister. It's  a much bigger job than that, and why I don't think it's time.

It'll probably be messy, but you can always have Pat Robertson and LaHaye go on CNN and certify me as a satanic leader. That'll make it even more fun. Of course, CNN the CFR News Network, is the most rtusted nmame in news.. which ain't saying much given tha tpeople trust the news less than used car salespeople. Nice work on the holgrams. I'll be sure to point it out as your way of covering over you rmethods for later when you go to jail.

Aaron... why not make it easy on me and just tell me which songs you stole...  Tell Frank hi for me.

The good news about Maher leading the way on the anti-religion movement is how easy it will be to make a fool of him.

I cna't wait to see whaty the next women you use to discredit me looks like. Still can't beat Eve. How many years do you have to study at JFK to be a sex therapist... is it a multi-year study course, or is it a one nighter sort of thing?

What was that about reverence and civility? I fya'll ever decide to deal with the truth, it just might save your lives.

Kenny Rogers & the First Edition - Ruby, Don't Take Your Love Town

Paul McCartney & Wings - Wingspan Hits (Disc 1) - 13 - Junior's Farm (DJ Edit)

One other nnote: If anoyone else thinkls they'r egoing to suck me int to be their office manager or janitor, all I have to say is if you don't value in what you read her, and you can't support, thaen don't read this site. And by the way, yo umight want to tell your phone operators to smille and act like they give a damn when you call them.

Stivo will enjoy this jump in compartments... :} The thing I love best about being the Son of Man is getting to talk about all the crazy stuff I've always thought about... :}

Thought I'd throw in a mix for all the people I confuse with my compartments :} Is he mad, is he still in love, which engram are they using now? I won't tell you the joke the Psyop guy told.. something tells me a few people are giggling right now:}

The reason I know I'm not Elijah is because Elijah was the sex fiend, not me... interesting how these CFR people relied on people not reading the Bible.. that's why you were setting me up with all these women... so you could tell people I was Elijah. Should have burned those books long ago:} DNA.. yeah, I know. Too bad cloning ain't further  along (that'll win me some points:}) Now I'm getting the message I'm supposed to have a kid. I'm too old for this :}

You guys must get stoned at Langley when you make this stuff up.

Michael Tomlinson - LivingThings - 03 - Make It This Way

Michael Tomlinson - Still Believe - 06 - Run with Me

Michael Tomlinson - Run This Way Forever - 07 - By a Friend

Ask all the questions you want... you'll be confused afterward, cause you'll think the answers wil help you understand me:}Like I told Dobbs, I'm an enigma :}

Perfect matches are the kind that come in little metal cases, light even when they're all wet, and when they heat up, they either really cook or burn you :} You can quote me on that:}

Enough silliness...what was that book by Whaley.. the begner's guide to the afterlife.. good boook, I don't like the part about forgetting your name though.. that's disconcerting :} Savage will get that one and explain it to you. :} Now about this Godot thing... :}

Heart - TBD - 100 - Magic Man I got lots O' Nick names.. that's funny, nick names :}

I am so looking forward to working on my healing skills.. I  already know I do it some... that's how I got the name above

The guys at Langley dictated this sample letter to send to terrorists: (as we call them)

Dear Osama (or do they still call you Tim?)

For the next few years, there are two cliches whch express the strategy for  the plays I'll be running. The first "The roafd to hell is paved with goo d intentions", and just for now, we'll give these people the befit of the doubt that they thought they were doing the right thing, until we send them to tthe Hague, at least.

Meanwhile, the real opeartional strategy is going to be "What if they threw a war and nob dy came". Now, what I recommentd is that you stand down all operations world wide EXCEPT for your propaganda tapes. The idea is to make fools of these people, and it's pretty easy to do. :} Just watch a few Robin Williams and Steven Colbert videos, and you'll get the picture. Pretty easy, huh?

Now, as for martyrs, here's something new to teach them; give them a few one liners and put 'em on a stage - trust me, the first few times, they'll feel like martyrs and get over it. Then, after getting that out of their systems, we can start to relax a little and have some fun with running these guys out of power peacefully, using our minds and not our anger.

Better than getting more innocent people harmed. And it'll work.



Those Langley guys are pretty smart, aren't they? They wanted me to say hi to Tim. :} There you go George, now, declare me a terrorist. :}

11/8/2008 7:34 - I suppose I should thank those wh attempted to tell me I was apparently, among many other groups, being setup by the SDS. Of course I can' t prove much, sure wasn't expecting another woman telling me she loved me and was my soul mate to be part of a scheme to destryo my life... I don't know know if its true, but it would also appear that my former favorite pastor is either playing along or simply believes the lies about me. That's fine I'm getting used to it.  Isn't it interesting though that info always gets dumped on me right at critical times... unbeleiveable. The problem withme is, you could tell me someone was walking up behind me, when I'm focused on helping other people, I would start looking for the other person who could be in danger, I don't apply this stff to my life, because I didn't know I had a reason to watch my back. Especially from ministers.  You hear about deception after deeption, and what you do is believe the presentations of a lying murderous government and other people with ulterior motives.

So you'r ethe type who asks all kind of questions. Good for you. I also like and appreciate that. However, this looks a whole lot like someone going on with the same agenda. Even ministers. Tell your friends it was fun, and that but the white knight scenario isn't going to play,and if you're really having a problem, and you actually really think you sere God,  you know where I am. I won't hold my breath.

I don't know who you people think I am or what I'm guilty of. I'm not. I'll bet my morals against anyone, anytime. You're all abunch of fascist a*holes, and you deserve each other, you deserve the poiverty you're going to experience, and the tyranny of an satanic regime... 1000 years... say a special prayer for your kins.

I hope you all gte the savior you want. Whatever that means. It won't be me, and that means it won't be of God. You peopel are unbeleiveably sick. Not one purpose has the guts to stand face to face and accuse me of things I didn't  do, would never do, and was set up to make it look this way. I have nothing more to offer you people.

Jeremiah Wright, you really are a whore, no better than all the rest. And no better than the America that you think should be damned for its crimes, and now you go along with them.

Liberty or deat. Thanks for the choice. Define liberty. The biggest mistake God made was putting me in this world.

Don't worry I won't bother anyone else. Have a good time destroying yourselves.

Maybe you ministers will realize one day that that all you'v eone is taken the word of God, and you conduct yourselves just like th politicians you admire. One day, too late, you'll understand why that's wrong. Read the part in the Bible about the structure and purpose of churches... maybe read Eccelesiastes first, and then realize you filter your interpretations of your roles based on your own self interest and preservation, not faith or grace. and you'll all see how wrong you are about what you'r doing in the world. You're not serving God, whether you think you are or not. No wonder Islam is so popular

I'll tell you what is funny, though.. the idea that some stupid radicals who can't control themselves must have taken of those gret intel reports of theirs and believied it.. that's what's really stupid... Students Against Boredom In School... and I suppose tha afterward you'd just understand that I'd take the hit for the cause or something. Like I told a number of employers in interviews, don't ask me to do somehting illegal, and if you do, I'll refuse, and if you ask me again, I'll call authorites... That's Chuck Rehn. Does that explain anything to you? An d it wasn't because I was a straight arrow.. I bend like a willow, right Tammy, and never break. Never. Idon't what thoughts, what I accidentally end up in the middle of, if I say it, I mean it. And if I have to yell at people, you'd better know that that's that. Period. I hate yelling at people, Inever did any of that until my latest infiltrant, none of it... none of it... even the porn stuff... they even wanted me to start doing advanced sex seminars for rich people in Hawaii.. I thought, I could consider that, not like I know all that much about sex, and the only thing I could come up with is  if I did that, it's all about being anyweay, so it would be the same course, which would enhance sex life out of freedom, but the last thing I wanted to do was give sex courses. I thought, what I know how to do could be used that way, but what a waste... Same as I feel now.

There's a big difference between thought and conclusion and action. The whole point is to get people to not think and use their imaginations. So they get you to feel guilty about what you're thinking, so you'll be inhibited and controllable.  I doubt htese people are doing this clamping down because they think it's a good way to run a world.. I think it's because they know they've done so much that they're about to get busted, and they know it, so they're just killing off anyone who could be a witnes to get away with more crimes.

And it all goes away with exposure. There are so many people in places of power who know the truth and remain silent. Cowards. Save yourself and lose yourself. Personally, I'm not doing either. I'm saving myself by losing myself.

Supertramp - TBD - 100 - Goodbye Stranger (MagnoliaMix)

Crusaders - TBD - 100 - Put It Where You Want it

Jimmie Spheeris - TBD - 100 - You Must Be Laughing Somewhere

I won.


I'm sitting here writing all this stuff.. and frankly, I'm sick of explaining myself. I fya'll don't like me fine. Good luck. I will giv eno assistance to the United States Government, and if people want me to be nice to me. 53 years, I've paid more than my dues, been set up in a million ways, and couldnt be more the victim of identity theft. I don' thave anything to break through. You people do. I keep getting dumped on, put at risk, all the rest, and with what I've been writing and realizing, I'v ebeen tried and judged, and if America wants to be like that, I don't want anyhting to do with you, and I'm interested in proving myself to anyone. Just keep telling yourselves alright, quit complaining to me if you don't like what's going on, you're getting zapped or anything else.  If you want to live your delusions and think you're all doing the right things and I have to live up to your standards, after what I've lived through, not even counting the last 6+ years, then I can't even imagine why I bother putting out for people who are given the truth. So cool, I put it on the line, has minimal impact, got everything sotlen, and I'm getting out of this country to see if I can find some people with the brains to know what the golden rule means. So much for the KLRS psychic.. another cute little setup incident. I can't believe it. But I bet you enjoyed runing me around and making fools out of yourselves for causing soemone to show they'r enice. Mabe you don't think so. I don't care anymore. All the years I thought I was doing something wrong. Unbelievable. Itll be next time. If God wants it done, he'll make it happen. There appear to be lots of people willing to be sure my place in life was taken.

I called. Someone else's move for a change. Tell Valerie it was fun.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Tracy Chapman - TBD - 100 - Fast Car

I think it's time to move off the timeline. Good luck. Don't look to me to defend anyone.

2:37 Hi chopper guys. This is going to be funny. I'm gonna get a list of names of terrorists and pretend I'm sending messges to them... just to mess with you guys. It might work. I'm gonna talk peace. You think I'm joking. :} The soon to be United World... it'll be cool. What are you guys gonna do?

I'm really being messed with today, and it' , but I'm so embarrassed. I keep remembering that so called psychic at KLRS I called cause noone was calling in... she said I was here to learn humility and to fulfill some sort of thing like a knight riding up on a white horse to rescue a damesl in distress... I'm so embarrassed.  Thanks to the Reverend distinguishing humility and humiliation. Don't mean to be irreverent to citizens. And I'm not proud of things with the politicians but please understand, alot of it was induced. You'll be amazed how much your life will be better once we get rid of psychotronics. Lot's of diseases go poof. There's a  miracle cure for ya... I'm a casual guy with friends, and I love to laugh at my idiosyncracies every time I find one, and that's how I learn, I get myself and my pride and ego out of the way, and maybe it's a bit of a deflection or an integrated behavior I've developed to convert the embarassment of learneing and acknowledgement of myself to plesure instead of pain, but it keeps me going... and no disrespect is meant, particulary to the clergy, and I had no idea anyone was aware of my existence as a person, let aloneanything else.

When I madde contact with the government  and policticians and all, my work became primarily about speaking to them.I knew most people wouldn't understand what was going on, and it would make me look weird. But, then, I thought I'd blown my chance at visible public service, and I was willing, as one guy in millions and billions, to take on the embarassment, being humble but never humiliated, knowing I was doing the right thing, and knowing I had to play their game a bit to get on the same field, and then, I studied everything they did, and when I realized they were the bad guys, whoever the bad guys are from the list of players/traitors I've posted,  I used their tactics on them. When in Rome. I'd never heard of Machiavelli before.. Dobbs told me. He was King Louis the 14th and I was Charles the 8th or something.. the story was that I was too gentle, and so he won the kingdom and was too harsh... that was the blend I was working on with him. I even told him once that I'd listen to him, and then think about how I could say things in a different way, and often disagree in approaches, adn I think the Machiavelli allegory fit our relationship. But together, it would be  agreat blend. That's why for a while I jokingly calle dPeter and told Him if he was president, I could jutst play music. I was playing around all the time.

It is true though, and it's why I pursued th emedia and government the wasy I did, is tht if you want to affect power centers, you have to go to the poer centre. These guys have the ability to change and right everyhting overnight. And, it would be a big upheaval, and possibly disastrous without intent to act hastily or without great consideration. I'm not willing to hasten disaster. And I know that it all can be done. People trust honest people. People do know the difference when they know there's one to look at. Particularly when you know the history.

It's important to uinderstand, too, in terms of how things unfolded... I wondered for a while why the son of man would be so angry and spewing vulgarity... it didn't makes sense. It's the result of psychotronics, as well as  systematic efforts to either drive me insane and discredit me, or cause me to take violent action in self defense. I won't allow it simply because I know that would mean it would give you the ammo to pure me away, and I simply won't give you that satisfaction.  Becasue I'm that stubborn for the right reasons, when they exist. They exist. But if they want to force an emulation that God turns around on them and works against them, works for me.

Meanwhile.. they got me fatigued when I stayed up some 54 hours straight during a hurricane... I think it was Isabel... and I've never fully rcovered.. that's probably just microwave and sleep deprivation.

The thing you have to remember is that one of the most effective and devastating parts of a psyop is inflicting psychological trauma through demoralization, the same things tht's being done to America en masse, and it is purely and simply from the manuals on satanic ritual abuse. And... the tactic is to gain your confidence, maybe by being helpful or useful, even in a backhanded or Aesopian way, and then they lower the boom, and you become emotionally devastated and for most people, eventually, that would be a stopper. When the parameteres of the challenge I'm up against, I just bear down and say, okay, this is what you do about that. I cry and release, sure, and I carry on. Always do, always will. 

And no, I recognized the "keep the enemy close" strategy one day realizing that it is good to keep channels open. But I really was just trying to assert influence. I'm really disappointed that so many good people are caught up and trapped in this situation. I know many people caught in the middle who should not be prosecuted, but if they don't find  away to speak out and be what people will perceive as heroes, they'll just caught in the public eye as perpetrators, and that can be litigated to the truth, but that's a long hard destructive road to go in so many ways.Talk about save yourself, lose yourself. That's why cliches and aphorisms are so useful, because they simply fit. Glad they exist.

But they control all communications... I've had calls to corporations re-directed, and I'm certain of it.. right Florrie? All kinds of stuff. Ordinarily, I wouldn't hesitate to call anyone and make an appropriate inquiry. But I know these people are talented, devious, have incredible technolgoy and understand what can be done with it. I could call a number, and they'd route it to someone mimicking anyone, and I wouldn't know the difference... at KLRS, I had 7 viable natural voices that I used via voice waveform synthesis and manipulation... like TN Tenaka, and his high voice... that sounded like the smoothest voice anywhere... did I really talk to him? Did he really use a processor on his voice? That was a long time ago. But that's how even a phone call is not dependable. And they did psyops on me specifically to freeze me when this happens.

When this got going and they told me the only way it would stop is if I proved it, I was also clear that they were telling me they basically knew that I'd get my way in the long run... but they were going to mess me up first with Psyops, I presumed that it means they wanted a little extra time to get out of Dodge and disappear before I was mentally or physically capable of succeeding, and that meant doing what they're doing financially, restoring infrastructure and selling it then using the economy to pocket it.

I got a cryptic message one night that basically said they were looking for ways to generate untraceable cash... the players are the most unlikely people and charities. So, weather and disaster events are used to harvest donations, and they skim off the top on lots of cash and other untraceable funds.




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11/7/200812:17 am - This is far from over. I know you know that. I just wanted to make sure that I don't quit, and I never fail when I've made a commitment, don't ever forget that, even in my worst  psyops moment, cuz even I know that stuff's fake, and  don't fall for it.

Still not able toaccess the internet thru AT&T Turn it on now, or I will also make sure AT&T, Google and Apple get their share of trouble as well. Your laws won' tstand the test.

Media guys, and all, just because I know how to compartmentalize and remain objective, separatie fact from emotion, doesn't mean anything has changed. Until and unless you spill your guts and disclose the truth, you're traitors, and you are, and the longer this goes on, the more your true intentions and loyalties and show. Just because I hope you guys aren't as guilty as it appears doesn't mean I'd hesitate to make it clear to citizens that your acquiescence has harmed and killed your fellow citizens for years. And if you think you'd be helping me by doing that, be clear that you could've helped me long ago. The only individual you'll be helping is yourself... you may get embarassed but the positive rippling effect will be something you can be pround of forever... which is worth more, public polls, or peace in your internal truth about yourselves. I'd post this, but my government won't let me.

What was that about I Love Sex? "} Didn't think I'd do it, did   you. I'd do a voicer on it and make it even better.. lots of giggling. But I want you guys to read it into the record. At a certain point, I can see the judge warning me to stop giggling. Know what I mean.. okay you read it.. what does it mean.. why WERE you reading this guys website if he's crazy? How come it seems like you guys copy everything he does? Why didn't he know? Who.. Ted? Really? Which one? :} I like Howdy.

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11/5 -10:36 - Well, hope the election worked out well for everyone...I still don't know who won.. I'm gonna see how long I can go without finding out. I just closed my eyes again...

So how is Spain these days.. might be  agood idea.. maybe I can get an eta on that :} Just joking, CIA:}

So I think I'm going to get really stoned, drink a bunch of coffee, and finish writing the story I'm writing becaus eI know you're all really entertained by it, and we all know my real job is to entertain you all.. for the moment... til you no longer find it funny and surrender... It's amazing what you can accomplish when you don't care.

Speaking of which... I think I'm going to take the tact of completeing an article I'm writing... thats a safe one, and it isn't lying. Do you know, I don't think I've ever actually asked a woman out who said yes. They always approached me. Never could figure that out. What can I say? Ya know those birds my cat was eating on the back porch an a pretty, cloudy day? You don't? That figures. Cool. Have a good life. Geez... I'll get this thing written, and then I can  let it go and figure out how Im going to get to New York... got some business to do there, and a couple places I'd like to try to go and make a fool of myself, which should be fun and easy, right up  my alley.. yeah the one where I'll sleep, Stivo.

So, for another record, and remember I like records.... love is fun. I don't agree with BJ still, any love is better than no love at all... nor do I agree with Love the One You're WIth, though I do understand the message... still..Felt good, even though it wasn't real. SO..  Almost got a ton of tunes out of it... I still believe I'll have my day on that front. One thing I actually do hope for...

Have fun destorying yourselves.

Tell Alanis to not forget to pick me up in a couple years.. bring some.. well you know :}

10:57 - So when the spirit fell on the house, did it break anything? I'm not on the internet anymore. Tried to get you on that show :} Can you imagine... it'd be more fun if I was actually accomplishing something :}Not much, though. Maybe I could sell anechoic chambers :} Door to door... sometimes you make me feel guilty. :}

Life is so weird.. I keep thinking, it's gonna change... and then I think, wait, I'm up against the world :} And then I think, boy are they in for trouble :} And then I remember, they are.

Thanks for 5 reminding me to pick up coffee at the store. It just gets weirder and weirder... I'm checkin' everybody's eyes now :} Everybody's. :} BTW, it was a great song at the store. On tour mid-november. Cool. Maybe I'll be free by then.:} Ya never know.

I take it being off the internet is a good sign... but I wanted to send out so many more emails. I wish I could see their faces.:}

I got a new cd tonight... Christmas Favorites... remember the time I wrote about being Santa Claus at Sears. I still can't believe they had me do that :}

BTW, Barack, haven't checked the news... I was told your Grandmother passed today. If that's true, my sincere condolences and empathy. It's never easy.

I was asked to give a loving goodbye to Edna Roberts.

I have no idea what that means.

PS: I'm givin' what I have to give.:} Hilariously :} You don't really believe, do ya?

4:17 Captain's log, stardate...:}Sometimes I look at this stuff and say, did I really just write that. Oh well... so went to post the article on Mike, and the phones are dead (it was working again a little while ago) the internet connection is dead... I've had 2 low level flyovers... was it the stuff to Mike, the part about Wesstar which lead to the story of my favorite CIA consultant, or is it the part about Raytheon and E-systems, including a little vignette about how they tried to lure my brother with women. All of which would have lead me to talk about Stew Webb, andother psychotronics victim,  and his brother, who supposedly commit suicide by shooting himself in the head - twice. Sounds like time for a poker game to me :} Or maybe there's a phone message they don't want me to get, or an email... ya never know.

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That pretty much says it. Glad you're all still having fun. You'll regret it. Mike, I was civil to people until they hit me with psychotronics, so if you don't like my attitude, go complain to your a*hole traitor friends that you like to eat dinner with. And if you don't feel dirty after dinner, then I say you have a real problem, and it isn't me, the foul language or anything to do with me. It has to do with the kind of people who'd do this to me and thousands, millions, billions of people and you think at this point, 6 years of intense high-tech psychotronics and microwave attacks, attempting to resolve something withut the conflicts that are to come, and you want to insinuate there's something wrong with me? Apparently there is. I love people with all my heart, and all I get is shit on. Don't like my language, stop shitting on me. I've done everything but die for you, and now I'm looking forward to that. You guys want to live in hell. Feel free. You want to do it all yourselves, stealing everything from me and claiming your own brilliance, fine, feel good about that. That makes you really important and special. So when they'r emaking fun of me and jerking me off, what is it inside you that makes you think I should prove anything to you or anyone else? I have nothing to prove, except the perversion of people like you who go along with this. When even the ministers are this vain and self-centered that they sing and preach and say how wonderful God is and then they turn their backs on the one they say will make their world complete.  You like psyops, you think destroying people's lives is ok, and we should just go along.. wait til they start doing it to you to shut you up. You'll screeam like a pig and wish that God would remove you from such a supposedly God forsaken place, when the only forsaking   that's occurred is people like you abandoning your values... how you could possible sit there and suggest that any of this is a reflection on me - it's only a reflection on you.

Now, I'm not voting, I'm not a citizen of this country according to your government, and even if I was, not voting means to me that I don't have a right to complain about the individual elected, but I most certainly have the right to complain about fixed elections and corrupt a*holes like the ones you think I should, after all these years, act nice to.. they don't act nice to me, in, fact,they're killing  me with the old CIA slow kill method.. and if you think that's an exaggeration, come sit in my house for a while. You wouldn't last an hour.

How many victim stories do you need shoved up your ass for you to feel something? How many, I got em, world wide, all victims of U.S. techhnology... I think China shooting down that satellite was a warnming shot over the bow to shut down echostar, and it damned well better happen, too, or a whole bunch of zombies will forget about the fiery pit, and actually rip your a****to shreds. When they had me down trying to drive me insane for days at a time, all I could do is hang in there, and they couldn't break me, and they can't now, and that's why they want to continue this. FIne with me. I cna either go somewhere and die away from American soil and be at peace with a good decision, or maybe this is when God cuts off the arrms and head of the United States, like Tancredo said, only we'll do it with economic coercion and stuff just like you guys do, and when the American people get tired of being the victims of your crimes, maybe they'll do the right thing and do away with you all. One way or the other,. But that's a choice America has to make.

So while Iattempt to get out of this Godless nation, get out of my way. You don't want me here. I don't want to be here anymore. I am not the devil, I am not Elijah... I don't care that I'm the son of man.. I'm a human being who cares deeply about people, and I'm not going to sit around to watch a bunch of perverts destroy millions of trusting, unwitting people so you guys can be rich and famous.

So by all means you all do it all yourselves, and then you can say, see he wasn't any good, we were right. You'll make yourselves right. And I'll be laughing at your insanity, and crying for the waste of humanity. That's choice for you, babies. You have the right to choice and so do I. You people made your choice about me before I could talk, and you've harmed me every day I've lived. So excuse me for saying **** you all. I don't need you.

And if you don't like this, stop attacking me with military weapons. And stop lying about being a country that loves and respects God, cause the last thing you people do is respect God.

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9:48pm - Now I know when All Saints Day is.. :} Now all I gotta do is figure out when St Christopher's Day is.. I looked for that one for days... Danged musicians :}

Discovery of the day :}

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10:25 Thought I'd do something radical and figure out how to retrieve phone messages, 39 of 'em.. and the phone's dead. :} Figures. I'm gonna make that psyops log tonight... what was that about chronology? I actually think the one person who would welcome a letter from me most would be the most dangerous to receive it...

11/2/2008  9:22am - Not in defeat, inda head. John.. I took on the leadership of my party, told 'em we needed more ribs and brownies... they wouldn't listen to me about that, either.. can you believe that, ribs. They stole that too:}]

Fight fight fight fight fight... had enough..for the record, I like records. So.. Pennsylvania... without 1 or 2 pysops, I'd have been there... oh, we'll see how the internet is working today...  I'm thinking a bunch of Amish people blockading the polls with afghans and refrigerators... Sports Car Owners Revolt... SCORE...

OKAY... Reality... Barack... ever been to jail. How bout the wife. Really think I'm gonna drop this? Is that air you're breathing?

BTW: I get more angry at people for getting me angry more than the issues of concern. John knew that. Karl's good at details. 

So, Mike, I'm going to post it.. it appears that I have volunteers, but, what I wrote to you is what I want to say.. so I'm gonna.. it's not like it's all that bad. Just do me a favor, keep doing what you're doing, cause it's really good stuff..

I think I'll have Nader testify about the women used to lure him.. it'll be fun to compare notes:}

Soft as smoke and tough as nails.. I like that, think I'll put it in a song... it was an excellent album, for a guy with a funny hat. Ya know, I went to the barber one day, and she said, you'll never have to worry about losing your hair.. and then I started losing my hair.. that's microwave for ya...

So, I really shouldn't say this, but for people being hit by psychotronics, not energy beams, there are things I could theoretically do with hypnosis to counteract what they're doing to cause unnatural acts, I was actually going to post a tape a while back for people, but that can be corrupted, and I have reason to believe there is v2k in the background of the voicers I posted the other day... it appears silent, could easily be emphasized thru processing... an interesting little twist.. anyway, an anechoic chamber to do it in would be less than a few hundred dollars.. to military spec... I have the design for the chamber used by the people who invented it... the cement walls help, but the windows compromise the protection from laser and microwave laser... or MASER... I've got burn spots all over my eyes. They say to get away from it you have to be hundreds of feet underground, because the v2k, subaudio stuff, is in the air all around us now.. when tv goes digital, there'll be a ton of unused rf bandwidth doing nothing... but broadcasting subliminals... and then the effects they can do with digital signals of tv will be devastating. That's the next hurdle... cause once that goes on, we're really in trouble. Personally, I don't want  to be here and get trapped in that too. Tinfoil hats won't help. Carbonized rubber attire can protect vital organs. Rubbermaid doormats are considered decent shields. I think the radiation blankets from dr offices are good too, but bulky, and they can be used against you, depending on the signal being used. There is no defense from scalar, as far as I can imagine right now.

Pennsylvania... hmmm... Planting more seeds.

Anybody want to vote.. you can have my ballot.... I like the idea of being stateless.. fits my personality...  What's a vote worth these days.. imagine the composting possibilities...

So.. random notes are over...

The thing I love most about demanding the government surrender is that people reading this will think it's crazy, but the government knows I'm serious... what was that about a dirty little secret?

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I like the idea of this kind of rapture better..

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See I can''t play love songs without suspicion.. that's what  they did before with drip-drip.

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Carville asked: How will he explain the matrix. Uh, I don't know, something about the Sunday paper and his crossword puzzle that he loved.

Speaking of dead people, were you aware that when I posted Kurzweil as a title of the article I wrote to the government when I first told them to surrender that he died within about  a week? One more person who knew too much. When does it end? How does it end? Do you think those are YOUR thoughts you're thinking? What is psychotronics?

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11/1/2008 - When I say it's "rare in  a relationship"... especially with powerful people.... is the idea of loving someone, or people as a whole, but rihgt now I'm talking about personal relationships... what's rare is finding people who ... let's say, may have diferences with you.. even if all you're doing is arguing  about something.. and it's one thing to argue or discuss a difference.. but what's rare is people so respect the dignity and spirit of others, and understanding what it is to be loved and give love, that no matter what, they don't attack the "weaknesses" of the person they're engaged with... like someone saying something meant just to be mean, knowing that certain things trigger unresolved emotions... things done just to hurt someone.. especially people you say you actually love. Its one thing to cite incidents and stuff.. it's kind of like, I gave away a couple of songs and foolishly invested part of my heart to certain people, and even if they screw me, that's not revocable.. maybe legally it is, the love that was behind it isn't.. It's like, if Barack used We Stand, it would come back to haunt him later, but I wouldn't sue him for it. and it wouldn't count toward hearing my song, cause they'd only do it to harm me.

And all I'm talking about, once again, is the golden rule. I once told someone special.. if you really care about someone, you'd take their little foibles and weaknesses, and empower that person in such a way that, without trying to change them or control them, give them the safe place on those issues such that one day they'll laugh about it, instead of being harmed by remembering it. And that may not happen, but at least they know they could tell you anything about themselves, and never have to worry that their idiosyncratic weaknesses would be used as a weapon against them... at least by their intmate friends and partners. It's like me... there are few things in this world I wouldn't want to have to give up, but I'd give them away if they'd helped someone or nurtured them or forwarded a cause I really believe. I don't want to sell my records, really, but it could buy a bunch of food. Want to sell 'em with my autograph on them or something.. cool works for me.. but, making mistakes in operations is one thing, personality issues and weaknesses ... see when you see alcoholics pointing guns at each other,  you begin to realize that they don't want to hurt each other, they want to be heard and understood... so much that they'd threaten the other... domination and submission... it's also rare for partners to be partners without domination.  I get taken advantage of because I surrender myself to other people, not like a test, but because that's the way I prefer to be with people... and yet, all these weird little jokes and things I put here, the thoughts I share.. all these years, theese are the "thoughts" I have... the kind  of thing I normally don't ever express because they're my opinions, which I'm willing to give up. It's like listening tothe start of a sermon you don't like the topic of because it hits close to home...can you sit there and take it in for the chance that it's the message you need to hear, or do you shut it out... or both :}

Domination and submission always occur naturally, even if all you do is allow someone to lead sometimes, and another person another time. Domination does not necessarily mean control or manipulation. Unless you're around opportunists.

I once told someone tha tfor me, part of loving someone was seeing through them, knowing them incredibly well and intimately... and then, because I love them and want to empower them, I would do everything I could to make sure that if I found there was something tha tI do that hurts them, I would do everything I could to never do that. Because I love them. And that I would do everything I could tonurturre them in that area... not teach, coach, preach,, just allow it and them to be such that in their worst moments, they would know I view them as the totality of their being, and that the foibles and imperfections were not an achilles heel.  It's the same reason as why I made the rule about never breaking off or cheating in a relationship - for being attracted to someone else.. not just because I made a commitment to one person, but because it's easy to get tempted... and being tempted is no excuse. Particularly when a temptation can cause you to not follow through on something important toyou. There have been numerous times when I could have "had some fun"... a couple of times years ago when I was attracted to other people.. I don't care if I was  in another setup or not... I was attracted, it didn't mean I would take action, because I wasn't willing to throw away a realtionship in which I was so invested, let alone acknowledging and trying to reach back and remember those things that allowed the realtionship in the first place... just because of a doldrum or a rift in the relationship... (by the way, as for the setups... it makes me angry that I was set up in so many ways, but still, as far as personal responsibility goes, as a lesson in character, I did whtever I actually did, and I made those choices, so I still hold myself accountable... but I'm not guilty. That's the difference between thought and "thiniking".. there's probably a specific word for this.

I had this instructor I really respect.. interestingly enough, one day he starts going off about seeing his ex-wife with another man at their old house,before they were divorced, and with no discretion about the child seeing their whole relationship.. you know, exposing to other people they would get attached to and then have to abandon... and he started talking about... get this... how he'd think about getting a baseball bat and killing this guy for interferring with his family.. and all kinds of crazy things... but of course he would never do it.. He never did. I saw this guy in loud displays of anger every once in a while... if this guy was dangerous and crazy as it might seem, then how come people call him the Gentle Bear? How come he's the most eloquent, effective and gentle communications and being instructor I've come across in my entire life. I would trust this guy with anyone for anything. He also got his knee blown out after being nice to me. And then later, proceeded in one course I was supervising, told everyone how he used his mind to heal himself... which I thought was cool, everyone else sort of looked like.. right. Sure.

Unconditional love... lots of people think they know what it means.. and they don't have a clue. They're the dangerous ones. My personal rule is, a friend is someone who will not take advantage of you, even if they have the chance. I live by it. The same way it appears I walked away from lots of opportunites to get into the biz, and other things, if I was willing to abuse my position and be an opportunist. Just like I have no desire to abuse the privilege of being the "boss", or expecting more than people want to give. This is an urgent moment, whether people want to believe it or not.. but if they don't want to see the truth, that's their choice. I can respect it without giving it support or undermining it... Freedom, choice, love. Absolutes in my world. And it's kind of like something I told Begala... I can be a follower particularly when I believe in the leader, and they don't use their "authority given by permission" to display superiority or diminish me for the sake of holding power and proving power... I think I've only had one boss like that, the guy who told me to "find Jesus in myself" :} (He said he always wanted to be a minister. I said, if that's what you always wanted to do, then be that :} What's stopping you?)

What I told Begala was, I don't hold it against rich people for being rich or having more money than me, but apparently, they hold it against me. That was during my Galatians period :} I used me in the example, but in context, I was clearly showing the superior attitude of powerful and rich people...When I have money, I share it.. when I'm managing my own finances, I share it and I'm very responsible.... it's not that I don't care about money, I don't need it to be happy. I need people to be happy, but I've learned to live without them. regretfully.. and yet,as a psyop tool, for me, that's probably the most powerful thing that could be used against me.

I wrote to Dobbs once, when it appeared to me he was my mentor in this situarion, and I told him I was ready, that I trusted myself.. and what I was talking about was coming from poor roots, knowing that one of the areas where I'd failed in younger years was with petty theft a couple times for stupid things, and noticing how politics goes and not wanting to be involved in all of that without knowing for certain that no matter what, I wouldn't give into the abuses of power and authority.. both in terms of how I could empower people as well as being strong enough to not give into that temptation and then betray the public trust by not being able to resist the temptation.

That's why I say, if I was pres, if the only thing I did was tell the truth about things, the world would be a better place. After I told him that, I really started getting hammerd by psychotronics.

I don't like doing Aesopian because . the Bible says not to work in secrecy.. it's not just about transparency, in this case. It's actually, I believe, kept me from getting arrested for stating things cryptically that could be considered vaguery to cover criminality. Another God works in mysterious ways moment.. I did it to follow the word, He said it to protect me (in that personal context, not like it's all about me). That's why I know this thing about people being harmed, and the existence of psychotronic abuse, is only perpetuated by silence and secrecy. If it was out in the open, it would be over. And yeah, I know, noone believe s what I say about Obama and the Democrats and all... but it's true.. and the only reason they get away with it is becaus ethey're rich, and they can pay people to destroy people like me who can't afford lawyers.. let alone filing fees.. it would cost millions to carry through on my case, but it would net trillions. That's the real reason why they're doing this to me. And still, all it would take is a simple suit, but done properly so its not thrown out for procedure.. these guys own the justice system, they're no different than the Republicans, who only work the other side of the propaganda street to keep people divided an riled up, they wrote the laws and have shown they will write laws to cover their crimes.

So anyway.. like the song says... for me.. I'd rather be alone until I'm taken by a friend.. and all that. People say  stuff like that.. most folks don't understand that I say stuff like that, I actually mean it. I'm very literal...

Unless I'm being silly. And then you shouldn't take anything seriously, becaue it's all just letting stream of consciousness out.

And yeah, I actually am quite shy in many ways... I know how to suck it up and present myself wihtout being phony.. it's not like I'll say things I don't mean... and I am a bit of a ham, so I like to do it.. when it comes to stepping out and being a minister, I don't have a problem with that... but, believe it or not, regardless of how my sites may make it appear, I don't typically interject myself or take liberties with people's beings without permission. People may say they're servants of God and willing, but, people rarely understand why I do things the way I do, and if they do what I ask, sometimes without knowing why they have to do something that seems unrelated, and sometimes a big part of it is to give them something that will cause them to learn something they'll need to know later... an so they won't do it... or they'll do it their way, even when I'd actually tell them to do it a specific way, no questions asked. Like something needs to get done, and I don't have time to explain it, but if it doesn't get done,it will be very bad. And that's where we are regarding Obama the CFR, whether anyone wants to believe it or not.

(And as for me, I've simply had my fill of all the games and Im not playing them anymore. If there's one thing I know is that if my father wanted me to do something, he'd tell me straight out, because that IS how my father is. All these games have nothing to do with the way He works. AND, you cna say that you can play "games" with people to alter the fractal, but it's not true... putting people and causing them inquiries is a totally different thing from playing games with people. It' slike originally wanting to send the song to McCurken... sure, I was playing with the mind of a minister, figuring he'd toss it anyway because you don't really want to receive a song you cna't verification to use, BUT, it would have made him start thinking, and thinking even more seriously about if God "dictated a song to him on an airplane, then mayber there were other possibles thingss like that in the offing :} Just GOd whispering in somebody's ear. ANd I didn't get there, and it diddn't get sent, because I ran out of money due to psyopp manipulation and getting blasted with psychotronics so bad i was incapacitated, and convinced by them that if I sent it in the mail, it wouldn't get there, and I couldn't find an email address then, and what I supposed to do, call and Donnie, this is chuck, please record this song, I want you to sing it :} Right :}]

The one thing I NEVER do with people is give them one of these tasks in a way that runs them around in circles, or forces them to blindly follow and break principles and values, or providing enough context so  that it doesn't seem stupid. , and without compomising them ... I thought. All projects should empower. And in a spiritual war, it's important to determine what people are willing to do and use that resource, cold as that sounds, rather than to get someone to do something they don't want to do.  And I certainly never set people up to learn by failure and hardship. ANd, if I have people who question my authority and undermine my plan, I'd rather just do it myself rather than install a paradigm that isn't scaleable or to have to deal with making the  result something that panders to someone's ego instead of accomplishing the purpose.

So, if I have to play the human game and wait 20 years and be generously rewarded.. in my situation, in my life, I'm tired of it. I didn't need all these lessons these people thought I should learn, Ialready had them since a kid just from knowing the difference between right and wrong.  Just from caring that people I came in contact with were always empowered by my influence, whether they knew it or not...  so I'v eput in 53 years, and I'm just not going to take this crap anymore.. I don't deserve it and I am who I am, and if God really thinks I should suffer my whole life for nothing at this point, then I'd say **** him, in my own inimitable way.. as a son to a father... but he's not doing this to me, a bunch of a*holes who think they can so anger and frustrate me   that I'll give in and just go along are doing it to me... and that will never happen.

So, if even preachers play the rejection and harm Chuck game, I refuse to have any more use for it. I'm not interested in learning any more of that nature. And if people won't receive me.. as in the white stone, it's received by me and those who accept it... if you don't believe I'm the son of man, don't waste my time. I couldn't be more willing to answer any questions. But I'm not doing this game anymore, there's too much on the line. And if you want to hold on to what you want to believe about the political situation and what's at stake, fine with me, just don't come complaining to me when it turns out to be all true. Don't complain to me about the peope who die, who get zapped, whose lives get destroyed, I don't want to hear it. If you won't let me do anything about it, if you don't really trust me as God's son.. actually claiming only those things I know of, and acknowledging areas that God hasn't shown me yet.. see most people would look at that as an opportunity to prove I wasn't knowlegeable enough, and because I'm so willing to hear other interpretations an be coached... they think that means I'm not firm in my positions. I just believe in intellectually honest discussions, until a decision is made, and then the boss is in charge. Period. It's not weakness, it's strength, and I don't want to be around people in an innercircle who don't understand that, and don't or won't operate in the same way. 

I'd rather have it take longer and done right for the long run than be expedient now... like Obama.. if he selects Supreme Court justices, they'll have to be impeached later because whatever these people do at this point has to be suspect, because they are operating so covertly, and they're experts at dialectics... don't want to believe me they're corrupt... fine... I'm not going to watch while them harm you, when I've tried to warn you, I can't protect or help people who don't want to be helped. ANd the problem with brainwashed people is, they follow their hopes, not the truth they're presented with. Until they feel so much pain, they revolt in anger and civil unrest.

You can get ahead of these things and deal with them in ways that don't get out of hand, or you can let them get out of hand,let it get messy until people are begging for help. Just like the Dems set up with dialectic 2000... the exact Democratic Socialism setup as Germany... and they rely on the fact that you would never believe these great people would do it (even though everything they do smacks of corruption).

  That's why I keep saying you have to join my church. Either actually empower me as your leader, or leave me alone. I have better thing sto do than to have to keep convincing people who I know are faithful to give up the fantasies of fitting curent events to fill their sense of false reality. I'll say it for the last time: I was hoping Barack was the real thing too... but he's not. I'm not racist, but this was all about using a black man... who no one would question because of his race... using that to cover the fraud.. the great momentous occasion of electing a black man... Remember Dr King, one of my biggest heroes ever, he knew what he was saying when he said judge by the content of character and not the color of the skin.. he saw the mountain top, that tells eme he saw the future, he was connected, and he knew what was coming,. And the black leaders of that day have acquiescced to the point of being everything they claimed to stand against... just as has the United States Government..

So I actually do have choices that other people don't.. and it's comprised of the judgment I was told to exercise... and my judgment at the moment is, that, people don't really want me or God because we represent authority figures... and people don't want that, not even you in your dominion... and it is dominion, there is ego involved, just like there is for me too cuz I'm human too... that duality stuff is pretty heavy to balance, but it's necessary..   checks and balances... and that ego, that confidence, can most definitely  be beneficial if the person possessing it is respectful of the power they have in other people's lives, and don't abuse it such that they are "taking advantage of friendship"... it's the same thing I was talking about in personal relationships and weaknesses.

And the part that always cracks me upis that people do stuff to me, an they think they fool me, and they think they're clever, and they think they back me down and dominate me, and all I ever do is allow people to be who they are in a way that lets them shine if they're true and honest, and lets them hang themselves if they're a*holes. And then, when I've had enough, and I'm totally disgusted with them as people because they're experts at manipulating people's weaknesses, like with politics and fear and hope... if you admire them for their success in that world then you are empowering criminality and true satanic activities if you actually understood what they  do and how, including using sacred command words in speeches.... the commands from the Torah that instruct people as to how to command the world.... it's all there....I don' t use the commands, except rarely, because I believe in choice.

So when it comes to being a  minister, joining and being with people... it's like, you want to tell me to be a "dominating" boss... Iwon't do it. that's not choice. Commanding resources is necessary, but can be wasterful. Coordinating resources is a whole nother thing. So now you have the basis for the way I veiew and manage people. And it's not some tough guy barking orders, it's empowerment. And what you should notice from all this is the holographic nature and scalability of the fact that I run my life in every way like the Kingdom of God, complete with flaws that allow me to factor in flaws because nothing and noone is perfect, however you define perfection, and anyone inclduing God or me who would actually claim perfection would be the most imperfect, and I'll catch flack for saying that, but if you're dead to inquiry, if you think you're perfect, then you're the most imperfect. And that wasn't directed at any single person. Why would God say that He is perfected in us if  He didn't constantly engage in his own inquiries of reconciliation and atonement... to constantly be re-thinking everything to make certain he's correct, and to listen to the poeople He serves.. and you want to get, He sees it like that... you think He wants you all to fawn over Him and be afraid and worried he'll damn you, and He worries about the same thing. Why do you think it says "He's a jealous God".. because people don't want HIm, and He wants to do some of the stuff you guys get to do. But no... No wonder He drank. Just like Noah.

Soft as smoke and tough as nails.. I assure you, the moment somebody concludes that they have me dominated is when I typically walk out the door... because Idon't want to dominate anyone or be dominated. And still, put me up against anyone, and I say that anyone or any organization I manage  will be more effective, cohesive and rigorus than any other... because of empowerment, not control, demand or authority. And still I claim authority and all that when it's necessary to use defensive force.

So that should tell you something. Intuit said "I didn't look the management type"... they said I was too laid back... and 6 weeks later, I was key person in the entire support department.. I didn't do anything to cause that, all I did was be me... I was the newst employee there when that management interview took place, so I didn't expect to be promoted. All I did was empower people, and make good decisions and contribute everywhere I could... and they took what they wanted from me, and they screwed me too.

So, if your idea is of Christ being some dominator, using the supernatural to impress and fix things, give it up, it won't happen because without faith, it is unwarranted unless people learn the lessons they need to learn, which are being subverted by the sociopaths. When people are ready to do the research and accept truth  over desire, I'll be around, maybe I'll be young enough to assist. Maybe I won't. But I don't plan to die fulfilling someone's dialectic to have me set up a paradigm that they know they can compromise with the usual deceptions after I can no longer ensure that the system isn't being corrupted again... cuz that would be a waste of time too. I'm not interested in half measures and incremental change that just get reversed by the next law. I'm not interested in letting criminals continue to run the country just so people won't get upset. They'll be much more upset if they find out that Christ sold them out, much more than finding out their government sold them out. The people who think the great flood was a mercy will either appreciate that, or prove that they have their blinders on to see only what they want to believe.

I would never want to disempower people from knowing and understanding history so long as it provides a clear allegory to the present, otherwise it's just interesting information, and the thrill of knowing it is egocentric. Nothing wrong with that "addiction".. think about that.. and it is your addictin.. not bad, good, but an addiction... wouldn't you be more fulfilled to see real results on the ground. And don't take that as an instruction to change anything you're doing... except when you deny the truth, or use words that alienate people who are already suffering to themselves at their own lack of knowledge and slef-esteem issues.

Now finally, again, I could step onto the world stage tomorrow, do just fine and accomplish the task.. excuse me, but I'm  that good, I always have room for improvement, but God made me for a purpose. I trust Him. And I have what it takes. I'm just not the flambouyant flashy type, and I hate promoting myself. Hate it. Same reason why I never wanted to see the numbers on my radio show. Same reason I don't look at the numbers on how many people come to my website. Same reason why the only thing you have to do to join my church is to say "I'm a member" and mean it.. and then you don't actually have to do a thing except remember that you joined. (No criticism of anyone there)

I've given my instructions, and I have no expectation they will be carried out. Now, I don't know what people's expectations ar  of me because nobody has the guts to speak to me face to face, which diminishes them even more in my opinions... and nobody has the guts to speak the real truth of the day... the Bible says when He comes, he'll be the only light you need.. the only light available... I'd be curious to know what you think that means in terms of hierarchy and organization. Just curious, not intended as critical.

So what you may have just heard, is how my thought processes run when I'm beginning to get disgusted and preparing to walk away. At this point, I don't feel I have anything to prove to certain people, and I'm flat out tired of trying, and I'm sick of being trapped, and while you think this is like a declaration of failure or quitting, if you actually knew me, you'd know it means I'm just going to work another plan and take it to the next level, being an expert at CYA for obvious reasons, and tryingto do it myself, which I can do, but it's a pain in the ass, and victory would have no satisfaction. So then it's just a job to do. And I don't do jobs if I'm not passionate, cause I won't do it well, and then it's best to leave it for people who will. .whatever that means. I also have a saying for my old clients which was basically, when they told me they only wanted to do do things half way, that I would be glad to do it but my product was excellence, and if they wanted me to do something half-assed, I'd charge em double because they're going to end up paying that much for it anyway when they figure out they need to do what I told them to do in the first place.

So when the a*hole down at the garage won't fix my car on a temporary basis, something that only affects me personally, like a joke about how I won't do patchwork on computer systems that set the scalable paradigm that would require rebuilding instead of simple modification down the road as things change...  here are a bunch of idiots who don't have a fiucking clue trying to teach me a lesson. Like the guy who laughed about me not getting my hands dirty. Laughing at me for something out of context. And then thinking thinking they're teaching me something.

I've had enough of this crap. Don't like me, fine, wanna tell rumors and half-truths.. wanna play aesopian games.. want toteach me a lesson to force me to operate your way... goodbye. Empower me, or get someone else. Believe in Barack Obama. That's the "truth" you want.. you have it. Good luck.

If  your kid was down the street pleaing for help, what would you do?And yet, all the people who think they're teaching me are only abusing me further, and succeeding at causing me to say "I guess they just haven't suffered enough, God". o if you're experctations are that Christ would come and act like some a*hole domineering prima donna, then you don't understand the example of Christ at all, nor do you understand his strategies. And I'm not going to sit here and feed Barack and the Council their script in order to hijack the Kingdom of God, which IS part of the psyop here, and as of this moment, appears to make you part of the people who have decided to pass jugment on my fitness and conduct, an force me to conform to a morally bankrupt scoial system

See, you need to understand, despite my few failures, I've lived the Kingdom of God my whole life and love it. I didn't have to read the Bible to be that.   And that was the ultimate proof to myself, cause I didn't have a clue about how to tell who the son of man is. I was doing it. I don't even like the name.

To me it adds up to, it's not time. So I'm gonna go and enjoy what I can, and live the kingdom in my own life, and I'm not going to watch, cause I don't want to see it. I felt the same way before the son of man stuff, that's why I took action. I'm walking away because the people who think I should "save them with supernatuiral power" think I should do it all their way. Ain't gonna do it. Manipulate Barack, he likes it, so long as he can be famous. And I don't have a personal vendetta against him, I have criminal charges against him, and you and lots of other people continue to empower criminals to lead you. You're welcome to them. Just don't complain to me if you're getting zapped, cause you won't let me help you. And that's your choice.

Need me to act like a prima donna... think of me anyway you want, but you'll be wrong, and alone. And get a therapist, cause you'll need one if you try to clasify me in order to make it easier for you to interact with me... and to figure out how to get what you want thru a human manipulation... the way people get things done... as opposed to being real and honest in every moment... You need me to be an a*hole, turning over tables in the temple, ain't gonna happen.

Choose. I already did. And I'm tired of the idiot time piece makers, I'm not sure I believe in Angels anymore, and I'm not interested in argueing philosophy with people so attached to their own paradigms. And this is the attitude I have when Iwalk away, because I actually honor people's freedom  of choice, even when they actually choose me, and then play domination games to make sure I don't dominate them. Tell me that's not a factor here, and I'll call you a liar.  Is that direct enough for you. You could say I'm doing the same thing, only guess what, I'm being accused of not acting like a leader. If a leader is someone you want to be tough and dominering to you, I refuse. Cause that I ain't me. And I don't care what you think you've witnessed on whatever means you've seen as a result of being manipulated and provoked to anger. The guy with the greatest amount of tesimony against me, the guy they thought would be able to take me down, is going down because of his own temper when I question him, cause I now how to push HIS buttons too.. I have reason to believe he was one of the called but not chosen.  Just like Ted

So for the record, I don't question your sincerity one bit. I still believe you're extraodinary, and I  wouldn't blame you for being afraid onebit. Where does your faith end and begin. And always keep in mind, I'm not asking you to have faith in me. It always comes down to having faith in God.

I can assure you, without my actual faith in God, I have no doubt that these psyops would have driven me insane. That's why they get me laughing, cause they know when they get me mad, all I do is post some more damning evidence. And they blast me for hours for doing it, and I laugh my head off cause they don't want people to understand just how much actual torture they inflcit with psychotronics... they used it at first to make me believe they were my friends.  Rumsfeld said, build em up to break em down... that's what they tried on me. I'm still here. I told him, if you kill me, I'll just come back and haunt you, and that was before son of man stuff, and I just knew I could ask God to let me do that. :} And I figured He would for the right reasons.

And yes, Forrest , that's all I have to say about that. And I've done that movie too... and I'm just not doing any more of them.

Choose. Everyone wants me to jump through hoops and perform acts of faith.. so I can save the world their way... I refuse.

Billy Preston - TBD - 100 - Nothing From Nothing Took me years to figure out what these songs meant, even though I always loved them. I hung in there long enough to finally find out, but I never discarded them as useless or meaningles, I just took them for what they were, and let their message grow inside me. Billy Preston - TBD - 100 - Will It Go Round In Circles

I'm always impresed by people who hang in and finally accomplish soemthing... 53 years, and despite all the crap, I've actually accomplished alot. I have a right to say enough is enough. If that means, in your world, I failed God, then I did. Except that I know I didn't and haven't and won't.. It's just apparently not time and I refuse to be put through this shit anymore.

And Barack better understand He will go to jail. And if there is no justice in this world, then let it be destroyed so that the future may be secure in His Kingdom. And then you can all call THAT a great mercy, if you're that insane..

But you want to know the real fun.. all these tunes that supposedly come up randomly on my computer.. are all by people I sent For The Love Of The World to 4 years ago. These old hippie guys really knew what they were talking to. Listen to the music.

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I pray that one day people will know truth as a friend

Not an affront to their senses but a pleasure to obtain

A surprise as a gift that would otherwise go unnoticed.

I pray that one day people will truly know love

In all its passion and intimacy, warmth and wholeness

A place and a person to be in, a dance in which to celebrate each moment.

I pray that one day people will understand that dreams

Are the beginning of creation, joy and fulfillment

Manifesting themselves in actions propelled by the feeling

Of hope in God's love and blessings He provides,

Daily, hourly, moment by moment

With every heartbeat and smile and tear

Cleansed by the wind of the love of a friend

That none have yet to find or hold like a fresh picked flower.

Bee Gees - I Started A Joke

Okay.. so run ... good advice for the world.. run.. that's a wtiness, I suppose. unfortunately, people need to understand who the problem people are so they can observe them and see the truth o that, as well as return to God. If people evaluate based on relativity, how are they to compare the KIngdom to the material world when they don't recognize it in the first place. Maybe a a  misstatement or misundertanding, but a seeming fundamental difference.. so, ya got my number.. one day, we'll meet. Figured it was a psyop. Figures.

It's 5am.. and so, despite my ranting, I'm going to refer back to myself and think of this as a communication relationship kind of thing... getting the idea of how things get misinterpreted.. not that they were.. but, there are a couple of things going on here... 1st to make it out that I misinterpret the Aesopian, which isn't true.. maybe  some now because certain thing have changed, but I mainly watch tends when I have certain signs up in my living room, the stock market goes down.. I hope it's not related :} Botice tha everytime I write something about love, I get sidetracked.. or if say something about the media, I end up writing something that buries it.. and they really dislike it everytime I bring up the horoscope thing with Signed Sealed Delivered in it... that's why I keep bringing it up :} So I promise to call. Point made, whoever made it. And the rest of this stuff.. I'm leaving it, cause there's actually a couple things worth reading :} I really hope you're not getting zapped. I really do. And then there's this thing baout the so-called psychic at KLRS... we should make a rule that non-linear learning has to occur within 3 years of the revelation of the otherwise considered insignificant fact. Oh yeah, the other thing I' used to do is post a line or two here or there.. mostly jokes :} and then Bush would make announcements like terrorists are posting fast messsages to loyalists and the removing them quickly... when I first did Soon to be United Nations.... the audacity quote... someone did a report that made it seem like I was going to get arrested, soI pulle dit and erased it. There was nothing wrong with it, I was under threat of being exposed for lots of thing that there was nothing wrong with. And I had the psychotronics thing starting, and I had no clue how to explain it OR counter it.

Well, Barack, you've proven that it's the money that counts. Good luck with that in the future... Oh, Ireland...

Steely Dan - Katy Lied - 204 - Any World

For the record, Michelle.. I didn't get a scholoarship mainly because I thought I was in a college prep program... long and short of it.. when I went to my counselor, I said, what do you do for other people to assist them, just do that, and all he did was stare at me with a mean look, until I just left. I never did  really understand that. I thought he'd hand me a form.

And just for the heck of it :}Grand Funk Railroad - TBD - 100 - Some Kind of Wonderful How did Montrose put it.. got a fit the "time piece makers" in somewhere... that would be Todd, right... figures.. first time I saw him on stage in sweat pants jumping off a 20 foot speaker with a laser in the tip of his guitar, skinny and all, I knew he was my kind of guy.. now just what kind of guy is that? That's even scarier than thinking about going to Syria. :} Which I would do if I felt like it, but I don't.. Cause I'm gonna be stingy now. That's what you want me to do, right,, prove I'm a jerk or something. Cool. Have a good snowflake :} Have it all your way, folks, by all means.. just remember, my tears aren't for me.

Check out Kurzweil, Begich I think Beardon and a few other people-- yeah Marrs too... talking about psychotronics and the electronic singularity... I got shown a Kurzweil book that I read a little of, and as a psyop, was a little disturbing to me and another reason why I sought to disprove my conclusions about myself... but they all pretty much predict the same thing: a malfunction in the psychotronics sytem killing off masses of people.. sounds like the rapture to me.. it's like the idea of the big horn and little horn, lightning from his arm, magic and wonders.. well what magic does a president have.. directed energy weapons (phasers) how could they know everything I was doing? psychotronics... thanks dad:} Daniel.. helicopters, patriot anti-missile batteries, tanks, etc... nuclear weapons.. and I'll check this out, but how about crack in the sky=holes in the ozone layer.. I'll look into it, but... uh, that's the technological difference... it's like... he's not in the hills or the mountains or the deserts (even though I feel I've been sequestered to contracdict "normal" prophecy) he's among us.. on the internet.. it's funny, but, if you wanted to go amongst the sea of people, delivering a message - and a song :}- to all people, the internet comes close... down to the sea or see... it's like reed in the bible... in historical context, or current context? What good does it do if it's not relevant too today's culture and technology. Analogy is fine, but if it's not distinguished in current, real time terms, who will realte, particularly in a culture tha t like news stations that tell them what to think. And check out the beginning of churces as true sanctuaries for sects seeking protection from oppressive governments.. ultimately, theoretically as a natural course, setting the example for government. Just like the concept of theocracy, is it one religion or one faith - in God?   And then one of my favorites... just what IS God? I dunno. Whaddya you think? :} And the answer is, who cares? Notice I said "what", not who. Check out this, though, in terms of holographic and living word.. we think all this stuff is true related to specific events and it's all hologrpahic and expansive in nature.. An armageddon could also be a personal death. An asteroid may be an encoding for steroid, effecting the coast.. I know that soounds dumb, but stuff like that leads places when you don't look for the "turth" of the history of a specific passage.. that's the interesting part. One day, I did mental skip searches and learned all kinds of stuff. There are references ot what I believe are arificial intelligence all over the Bible. I won't ever go into that unless I have more time to research it but you'd then have to start reading the Bible backwards before that actually provides a cohesive text. :}Seriously, letter for letter backward, where the continuity of the text hasn't been disrupted by editing.. and I see lots of things in Revelations that have no historical context. And then there's the codes.. I think I'm going to finish the searches I was playing with on a certain person..   The way I figure it, it would take a mtrix 355,000 cells across, down and deep to actually analyze the Bible for "living word" enryption... Just like we've been in the end days for decades if not actually hundreds of years.. nobody noticed because of the what was it 49 weeks prophecy... we looked at the weeks, not a non-linear or collated timeline. I'll bet that didn't make any sense at all. And that's a holgraphic interpretation as well.. and that holgraphic interpretation is what allows for the allegories.. you can give stories and parables and history all day long, but it still doesn't stick in McLuhan's paradigm. And that's why the earth DOES have to stand still. I remembered him because I keep thinking about ... all kinds of stuff you wish you actually knew and think you do...:} No pain, no gain, have it your way. Suffer and feel guilty... enjoy it while you can... ya seem to like it. So turn the sound down now, I'm going to scream :} 

I can generate all kinds of headlines and never tell a lie. :} Like my boss at Borland said, I'm not sure we're ready for someone like you around here.. I think she was right. I don't even know why she said it. :}

Now, given the way people comment on things in my future.... speaking of Borland... I take it there are those out there who don't like my delivery. Oh well. Not like content matters.

11/1/2008 - For those who haven't followed all of this, these are some of my favorite vignettes, some from 2002, including further communiques with Sharon and Arafat... and other interesting things like... signed, sealed, delivered.

11:24pm - So, I was reading some documents earlier that I'd had on another site, that is now part of this site, and realized, otehr than Rockefeller, why GE would not want my info to get published... you know, Afghanistan, -  pipeline, Enron, Unocal, all that stufff. then of course, there's the boycott... CNN... seems to be a deal with Welch... does Murdoch still own 28% of Time-Warner....  The record companies are pretty much all owned by GE and Time Warner, and it appears they have all the musicians well harnessed. They and Fox and the Kennedy's own movie land... So that leaves CBS, and Dave... apparently NWO assets... yeah.. I can see how a bunch of stuff is just a stall... nice try. Doesn't matter. Danny, don't worry about me, I'll do fine, I doubt you and your friends will. It just never ceases to amaze me just how dirty and without values you guys are. I'm going to close out this thought by writing an essay. And I can see how you think you've got me locked out... and still, all I can tell you is you've already lost.

So if I told people that duality and such is related to the psychoid factor related to the archetype of the magical effect.... no I don't think so... thought it was interesting, I was about to write about archetypes, was actually looking for Joseph Campbell, and grabbed Jung instead.

The zapping I'm getting now - the last few days - is the kind where they're trying to get me to quit this site... won't do it...


My horoscope for 11-6-2002 The ones off, signed, sealed....

There are no rules out on the cutting edge. You're strong enough for anything, and positive that it will all turn out for the best. Your every desire is signed, sealed and delivered.

The ones directly from from Yahoo all of a sudden started saying other things for the same horoscope. Hmm... psyops via astrological forecasts... from AOL and Time-Warner.. I think there's a pattern here.

7:10 pm - Too bad about the Legacy of Abraham article. I won't promote your premium content. And thanks for letting me know what you're going to do. It'll just make you look bad. Besides, you wouldn't want people to read something that's actually useful, would you? Go ahead and put it back up. I'm taking it off the site. And of course I'll let people know later.. course it won't matter, because you'll probably be out of business anyway, won't you? Wasn't premium a couple weeks ago.

If there's one thing consistent about you guys, you hate the truth. That, in a nutshell. Right oh mainstream left-wing keeper of the truth? :} There must be an acronym there somewhere.

I can just hear my dad saying, so what exactly did you think were accomplishing with this web journal thing? :}

3:47 pm Boom.


Finding all this old stuff is fun... I found ALL of the Dear Mr Bush Segments.... the entire website as of 10/3/2002... and it's very revealing about the news, and everything that was going on. I'll probably post the entire site... it's just before the psychotronics REALLY got me... I'll post it, even though I doubt the audio links will work until I have time to get back to it later. Found the original corruption and me... this is long before the 2004 campaign..


12/6/2002 -

Hi George!

Sometimes, you guys really crack me up.  Barney TV. :}  Believe it or not, I had a springer spaniel named Barney... lived for 19 years... The friend I let live with me while he went to college... we called him the Pizza Messiah... he decided one night to put a camera on him... we called it dogtv...

Meanwhile.. I look around at the millions of people who will be affected by the war you insist on having.. meanwhile, the real threats are Al Qaeda... and a failing economy.    You don't have a policy, and you're bankrupting this country.  I know what you're doing, I know how and why.  It won't stand. I will be in the next election.. and you know me, I won't hold anything back.

By the way.. I'll make you a deal.. you pay your legal taxes on the Harken stock, and I'll go beg for a loan to pay the rest of mine.  It'll be good for the country.    Besides, you owe an awful lot more than me. And, at least I reported MY income.

Can't wait for all that to come up in the next election.  I guarantee you, it will.  And the press won't be able to suppress it, this time.  The major difference between you and me is that I may not have the money to pay, but you had the money, and didn't even try.  People will notice the difference.

And how about the heating assistance?  Have you ever been freezing cold George? How could you even think of it?  Remember what God says... what you do to these people, you do to God.  Shame on you.


Isaiah 24:5 The earth also is defiled under the inhabitants thereof; because they have transgressed the laws, changed the ordinance, broken the everlasting covenant.

Revelation 3:19: Write the things which thou hast seen, and the things which are, and the things which shall be hereafter.

Daniel 11:7 But out of a branch of her roots shall one stand up in his estate which shall come with an army and shall enter into the fortress of the king of the north, and shall deal against them, and shall prevail

A Message to my friends in Palestine10/7/2002 - Please be cautious with your people, and in sending word to those who would retaliate.   What's going on is like a trap. Don't get caught in it by being drawn into a situation that perpetuates the violence.  Neither side wins if this escalates.

9/29/2002 - Mr. Arafat, please do not propagandize this situation.   Please embrace it, and understand that Mr. Sharon is offering you an opportunity for peace.  He made the first move.   Meet him halfway..  Don't speak hate or defiance.  Speak to your people, speak to them of the love you have for them, speak to them of what's possible in your nations, speak to them of a courageous stand for the well being of Palestinians and the Israelis.  We all want the same thing.   Be the change you want to see.

God Bless you.

What memories what memories... remember when I first posted these? :} This was about the same time I wrote a piece on the Skull and Bones, and someone from the Middle East wrote to me to find out how he could join :}?

Favorite remarks from site user:

"Good job on keeping things cool and well spoken.   Your website exhibits quite a bit of control - your adjectives could include evil bastards every now and again without being extreme."

and, regarding a piece I wrote for another purpose called

"The Privilege & Honor of Serving A Commitment"

"...statement is right on and could have been written by me, I have always felt this passionately about justice and equality!  The sentiment expressed there is the only viable goal for humanity I think.

Also found: What to do about TIPS :} This is part of the sign outside the door, as I proposed :}

If you wish to engage with the occupants of this household, please knock on the door 3 times briskly, and then step back 20 paces and await further instructions.   Otherwise, please have the courtesy of calling me upon return to your office, so that I will at least be informed of your decision.

Sorry to put you in this position, really, but, the government has put you in this position, not me.  And I oppose this policy.  If you don't like to be treated this way, then we have something in common.  I don't like being treated this way either, yet it's exactly what you're doing by participating in this program.

That's either audacity or my impression of Jimmy Stewart :}

I don't care about continuity.. It's my site.


10/31 -12:53 - Been doing  alot of thinking.. so you're getting zappped... and unfortunately there's only one way to stop it.. and I'm so sorry.. I thought I was proceeding on a safer course...Thus, the context of DM. They knew I wouldn't be able to turn my back... and TW still thinks they're going land me.

So look, Idon't have any secret even if I wanted to... the way I figure it, the best case would be to have pastors get on the phone and tell others.. I know there's a network, and I also believe that if the announcemnet was made and passed around, and people were referred to the "Kingdom" part, suddenly the world would stand still... an things would be put on hold... ever aware that they know everything I'm going to do.. that's why attempts at secrecy are counterproductive... If I hadn't been so willing to expose myself, I'd likely be  in a cell somewhere..

I need to be on the road having discussions, not delivering sermons, to every church I can get to.. People would have to know they'll get threats from opposition operatives... who knows if they'd be carreid out.. even though I'm underattack, there are intelligence people protecting me too.. so, in one way, it's papr tiger... it's why I laugh at threats.. they want to try to use my emergence.. otherwise I'd be dead. And I' can just see them coming up with false prophets an actors.. I actually think I know who Clinton will claim is the real guy if they have to fall away from Obama.. Clinton's had talks with him already... and CNN's footsteps of Jesus  will actually support THEIR case, based on the facial modeling they did... and if that doesn't work, there's a million ways they'll paly it... Thats what I'm up against...

My preference would be t make the world stand still... with me having just enough visibility for it to be credible, as well as to make me available if someone decides to use th martial law option. So I can stop it. And I can. If we can't make the world stand still. it takes longer, and people will get hurt because the government wants an excuse to crack down. Very nuanced, it needs just the right touches responsive to the moment.

Ya gotta think of me who's back from war, adjusting.. the stories from Nam were about soldiers so attuned t danger that every twig snapping was a cause for alarm.. I'm not like that, I'm not even fully Padilla'ed... but I have to constantly question tricks and traps.. and it isn't personal.. can you deal with it for a while? And so long as the message and motivation doesn't get perverted or buried, sell it any way you want... we're in a capitalistic world... but see.. I could put a thing up to get money.. even if people contributed, it would likely be garnished. I don't want to throw people's money away. The earth stands still is the best approach... I can avail myself very quickly in lots of ways.. even if only via broadband..

As for the site.. better make copies.. there's a zilin different ways to fenagle taking me off line.. and I fully expect it'll go down on the first announcement. Hard to tell how they'll play it. Speaking of which - Barack: Boo.. btw... it feels like youre winning when you're losing again...

Anyway...  on a personal level.. I once took a course for about $900...they told me that it would allow me to see that i'm just like everyone else.. (this org seemed to have a thing for taking time to tell me I wasn't anyone speical)... So I took the course, relaly enjoyed it and got alot out of it.. afterward.. they were always intent in making sure that you profesed to get the brainwashing they did on you... so I told them it worked, but the truth was, the course made it clear I wasn't. :} I fought it... didn't fit. :} Nothin' bout me... that's the same time period I met Anthony Michael Hall, Dana Carvey was trying to get to me thru someone else, and the same period I was told Todd was working on AI. I figure I blew it when I blew off Michael Anthony Hall.. but I'd heard of him, but never watched the show he'd been on :} Oh, you're famous, so what? :} Is there something else you want to say other than to tell me you're famous? :} Or is it Anthony Micheal Hall. can't remember right now... :} Loved deadzone, though, especially after winchester...

Anyway... as for me personally.. I don' mean to be difficult... it's been a long time since anyone allowed me to be me.. I need to be me to do what I have to do... and I don't mean to be smug or narcissistic, nor have unreasonable expectations of other people.. but I have certain high standards for myself.. and while peole think I withdrew to avoid people, the truth is, the appearance of withdrawal was nothing more than an expression of me creating a space for me to be me, and shoing people love by allowing them to be whoever they are without asserting what they might see as my judgments about them... people shrink in my presence, always have, and I've had to adapt to make them safe and welcome.. and they do...  and still, like anyone, I need my own safe place.  That's what the dog and guitar thing has been about.. they give and give.. I know they love me, I love them, and nothing more is required. Everything after that is just love and fun. I have had that with a couple of people, in the innocence of youth... I always hoped I 'd meet people like that. Cause I'm all kinds of into the innocence of youth... not being irresponsible, being free... it's no accident that as we get older, we revert to looking like our baby pictures :}

So I don't know.. peope have a history of being around me and then having to get therapy because they keep trying to figure me out and change me, and they' can't figure me out and it drives them nuts.. :} I don't even have to do anything :}

I'm not trying to put you off at all.. just trying to be honest... like a reminder that for me, this all began out of my love and commitment to freedom...

Gotta get some work done... Hail McLuhan! Who knows, maybe I'll dial the phone.. I'm on the verge... I want to ... BJ... a matter of trust.  And it's interesting, but God really did choose Donny.. I just did that for fun and to mess with his head :} Originally I mean :} Here we are, and by "accident" , it just makes sense. :}

I didn''t know I was compromising him or anyone else back then. Like Billy. Gordon, Maurice, Shaquille...

Just random personal thoughts.. don't anyone take this too seriously... I don't know why I picked them either :}

Electric Light Orchestra - Livin' Thing

Andrew Gold - What's Wrong With This Picture - 205 - One of Them Is Me

Ronnie Montrose - Rock The Nation - Jiggers, it's the cops! :}

Monkees - I'm Not Your Stepping Stone

We Are the World

Kenny Loggins - This Is It

Steve Perry - Foolish Heart


10:37 - Here's the thing for me... I have reason to believe my tv provider is turned off but still works... I've seen an incredible number of piggybacked signals, the bulk of which I can't prove, including last night's second televangelist.... that cut off right after their web site was shown onscreen.. unfortunately, England isn't the EU. But curious.

Nonetheless.. at this point, I've been successfully Padilla'ed... what I mean by that is that almost everyone I've come into actual contact with for the last 6 years has been participating in the bubble... he got to the point where when they finaly gave him lawyers, he thought they were psyops guys there to trick him again. This is the part I've referred to as "I know what I know, I know what has purposely been distorted as part of a psyop. And I hold them as totally separate". One of the first "covert messages" I received is that I would prevail in the end but they were really going to mess me up  before they were done... that was before I thought anything about being the Son of Man. it's a perfect Psyop... I understand it completely... that's why I write this. . it's my only outlet, as if I was having a conversation with someone... just as I understand it also could be the best "evidence" against me.

There are 2 primary factors for me: 1) I like to carry my own weight   2) I get around people with advanced degrees of all kinds and I have no problem conversing intelligently with preofessors and the works.. and the only persdon I can count on at this point as any sort of testimony of my existence is  me... on my own, even the stuff I write here for me is like an oppportunity to open the discussion and works  in my favor. But 3) I don't like walking in to other people's business, and expect that they'll take direction from me. That's  a permission issue, and there's nothing saying that I'd want to change what anyone is basically doing because they're doiing it, one way or another, because God wants them to be doing that. But it's like.. I'm an asset, a resource for God to use.

But I so understand and believe in choice.. you have no idea... I don't have a problem with having God filling me with the spirit and delivering a rousing message for Him... it's fun... but this idea of having people choose it because it makes sense to them... there are many things I present that go against what many people have been led to believe... things I used to believe... and given the circumstances and what needs to be done... things that could be stopped right now... and I'm frankly disappointed at the idea that anyone.. even minsiters are actually open to the idea of having someone walking into your dmain and saying, I'm the leader... just  like all the people who've come to my door to say the son of man is coming, and I ask them, how would they know, or intimate   they're talking to them... and they jsut walk away not knowing what tothink... so to go into the domain of powerful leaders, and thank God they are, and say "believe me"... "follow me".. the amount of time it would take to hang out and slowly convnce them is all the time it would take to have the NWO take hold.. and i can't do that.. and if I have to let theat happen, I do need to get out of this country because I'm likely to be on the list of those "potential undesireables"... so I was thinking of stopping certain places depending on the route out...

I was laughing at myself last night.. thinking everybody has made it so hard for me to serve them over the years, and now I'm making it hard for them to serve me... if they're actually trying. Not like I want to.. But I have no time, one way or the other, for hanging out for people to get to know me, and take more years to take action. Or emptying garbage cans. And I really don't want anyone's handouts either. And the only other thing I know is that I want to work with people I can count on, not people who are testing me because there just isn't time for that. I don't care what the Bible says, the point of me at this time is to cut it off. It's very differenct than enduring.

So, it's a problem because I'm clear some of the psyops were  done specifically to make me more timid than I used to be quiet. In this specific context and situation... so I have to plan as if I'm just walking away with what I can carry, and God''just have to cause whatever comes next. Otherwise, someone else will have to take a grand leap of faith and action, cause otherwise, it looks to me more like I'm still on my own and noone will assist me.. And there's a psyop that goes with this one, fortunately, it's been run on a me a few times so I'm not falling for it.. but it is one of those kinds of things that freeze you in your tracks.. A few minutes, I was writing something about safe places and unconditional love... I need to know I'm either in one of those, or alone.. there's no in between for me at the moment... there's lots of things I'd love to do and try, but when you get to the point of realizing that the propecy is true.. trap after trap... it alters the way you view the moves you have to make... the safety issues for yourself and others...

And it's like when I'm sitting here thinking about speicifc issues, and then I'll see a news report or program that answers my specific thoughts or questions.. and I wonder, was I just set up to believe another deception, or can I trust the Aesopian value of what I saw... knowng full well that even the psyops would want me to to not "get the message"  That's very much why I decided to stop collecting evidence on this sort of thing.. because the process, the time of collecting and storing and organizing it prevented me from getting things done... just like seeing progrmas that make me feel stuff like this ends up using valuable time. ANd yet there is vlaue in this process.. if people I think are reading this are reading it.. and then, is what they're doing adjusting to any instruction I might give.. or was it prerecorded long ago? That's why I have to absorb it all as data, and worry about sorting it all out later, and just not worry about any opportunities that might have been missed because the psyops were effective. Later on, the dots will connect, and I'll easily be able to  put the data into the right places... talk about MROOT..

But if there's anything I do know, it's that I have to be the leader of this, whatever you want to call it.. I can't do it alone.. I can't  do it apart from key people.. and I can't deny at least the appearance or illusion of danger... which is not illusion.. crazy government... so, like Grand Funk says... can I get a witness? Or, should I buy another pair of shoes... Blavatsky went to England and met someone at the train station. Maybe I'll be just as lucky. I ain't gonna worry about it. And still of course I do. Just as the v2k stuff bugs me in the way it disrespects pure thoughts. And pure love. As if it always has to be about something more than appreciating the being of a being.

Jonei Mitchell... hip to your tricks... I alwys thought it was cool to have someone look through you, if they were compassionate enough to understand and love your humanity as well.. it's a rare thing.. can't say I've ever  seen it in anyone.. probably have.. it's a tough item on my list that has always made me question... I'll leave it at that.

I like partners.. real partners.. and I need to babble with someone live  for a little while. The rest will be history. It's just a matter of, will I be effective in causing people to choose to see truth, and to choose to choose freedom. And then to cause it without people getting hurt, knowing they're counting on a non-violent resistance that they believe they can manipulate into submission.

It's just like the crowd mob scene scenario. it alays takes the one to step forward.. I'm doing it in my own way... the beautiful thing about chaos theory is that, supposedly, others will naturally do whatever they do and the plan will be filled.. the impedance, as far as I see it, is to be unwilling to cause confrontations of domain amongst churches and individuals such that it just ends up being like the current social condition.. everyone thinks their one or few issues is the quintessential or crux issue... and so it's all about infiltrating each other insteading of aligning... that's what the media causes... that's why I say people have to join my church.. it's arduous, but as a purist about choice and supposing to set an example, I can't turn my back on it. It's like Grant... you can win the war, but if the victors aren't aligned, after  the war, you have a war amongst the victors.. I'm anxious to move now.. hard to tell how God's gonna work this one out, but given how things have been going, I think I know, I don't like it, I'm going to be angry, and then I'll likely be harder to approach.

Mobius.  Vger computing pi.. only I'm not the defective one.

I don't know if that gets tothe right people the right way..  but that's where I'm at. Thes people have done a good job on me.. like the Bible says, I need to be received and revealed... and it doesn't look like it's supposed to be up to me to decide this one... or that what I'd like in my little imagination..  that keeps me amused so many ways..   See, if it was just about me "surviving", no problem. I' mean I've had this premonition over and over about meeting someone - not romantically - while playing my guitar down at Venice beach. . could be a worse locale, and I know where the homeless people hang out :} Maybe you've seen the story about that.  anyway.. the funny stories never stop, you have no idea.. maybe you  do .. anyway...    but what I refuse to and what I'm being manipulated into  is a situation wherby a calamity can be created, ad the there's about 100 dialectics for countering it... things are  easier and quicker from within the states, or could be quicker outside but more dangerous.. and like domestically, I don't want to be propagandized in a way that causes unrest. So, I need to be able to control my exposure as much as possible. The thing tha tmakes it most difficult is causing people to understand the real danger without scaring them away, if they were to believe that exposure, and my outing, would cause greater safety, which it would in  arelatively short time.. but these folks only have a couple of real ways to come after me, each way exposes them in the light of day... the problem for the last 6 years has been getting to the light of day.. and at the same time having a secure location around people ... all that stuff... and if I have to secure myself, I'd rather do it in my car, or in a country where I don't have to make any apologies for not giving people my complete trust... remember... not even my mother.

Bread - Diary Kind of like finding out out that this song accurately described my life at the time :}

Wait til we get to this one :} I've already designed it in my head. It looks pretty funny... it would've been Magneto and Titanium Man.. anyway..

So the truth is there's nothing I'd love better than to hang out with some people, even for a day or two... and I'm not interested in being anyone's employee.. and I have lots to get done. And then beyone that, not knwoing what people ar eaware of .. particular the v2k psyops.. and I really actually am a shy and/or reserved person in regard to personal issues.. while I don't resist those things because it taes so much energy to resist.. I'm embarassed about the things I've been cycled through, and I hate being presumptuous, and the psyops people knew that and that's why they did it.  And I'm not about to "assume" myself into anybody's world with that sort of thing unresolved.

I do have to admit, though, other than what are unfortunate but real considerations, it would be difficult for me to believe there could be a  better match in service to Him. Somehow... and then there's Steve Perry.. ya know.. having nothing to do with personal stuff. Paradox after paradox after paradox... I'm very clear that regardless of anything, we're partners in His work. And that gives me more than you can imagine.

I do intend, however, to figure  out how to retrieve messages from the phone tomorrow. :} And about those guitar knobs :}

10/30 - 1:57pm Joe That's funny... decrying the profits of Exxon, all the while being a prophet of Exxon. You Democrats aren't as subtle as the Republicans, but you're getting better. If that's moving up then... I'm moving out...  uploads later...

So I really couldn't decide if Sarah Palin was Lily Tomlinson or Goldie Hawn.. definitely Goldie Hawn.. House Guest... Steveo Martin... Ramblin Guy.. anyway.. the plot fits too :} Louisiana LeRoux.. great group.. got the album..

I can just hear it.. who's he writing this to.. it's like he's having a conversation with soemone :} They'll call it the meltdown... no he's talking to God.. no it's some crazy angel who knows what I'd do if he was standing in front of me right now... after the cryin' was through... or a psyops guy distracting me from  work.:} Don't  ever forget, soft as smoke and tough as nails. Don't ever forget it.

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10/29 - To James Taylor.. I don't know why you and Todd and others did what you did, what you think it accomplishes... or what you think of me All I can tell you betrayed God in a big way, and I so hope you have to suffer what you have done to me and many others. As a strategy, I have to admit thier using you, James, to deliver that blow was certainly a master stroke. I hope your master rewards you well. You can run but you can not hide.. and you won't... (update: well you've been topped. Still doesn't let you off the hook)

In one way, I'm ashamed of America, not as a personal affront, cause I've clearly never actually been a citizen. That's not my doing. As someoone who has always believed that people were intrinsically good, that God's creation of us all and this planet would have such good attributes... perverted from the beginning.

All I've got to say is that if any of your mothers knew what you all really do, would you still be so proud? And if you don't even care what she thinks, then you cetainly have all lost any semblance of sanity, morality or conscience. But, then, you all think morality is funny and beneath you.

So America will godown as all of you have planned. You will do great destruction in the world. And when Hillary claims her great revelation at finding Elijah, there will be many who know she is a liar and a whore to the world... and God will know..  I will be satisfied to know that I completed my job, and that it wasn't my fault.

I hope you destroy yourselves quickly. That would truly be mercy to the world.

I actually hope, at his point, that no one ever recognizes or acknowledges me, because I never want to be put in the position of rusting and caring and hurting my heart again. God is my friend... works for me. Always did before.

God bless the American Citizens. God damn the United States Government.

Obama, you're a sick man... the world will know. Thanks for the 30 minute piece of evidence. The world will find out Barack, and then you'll be the object of their hatred... for your theft, murder and hypocrisy. Maybe you actually are the Devil. Given who I am, it stands to reason, and while some ministers may think I'm obesessed with the evil doe-ers, alll I have to say is, it's my job... all that understanding doesn't do any good if you stand by and allow the world to overtake you waiting to be saved...and I'm walking away to allow this a*hole to destroy himself.. and he will.. and then America will discover just how Godless they really are.. right Dobbs.. keep laughing Dobbs... remember what come next. Or do you remember the quote? Boom. 2 hours. It'll be done. Thank God.

As for me. I think I"ve more than paid my dues.. I ddin't want your money in the first place...I think it's laughavle that all you care about is your money and power... and it's just inexplicable to me that you you  all betray God. Like He really doesn't exist. You're nuts. Tell me when the smoke clears.

That's one thing you people trained me to do was walk away... and yet you impede me from leaving.. proving your sickness again.

Santana - Shaman - 07 - Victory Is Won

Karl: You know, the actual only strategy I had in this whole time was knowing that if I did the media matters kind of thing, these guys have such big egos that they wouldn't be able to resist seeing what I was writing about htem... especially when it was flattering. They loves apostates, don't they? :} The Postman movie really fits... do I have to? Anyway, did you really do that stuff Karl, cause we could have some fun laughing at these guys. I can do strategy when someone says they need one :} I don't really wanna do that piece on Mike.. I like him too much.. and I hope that's not a problem with George.. but I need to do that sermon n someone... not like it'll make any difference. Am I the only curious person left?

Yeah, Keith it's ok calm down, the world will know you're a traitor soon enough. I don't feel like I'm in that big a hurry anymore...  I figure just about the time I die, the world will be desperate enough and I'll just die and say.. gee sorry, tried.. thanks for askin'... What else can I do? But feel free to sue me Keith. Eveybody loves being fooled by you... Especially your angels... glad they're someone's... I'm gonna have God make me some new ones...


10/28/2008 10pm - Must be my day. So I hope what's her name will call you know who so we can get you know what on the road :} If ya know what I mean. :} I still don't know what the knobs on the guitar do :} I'll have to get a manual :} So, what instrument has 10 strings?

So all I gotta say is if someone does Aesopian on me, I may get it, but I'll discard it, because it's that old assume thing... .. left drift... let it drift. The world is about to change.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Beatles - Let It Be

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Neil Diamond - Play Me

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Cream - Sunshine Of Your Love

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Peter Gabriel - Up - 05 - I Grieve

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Prince - Musicology - 11 - Dear Mr Man

Ricky Nelson... what a way to die. Saw him at the Orange County Fair just before he died... PS.. thanks, I appreciate it :}

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Harvey and the Moonglows - Ten Commandments of Love

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)Joan Baez - Diamonds and Rust

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)John Denver - Sunshine On My Shoulder

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)John Denver - Annie's Song

10/28 - 10:39am - When all is said and done... when America finds out it's been deceived, when America finds out they've been completed sold out by the media, blame Lou Dobbs and Keith Olbermann first: the biggest frauds in tv news. They draw you, tell you enough truth to make you trust them, and then they lie to you just when it counts most for the cause of the Council on Foreign Relations. MSNBC and CNN  are clearly used as fronts for psychotronic based electronic psychological perations against the United States. The problem is, they work for the government, and the government will not stop them. Therefore, victims must suffer and die and no one will help them. Meaning the media and the government are colluding tokill Americans... and it's been going on for decades.

At this point, you should assume that whatever you hear on tv news is being shown... good or bad, truth or lie. . to set you up and manipulate you into doing, supporting and working for causes that will betray you.

The United States of America has been overthrown by the Council on Foreign Relations... one day you will know this is true.

This is my final remark to the media: my story WILL come to the surface. When it does, regardless of what happens to me, the politicians will protect themselves and the media will be discarded in the blink of an eye... just like they dispose of each other for expediency. Regardless of where I am, I'll be laughing at you for believing that you can betray and beat God.

Meanwhile... I always find it interesting: people being so committed to God and still being unable to transcend material concerns for the plan and purposes of God. But, then, the setup was put in play ago, and apparently it worked, because even though my life, circumstances.. even my physical appearance correspond to prophecy, even the ministers turn their backs and are cowards, proving they don't really believe in God, the ultimate product they sell and benefit from. They may believe they are doing His work while they remain safe while their nation falls and God is forcibly removed from their world.. and they'll claim the blessings of God for their suffering and persecution, empowered by their own cowardice and acquiescence... and they'll blame God. But because they believe they can claim belief, they believe God will simply forgive them for the betrayals that led to their own hell on earth, and the perpetuation of the reign of the anti-Christ...

And when it's over, will they understand why God demands His planet to be returned, and why he demands to be in  control of a world gone mad by the work of the very people He entrusted with His kingdom.

The faithful will be blessed. And the evil will be forgotten.

Congratulations Lou and Keith and James and all your sick friends... you have presented God to be a stingy God, who has given everything through all time. For that you are damned. In time, no one will misunderstand my words on this matter.

When people ask, why has God forsaken us, let them know, they have forsaken God.

A pilgrim is someone in search of a country in which God would not be ashamed to be called God. God is the eternal pilgrim in this world.

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An example of a true hypocrite coward: All the words, complaining and demending that someone else risk their lives for them, while they cower in fear, and watch their country and their fellow citizens die. But they sing pretty songs. The ones God gave them, that they think they did completely by themselves. You participated in presenting God this way James. Good luck.

James Taylor - Dad Loves His Work - 06 - Stand and Fight

10:48 - Talk about ironic... most of my life in being and working with people has been to set people free.. so to speak, minds, hearts, spirits... and all anyone seems to want to do is change me.  Kind of odd. I was thinking about my friends who did those 25 miles walks to get their eagle scout badges.. I'd go along just for fun.. and they wouldn't even let me in the boy  scouts... I don't know if that's funny or not.

Must... that's the stuff on top of wine when it's brewing.. or is that the chapeau.. it's been a while..  so tell me, what do people do when Godot gets there? I know we did this one before, but it was a long time ago.

And for those people who don't know it, I just love love music. the chapters I'm looking forward to writing most that I'm being deterred from are those..  and what happened to listening part IV... I think there is a song I could write.. Goodbye America.. I was going to write  I Cry for My Country... but that's probably already taken too.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Grand Funk Railroad - I'm Your Captain I wonder if they got their copy :} I'll be glad when this is over, and you guys are gone. And don't forget, you guys are the ones committing the cimes. I don't know how much more I could have waited for another indication, but now it's clear... and I'll finish my work... and the fact that you're impeding me so much must mean there's some kind of deal to leave me online and at least outgoing email.. It'll be interesting to see the trap you have on this one. And rmember, I won't be used to give you an excuse. I just won't. Cause I actually know a great deal about linguistics.

But, remember.. I said I'd live on my terms.. with my objectives.. and you deter me, but I'll win, just because people do know the difference between right and wrong. And they like the right part most... and I don't mean republicans... even if you destroy the world with your tactics, that will be the thing that will restore it... I hope it doesn't come to that.

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One more question to ask. :} I'll never tell.

6:30 pm - You guys are really getting sensitive. I played the George Strait cuz I really love it.. always wanted to sing that song... well my version...

Anyway.. Dobbs... true insanity is being a party to the deaths and harm to millions of people, sticking the money in your pocket and just saying "it's their lot in life"... it isn't... it's depravity. I dont understand people like you... you're worse than the criminals you create. Mad Hatters... your behaviors are predictable, but reprehensible nonetheless. Glad you had your fun with the toiletries. You guys have a thing for that... I was speaking of planting a garden, and working the soil and the fertilizer with my hands in order to make the soil perfect, no clods or rocks or weeds... not like the bs you guys dish out.

Now I understand what "do you smell that smell" is about.. and it's not toiletries :}

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What I really can't help wondering is what my father didn't give you that I must know, otherwise you would welcome my leaving the country. Instead, you impede me. Whatever it is, it won't work out for you. Cause I won't stop. I care so much, I just don't care. You'll never have my soul.

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3:10pm Gee, it's still Monday? :} I'm gonna play Oh God with Donnie:} if God can do it, so can I.. what are they gonna do, block it? Probably don't get it anyway :} I keep hoping that I have outgoing, but nothing incoming... talk about having to read trends. I don't like this non hands on non interactive stuff.. don't really like video games either.. anyway.. so this blue eyes thing :} That's all I'm gonna say... I don't know if I'm ahead of or behind schedule... Chicago - TBD - 100 - Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is    Anyway, you can give him this as evidence if he should decide to sue me. :} I'm gonna stop by his church when I go to New York though, I know tha's what it will take. I like walkin' around New York. Lots of stuff to see. I really like the Grenwich area too. Too bad I never got a chance to play at Coney Island.. it was just a few blocks away.. :} Everytime the train on the L went by, the power would brown out and the computer would crash. :}

That was pretty funny getting to the publishing company of my guys, and they were licensing agents... and ..and.. :} do I or don't I? And I wonder how many of these people actually know of me? And the KL explanation of this is it deosn't make sense, though I noted the story of his father... They're working on me there too. Mexico, huh... I was getting beamed so hard last night... you know what I heard thru my stereo speakers? And tell Stivo I was only joking.But I know he likes the rough stuff :}

I decided I want Kenny Loggins' shirt AND a blue nehru jacket like the one I had as a kid... I really liked it, but I outgrew it. Reminds me of the time my boss told me he liked the way I dressed in sweaters.. business casual and all.. and I laughed and told him I wore the sweaters so I didn't have to iron my shirts... which wasn't REALLY true... but   it kinda worked out that way:}

Paula Abdul - Straight Up

We'll see who's delusional :}

10/27 - 2:49am - I feel sorry for Barack..  I really do... I understand, but where does it end?

I wonder how long it will take to find the one... no criticism or requests intended... it'll be an interesting week... I'm wondering where I'll stick my next weblog area for you guys... I'm sure I'll think of something... I really like this song.. cracked me up... :} I won't go into it :}rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) India Arie - Acoustic Soul - 08 - Ready for Love  This one too :} rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)  George Strait - I Cross My Heart  I love the movie... watched it almost as many times as Forrest Gump :} Oprah, Barbra, they were bad jokes, I apologized :}  Look at how many jokes I've told about myself :} I wish I had the Funny Girl Soundtrack.. don't rain on my :}

I wonder what those knobs on my electric guitar do? I never have been able to figure that out :} Really... and no tremolo or fuzztone.. cool wah wah and phasing though... back in the old days, we attached nails to the speakers... :} Tomorrow is voicer day for a short time.. then it's off to the races..

George, don't do Cambodia in Syria.. just don't. You know it won't work out for you, so just stand down. I understand it's a tough situation, but I didn't create it, and I'm not going to allow it. I wish you no personal ill will, never did. This is about America, and the world... And I really am looking forward to getting things done.. because I know the world wants it... and I know I can empower it.

Thanks to the folks surrounding me :} I mean that. rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Jose Feliciano - Rain/Reign/Rehn :} What could it mean :}

10/26/2008 - 12:35pm - What a night... I'm really getting zapped.. the thing in Syria is a big problem, as they anti-Christ begin their military moves toward Armageddon. Obama you piss me off. Forget the 667 stuff.   1, that's it, 1, and you're not it. I know every way you could play this, I'm not intimidated by any of them, and you're through. And so are your friends.

Meanwhile.. paradon after paradox.. I would start a new religion and call it Christianity but it's already taken. I would start a new economy and call it capitalism but it's already taken. I would install agreeements for free markets and trade but it's already been perverted. And now they want to ensure the anti-Christian course of America by installing Barack, just like they did George W. Bush, who they setup to  emulate the anti-Christ in order to allow Barack to claim "He Is The ONe".. right Oprah.. or did they fool you too? The one... the guy to follow the anti-Christ based on Christian prophecy. Got ya Barack. Like I told you long ago, play it any way you want.   God is in control. Emulate all you want. You'll only make it worse for yourself and the ones who love you who will be appalled and humiliated because of you.

FOX: I want to repeat that you tell a great deal of truth... and you take things too far sometimes, and that's why I hadn't watched you for years. I'mnot endorsing you.

I want to say, and I"m not defending Barack, becase what your report showed was Barack not having the character to defend the contribution people had made to their lives leading to good judgment, if it does that.

Davis grew up in a different time, and it's actually important  to remember that heritage in order to apply judgment, leading in a way to ensure that the same understandable and righteous anger that he had is never allowed to occur again. I found the example you used of his radicalism to be enlightening, and I was glad it was said in public.

As for Ayers.. I really have no idea what the SDS did.. I really don't. The biggest problem I have with it is that he chose, once again, to cover up his relationships and betray and destroy the very people who shaped his life. And someone who does that is not a man of good character. And he does it over and over again... and all I can conclude is that what he derived from his experiences is hatred and anger, just like with his father, and he is on a vendetta with the world, without love and appreciation for what is good in the world. And there's a lot to love.

Anyone is welcome to join my church, what I call for the moment the universal church of free will and being, but God knows what is in your heart. Moment by moment. Not as a spy, but as an assistant.. or if you really choose, a commander... He has no desire to be that. But that is the choice you all must make, ultimately.

And when you join the church, if you join, you can call it anything you want, because no matter what you call it, no matter what faith or spiritual walk you have, whether you know it or not, it's all the same theology, it's all a part of one world and one God, and He will not tolerate the continued abomination of His world.

That was heavy. :}


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And I need to get this domain from "funky" Nassau.. :}

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I'd have bought the sports car anyway :}

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And returning to the lineup after a brief stint on disabled list. Even he does something right the first time. :}

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And that's a mix.

Oh, except for this one, decidicated to Stivo, lest he become complacent or acquiescent.:} He must be one of those people who likes to feel guilty:}

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Mike - Not only does a misnister of God speak the truth regardless of their "political position", but they do not particpate with people committing immoral, anti-Christian acts. So, if you are minsiter still, and you have to decide that, then I say you're betraying God just like the Bible describes..  and leaders who decieve (therefore, who are not serving God) and do harm to their own citizens ARE traitors.. look it up in the dictionary. Same thing I told Olbermann.  If you've decided to no longer be God's servant, then stop hanging out the shingle in order to use God to validate your righteousness. Otherwise, that's apostasy and using God's name in vain. I know you know that what I just said is true. Your actions will be the proof of your convictions... and commitment to ministry. And I do like your show..  With that.. has the Mena conduit been shut down? Are you aware of weather manipulation? Do you know about HAARP. Did you know the CIA DID develop AIDS? If you do, and you're keeping your mouth, who are you serving? AND, why? Because if more of your fellow Americans die because of your silence, what does that make you? Like th eBible says, my hands are clean, there is no blood on me, regardless of how the governemnt, Council on Foreign Relations and U.S. Government use psyops against me to make me look insane, like a radical, and now, supposedly, like a militant.... and still, you say nothing. Despite the fact you know all about it. What would you say to these people, Rev Mike? And how about this? And all the other stuff on this site? It's all true.

And then there's this letter from a victim to Kucinich... they think he'll help them too, cuase he's suppoosed to be som ekind of civil rights hero... and he remains silent... Ted Kennedy covered up psychotronics during the Church Committee.. and so I call him a traitor, because  he is. His health is irrelevant. Barack Obama and the Council have stolen my ideas, even my written materials which are the divine inspiration and words of God.. that's called hijacking a religion. Pretty soon, these people will fully promote Buddhism over the message of Christ Jesus. Look what they're doing to me, even if you don't believe who I am, even if I am just a guy writing a book.

God wants to know, Mike, where do you stand? And you know this isn't just a difference of opinion? Now, how would you explain your life to God. As for me, he's gonna have to explain mine to me... and He is... All I know is that even before I became politically active, I never perpetrated harming people.. I never schemed or anything like that... and the worse I did were because of other people. I know that sounds like  a cop out, but it isn't, and you know. I guess all I have to say next is that I have no doubt you're using using your former ministry, and it will be used against me.. as if you are an expert... at which time I will point out that you have no qualifications in the area, because you are intimately involved with anti-Christian activities.

Mike... this is how God turns things around on infidels.. and I used that word on purpose, because that's the word the Bible uses... So if someone thinks they'll use people like you to back me down, give it up. I'm more than happy to consider all views, and if I'm wrong or change my mind, I'm gald to say so... But even the few areas where I left things incomplete  or when I had not discovered or before God revealed certain things to me, I was alnmost completely on the mark, even before reading the Bible thoroughly and truly understanding a great deal. That was God speaking through me even then, and I knew it because of my deal with God when I was young.. my deal to learn and to follow Him. And when anybody says I'm just a manchurian because of psyops, I'll laugh in their faces, because that's part of the grand setup and double cross against me, that won't work... If you were to review the materials I wrote before the age of 18, you'd know that almost all I ever talked about in the videos I made for the school was God and country,,, and I'm proud of that, because that's who I"ve always been.. just like spending hours in middle school on the bus home talking to other kids about integrity... on all levels and subjects. I know why my mom left me that particular Bible, and why the psyops people did what they did to aggravate me into doing what I did with it. I regret it. Nonetheless, isn't it interesting that when I contacted the Baptist minister who baptized me, who knew my father, and I reminded him of me and my father... I didn't hear from him anymore... either the gov't is blocking his emails, or he's afraid, or worse. Because he's very old, and it was before I fully accepted that people who are good to me get harmed... by the U.S. Government.. the anti-Christian  Government that has suppressed the  Son of Man for 53 years.

What do you say to that, Mike? Hmmm... really. I want to know how you justify it. God does too. Believe me He does... because that's the question right now for all of His servants,

A letter from a victim to Kucinich. Notice the part about testosterone testing. No wonder that doctor was giving me the wrong medicine. I was a research guinea pig without my knowledge. How do you feel ablout that Mike.

I don't mean to rant like this.. but I really am having a problem with all of the ministers and Sunday Christians who stand by in silence while they watch fellow humans suffer like this. This is my "thought log", and not my conclusions about how to approach a situation... but I think I ask the right questions on the right subjects.

Are you going to assist them in hijacking a religion again?

I guess I have to make a new web page. I hope you won't, but I expect you're going to be one more apostate who condemns me in public, hoping that God will forgive you, and He won't. Even if I was just an "average" person", you know, not one of the special people with the right to defy God... in the eyes of their master... you know his name, Mike. And it ain't God.

Logos.. the way, the truth and the light. remember all that. Wanna join MY church? You will.

Bob Dylan - Slow Train Coming - 01 - Gotta Serve Somebody

PS: Now you know why these people don't want me talking to anyone :}

Mr. Kucinich,

I am writing to you to alert you to significant civil rights violations and criminal misconduct by Defense and NIH personnel and grantees. The Alfred E. Mann Foundation, has been developing implantable device technology under DoD SAP that has been carved from the Defense budget and involves NIH funding. The personnel involved, which includes William Heetderks (NIH), Alfred E.Mann (Alfred Mann Foundation/Quallion LLC), Gerald E. Loeb(Alfred  Mann Institute at USC), William Tang (DARPA), and Philip Troyk (Illinois Institute of Technology), have abused protections afforded them as part of a Special Access Project (SAP), and are committing  crimes that constitute assault, torture, murder, and have allowed sensitive technology developed under the SAP to be distributed to individuals not classified to possess such information. What they have done is unacceptable by any standards.

My main concern is the civil rights abuses and inhumane treatment of research subjects under this SAP. Under DoD Directive, "waived" SAP's such as this are initiated with only 8 members of Congress being notified, and that secrecy has undermined oversight and accountability. It is apparent that this policy is what permitted the criminal misconduct and civil rights violations committed by these individuals. The following outlines the long-term plan to develop this technology and deploy it domestically for Intelligence operations. This has been done under the highest levels of secrecy and the following details the extensive efforts that were made to limit the number of individuals involved,and extraordinary measures were taken to control who had access to the data and who did not. I want to come forward with this evidence and I am requesting your assistance.

1. The SAP personnel under contract and mentioned above have conducted research in a manner that is criminal, and unconstitutional. Research efforts routinely involve involuntary research subjects and the technology is refined to the point that implanted hardware is undetected by clinical medical personnel, and allows long-term investigation as to command, control and capabilities of the hardware and telemetry systems. Documents in my possession detail testosterone delivery via submillimeter sized hardware to "supplement" the effects of electrical stimulation and note increased rage and promiscuity when testosterone levels are elevated 1000 to 5000% above normal levels. This is not medical technology as publicly presented. It is considered a tactical weapon.

2. The controversial and classified nature of this research has DARPA MTO/Mems Program Director William Tang falsifying grant applications to the NIH by failing to disclose his Defense Department appointment in order to become involved in the project. If only 8 members of Congress were notified of this SAP, this would indicate that when the remaining members of Congress approved the NIH budget, they were not informed that hundreds of thousands of dollars earmarked for the NICHD to develop treatment for Children's Diseases was then taken by the Dept. of Defense to further testosterone studies, behavior modification, and sleep deprivation. This is horrible misappropriation of tax monies and betrays public trust as well as circumvents checks and balances of Government.

5:10 pm... Barack, looks like your wife needs an attorney. The cool thing is, the psyop pattern you guys are using is eactly the same one CNN uses on me... which you fix this case and subvert justice, it will be very obvious. Now, the next question for the exempt congress and media is... have you told your sick little jokes to your spouses and other people? They're  now material witnesses  Just like Barack abandoned and destroyed Jeremiah Wright, these politicians are going to ruin  mor elives... but escape prosecution themselves because of their exemptions, and the fact that they'll harm anyone for greed and power. Michelle, that's nothing to be proud of. Unless you're  a mobster with notches in your gun. Stick with the Clintons. They have lots of them. And all those aides and advisors, speech writers.. you have no exemption. None. After the fact laws, like telecom exemption, is illegal.

Oh, and Joe, the "generated" crisis.. sure it'll happen, all nicely choreographed to make Obama look like he actually did something.. only it'll be a lie. And your speech will be the proof of the conspiracy to defraud the American people and perpetrate a public hoax... thanks so much for the heads up to track this story from another angle.

And yeah, you'll have my part in it to deal with... I'llwin, you and your friends will look like the perverts you are, the world willl see it... and yet another moment of truth will be upon us... will the United States government do the right thing, or cause war? I know you plan war.. at least in this dialectic.


All the email bounces to people saying tha tthey don't exist will look pretty funny in court... I'm assuming this means you're all taking the Rove attitude of what are you going to do about it...just remember, it only makes it worse for you. I guess I'mgoing to own an isp too.. Don't want to.. but you guys are really going to be hated.

Can't wait to see if you announce Obama as the Son of Man.. that would be funny.. anyone who reads their Bible will know it's a lie, in time. Do you guys really have such a self-destructive penchant? I'm not going to let this go. Apparently, this route is God's way of shutting you down.. Do you really think God will fail?

10/25 2:48 am Day 2 of sleep deprivation..  Barack.. it kinda bothered me today tha tyour wife used Aesopian to get a little dig in on me... I was sitting here thinking.. I'll bet the FISA Telecom exemption includes the media, which is why they think it's okay to act like perverts. And then, I thought, here, you said, lay off your wife, and so I did. Haven't even done  agoogle search to see what was there... and then she makes her remarks.. didn't record it, but I will nexttime. Cause I found a chink inyou guys' armor.. I was thinking about how CIndy McCain mentioned From the Beginning in Time and in it, it mentions the ability to use something on mye as a psuyop... showing me simple disrespect.. which all of you, including the democratic leadership in every speech at the convention... like most Republicans.. and I figure Congress has an exemption from their involvement, or they wouldn't be stupid enough to do it (actually, they probably are) but I'llbet your wife isn't. And combined with her quote, her showing of disrespect in the sexual remarks she made, that means I can make the case that she involved herself in psyops against me. As has Michelle. Are your wives exempted too? Because, if I can get them into court.. just  one of them.. You guys will be dragged through it too.. and I have a ton of evidence. Sounds like a fiery lake. You guys really are stupid, in actuality. And don't worry I know you guys will do everything but tell the truth, but that's okay, just all dead souls anyway, and you're getting old.. meanwhile... I'll make my case.... yessiree the nation no longer under God... proving itself once again. Good luck with your war. Meanwhile, do all the crap to me you want... it'll all add up... and people won't care if you're convicted or not.

Obama.. next time your wife does it, consider that there is no statute of limitations on your crimes, and that the word will get out, and everything you and your friends do will be undone, and your co-conspirators will go down with you. That's how it'll work for you. ANd your threats don't worry me a bit.  They tell me how desperate you idiots really are. Grabbing at straws... that's all you have left...

Dobbs.. did you use psychotronics on your kids to get them to nominate you for father of the year, like you did to get me to nominate you for the emmy?

PS I know Julian thinks he can beat me as an individual.. which I doubt.. what are you going to do about the other witnesses.. you know, hundreds of victims, documentation from the U.N., the European Union.. and a whole bunch of scientists who are really tired of getting zapped.. like Moret? And wait till I tie the JPL.

Besides, my bet is that the legislation can't legally cover expost facto and prepost facto human and civil rights violations, which you're all guilty of ... we'll use the wiretaps and surveillance and all the pictures, video and audio to establish all sorts of things... that aren't covered in FISA and Telecom Immunity... all kinds of things...  your move...

Active Denial..a modified microwave oven.. that's the example I'm going to use... it's a good one, exactly the same.. people are doing all kinds of crazy stuff on the internet with modified microwave ovens. I'll bet it's fun. I'll have to try it.

4:12 am - sleep deprivation continues.. went to bed around 11:30 or time I told Rumsfeld that if he kept me awake long enough, I'd just think of all kinds of things... like when I was a kid... knowing what I know know, I think  you guys started zapping me when I was 6 or 7 years old.. nonetheless.. re: your wives.. if you think I'm bad to approach it that way, just remember what you did in my household... then get over it. I just realized, when all those Senators and Reps, particularly at the Democratic Convention psyoped me from the podium... you guys were not in your capacities as Sens and stuff.. you were private citizens at a political rally, which means, any Congressional exemptions you have do not apply. Did you think of that one, Julian. Here's the funnier part.. you used the media to aggravate me for years... if they are covered by the FISA exemptions... then you gave them permission to goad me into sticking with it, and televising your crimes to a national audience. Transcripts are everywhere.. I have video of every speech televised at the convention.. let's John Lewis, Pelosi, Obama, Obama, and then those campaign sppeches in Unity.. of course, Al has no more exemptions, cause he's not in government.. Hillary, and.. gosh I'll have to check the video. Isn't this fun. I knew I should have been a lawyer.. too bad the Kennedy's were funding and guiding Barack and not sabotaging me... Does JFK University in San Francisco really have a program for training sex therapists? Cause, that's what Eve said. She tried to ge tme doing the Hughes idiosyncracies.. you guys really went out of your way to set me up.. are you going to claim that the physical damage done to me by Antles is unrelated, given the   patterns? And the Exxon connections... and Friedly, and Mary Ritter and.. ya know what I'm saying? You guys blew it :} Like I said about Greenspan.. only us uneducated stupid average people... right Barack.. isn't that how you categorize us peasants.. didn't von Hayek have that same opinion? You know, Friedman, the Chicago Boys, Brazil, the model for what you're doing to the U.S. ? The Institute in Chicago... Do you about that economic stuff, Barack. Maybe one of your hundreds of advisors would know...  how much do you pay them? Let's see... 1994.. that's 14 years at whatever they make, plus damages .. each... geez... I already figured I was going to end up owning Washington State too.. you know, Gary Locke, the Congress people and all that... the police are cool here. they do the wave too :}  And they make sure I'm ok. Almost cut my hair. At least you're getting a good demo of sleep deprivation.. which'll be interesting given the didference between this, and what I wrote to the United Nations.. it'll show the thread of what it's like on and off sleep deprivation an psychotronics. Actually,we can go back to at least... 1962... I'm thinking 444,444,444.44 each... that's a good number. McAuliffe can afford it . Course, He and Dean have no exemptions at all. Neither does Phil. and unfortunately, there's Donna.. and Jesse... and oh my gosh.. why don't you guys turn yourselves in and cut a plea deal. That way your aides will get off lighter too. Cause, they'll end up going down on criminal charges. I don't want their money.

The whole Democratic Party.. good thing too, cause it looks like GE's going bankrupt, and I'll bet Icahn would love to cement the deal with Time Warner. :} Oh and Biden too. :} I can' tbelieve this. This is great. I told you I'd do it legally:} I could just file criminal charges :} I was thinking about taking my recorder down to the police station anyway just to see what happened. :} And they know who I am. :} Cause I wave to 'em.. Can you have a majority in the Senate, and still not have a quorum even when in full session? And what will Norm Dix do? That's what you get for keeping me awake. I'll sleep now. :}

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soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Chicago - Searchin' So Long Part of the idea of the Farm that I discussed with Billy Preston was the recording studios idea.. inspired by always wanting to go to Caribou and record. :} Look away.. that's what the wavers did before waving, but I didn't get it, so that's when they started the other stuff. I was wondering why I'd say hi to people and they'd just look away. I'd think... do I have a milk moustache or something? Ya know, one of you guys could least put up the petty cash to save his memoirs/collection.. I'd do it if I had some money... You owe him that much..  

11:44 :} Koinonia - we had a coffee shop named that in Santa Cruz :} Joint sharing.. I'll have to remember that... I keep wondering if I get any emails from people and the psyops guys block 'em...

Partnership is a pretty cool thing. It's easier :}

I mean, even if the Lutherans said "You're crazy.." it would be more fun... I'll guess I'll get enough of that :}

Stivo - What's the matter don't like love music.. I'm running out of protest songs, and my selection is getting whittled down a little, one by one. Good thing I get a new group soon :} Recycling is good.

I know I complain, and the psychotronics make me cranky, but I do want the "Angels".. in whatever shape they're in.. to know I don't mean to be so critical, and yeah, I do feel very betrayed by a few... but that's showbiz.

I will gather you from afar... what if that means.. I will gather you, while  I'm /he's (confusing isn't it?) far away.. interesting isn't it.. literal interpretations based on old technology... it's true, and yet it's not, and the sentences aren't complete, you have to know the context..

Oh yeah.. for the folks who think the thing about me not liking to get my hands dirty.. I actually don't know why my mom said that, cause it isn't exactly the truth about my conduct.. I mena, how many of you would get on your hands and knees and work 5 burlap sacks of fresh horse maneur into your garden soil.. I wouldn't do it everyday.. :} BUT.. it worked... I think that was my mom's way of clueing me into Howard Hughes. I thought my dad was a big fan of his. At least I have confirmation that somehow, I'm being misrepresented in public. Thought I was. No wonder people think they know about me.. but they really don't.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Stylistics - You Make Me Feel Brand New I got so tired of playing this song... it is great though... the Cobain doc is cool.. didn't know about the guy..  now I do, and I understand.

I know there are people out there who'd prefer to stick me in a dungeon and just use my ideas and thoughts, and everything else... for free. but you know, sitting here needing medical care and seeing other people steal everything I write and such... if you think you're making points with me, you're not... nor are you actually accomplishing what I would accomplish myself with the same words and  ideas... and therefore, you are harming it. I won't forget that, nor will I remain contained. So if you wondewr why you'r eon a list of people to be shunned later, like you have people doing to me, it won't be because I want to be mean, it will be because I have no respect for you and your crimes, and I don' treally want to have anything to do with people like you. You are the problem people. Like I/John said.. I will make you famous. Even if you already are.

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How come so many people thought I would be rich? And a rock star? I don't mean in the songs, I mean by things people said to me over the years...

cnnbc.bmp (289494 bytes) CNNBC, huh? :} Imagine how I feel....

I actually have a request of ION... could we dispense with the erectile dysfunction and enlargement ads in between or immediately following religious programming? I don't appreciate the confluence of ideas... especially under the circumstances. Maybe I'll write a letter of complaint.


Richie Havens - TBD - 100 - Freedom_live_Woodstock

I wonder if even Richie Havens still believes

Yesterday, I was reminded how much I loved the Davey & Goliath show when I was a kid...

10/24/2008 - 11:46 Ok Dobbs, so you have me with 3 hours sleep and you're pounding me with directed energy weapons... looks like you're the fall guy..  and when this all comes down, I'm going to tell the truth, so that when people get their anger.. how did Maher put it.. where would we be without someone to take all our anger out on? - I'm going to make sure they know to hate you first.  And I'll do it by telling the truth. There's no law against the truth, so when the citizens arrest you and throw you in a pit like you and your friends do with so many people you think are disposable.. and threatening because they believe in God, and you don't... and I'm going to laugh at you, just like you laugh at me.

Lou Dobbs the Fall Guy... the #1 traitor on the new list.. and then when you've destroyed America,  I'll be able to say, I tried to tell you, and my hands will be clean. And people will say, Why didn't we listen? And then they'll  really get mad.. Olbermann will be second.. Keith.. I'm not distracted, nice try... people will hate you more than Dobbs.

KevinCork.. a new name for the traitors' list right there with Olbermann, Matthews, Brokaw and the rest... have a nice war.

You know,I heard early on while observing victims' posts, and they kept sayingthat the entertainment industry had lots of people wired up, that they tortured   them for fun, and that it was on a closed circuit tv broadcast.. some people   say Bill Murray 's the sickest of all of you... I didn't believe them.I do now.So I guess the whole entertainment industry's going down.

No wonder these so called angels don't do anything. They're guilty. God will not forgive them. So have at it folks.. finish the job.. you sold out, every oneof   you... but Clive paid you well, didn't he? And that's what's important. Enjoy it while it lasts.

Meanwhile,  I'llbe laughing at you all. And Greenspan says, we weren't smart enough... I guess just uineducated people like me are. Your wife will be on the list with you.

God has no debt or obligation to America, and America threw away its integrity... don't blame God. Cause remember, you can lie to people, you can't lie to God. Not even James Taylor.

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10/23/2008 - 10:48am I can't wait to see what my dad promised Bush. Under the circumstancs, it must be a doozy.. Given that anyone who harms me gets harmed... somehow.. I wish I knew how that worked, I'd use it :} Anyway.. must be the Navy... someday I'm going to figure out what the 610KFRC thing was about... other than they've apparently been used to surveil me.. I thought that whois on katrina was June 10th... I'll check other copies when we get to court.. . 4 days off ain't bad though, for a memory. It' still true. And the emails still exist.

Meanwhile, just for the record.. CNN and MSNBC have been the primary focal points of  the psyops and psychotronics against me... and I can prove their involvement, and will... Looks like Rupert and Bush set you guys up very well. And like I say, if you passed any laws saying this is legal, then you're guilty of RICCO, as are the lawmakers who allowed it.

In one  way,  if I had to choose, I'd become a Republican but between McCain's wifes's incredibly crasse remarks (even though John has never insulted me... one of the few who haven't) and the corruption in the Republican party, I can't endorse either side or even consider there's an election going on, because it's fixed, as usual.  I don't know if the stuff about 911  trading is true or not, itprobably is... I just reached the point where I didn't and don't want to know any more gross details about the U.S. Government. What the Democrats have done is as sick as it gets, andI know the Republicans are in on it because I hav video going back years to Davie Dreier on Dobbs.. so one dya, Dobbs, it'll be interesing to see what lies you tell, caus eyou'r ethe guy in the middle, and  awhole bunchof peole will have to reverse themselves to speak on your behalf. Like Kurtz. How's Jan, Lou, she didn't want anything to do with it, did she? Did Bob Dorman exist? How's Peter's baby doing these days? I hear they don't really like you at CNN, and it has to do with your temper and mean spirit. And after you tell your lies, you'll have to defend your credibility against the lies you've broadcast on natinal tv... fooling hundreds of thousands of people at a time.. then the fraud suit comes,and Lou Dobbs is the centerpiece... sounds pretty good, doesn't it? And what ar eyou going to do about all those producers who though it was so fun to join in.. and the interns and copy writers and,,, and... dominoes...

If I wasn't so sure of who I am and who's guarding my back, I'd have given up long ago. But you know, when you destroy someone's life, they have a  habit of trying to regain it.. personally, after 53 years, I don't really care what happens. You want to play me like  agame, fine. But you'll lose, because I'm just tha persistent. And the truly fun part is knowing you can't get me to pop or break, and that means, you have to deal with the apprehension of your own downfalls. I love it.  So go ahead, zap me real hard.. meanwhile, I'm gong to work ahead on the future, which will assure your arrests.

Have a nice day.

PS: To local tv, radio and print.. none o fthis has to do with yoou, sorry if you get offended.. I assumeyou will if ou participatre in these games witht he government and the media. As for 4, I have the video. You may think it was funny then, but you won't later. I''m not as stupid as all of you think, just as I'm not wasting my time on a lawsuit right now. You can get me to contradict myself all you want with psychotronics, but it won't matter, because I still make snese and make progress. whether people cna understand it on the site or not. When it gets to court, it will be an easy case. And then I'll sue Mason County and the State of Washington.

PS The reason I didn't read the energy report by Pickens is because all of the descriptions seem to include everything I've already written about, including cng, which is not a viable interim step because of tooling and distribution models.. the greater concern would be the regional distribution of energy based on the regional resources, and not so much centralizing the power grid...the internet model of power generation and distribution - object oriented approach - makes more sense... until vacuum energy, zero point, is implemented. In the long run, I'm sure his work and experience would be a positive influence on the overall policy, at least in terms of making informed decisions, as opposed to political decisions.

1:23 pm 725 spams this morning... a slow day :} I seem to be getting spammed by a Russian real estate agent... anyone want the number.. there's this picture of a cute little house that looks like a church.. if only I could read Russian :}

I bet what's her name is saying "Whew, got rid of that guy:" :}

5:21 - My dad always said the best thing to do with poisonous snakes was to cut off their heads with an axe... of course, making sure you cut off the venom sack, and disposing of it all properly to make sure someone doesn't accidentally puncture themselves and get infected/poisoned.... I thought it was good advice. You have to be aggressive with them, cause those guys always try to wriggle away. 

Nice move Keith, start with a big, untrue headline, and then impeach it.. but at least you got the propaganda message in. Did you see this...

Lou... I used to believe you too. Hi Lisa. :} Was he fuming, or just disgusted? they'll hurt you, and dessert you, they'll take your... danged near everything, actually, and then they'll mock you because they're just that sick. You should check on the CNN website for the article on living in a 100 sq ft home... I'll bet all your staff is reading it. Don't expect me to do your shopping for you.

BTW: Yeah, I do like to work at night, actually.. but sleep deprivation is something else. When you work all night, you still need to be able to sleep fully. I don't get quality sleep because I get hit with intense pychotronics and directed enrgy when I go to bed at night, so my body can't fully relax. THe microwave stuff makes your muscles cramp.. which is why I like to east so many bananas.. potassium for cramps... anyway.. it's been about 6 years since I woke up feeling rested... for a while, I would sleep 10 or more hours a day, and still not feel rested.. before I knew what was really going on. Aleve works pretty well, but the body still cramps. So, although I used to sleep 5 or 6 hours  and one sleep in a week til whenever... yeah, Sunday..  and I did well. then factor in the dental problems I have because the dentists messed up my teeth on purpose, easily proven, and I don't get enugh of th eright foods because I can't chew them. This treatment is straight out of the CIA interrogations manuals.. it actually is... disrupt sleep patterns (by changing times and durations)... deprive food at regular intervals.. the whole works... all the way to what Jane Meyer says is the point where people just give up, since noone will help them, and allow themselves to be tortured at will. Lots of victims are like that. I was like that for nearly 2-3 years while I tried to figure out what was being done to me. Of course, Jane Meyer, like the rest of the media, come out with these stories about what the Bush Admin does.. and here I am, having it done by Obama and friends... he knows all about it.. I can prove it.. easily... and they all just give propaganda coverage  for the Dems. Just like they did to Bush.

Remember his primary campaign was written here long before he wrote a book...  and if it wasn't then it's more proof of psychotronics... I know I wrote every word of it.. my writing didn't get weird until after I had completed the 2004 conversation with America... (actually 2003 though)... they zapped me, and then started using my materials. Howard Dean was a test run for my  materials.. would have worked, too.. and I have to just sit here and watch years of workused to elect a fraud to office. Thank you GE/NBC Universal and Time Warner and the Council on Foreign Relations... and the DNC. I'll probably go after the DNC first, because it's easiest to prove, and will drag everyone in, and they're stationery. An easy place to serve papers to.

It'll probably take 2 to 3 weeks to comlplete the materials I'd prefer to have ready before anything happens, if and when it does, but I could do it tomorrow if something happened. I'm patient with taking  acouple weeks becuas ethere are a few things I'd like to get down,particularly aimed at foreign and non-Christian people nd nations, because the perception is I'll bring war.. and I'm not doing that/ That's the proof I'm the second guy... if ya know what I mean... but if things broke first, I know exactly what I'd have to say tho them.. including read Hafiz, because I'm certain it would send them a signal they understand.. and Rumi... I'm still getting through Hafiz.. made me angry to read before.:} Between me and my dad :} I do have to admit the world would be a better palce if I could stop this election. But I just can't do it myself.. so that' sthe fallback I'm having to deal with. The only way I cna be nailed for anything is if they lie and falsify documents. There's alot on the line, what do you think they'll do? Was it Stew Webb's brother who supposedly commit suicide by shooting himself in the head... twice... that's what the official story was... and then there's Vince Foster....

And hundreds of corroborating witnesses about psychotronics... lots of well educated, credentialed experts as well. Colonels, Majors, scientists, NASA people... etc.... that's the thing though.. it's well docuemnted gloablly.... the U.S. media covers it up... tinfoil hat stories, stuff about people being crazy... did you know it' really is possible to pick up a radio station in a filling? Not likely, but it is absolutely possible. Sound is just vibration. RF is nothing but vibration in an inaudible range, sometimes still heard by the ar unconsciously, other times needing  adevice like a receiver... look up transponders, though, if I knew the resonant frequency of your skull, I could puls vibrations into to "emulate" sound.. that is one of the ways they do this.. and why you feel the pressure on your skulll.. I wouldn't doubt there have been cases of hairline skull fractures from it. Let alone swelling of the brain due to the aggravation of the heat caused by the impact of the radio waves. Thermo-elastic expansion is the key to it all, from the radar research in 1945.. Carole Smith does the best job of explaining it, although her anger causes here to become political about it. Nick Begich would be the go to guy, so would Bearden and a couple otheres I can't remember.. Jim Marrs knows all about it too, but he's been taken in by the remote viewers, and I gotta be honest with you, those CIA guys teaching remote viewing are treaching people how to use ESP to manipulate people's thoughts.. that's a perfect example of th ewrong use of this stuff... and it's also why I still think they'r econtractors for the CIA. Gettin gpeople to do remote viewing, as well as any transcendatal faith trains people to accept v2k - voice to skull -instruction, thinking it's their own thoughts or "spiritual guide" voices. It's why the Bible says seers will not see, wtc, not to mention how they'll know everything the son of man would do... the 911 people are being hit hard,   as are others, but they don't talk about it, and alot of people just think they're ill.  Mostly chronic fatigue, headaches, confusion, dizziness... Janet Jackson' sVertigo.. likely microwave... I got vertigo.. and the dentists office I went to knew about it. I receorded conversations with them. They knew everyhting about me and what I'd written from th ebeginning. Yeah, I believe I can prove it...perpetual motion... Tilson.. interesting name, like be Timothy until  Son. Like read Ketcher. Who I'm pretty certain was the first dentist with a wig and some makeup.. could be wrong about that. Tilson had the same receptionist as Hackney.

It's going to be interesting though, Mary Ritter, Scott's wife, being employed by one of the bubble companies I worked for that was a bunch of ROyal Computer/IBM employees... a direct link to Carter. Did they really think I'd forget Mary... nobody forgets Mary.

I know you guys think you're going to cajole me out of this, but you won't this is way too serious, and it's not about me. Millions of people. And this is just one thing... psychotronics.. shall we talk fast food.. I really like tacos... :} I forgot to add the part about salt and iodine and liver and kidney damage...

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8:51 Time Life 168 Cuts... Soundtrack of your life... sounds familiar... rounding out the package of Time-Warner involvement... it may or may not be plagiarism, but it definietely proves a corporate effort. Cool. I always wanted to sell hits albums. Then there's the emails about the TW Non-Profit people... remember that one Lou.. and the World Economic Forum.. yeah... wasn't inappropriate with that one either, was I? So, Lou, when I mention your name on this and get blasted into oblivion by psychotronics, are you ordering that or is that the CNN security service doing that? Or NASA.. you know, Miles? Or are you just that good of friends with Brzezinski... you did mention on your show that you liked him. ANd by the way.. that Indian economist that you said died... did he die,or was that a lie too?

Speaking of which... you know, after you guys were running the series on how to mob a boss to quit in the workplace, I sent you that email saying I'd fire all of your a****for lying? you took 10 dyas off immediately and took down most of the transcripts to that point since I had been watching... did you alter and recut your programs to exclude the material I commented on" Isn't it interesting it got rid of all that interesting stuff right beforethe Irawq war that would've gotten you busted if you checked my weblog and compared it to the transcripts.. you know like the stuff Kitty said because it was removed from the transcript immediately, and my recorder didn't work anymore? Rememberthe good times, Lou? Can't wait to hear your lies. It'll be fun. I can't for the life of me figure out why I get so aggravated with you Lou. How 'bout Lehrer and his book? That was a good one, huh? Like I said, I used to believe you too. Now the fun part,what are you going to do about it? Isn't that what you fake independents/neocons say? And, are the psychotronics on CNN inserted upon transmission, or after the 6 second delay? I have so many recordings, it's certain to be detectable...

Patterns are cool... I've got 53 years of  them.  All emanating from the same sources. Remind them to have the jury not bring bottles and cans to your performance.

BTW... isn't it great how Obama's incorporating the FDR theme? That'll be a good tie to show how you and Begala and Carville colluded since before July 2002.. Another great tie-in..

If I'm being tested, trust me, I remember it all. So do my email files... And it's not like you people ever alter your transcripts, is it? Glenn Beck.. at least one recent example... And just remember, I defended Welch and HIS parachute...  Do you and your people really think I'm that dumb? And just for the record, we'll mention how Anderson Cooper was a CIA intern for 2 years and then suddenly an international reporter.. like Danny Pearl... and you hired him right after the CIA psyops guy was reported working at CNN in Atlanta, wasn't it? And you guys thought you'd do the dirty work on me on behalf of MSNBC...only I just wouldn't go away... so here we are 6 years later... and the harassment continues... how much worse are oyu and your friends going to make it for yourselves..

And yeah, I know it seems silly that a guy stuck in exile with no money or means is sitting   here writing this stuff, but since you and your friends screwed up my life and finances, since law enforcement won't do anyhting and the House and Senate are part of the scheme, the only means I have to help myself is this web site. And when I help myself out of this mess, I will be releasing millions of other people.. which is what I was trying to do in the first place...  I just didn't know about your psychotronics. Never heard of Einhorn before.. what's going to be interesting when the word DOES get out is, how many people are going to recognize the symptoms, and what will they do when they realize it... whoever it is that will come along and do their Biblical thing will do that, and then it's just a matter of days... I'm sure you all have your plans well orchestrated, but God says they'll backfire on you. Good luck with it. I'm actually looking forward to it. And I'm not intimidated.

Ya know, Lou, the cool part that let me know my father was right about lots of things is that everything happening in the world today is what I was trying to tell you in I'll bet the first 2 weeks I started writing to you. Everything. And yeah, I observed a great deal, including that China, not Russia, would be the key... you know, during that period I got zapped and thought I was going to die...  and for the ilitary not to obey the orders for martial law when they happened.. and now, they're changing the military oath to make the troops not loyal to America, but to the President... I knew there'ds be economic moves in South America then, too, but I wasn't expecting bush to buy the land in Paraguay.. did you notice the article about how people in South America are worried because of  the troop buildup in Paraguay.. American troops... for the drug war.. what happened, did the Cartel raise the price of cocaine on the CIA... like Noriega? Of course, there's the Venezuela Russian Connection, the Georgian invasion of Russia and all that, so yeah, you guys have lots of options to "test Obama" and see how good he lies calmly to the American people while the wars for oil and resources go on... of course, if we continue the emulaitons, we'll have 7 years before the world war breaks out... and then, boom, boom, boom, a couple hours later, about 144,000 go.. does he see us? :} Ok it's not funny.. how come you guys trimmed the end of tha tmovie? I watched it last night just to see that part.

BTW - Did you notice the Orion Project and Bearden now how a 10kw water powered generator? And, of ocurse, a car... it will be interesting to find out the effects of both technologies. we don't really want to be cycling and breaking down tha much water, and I have vortex concerns on the vacuum stuff, but that's theoretically containable. I'm not so hot on bio fuels even in the medium range... I think its workable now with existing technologies and facilities... but let's quit the games and just get on with the best that's  available now.. this bubble economy stuff is inhumane, it really is... It's jus tlike when I wanted to digitize the Library of Congress... if I thought I could trust IBM I would have approached them.. Here are these entrepreneurs, and what coporate America always doe sis steal the technology and run the little guy out of business, such that they can't even afford to sue, just like you did to me...  if you acted as partners, the world would be a better place.. just like Tesla and my dad and lots of other   people.. keep 'em bankrupt so you can steal their work... I have to assume in my case, at least, that you really believe some law makes it okay to flaunt what you do.   Good luck with that down the road. Obama the fraud.. Quite the legacy. Truly a low point in humanity. Truly.

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7:13pm - I keep identifying dialectics, and I am  amazed... if it wasn't so real and significant, it would be fun. Caught Karls web site address.. I wonder if he'd be my pen pal. I don't know about politics and religion, but otherwise, I think Sarah Palin would be fun to hang out with. Sort of like Lily Tomlinson... this election is surreal... I can't believe people are falling for it... I have to admit 20 years ago, I'd just watch and shake my head as I saw things progressively sliding toward what they are... Clinton had me totally fooled... the Kennedy connection in all of this is the part that really actually shocks me. Guess I learned that lesson. Him and Brokaw... anyway.. it is much different to see from this angle.. I want to know if anybody can actually keep track about the truth about anything anymore? :} Especially with psychotronics going on...

It's weird, thinkiing about things like instructing pastors about how to tell if their ministry is working.. particularly in the context that I don't go to church :} but it  isn't about religion or faith at that point, it's about the logistics of information dissemination systems and communications, vernacular and measuring the result in terms of actual, tangible, motivational and educational results... over  aspectrum of subjects and ideals. :} I love this stuff. Now, it's not like I think I shouldn't go and check things out, but I actually think my lack of "experience" once again provides me the means to design something and the outcome, objectively, and then tweak it later as conditions arise.

Pretty interesting the article showing cancer tumors shrinking with the use of marijuana... what's the real reason for illegal marijuana? It just doesn't make sense.. I rally never expected encouraging anyone to drink smoke weed or anything, but the more I learn, the more it seems like a good thing. Was it in 73 that I did the Davis News thing? How come they call the FCC Uncle Charlie? And why did I get told they were in town every time I'd do that show and the transmitter would go out? :} And I wonder if the AMPEX and Apple guys are cracking up or throwing rocks? :} It's bizarre folks.

I think about how to present materials here, and I go, would I believe it? And actually, I'd keep my eye on it... it's like the old Bible Believer's site.. had some great stuff on it.. that Branham guy was really interesitng... They say before his death, that he was so spiritual - that he would see spirits standing before him and not know if they were spirits or real people in a crowd... interestingly enough, the Bible says that would be the case in the end times... the question is, were his experiences electronic emulations or were they really the planes merging for him? Hillary should read that web site. I don't say that sarcastically. they sor tof went out of business after I faxed them a few years ago. but I think they'r estill their. There's another site with a similar name that's sort of confused about the rpotocols, causing them to be somewhat actually anti-semitic.. if they were informed, they wouldn't be, but they read the protocols literally and ran with it.. so just be careful you don't get the wrong one. I sent Dobbs one of their pages once.. I was surprised, a little fascinated, it was tracking all the people in the secret societies, what tv channels they were appearing on, etc, and they were concentrating on people with "Jewish names"...  but there were a lot of non Jewish names, too:} That's the kind of hysterical stuff I'd look at, where there's smoke,  there's fire, sometimes it would take a year or 2 or 3 for little bits of info to filter through to connec tthe dots.. and the might have the paradigm right, but the details or history wrong... I don't like getting into the thing of blaming groups, but the occurrances in the world do correspond to the historical trends and conventional paradigms... especially when you study the Roman Empire... Biblically, when you meld in the actions of Rome, Italy, Egypt and America, combined with the EU...    the interesting part of all that is that the paradigms being claimed and superficially installed are good ones, but even they are being diluted with the creeping of corruption... it'll be worth watching... that's why I love the Kid Charlemagne... don't you know you are Italian in their eyes.. and they say those old hippies don't know much. :}

I still say that the concept of singularity is a good one, in a "perfect world"... or close to perfect.  But the invasiveness of psychotronics used the way it is utterly cruel. But that singulairity is already within us. All people need to do is know it's there and to be aware of it, and they'd start noticing it.  But  here we go again with "Can people be responsible with it?" Not right now. Look what happens with psychotronics... and it really is unforgiveable... you have no idea...

So anyway.. I think about telling people stuff, and of course I don't want ot jam things down people's throats, but I do want to shock them a little.. I think it will take that. If I was in a position I really would do a syndicated overnight... but.. oh well. Still... it is time to use my voice...   I think it's going to come down to my definition of theocracy.

Which reminds me, Maher... is it that you don't believe in God, or that you don't believe in religion? In a way, I would agree with the latter, but I do believe in community, which is, in fact, what the Bible says the church is supposed to be about. And I strugle with the single idea of what an atheist is in the same way... is it that they "do not ascribe to a theology", or do not believe in God?  My brother used to say that love was nothing more than a chemical reaction... when you get into neurology and quantum physics and curlean energy (?) it's sort of true, but in a very complex way... because it includes a spiritual connection as a trigger... dedodedo..

I keep thinking about that "New  Age Messiah" thing... I never really thought of myself as the new age type. When that saleswoman at KLRS took me to the metaphysics shop and did the thing of pushing energy, she had no idea I had a clue about it. That was funny :}

It's not like I like calling you guys criminals, but I just can't see how else it comes down, if there is any justice in the world, and I have my doubts. Serious doubts. Oh well.. the Rome thing. I just have to believe you didn't think I'd find a way to persist.


4:23 Dobbs, glad you finally definitively tipped your hat to running the CFR agenda. Also tells me the truth about James Taylor, Clive Davis and much more. Where do you plan to spend your time in jail?  You guys are good at the pysops, but you're traitors nonetheless. Sick as they come. I'll be sure to do a better presentation on all that..Guess I'll be reading a lot of song lyrics from warner and associated labels too.. what a shame. that part will wait. I really don't unerstand how you people gave yourselves permission to do this. To me or any of the others you do it to. But then that's criminal psychosis for ya...  you criminals cover crimes with crimes... how does does the Council pay ministers to sell out God? You've got a bunch of them apparently. Tell Kitty she'll have a good time with Mika and Kyra.

10.22.2008 - 9:33am - I'm getting zapped pretty hard this morning.. this is called the "we let him have an up, now we'll have him do a down".... up an down, up and down...

For those of yo who have apparently had a fun time judging me... I challenge you to last 1 day under te influence of psychoronics and DEW atttacks,, try 6 years... try 53 years, and then tell me you'd be sane. I know I am, and I know why.. you know my biggest observeation was after the gas shortages in the 70's.. here' s all these people running aound in the softclothes, pale white tender hands and fancy cars.. with guns.. shoting each other over gasoline.. and they wouldn't have a clue how tosurvive if anything bad really happened.. then then I saw the '89 Loma Prieta Quake.... the only real priority was getting the freeway open so people could work again.. ANd people price gouging and all the rest... And I can be a witness tothe fact that FEMA doesn't really care, because it's actually easy to respond to disasters form a governmental standpoint, and they're still not doing it.. and I wrote the program to do it in 1995. And it was easy.

So Read this: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome / ADD Caused by EMF from Cell Phone Towers?
This chronic fatigue syndrome may be caused by electromagnetic waves according to a study by Ryoichi Ogawa, a physician in Kobe, whose view that "Reduced cerebral blood flow may possibly result from the influence of electromagnetic waves... "About 70% of withdrawn children have chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS) with reduced blood flow to the brain,"

This article refers ambient rf.. ambuent meaning everywhere form normal operations. I get hit with it directly 24/7/365... I get hit with V2k, I get with massive posthypnotic triggers.,. the Monet I destroyed.. they gave me   atrigeer tothink of a particular whore who's been part of my harassment everytime I think of it or see it.. so you want to judge me... you want to sit there in your comfortable chairs and say that my life and lifestyle are bad... that I'm a bad person.... what a joke. And here I am trying to write  abook about love.. Maybe I am stupid. To save the constitution and people of a country from themselves, and they don't even know they're being slow-killed and mass-mind controlled.  You people would rather vote for hopes that you know are lies than to accept the truth of the lies and murderous acts of your government. No wonder it takes Armageddon. No wonder. No wonder I'm supposed to go around pissing people off to get them to hear even one sentence of truth... And if these other sitees and people actually do think they get instruction from me... then why are they being distracted by moment to moment issues and not the core.. How can Schechter miss the fact that Danny Pearl worked for the CIA.. oh yeah, that's right, he's actually a corporate media person. ABC.. CNN... Council on Foreign Relations.... another infiltrator with selective, strategic truth...  Like Bill Maher.. the ultimate example of a corporate comedian.. another pundit with a laugh track. What about Building 7, Bill? So ya wanna criticize my hygiene.. true or not, it's been pounded into me that I'm being watched when I go to the bathroom, shower, youname.. don't know if it's true, but the people who say these things have all the details, right Tucker? Would you covertly tell the world what my computer password is, or should we just have a contest to see who can guess the password to get on the air on the phone with Wolf Blitzer? Did you take that from the transcript too? I don't care if I can prove it or not. I really don't.  The reason I end up writing at night is not by choice, it's part of the sleep deprivation program.. I"m fatigued all day, and just abou the time I should be going to bed, they szap my heart rate and pump the adrenalin with emotional psychotronics, and themn thry to influence what I write. I went to that church, and right before I thought I lost my glasses, I felt the microwave coming down on me big time.. I would have tried to speak sooner in that meeting, but I knew I wouldn't be able to speak as coherently as I needed to, given I was going to gently challenge their interpretation of something... That's why I don't record things live. And isn't it interesting that this "concentration problem" began happening when I was working in a building in an office directly above the NIH in Rockville... for another company with corporate ties to the people responsible for my harassment... who use a promotional idea I helped to develop... and on and on and on...So I dare you to remain as objective and coherent and responsible and productive as I am under these circumstances.. let alone make sense at all.. I'm not trying to boast.. I'm not. I'm not happy at all with my productivity.. but other than smoking, before the attacks, I lived a healthy, reasonable, rational, responsible life... that you can observe my life under these circumstances and judge me at all is pretty ****ed up.

When I watch and critique the media, I'm watching what they put on tv, not their personal lives... I didn't ask them to be on tv or so-called journalists.. they're liars.. all they care about is covering their lies, because it's criminal. It's crimes against humanity and they know it. Judge them for their crimes, not me for telling the truth about their crimes. And if you can't grow up enough to accept the truth and if you're all too self-important in your little fiefdoms, then by all means, play your violins while the world burns. But like the saying says, who's going to help you when they come for you? I guess that's the part of the Bible you people choose not to read...

And God should grant you what mercy for the virtues you've displayed? How many psychotronic rapes are you keeping silent about? How much crime are you willing to witness and participate in in order to keep your social standing?

That's the difference between me and all of you. And I don't need   astaff of 300 to tell me to tell the American people more cover up lies about the miltary and governmental plans of both parties and the Council on Foreign Relations.

So when I walk away in disgust to find people who may exist who actually want to be sppiritual beings with a conscience and a connection to God.. not a costume and script that says "I'm a Christian".. don't you dare say that  "Oh, he really wasn't the guy".. because remember, the Bible's instructions are to speak to those who will listen...and walk away from the rest...

Put on my walking shoes again, though I don't know where they'll take me, though I know they'll take me far...

You guys really wouldn't have stood a chance without the weapons you use on me... and you make fun of me. A skinny German guy with no money or options... how much money and how many people do you use to contain me?

The joke's on you. Have a nice war. I'm not gonna re-write Exodus. I'm gonna live it.. again apparently :} and again, and again... :}

Like I said you're lucky I have a sense of humor... serves me well...

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If people could learn to sing this song to each other, we'd stand a chance. This is what love sounds like.

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So, how's Annie doing, anyway. Haven't heard about her since the interview?

Biden... heard about your aneurysm... it's a shame.. better a million other people die instead of you, right Joe. How you learned to love the New World Order.. now we know. Cowards.

Lou and Clive: Did Aaron Tippin turn that tape of my songs over to you in Atlanta, or did he keep em and record them himself.. what a setup with Touche Ross that was... and internet data compression standards.. how nice for you all. Tell Gates removing himself from Microsoft legally does not relieve them of anything. Right Adam Smith? I wish I had a tape the day MSNBC announced he was no longer involved with them and their propaganda...

No Wonder Weird Al Yankovic - What If God Smoked Canibis  Better than rot gut whiskey.

As for the media wanting me off their backs.. I'm not on your backs.. but you will end up in jail for harassing me. If you want to pay high priced liars like Barnicle and all the rest to write lies and coverups for your conspiracy, and call those real.. continue to incriminate yourselves, by all means. And if you're one of the black members of the council and the media, and you want to call the possible election of Barack Obama a milestone under these circumstances, then all you are is a testament to the fact that Martin Luther King wasted his life on you. If I was him, I'd be ashamed of what his life has been used for, just as I would be ashamed of the democrats and my family if I was JFK...

I wasn't after your money, I don't want your money... I thought I was living in a country that believed in God and justice. That clearly isn't true in any segment as far as I can tell, and I"m sure there are plenty of good people out there..  but when you live a bubble life and the government and media are constantly causing bad things to happen, it's hard to overlook the bad. The prblem is not the citizens, it's government, and yeah, you could rig anything you want to put me away... you could hit a button and kill... that's part of how I know all this is a setup for the grand finale you all have in  mind, and I'm not going to particpate in it because I know that all you'll do is put me in the position of having to go along.. and I won't do it.. I simply won't.I don't any answers for how you people are going to make your exits when you're gfound out, and you will be found out, and people wil hate you with passion and vengeance.

So if you think keeping me down and making jokes at me and electing criminals fraudulently accomplishes something, always remember it takes your futures out of the hands of someone rational, who, as a citizen, asked quietly and then as time went on, more strenuously that the government return to legal means and methods.. and you put your ftures into the hands of angry crowds with lots of guns and good reason to hate you. Good luck with that. And as you know, all your electronic weapons do is make people angry. You've proven it yourselve sin Iraq.

I laugh at Bush talking about GITMO prisoners turning into suicide bombers...  the only people who would not understand that would have to bedead soles or so brainwashed they don't have a heart anymore. That's the media and the government's fault.. exactly the way you want it. Wait til the OAS troops turn on you.

So keep playing your games... I'm still laughing at you. Because in reality, that's all you're really good for, media idols, a laugh... and you're going to be the ones to take the brunt of it... sounds like a typical government dialectic... being set up to take the fall for other people's crimes..

Jimmie Spheeris - You Must Be Laughing Somewhere

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11:39pm - I forgot what I was going to write. :} So I'm sitting here thinking, okay, so here are my choices... I can either live life as a camera for the rest of my life, which doesn't sound like something I want to do and won't, or I can save the world :} Why do I always end up in situations like this :? I'm glad I have a sense of humor. Sometimes. I still wish I knew what you all really want from me.

I thought I already went away?  Meanwhile, Paraguay... figures... I decided Venezuela would be a bad choice because the CFR would have an excuse to attack them.. then I thought, Iran... no... :} they'd probably do it, but.. no :} Ireland.. neutral nation, not part of NATO, EU where psychotronics is technically banned... good broadband...  interesting location.. a little cold.. February 13th, I can be in New York by then... I have a free ticket. Go to hell has new meaning, but it still has meaning. I kind of like the ring o fit.

I wonder what Spitzer's up to these days? I was reading what the was investigating when it all fell down. I just can't believe you people keep your mouths shut about this stuff.... And Barack.. what  a victory.. what a historic event.. the possibility of the first Black president, and it's all a fraud. It just amazes me. Biden's right, there are plenty of scenarios, they have em lined up .. all over the world.. if one doesn't work out, pop, onto the next... one after another until the world is in arms... and I can easily imagine what happens after the elections, one way or the other.... and people don't even relize they're being placed in a battle field of civil war to distract them.. violence or not.... I can sure see why you needed me to be smart enough to use peaceful means. You got lucky on that one. 

Poor Paraguay.

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12:25 pm - God told me this moring that He made Prescott Bush a promise way back when, and that I should tell H.W. that God's going to make good on that promise, now. I have no idea what that means, but when I started feeling bad about bad things happpening, since I was just trying to get things reconciled from the beginning, He told me to just get my things packed, leave and don't look back because I wouldn't be coming back... and that Dobbs and all the rest will go down with them.... and that it's ok for me to feel good about their destruction. He said you guys would succeed in diminsihing God in America, but that those efforts will turn the world against America, and it will also turn Americans against the government... dominoes... frankly it looks to me like God has already been diminished in AMerica... God has become nothing more than a product to sell... sales will be good.. it just won't accomplish anything positive for people who believe that buying a plastic Jesus will help them. And the word of God will not help people who choose not to hear the truth, and choose only to hear the flattery and flatter themselves in their apostasy.

God usually says what He means, and it stands on its own. So be it.

PS for all... all your cute little games only prove to me what childish, immature people you all are... which is typical of real criminals. Have a good time in jail. Just remember, the media will soon be expendable to the cause.. what do you think they're going to do to you when you become a liability?

He also wanted me to ask George W. if he'd figured out he was  a manchurian on psychotronics yet?

PS to Brzezinski - I know you really enjoy all this,but remember, when you're gone, you're gone. Get your laughs in now, pervert.

Wayne Madsen Reports
Fri Oct 17, 2008 9:08 pm (PDT)

FEMA sources confirm coming martial law By Wayne Madsen

(WMR) -- WMR has learned from knowledgeable Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEMA) sources that the Bush administration is putting the final touches on a plan that would see martial law declared in the United States with various scenarios anticipated as triggers.

The triggers include a continuing economic collapse with massive social unrest, bank closures resulting in violence against financial institutions, and another fraudulent presidential election that would result in rioting in major cities and campuses around the country. In addition, Army Corps of Engineer sources report that the assignment of the 3rd Infantry Division's 1st Brigade Combat Team (BCT) to the Northern Command's U.S. Army North is to augment FEMA and federal law enforcement in the imposition of traffic controls, crowd control, curfews, enhanced border and port security, and neighborhood patrols in the event a national emergency being declared. The BCT was assigned to duties in Iraq before being assigned to the Northern Command.

On April 3, 2008, WMR reported on a highly-classified document regarding the martial law scenario: WMR has learned from knowledgeable sources within the US financial community that an alarming confidential and limited distribution document is circulating among senior members of Congress and their senior staff members that is warning of a bleak future for the United States if it does not quickly get its financial house in order. House Speaker Nancy Pelosi is among those who have reportedly read the document.

The document is being called the C & R document because it reportedly states that if the United States defaults on loans and debt underwriting from China, Japan, and Russia, all of which are propping up the United States government financially, and the United States unilaterally cancels the debts, America can expect a war that will have disastrous results for the United States and the world. Conflict is the C word in the document. The other scenario is that the federal government will be forced to drastically raise taxes in order to pay off debts to foreign countries to the point that the American people will react with a popular revolution against the government. Revolution is the document's R word.

Previously published in the Wayne Madsen Report. 2008

Wayne Madsen is a Washington, DC-based investigative journalist and nationally-distributed columnist. He is the editor and publisher of the Wayne Madsen Report

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Stevie...Wynton was cool.. I'm going t use the video of you guys doing the national anthem :} Too bad about the CSN thing.  You crack me up. My dad had a bugle like that from the Spanish American War.. of course  my brother has it.. he actually taught me how to play it lots of other things I was conveniently exposed it. I wonder what happens if I blow that horn? :}

10/21 - 3:08 am

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Did you catch the guy at the store the other day giggling when he realized my change added up to prime numbers... he started to comment on it.. :}

Anyway.. like I always say, the psyops guys always get me to reverse myself somehow or another, as well as generate situations that alienate people... so I am goingto make one sort of apology that includes a complaint that I will hopefully easily let go of later.. let's say this is to Amanda.. you do a really fine jib and I don't want to disempower that in any way. I really don't. Unfortunately, you'v eparticpated in some way tha tgave you a first hand demonstration of what psychotronics can do.. it's not about simple telepathy or anything like that... and it's very difficult to fend off. I hope you don't have to experience it. I don't need a mother or a teacher. But you did provide me with an invaluable feedback loop that was essential to my own confidence that I was not just spouting my opinions... I look forward to some time in the future when I know we can have some interesting discussions.

Right now, I can tell by what's going on.. and these folks are tricky... they could take what I just wrote and change the dialectics a hundred different ways, including playing it cool and straightening up until people trust them again.. but it doesn't change the crimes they've already committed or their ruthlessness. Frankly, for the sake of my spirit, I hope I don't find out later that you cooperated with them. Like alot of people. The truth is, I have no idea still who keeps up with this, who believes what... it's like the February 13th thing... tpyically, they give me dates like that about things that will happen to me.. they plan things well in advance with psyops. I know that they think the election's in the bag, and that at the least, if they can keep me contained in "religious" circles, they think I'll be satisfied and pacified, and that's just not going to happen. I wouldn't doubt another false flag, or that they intend to persue at that time soemthing  to shut me up or simply distract people or just shut this down... or publicly discredit me.. who knows.. hard totell with these guys, they really are slippery. Just don't trust them. They think I'm really silly and all, but they haven't seen what I can do and I know I haven't seen their best yet.. so it could get interesting.

All in all, I don't know what else to say... except that the Promise can't be delivered without the vigilance and knowledge required to understand the truth of today... it is cool to study the paradigms, archetypes and recurring trends, and understanding the Plan and Will of God.. right now, the most important part is preserving life and liberty and the planet.. in that order... I really hate speaking with this kind of tone and urgency, but it's true. And it does appear I need to get out of Dodge, and my greatest concern there is that it would make my work easier overall, but leave the United States to further and complete deception. So far, these people have stolen everything I am and was to be... except me, myself. They will never have that, and the only guarantees anymore are those of God Himself.

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History and infamy often accompany each other. It's a shame it happened to the United States, the modern Italy, Rome and Egypt... but there are better days to come... in the end..

10/20 11:10 pm The differenece between my dissatisfaction about not accomplishing something, and any potential you guys have of the same kind of angst is that you'v ehad decades to do it, and instead, you subverted the will of God... and to this day you continue, to the point that everyday, the United States is guilty of crimes against humanity against its own people, let alone some fictitious enemy. Every day. And still you all think you're so special that you should just be absolved. When kids steal a toy or do something stupid, it's too bad but it does little harm... you guys call yourselves adults, and there's nothing innocuous about the blatant harm you do. You've ha dwarnings for a long time, and merely increased your criminality just like real criminal do, to cover your tracks. How would you have us ordinary people perceive you, as you rob us and kill us? As you train us to stand up for our rights so you can identify and eliminate your enemies? Just like the magnet wars in Iraq and the Middle East. Just like the U.S. uses Israel.

BTW Just for the record.. the current name for the Learned Elders of Zion is the Zionists, and in the U.S. they are most fully represented by the Council on Foreign Relations, as well as the strong influence of the Rockefellers, Bush and Kennedy Families.

Feel free to prove me wrong, but you can't. You've had plenty of time to prove yourselves. No pass.

Here's a song that came up while writing about the Kingdom of God that has a few fun memories attached to it... good old Paul.. I hope he's okay. 

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The beauty of being a majority of one is that you don't have to have anyone else's permission.

5:19 - America has an economy, but if the characer of AMerica is to be defined as its economy, then that kind of tells that story.

Speaking of which... I keep seeing things about how I shold change my attitude.. tell ya what.. spend 53 years in prison thinking about all the ways you'v ebeen set up to look like  abad person, and then come talk to me about me changing my attitude. I don't have any apologies to give to people that sociopathically callous. I'm still waiting for one person with the guts to tell me the truth. I'm not holding my breath. I have choice too. And there's a reason I'm in the position I'm in, whether you like it or not, and I will prevail.

We call this country America, but it's not America.

He's not in the hills, or deserts or caves or mountains... he's.. on the internet? :}

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So now I'm getting bogus bounce back messages on all emails I send topeople.. that's cool, more evidence.. at least I'll have my story backed up with evidence when all of you liars prove your guilt. The thing, I will get out of this country, and when the rest of the world is informed, you politicians will be toast. And your plausible deniability will be worthless.

10/20/2008 - 12:13pm Billo... looks like you're going to be a regular here for a little while anyway... you'll do anything for attention, won't you.. that's what cracks me up about you.. you gonna get Montel in on the act too.. I tried to get on his show :}

Can you believe who the Dems have going after you? I could get audio from her boss tonight if you'd like. We'll call  it an  unnaned source,, hiding in fear for their lives... which is pretty much true.. she was Nader's campaign coordiantor for DC in 2000:}...  just remember, I was for the Democrats before they were against me...  as for the "manufactured" crisis Biden is talking about... it's manufactured alright, and they manufactured it, only its not going to work out the way they want. If the Republican sthink they're going to keep me in this country to obstruct Obama... forget it. Let's not forget Warner, Rockefeller, Shelby, Feingold, and for the fun of it, the hypocrite John Hall.

I'm leaving. After  the remarks I made about going to Ireland, I looked some things up.. they're rated as the single best place in the world to live.

As for Obama having his mettle tested... all we'll find out is that he's a thief, liar and murderer, and a traitor like all of his friends.

Al - What Would Jesus Do? Do you think Jesus would give in to a bunch of cowardly, murderous thieves like you. How's Occidental doing these days, Al?

Barack, why don't you tell people what your name means in Kenya... mr gutless.

Olbermann.. the reason you're the worst kind is because all you do is what the others do, sell hope and lies... and call yourself a patriot... I'm not fooled anymore. And you go back to what was it, 88 or so...  Oh yeah, and the JT Drug use and stuff was what?78 or so... and by the way, I don't want to hear anymore George Harrison songs... I've had enough of the bullshit from cowards who knew what was going on my whole life, and still betray me. Tell your special little friends they're not as special as they think, based on their actions. And hear music and all the rest of that is nothing more than half-hearted attempts by people who'll say the tried. Bullshit. "Yeah, he died a tortuous death, but it's okay, cause we tried".. somehow I don't think that'll get the flying machine off the ground... All they're tring to do is make a buck.. which is fine.. it just won't work because it's bullshit..  If it wan't bullshit, it would be a big hit.

I'm really loving the new site.. I wish I could see people's faces the first time they log onto it :}

Oh yeah.. since this governement has told me in no uncertain terms that I have no rightrs in this country because apparently I'm not a citizen, but   aprisoner.. I won't be voting.. but I will see justice done. That will be my vote.

8:52 What an interesting day... ya just never know what I'll do next, except when you do... I knowyou have me write to people whowon't give me the time  of day to frustrate  me, but it does just the opposite.  This global perspective thing really changes things.. still would've been easier as president.

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Be nice to Kenny. I really do want his shirt :} BTW Does Mike McDonald know how he was used? I bet he doesn't. Wait til Bruce finds out.. or I find out they sold me out too. :} Doesn't matter anymore really. Really doesn't. What's that song, I've down so very damned long that it looks like up to me? Just remember I'll never capitualte just so I can laugh at you when you feel that moment of impotence that you're in need of.   You know, that moment you realize you've done something really bad and you can't take it back, no matter what. Have you gotten there yet? Does it even occur to you? Are you that deluded? It's be interesting to see Cliffie's notes on when he thought I would give in :}

It's fun to share my thoughts as I figure out where I'll get a new garage   to live in, but never forget that I don't see much gain in this for me, but it will feel good to know that when I'm through, a whole lot of people will be relieved of their suffering. God'll take care of  the rest.

10/19/2008 - 12:43 Billo... I keep thinking about the logistics for getting out of this country so I can talk to people who are actually interested in good thngs in this world... I was thinking that no matter what I do, the most practical logistics include going through New York.. so I figured I'd hit the U.N. with about 100 cd's... apply for asylum in a few places.. and then get on a plane and go... want my El Camino? ANyway. So, I'm thinking just for the fun of it.. the foxing gloves.. I don't have a single thing on you guys, just like I really don't have anything on McCain. Now let's be honest, I'm not a fan of Fox, but your are excellent, and everything else has gotten twisted around... warner was supposed to be the good guys, after all:} so, I have all this music, at least two books and a movie's worth.. The question is, are you just part of it, or are you separate to what's going on? I don't really care. I'm interested in America and the truth. Now, I'm sure your psychologists and linguists could figure out a way to do a two hour exclusive to where I don't have to cover up anything or say a word about anything but MSNBC, GE, Time Warner.. etc... oh yeah, and the Son of Man thing if you want..  I'll even defend your restaurant statement, cause you know I actually back you on that. So, you know what I'm saying. Take out your competition and Obama and the Democrats in one fell swoop.. I know Rupert and the Clintons are good friends, but, are they really? :}

So, all I want is my words to be represented in context... and a little assistance on the other end to get connected with the right people.. and I want to talk to Cat Stevens/Yusef Islam... and you can have the publishing and all that stuff... so long as no affiliates or business partners of the aforementioned companies have no oportunity whatsoever to make a dime. I won't even go on their tv and radio shows...  So you know the rest, I know your security people are on this... how many drones do they own? :}

One way or the other, though, I'm outta here.. if the "ancients" really believe I'm so unworthy, then there should be no reason for them to want to keep me here. Cause if they keep me here, I'll screw em anyway.. it just won't be as pleasant.

I just want to finish by saying I really do love America with all my heart. I really do. But this isn't America.. but I know the idea of America is possible.

That's my final offer folks. I have no expectations on it. Just a passing thought about things I could do on my way out of the country.Otherwise, I guess you'll just have to enoy your perversions without me.

Yeah, Olbermann, you are a traitor, and you know, and you're the worst kind. As are all your so-called journalist propagandist friends. Can't wait to face Abrams in court. That was his assignment wasn't it.. to use the pyshcotronics to get me to make some kind of case for them to counter-sue me... on technicalities.. won't work Danny. You'll still just prove that you're all perverts. Nice try though.

PS: To all the courageous apostates... save it for God. Theonly thing I'll believe anymore is what people actually do. Words are cheap and easy.

8:36pm - Looks like the Ayers and Acorn stories have more to them than the CFR channels say... what  a surprise.

The SBS, for the record, was the Students Against Boredom in school... I have no idea what those two girls cooked up.. they were the vp and pres of the senior class, and they talked about more interesting things than boys and clothing. The student rights issues had to do with things like... what time is curfew, how to act appropriately when dealing with police in order to not cause trouble that didn't exist.. stuff like that. One time, Jeanette put up a flyer for people to mail to to join the SBS.. I was impressed. I asked her where she got the address. She said it was to an empty field on the other side of town. :} And the smoking thing.. I didn't want the school to endorse smoking. I wanted them to treat smokers as decent people who smoked so that they'd come out of hiding, still maybe smoke, but not be caste as bad people for having  a habit. A habit that would not cast them as such as an adult, at least at that time. And, so they could hang out with people who didn't smoke, and maybe give up the habit that was perpetuated by being with the smokers.

At Soquel, they had a cool policy which was at lunchtime, folks could go out on the pe field sand smoke.. and there was an unspoken rule that you had to clean up your own mess from lunch and smoking, AND that if approached by a faculty member, you'd put out the cigarette. It was considered a sign of respect that it was a privilege, and that you respected and appreciated there not making you out to be a bad person. Sometimes I wonder if I smoke just because I find it hard to believe that people would say things like they'd never go out with someone who smokes.. It  tells me something about people, like when you first meet them and they think it's their immediate duty to make an offensive remark to you. People have been trained to act like that, and it's pure fascism. Just as is economic coercion.

I understand the smell isssues and all... I don't want to blow smoke in anyone's face... but to make a judgement on the character and value of a person based on a habit is about as shallow as it gets.. it's the same reason I like to buy big ticket items wearing junky clothes.. I want to know if that salesperson gives good service, and works somewhere where service of anyone who is  a customer - a human being - is part of their product, or if they're just being nice to get my money. I've been a salesperson. I know how many of them think and qualify customers. And then there are people who understand that good service is or can be the biggest product people buy when they purchase loss leader there is.

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3:13pm - Some really cool inquiry today... I've given a lot of thought about where in the world there was still anything that resembles a free nation...I've always wanted to visit Germany and research my "roots" that noone ever bothered to explain to me... and to exceed 220 mph in a Mercedes on the Autobahn.. :}

I always wanted to visit Southern France.. I think I'd like it there.. it sort of reminds me of Santa Cruz.. I actually think I'd like the people.. and the cooking.. I'd gain weight for sure... :}

But, if I had to actually choose a place that would seem like home, where I could feel a degree of freedom... where I think people actually still understand what freedom means and the heart to stand for it.. it would be Ireland... and they like artists... and it's a lot like the parts of Oregon I always thought I'd live in... me and Ulysses actually have a lot in common.. funny isn't it.. aand liek the Bible says, it's a land where the language won't be a barrier, and still can do a pretty good Irish accent from the days in high school studying for the lead in Playboy of the Western World (which I finally decided to turn down because it would basically take away from family time, given that I lived so far away).

Anyway.. so please stay out of my way on this one... I just have a gut feeling about this..

I'e also given thought to those passages in Revelations about calling out the nations.. and realized, not only is it correct, but it's what I've been doing it for years, and was the original and future intent of the Soon to be United Nations.... :} and shows me once again how psychotronics can affect perception.

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Another example that I'm going to re-write is the letter to the Pope. That was clearly psychotronics, and even though I won' t change a number of topics I bring up, nor the purposes.. but just using the more productive approach I'v ebeen advocating for so long. And all that is yet another example of how psychotronics is used to cause people to do things in ways they wouldn't normally do. And how God actually is in control, because almost everything provides me more evidence.   And I will leave the original letter online as well so people can see the contrast.

I think if I could ask for anyone thing to be done right now that would help America, it would be to have Mitt Romney host a very casual program... with Mormons about family night.. and then talk to people of other faiths about the same kinds of customs... in a tight little 1 hour package that isn't  hype, fluff or canned... and then ask people to do that, starting once a month, maybe the first Monday, and on that night, turn off all the media and such, and maybe paly a board game... not have it be about religion, but family.. and then of course, if I had a show and could do some stuff, it would be useful, but oh well.. I think Europe would like me.. I always thought Boston would like me:} Must be the Irish thing. I gotta read more about Matthew Grant. :}


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10/18/2008 - 12:47 pm - I was going through my morning re-construction from the nightly psychotronics.. God and I had a little talk... He says who you guys treated me was YOUR final test.. to see if you were really as perverted and sick as He thought, or if you had it within yoursleves to do the right thing.I guess He and I are alike like that. It's like me waiting, hoping, til the last moment, that someone in the news media would have the guts to show some integrity... and they don't...I keep wondering what Moyers would say to Joseph Campbell right now... anyway... He says you guys have all fully proven wha toyu really are, and for me to not worry about it, because the media is already doing itself in on behalf of Democratic Socialism, so you'll be useless to everyone including yourselves soon... so you've created your own fiery lake, and you'll get worse and worse in a very short time as people begin to truly hate you, and you guys will use your egos to fully prove your lack of ethics... as opposed to performing an act of integrity.

Meanwhile.. I always said I respected Rove's skills, and I have to admit I'm chuckling a bit.. I think he learned something from me:} Too bad he's on the wrong side of God.

I keep thinking about how I wrote to Obama and told him I didn't want to be used and set up to harm the Democratic party, despite my complaints against them.. it wsa an interesting attempt to set me up again.. but it backfires, because of the documentation I have of the letters I sent, and the video I have of you responding, and the continued attacks against me, and then there's the simple plagiarism... all I gotta say is, if the Republicans call me for an impeachment witness.. I'm there.. and I won't be cooperating with them.. I'll demand explanations from everyone. I don't really care who wins the election, it doesn't matter. Because they both represent the same cause.

And still his hands are extended.. I always and always will continue to hope that people will see themselves and reconcile and atone... but like everything else, there comes a time when you just have to realize that some people won't change, and they're just detriments to everyone, and they harm everyone they can to get what they want, and they really are true criminals.. and that'swhat's happened to the government of the United States.

I have to hand it to whoever constructed the phrase for John about how it's not about spreading wealth, it's about spreading opportunity. I wish John meant it, but it really is the bottom line. That IS a big part of God's plan. I find it interesting that people think Republicans are the devious ones, when thye've always been the blatant ones.. and how it's primarily the Democrats who are the real deceivers.. the Council on Foreign Relations.. the Kingdom will be sealed and rid of you guys.. finally.. if anyone things God is vengeful and wrathful and impatient.. all you have to do is look at the patience He's had with you guys, and people will understand how all THOSE lies just aren't true.

My Dad was a tough guy, and you had to obey His rules, but as long as you did that, He didn't really care what anyone did. He really didn't. And it was simple, just take your share, do the right thing even when it's not the best thing for ou, don't steal or lie, and if you make a mistake, admit it as soon as possible so it doesn't snowball into a bigger problem. Oh yeah, don't disturb him when rading his Sunday paper... and I know he knew I was taking the chocoloate he ate while reading in bed every night.. even then, he didn't say a word unless someone took the last of the bag they were in, leaving him with nothing. Talk about holographic.

I still look forward to knowing my father, the man, one day..  no matter how deep I look and remember, I am constantly further impressed with his character and being.

I remember once, one of those staged discussions wher ei overheard that his real true desire in life was to take that property in the Santa Cruz mountains, and start an orphanage... a good idea, and an obvious cue to look into Boys Town, of course, one of my old time favorite Spencer Tracy - Micke Rooney movies... if only life was actually just a movie being projected.. it's so much more than that. I'll be glad when you guys are gone, and the evil goes with you.

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10/17/2008 - 3:44pm - I have a few pointed things to say...

Obama. Imagine a video that shows all the times you make derrogatory comments, and make fun of people who believe in and have faith in God.

Kinda proves who you are to people who actually read and want to understand the Bible. Kinda shows people hw politicians like you attend church for 20 years for the sole purpose of being able to say you're a (hypocrite) Christian. You're not a Christian, even if you think you are. Not in my church. You'll wish you were Superman before this is over. It's going to be a big lake.

Mika - You can have your father and friends at GE and Time Warner zap me all day if you think it'll make your perverse little ego feel better... it doesn't change anything. And maybe we can get you a cell next to Kyra.. I'm sure you'll have plenty to talk about..

Relentless. at telling America everything except what they need to know. Doesn't fool me.

I keep thinking of the interesting implications of leaving the country... America's inside me through an through.. at least the spirit and idea of it... it's a good'll work one day... but as for this country.. I can't balme the citizens, but I don't see why I should  tolerate the abuse I'm subjected to. No one listens to me or actually does what I suggest.. that's fine... and everytime I leave a job, with only a couple of exceptions that can only be attributed to companies assisting in the bubble and psyops against, those companies bellied up.... I don' tconsider myself a citizen of this country, I'm really sad that I wasn't ousted and let go years ago... just as I can't understand why you perverts did what you did to me, given that until now.. I didn't have a clue of the extent of the corruption... and the perverted torture of citizens fo rfun and profit.. it just doesn't get any sicker than that.

I know you can all track me around the world, and I've been zapped everywhere I've gone... so what...  it' s actually flattering and amusing to know you're that worried about me. I had an AWAC and a helicopter gun ship following me today. Amazing. Insane.

I'm realy tired of hearing hyposcrites talk.. people who say they stand for something and then won't lift a finger to stand for it... people who claim courage as Christians and leaders of faith, and then do nothing when the time of the whole point of their supposed calling is at their feet...ministers who are so cold hearted and cynical, that when someone says I'd like to talk to you because I think I may be the Son of Man, and I want to discuss it with a minister... and they don't even bother to ask why you would think such a's incredible.. and it's not like I don't understand why they would be skeptical. As was I. 

But to the perverse govt of the United States and the Council on Foreign Rleations and all you other sicko organizations... I absolutely will renounce my citizenship to this country, because it means nothing. I will go somewhere esle where I can at least have the fun of seeing new things. And I absolutely guarantee you that if you try to anipulate me into serving your purposes, I will screw whatever you attempt to use me for. I am not an enemy of the United States, however, the United States Government has proven they are an anemy to me, seeking to do great harm and use me to perpetrate a hoax against the American people. I refuse.

You could give me 10 zillion dollars and a lifetime contract on tv, and I'd take and then screw you.. just like you people do to everyone you come in contact with. Just like you screwed Joe Plumber.. you people don't care who you use or hurt to get your positions of power, and then you commit crimes in a ll sorts of ways, truly perverse crimes, and then stand before us with your righteous speech of moral highground an dvalues.. and if people knnew of your values.. if they really thought about the things you do... they'd know your values are the values of the real deal.. just like the Bible says... the synagogue of Satan....

Maher.. I don't have a problem with your movie, I have a problem with your lack of knowledge of the Bible.. just like you have opinion sabout all sorts of things you know absolutely nothing about, and then you call it the truth.

You really are welcome to your views, and I actually agree with you about how religion has been used to manipulate people and all.. we actually agree a great deal about your perceptions, many of which also make me a bit apprehensive about interfacing with churches... because o fthe apostasy that has mislead so many people... but just like 911.. unless you're cooperating with the criminals, don't talk so authoritatively about things you know nothing about or don't understand, and at least have the intellectual integrity to seek answers to your questions and have honest discussions about your concerns, instead of using your lack of knowledge and misperceptions to prove that you are right, preying on uninformed people to be your proof.

I'd stand up for your right to be an atheist any day of the week.. atheists pose good questions that Christians would benefit from by answering them for themselves... so understand, your movie is going to empower Christians, so thank you for the effort on my behalf. And for non-Christians who still look for turht, you'll open their eyes and help them see the truth of God. And then there'll be the other people like you who like to spread hatred, division, and earn money to harm your nation. Enjoy it now. And by all means, have a toke  on me and laugh your ass off. Come over with Leno. You can get your interview. :} You and Geraldo :} I like Geraldo, he's funny. :} Pick me up a can of that great Native American Tobacco while you're there at the reservation. $16 bucks, and you get about a months worth of chemical free tobacco. And more papers than you know you know what to do with. Great flash paper for spy notes, though:}

I'd a wrote you a letter but I couldn't spelll Splinfsafjsedjkjsf .. still can't.. a little Grandpa Jones joke.. :}

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Olbermann: One of the first thigns the psyops people do is to get the victim to take on that they're responsible fo r causing the crimes against them. You know, like blaming women for causing their own rapes. You and your friend shave been setting me up  for a longtime, so big deal, you set me up, use psychotronics, and I guess it makes you feel powerful to destroy people's lives.. it must be really funny... I expect you allto prove your guilt by dumping on me.. that's the game that was set up from the beginning, for me to tell all the petty little bad things I've done in my life in order to prosecute you traitorus a*holes.. and you didn't think I'd be willing to stand up to you. Like the idea of renouncing my citizenship.. it's not like I've ever had any rights, so it's just paperwork. I have never been afforded hte rights of citizenship, so why wouldn't I want to go somewhere where i'm welcome. And Why wouldn't I want to do productive work for people who treat me well.. That would be consistent with my character... to do good work for people who tret me well.. I just really don't understand why you guys did this to me, except for entertainment value.. and given that Ive been nothing but serious about my commitment ot AMerica.. at least the concept.. I don't know why its funny, unless people ar ethat morally bankrupt and that much against the concept of America.

And that's why you and your friends ar traitors, Keith, and you know it, and you think you can intimidate me. . but I'm 53 years old, this government destroyed my life from a young age, and I don't have anything in my life that I'm all that embarassed about.. and you want to talk relatively.. you complain every day about the soldiers dead in Iraq... and you're an accomplice to their murder, and you know it. And all you and people like Dobbs do is cover your butts... so you'll look like the good guy.. and you're just sick and twisted, like all the rest, and you know it, and that's what pisses you off most.

Like I keep saying God Bless the Citizens of America, God damn the perverted government. The dead will bury the dead. You'll help do that too. You're one of 'em. Nice show though, good format... Had me fooled too.

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I can just see it.. someday, someone will actually contact me, and I'll say Yeah, right... :}

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Spying on Activists Wrongly classified as "terrorists"  Washington Post   October 12, 2008

Eugene Robinson will be one of those who find out what it's like to be someone who does nothing, and then experiences the news person becoming part of the news instead of acting like a reporter. All the while saying, It's not my responsibility. It's not my fault...

7:33 - KO By all means, throw everything you got at me. Can't wait. I'll be laughing, and the jury will be saying... are these people obsessed with this guy or what? You just keep  proving who ya really are, it's like I say about your other CFR friend, you just inspire me... when it's all done, your telecom immunity might keep you all out of jail briefly, but you won't have a career...  and it'll all be your own faults. I think your biggest problem.. with all of you, is that you have no respect for yourselves. You gave up on yourselves.. and that littl epiece of you that I'm not criticizing, tha tbit of inadequacy that compelled you t be broadcasters... and politicians... is the thing that has you in conflict with the other side... the one tha twanted to do what you do to do good in the world. If the sopranos taught us anyhting, it's that bad guys do nice things too, but they're still bad guys.

I really tried to give leeway in what I was writing.. but when you think of all the people who have died, been maimed, reaped, robbed, suppressed and driven crazy... a few reporters walked away and yeah, they're getting paid less. but they have self-respect, and they really undersand the phrase "A cause greater than themselves". I'd rather hang out with a junkie in the street than a traitor. Because at least the guy in the street still has a heart. I'll bet he treats everyone better than the one person you claim you love, whoever that is... disgusting, just disgusting. I'm so sick of self-righteous people who treat others like disposable toys... no wonder God said this would be the point where He just says screw it, I'll just throw 'em out. They're obviously defective. Unless the good people you've all mislead.

Why do people vote for things not in their own best interests, Chris? Because of depraved freaks like you who think it's funny to lie to people and lead them to their deaths. BTW: Ask Mary Ritter what she's going to say when she's questioned. I can't wait to hear it. I really can't. Talk about your deceptions... She knew Brenda at Friedley's office, too. Just can't wait to hear it. I'll bet Jimmy and his other sick buddies made up some good ones for the trials. Of course, you Skull and Boners took an oath to each other to lie for each other, so that will make it even more amusing. And the proof of that will come from info from the EU, and you know what I'm talking about. Everything you people will claim will look good on the service, but be a complete sham when it comes to fact. And then, the bigger they are, the harder they fall...

Meanwhile.. Sometimes I Feel Like A Motherless Mrs McThing.. and people wonder why I'd think it's psyops.

You're all a bunch of perverts, there just isn't any word more succinct. And I'm talking about the politicians and media.

When this is all done and you realize what you've done, I hope you'll find a way to reconcile this for yourselves, though I can't imagine how you could.And I'm not talking about what you did to me. It's what you're doing to everyone. Narcissism doesn't begin to cover it.  You're accomplices to rape and murder and genocide. Care to tell me how you justify that? That includes you, Link. Relativism doesn't get the job done. Lead, follow or get out of the way. you're all actually in the way.


10/16/2008 - 12:42pm I can just hear it in court.. well we went to his web site.. doesn' that count as going to church? The only thing the debate proved last night was that thieves, liars and murderers have become experts at lying to millions of people at a time.

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Tell your psyops guys that every time they try to make it sound as if there's reason to believe any of you are decent people, I'll make sure to correct it. Because there's not a one of you who has reason to claim they're patriots, let alone good citizens. Infact, you're the best examples of the worst. Every one of you. Tell Taylor I'm looking forward to his OBama endorsement.. of course, he probably won't .. that would make it a little too obvious for him.. but, because oyu're all so ****ing sick.. he probably will.. I actually hope he does... show some guts, and at least prove what it's all about for him.  And people like John Hall.

Yu guys have th ebest lawyers and all the money and weapons.. and I guarantee you, none of you will escape prison or total public humiliation.. and when you do it to me.. I'll laugh at you. The beauty of truth is that it doesn't require approval. Looks like I was right about media people after all. Sickos. And I know you odn't care what I say because you all think it's funny.. funny to harm me, funny to harm and rape all those people... and you think you'll get away with it.. you messed with the wrong guy. I'll leave this country that you are destroying, the country that is killing its real patriots so that criminals like you can control the planet... you people will be lucky to get out of the country alive, with all the people you're going to have mad at you. So laugh it up.. that's what criminals usually do right before they get busted. Right Cliffie?

PS Mika.. your dad's gotta be the sickest sociopath of all. Sycophants usually are. It'll get really interesting when people find out what frauds people like Olbermann, Dobbs, Maddow and Air America really are. And they think they're better.

I sort of thought the ION channel programming I get is a Time-Warner set-up... looks like I won't be watching them anymore.  I have to admit, you guys do get to people. Thant's okay, there'll be some honest people one day. Besides, there are lots of cowards in the world who talk the good talk, right Scarborough.

Isn't that interesting.. for days, I've been thinking about Taylor doing concerts for Obama.. let's see if Shuster's MNSBC announcement about it is true. Wouldn't surprise me. Poor little James, I hope I didn't hurt your feelings. See ya in jail. But you famous people don't like the truth, do ya. So now, I wawait the announcement of the reformation of Orleans. Plutonium is forever, right John? You might as well make some money off your phony concern. You didn't make a lot as a rock band. I know this is more up and down harassment.. so what.. I like it that you two are finally having the guts to put your arrogant criminality on disply. It'll make it easier to prosecute you later.

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Tivo Steve... the party isn't over.. remember, I win.. don't let the subscription lapse... :}

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5:02pm - Why walk into the eye of a hurricane? Because... somebody's gotta, I know what to do, and dad told me to :}And I wanna, cause it would be fun :} Go figure. Anybody got the guts to take me on? :} That's the truly funny part.

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I was just thinking.. ya know who'd be cool to write with? The black guy from the What's my line show that can write songs off the top of his head like it was nothin'... talk about brilliant.. what's his name?

10/15/2008 12:34 pm - What an interesting epiphany today... it's a good day for epiphanies... whatever :}

So for days, if not weeks I've been looking at how to stop the U.S. Gov't Corruption and manipulation without harming the citizens, and while giving protection and empowerment to other nations who could then empower U.S. Citizens economically in order to undermine the corporate control... all legally and beneficial, actually.. Buth, then, judgment, and inconsistencies... so I think about the double cross of the Bright and morning Star and the Blue Star of the Morning, and I know I got the double cross right, but I didn't relaize the extent of the double cross.

So how, if you're truly a man of peace, do you bring the world to peace... every form of peace... by going around, accusing everyone of betraying God and calling for their destruction? I  mean, it's one thing to be that kind of activist in your own country (which isn't at all what I had in mind when I started my part of this segment)... and here I am, thinking of how to prepare to deliver a message to the world that deapite the propaganda, my presence and work was not to have anyone think anyone was going to be forced to do anhything... except to move toward the Golden Rule as peer pressure, citizen pressure, mounted and required. And I saw a peaceful vision for how it could all occur. Which includes me addressing the Unted Nations, which I know is going to happen... in person..  And it ain't moving to Turkey... Okay go ahead and move it to turkey, I'll just start a new one.

So if the idea of the double cross was to make Jesus out like Satan, and Satan like Jesus in order to fool people into believing Satan was the good guy so he could lead the world to destruction... then it would make sense that the text following that discovery would also likely be swiched to try to trick the son of man into doing the wrong thing, as if it was instruction from God, just as Adam and Eve were fooled, and apparently a whole bunch of other people who thought God, who said thous shalt not kill, instructed them to wage mortal war instead of a war for hearts and minds.

And yet, the United States goes around claiming moral authority over other nations, being blessed by God and the judge of the world, declaring war on anyone who challenges them.. Sounds anti-Christ to me. And that accounts for the difference between the idea of being a prophet and the Son.. because now I wonder if anyone else - except the diabolical ones - figured this out too.. the inconsistencies.. and like I said the other day.. would God really do all this and be satisfied with just having people know that a prophet had been among them? Would God really tell His servants that their afflictions were okay, that they could handle it? All in the context of the absolute, God is and causes good... nothing else. As a way of being and as a promise.

I was sitting there thinking, gee, if I do all this, all I'm going to do is spend my life researching the crimes of all nations and making enemies of everyone unto everyone... that sounds like what the other guys want to have happen...  My own nation, to an extent, to inform people here.. it is my responsibility... for now... just as I charge our clergy to take responsibility in their own's up to the people of other nations to decide what to do there... with guidance and empowerment... they're each on their own "fractals"... and need to be right now... and why national borders are important at this time.

And I've been questioning, am I walking around saying "everybody got it wrong"... and it always comes down to the same thing... it's the leaders, not the citizens.. the leaders declare lies as truth, bad as good and acceptable.. and the people trust them and follow.. and while they have some of the responsibility for their own actions inside of the reality they are forced to submit to, you can not ultimately hold them responsible anymore than Christ Jesus could hold it against people when they obeyed the rules established by the preceeding Christs...

This may change as I study more, but I don't see much that shows the preceeding Christs made any real errors... nothing monumental.. when I think that what is wrong is that the intent of their declarations could have easily been diluted over time. That's where what's her name comes in.. I bet she knows all this...

Let's see.. I sort of re-wrote Genesis, I was thinking about Exodus next since it is a viable possibility.. now I gotta re-do Revelations? Nah... :} I keep forgetting about the book of acts.

I like the Blue Star Thing myself.. add a touch of Jeff Bridges, and it's Blue Star Man. I like that :} Maybe someone'll teach me  how to use Starry Night someday:} I can't help wondering what the star alignment will be on Feb 13. I don't know much about all that stuff... I'll bet Wayne does :} Good old Wayne... and Enoch... :}


7:30 pm - Gotta admit, it'll (the above) make a great business card.. :}

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9:29pm - It just occurred to me.. despite the harassment and all, I try to keep as positive an outlook as possible, but it takes work... I want to  make sure you all never forget the suffering being caused by psychotronics.. the harm and damage and destruction it causes to people's lives.. the people who experience unimageinable atrocities at the hands of their own government, authorized by the same people who stand everyday as the faithful keepers of liberty and democracy in a  nation that claims to live under the blessing of God... people whose courage should be honored and held up as a true example of individuals facing insurmountable odds and circumstances, and almost each and everyone clings not just to God, but to the same ethical and moral values that led them to their oppression... even those who were doing drugs or other things where psychotronics could have been used to cause a positive outcome instead of the destruction of individuals who deserve more than to be treated like expendable flesh

If there's any one thing I have not lost sight of, nor will I, is that I took on doing what I am doing in order to represent the appropriate interests and needs of citizens, people, souls, beings... and if you think that I'm here clowning around, joking with people, keep in mind, the only things I'm really doing is keeping the communication channel open, and making sure you never forget, I never forget, and people who are actually depending on me, and God, that one way or another, the job will get done.... for all the right reasons. In the right ways. I do have high standards about certain things. One time, I described myself as a fiscal conservative who's absolutely fenatical about the rights and welfare of people... something like that... and I will never let us forget all that... because that's what counts. In the same way that I refuse to lose my awe and wonder of the world and the beauty it offers in every conceiveable way, moment by moment. These people are truly awesome, some of them brilliant.. truly brilliant... Please don't ever forget that. Or the patterns of autism in our "intellectual centers"... or the patterns of supposed mental illness... cancers... .... .... ...

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rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Temptations - Papa was a Rolling Stone


I think it's reallt pretty, personally. But then, I'm a guy :} Anytime ya wanna take over, give it a shot... everyone else does :} Okay so I still do Aesopian, but it's not like I'm going to be impressed or believe anyone on anything of importance... besides, I like Leno... tell him to come over, we'll talk motorcycles.. There's been some of my favorite people at Kamilche... Little Creek.. whatever they call it. okay what was it... Nov 8, 1 night, two shows.. got  a jet? I like jets.. :} I think I heard Dobbs has a jet..  he owes me a couple.. tell him to pick up Mike Farrell along the way, he can referee... I love it.. you guys are still getting me to talk about all the stuff I can't verify.. meanwhile, the real stuff remains in a briefcase.. :} OOOH! Suspense.. :} It's really a pretty day. I like clouds.. and the painting looks like a big popsicle... I've been thinking about "purple mountains majesty lately"... and the big green thing that looks like a poppy. the fun part about abstract is that it's all fractal.. I have no idea what this painting will turn out like. Maybe you do :}

So there you go.. everything you need to claim I'm crazy... except, there's no law against claiming to establish the Kingdom of God, and I love doing stuff they say can't be done.. hmm :} Enough of this... time to work. Or somethin'. I can just see someone out there registering all these names.. just like you did the websites.. but I don't care. I'll continue to use them. I demand what's mine :}

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Aretha Franklin - Until You Come Back To Me

12:33pm... Obama.. tell your surrogates that every time they lie or aesopianize on tv, they are perpetrating a fraud AND setting themselves up for perjury and abstruction of justice. Of course I expect you all will lie... that's what politicians do. Idiots. I have so much evidence, you'll truly embarass yourselves when you are confronted by your obvious parsing and deception... you'll convict yourselves. It'll be fun to watch.

Like I wrote in the letter.. I don't do Aesopian with people because those who do it have proven themselves to be enemies... people will od whatever they do.. I'm not worried about it.. the right person will come along and do the right thing... and then the magic will begin. You guys think that by suppressing me, winning an election and then using the justice dept to harm me further is  victory... it'll be your downfall, and everyday you persist in what you're doing will create a more damning situation for you, every single time. But, you're criminals, so feel free to continue to rack up the charges...

Isn't the piano pretty? I love to let it vibrate through my body... rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Patrick Moraz - Soon

10/14/2008 - 4:59 am... What , me sleep, I'm having fun.. interesting.. I'm always in the gray areas.. am I doing it for profit or not... still comes down to first amendment and context

Like saying... someday I'll tell you my Randy Travis Story that includes this song...

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and this one

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and this one, just cause I feel like it...rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)  George Strait - I Cross My Heart  ... speaking of little white specks..  :} I wonder who gets that one ?

I don't think Karl likes me anymore. :} Sorry Karl... sorta.

I like it that I feel like writing music again... lyrics are hard right now..

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Bruce Hornsby & the Range - Scenes From the South Side - B03 - Defenders of the Flag

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Tower Of Power - Bump City - You're Still A Young Man

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Carpenters - We've Only Just Begun

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Anita Baker - Caught Up In The Rapture

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Average White Band - Person To Person

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Barbra Streisand - Ordinary Miracles

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Paul Mauriat - Love is Blue

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Tuck & Patti - Tears of Joy

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Roberta Flack & Donnie Hathaway - The Closer I Get To You

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Santana - Shaman - Victory Is Won

Now that's a Sunday mix!

10:20 pm - Look,  I write lots of things in this area that are amplified... because of psychotronics... there are things I put here just so later on, when people realize I'm telling the truth, they'll understand the imperative of this stuff stopping. It's grotesque and incredibly inhumane. Here  I am, earnest attempting to serve God in a way I know for certain is how he intended me to serve, in some way at some time... and those people who had knowledge.. for whatever reason I was left to live a bubble life such as I had... it's just that I can't imagine subjecting anybody to that... or watching  anyone or anything go through it... just like I couldn't get thru the end of Passion of the Christ... just couldn't watch it... even though I truly understood the social importance of people seeing it if  only to push their senses to the point of not being able to tolerate seeing that kind of stimulation anymore... at least Mel can get some solace in that it wasn't the Jews at all.. and he'll be vindicated one day too. Lots of people will be. So for folks who know about me and my life.. and I don't claim I know all of who does, if anyone.. but I know there are those who do.. and I''m sure life will go on, but I just can't imagine forgetting a base sadness that will remain no matter how things turn out, and I guess the only thing there is for me to remember is that this sort of evil -  I hate using that word - evil actually really does exist... and can be prevented. And manipulated.

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I always remember in high school how we'd sing all the latest tunes. CSNY and all... so when McCartney came out, I bought the album the minute it came out and learned all but one tune that night and went to school the next day.. and nobody cared.... :} and it was a huge overnight hit... couldn't figure it out... :} I really love the lyrics of Koreen Akore :} Alright, 2 songs. This is a gorgeous little tune..
rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Paul McCartney & Wings - Love In Song

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Prince - Planet Earth - Lion Of Judah

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) David Howard - Spark - Alive In The World

Tell Stevie I'm done listening to music for secret messages now :} And I have too done something, and maybe some day I'll know what :}

6:34pm - Guess the vacation's over. It was a good one though... I'd sure like to be a fly on the wall when these people get emails from me... I hope they get 'em... hard to tell... anyway...

Here's what AWB was known for... funk... lots of good memories from these guys... :}

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Average White Band - Cut the cake - School Boy Crush You know,  the recurring "too much reverb" theme... after the funk years.. good stuff, but  for new ears, a little harder to hear the distinct personality of the music...

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Average White Band - Nothing You Can Do used to to listen them by the hour... Now I'm wndering if the janitor at Sears was the same guy who went back to Berkley... and Bocci Ball... okay psyops guys...  oops wrong song. Yeah I know, Sam.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes)  Average White Band - Lets Go Round Again  Hard to pick one. :} Groovin' the night away... :} Take Love is the bottom line exactly as it is, but add a gospel choir behind it really letting it hang out in the right places... and ya got something...:} you can do that, can't ya? That'll be 1000. Use the choir as a counter-rhythm, not as part of the main melody... let AWB do what it does to the gospel alternative background... no competition... but use it liberally to maintain the feel throughout. 1250. :} And these are available frequencies where? :}

I like the rainbow.. :} I call 'em the way I see 'em too.

I loved KLRS... the jazzz. I was triyng to get 'em to let me record the old lp's of the origianl masters, like Vangelis and Tangerine Dream and more...  so I'm gonna do that, despite the fact they're WEA... :} I like the word fornicator. Reminds me of someone who was almost like a friend to me..  :} He used to say that all the time :} You have a dirty mind.. although he did that alot too :}

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Three Dog Night - Their Greatest Hits - 03 - Sure As I'm Sitting Here

2:27pm - Joey Joey Joey... you see sanity receding from your grasp... ya know, when I ran for the schooll board, it was a classic political move.. I would have run for class pres, but I got psyched by the guy's best friend and the turht was, it appeared to me he actually was the most popular guy in the school ( though I didn't really know him) so I went for the next highest office... and I will to the death defend my membership (of which there were 3 members) in the SBS... that's not a typo. How would I know that the things they represented as Pres and VP of the senior class were the same as the SDS? I mean, the only one I actually was aware of.. since about 6 months ago... was the one about having a non-voting representative of the student council attending the school board meetings... I still can't figure out why that would be a problem, unless people were discussing and doing things that were deceitful or wrong. Go figure. Kinda like  you guys.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Eurythmics - Missionary Man

10/13/2008 - This is really cool... in less than half an hour, I get speeches from both Pres candidates using my stuff.. :}Recorded of course.. which is funny because the Ultimate Planetary Mix is not going ot be music, it's a video.. me reading directly from my website, with  video from the candidates delivering my lines... and as a bonus, copies of the multiple letters, and testimony from a witness who actually called the DNC at least twice attempting to  talk to is it Phil McNamara about being sure my 2004 campaign was within bounds and strategies of the Democratic Party.... and Mukasey stating that not all wrong doing is crimes... letter to Cuomo, Senators etc... Will it go round in circles... Who knows if this'll happen.

But, ya know, my dad thought Muhammad Ali was the greatest.. and he was particularly impressed the night.. and I remember listening to the round by round on KGO... the night they put something in ALi's eyes and blinded him, and he hung on and then won... that was impressive. The thing about Ali that most people don't realize is that he wasn't THAT strong... he just hung aound alot for the moment when he could land the single shot... and what made his blows effective is that he fully extended, and when he got to that point of hitting his opponents, his hand would twist just a bit and cause a simple twist to the nerves of the neck, and down they'd go... it was beautiful to watch. And these days... alot of the fights he won would have been stopped...and not in his favor :} (reminds me, I need to review the OJ Case... Galanter may be loyal, but apparently he isn't very good. OJ may be guilty and framed.)

I wonder how much I could get if I offered the Russians a chance to hypnotize for say, 3 or 5 months? :}It's not like I'm aware of any national secrets or anything.. Weird.. I wish I could get the text of my dad's cookbook and run it throught that web site that supposedly decodes anything... probably a CIA site.. sor t of like.. we'll help you decode simple stuff that's meaningless so long as we get to keep the good stuff.. That's it,, it's all about my dad's cookbook.. and given that that weird thing came out, and weird that pop out like that always turn out to be significant... hmmm.

Speaking of which: February 13, 2009 will be a significant day, I don't know why yet, and I'm concerned at the multitude of possiblilities... tons of possibilities.. like I could have actually completed bunches of things on my book among them.. and have removed the psyop affected stuff... and set up a history section for all the psyop stuff... people need to know what you all did to me.

Speaking of speaking.. the best part will be after refusing to respond to my numerous inquiries to your attorney, Barack, and then you make the speech this morning... you're going to look like the a*hole you are. Or was that fornicator?

Meanwhile.. the kitties are so cute.. we're keeping one.. I call him or her Mighty Mouse... he's afraid of people. He'll fit right in :}

Leno coming to Shelton... One night... what are you guys doing, coming out to take turns playing with the controls? How's it feel Rachel.. I'll bet it's from Microsoft... and is related to that digital transmission test back in '85 with KUBE that I recorded but which didn't work... theoretically... and then I start thinking about intermediate frequencies.. and I can't for the life of me figure out why we use IF's... why not just a pure signal... and now that tv is going digital, are the broadcast powers being reduced, or re-used.. that's interesting.

I predict that when Active Denial starts being used... there will be a shortage of microwave ovens, car batteries and ac-dc power converters.. and then, at some point, people will figure out the thing of pointing them at the sky...  and then we'll all be able to get some peace and quiet, once the rain from the disruption f the ionosphere is over.. just a possible, predictable scenario...

I keep thinking, I know I told Dobbs that I always thought somehow I'd be working with Todd and Jamess.. but I always thought it would be for something good... so when do I get to have some fun? I think I'm going to write a JT parody album like the Rutles did the Beatles... only I can make it sound EXACTLY like him... even the voice... I'll have him do a cover of Walsh's I Like Big... 

I heard Todd was a drug dealer before he signed with AMPEX, and that James started doing drugs and fooling around when he signed the Columbia deal... when I was in LA... and I can't help but wonder if there's some kind of amnesty deal in the mix, here...

I ddin't realize how much the Psyops guys screwed up "For the Love of the World"... it's going to be a great book, though. I just wish I could keep it private until it was ready. Ya know, if someone was going to sacrifice their son, you'd think they'd  at least tell them about it so you could understand why stuff happpens, so you don't have to take it personally. I hope that, since this body's been put through thte wringer.. that next time around I'll remember all  this so I can at least have some satisfaction in the knowledge that all this wasn' tin vain. It's hard to imagine accomplishing what I know I could have done if I hadn't been so hindered. That's the part that actually bothers me most. And it's not for me, so much, cause I can really adapt and be happy in most any situation.. especially if I have a friend... it's knowing that most people won't know how to deal with poverty or living without things we think of as basic... and I figure I still have enough time to make a difference, but not to complete it all..  I understand the Kingdom of God, and no, nothing is at the snap of the fingers.. I just know I could have done it... and when I see all the emulations, and how ineffective they are,  and how corrupt their presentation is in the face of what really happens after the facade of loyal service is delivered... and my biggest concern, particularly in terms  of wishing I could withhold materials, is knowing that my emergence could easily cause war.. which is why I feel it's so important for me to write things to other leaders before finishing the word of life. Like letting them know that God doesn't want everyone to suddenly become "Christians"... whatever that means anymore...

By the way... if the RIAA and GE and Time-Warner get in my way when I do emerge, however and whenever that happens... just understand that all you'll do is cause a level of hate against you the likes of which you've never seen before... and I won't a lift a finger to cause it or stop it... and when the anger is over, I'll fly overhead, and I'll see everyone... everyone... long as I can...

And then a miracle will happen.... :}

I was just thinking about the time I was in a course, and this one morning we were supposed to talk about our experience so far and who we were being in the moment.. and I got up on the stage and told everyone it was my birthday, and that I always thought it was cool that I was born on the first day of creation... I thought the leader was going to fall out of his chair :}

Oh yeah, on entitlement.. it's not so much like I feel I'm owed a living or anything.. I really was always proud that I earned what I got and even more so now, considering the obstacles placed in my path. But I can't help noticing that the people who are most involved with the events of my life.. their crimes against me... are people who had everything handed to them... and even if they killed me tomorrow, it wouldn't stop God, and they think they can beat God. And that's the part that's I really can't understand, cause they actually know they can't. But then, like I always say, that's the proof of their psychosis. It's why I know Cho is a victim of psychotronics. That, and the FBI response.

Anyway, so yeah, I feel like I have rightful expectation for compensation, but then so do a lot of people. And so, whatever I get, I'lltake what I need and help as many as I can.. given what is becoming clearer to me aboutthe things that were done to me, I think I'm going to be able to help alot of people.

And that will be the example and the path to leadership of people.. because regardless of anything else, they'll know that I'm sincere and that they can trust me... cause I'd be within my legal rights to take everything and walk away... but I won't .. cause I'd still rather live in a modest cabin somewhere with a view than to ever think that all the frills and the gold in the world could ever cause happiness... real happiness.. I think I want a horse, too. An Appaloosa... horses are really loving... anyway... so are cows:}

Entitled.. not really, but in a way.. just in the context that so many claim the faith and belief in God, and even know of His presence and desire for this world, and then the are given all of the gifts, and think they can destroy the creator... and it's idiocy. And that's the only true sense of entitlement.. coming from knowing mre of my purpose, and the efforts to prevent it... and I don't like wastin gmy time on things of this nature that turn out to be unproductive.. and this is in the face of knowing I could have done it by my own efforts long ago... and by the grace of God, the world would be a  much better place... and all you idiots could have continued to be partners with God, instead of being His enemies by YOUR choice... despite all the beseeching and humbling He did to re-establish the partnership. ometimes the judgment required isn't pleasant, but necessary.. and you guys will be toast when this is over... by your doing, not mine. I actually feel sorry for you. I'm mrooting for the real Jews.. you know, us  guileless ones... not the nation...

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Jeff Beck - Blue Wind

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10/12/2008 11:44 am A few notes for people, then you'll probably think I've gone blank for a while.. except for the materials I post to other nations and citizens..

To James Taylor: You familial ties to Simon & Shuster and Time Warner will be used against you and Todd. And don't worry James, I'm very clear that of all the music used to psyop me, yours was the only album purposely including songs for that purpose. Just isn't possible that it's a coincidence. As for John... just another deceitful sell-out... I   was going to sell both of your albums, but for catharsis sake, I am going to burn them and dump all your music. You can stop singing You've Got A Friend, now., especially since you didn't write it in the first place. As for Shower the People... I'm not acting out a part, you are.. even though it was written for me.

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Michael Johnson - That's That - That's That

To David Shuster.. all you so called liberal history nowonl proves one thing: you're aprt of the treson and conspircy of the Council on Foreign Relations... like the movie 6th Sense.. I see dead people.

Speaking of which, John Lewis, attempting to start racist riots and all to promote a coandidate (as in you've become everything you claimed to stand against).... interesting that I started a landscape last night that ended up looking exactly like  the fires in L.A.  that I saw this morning...

To the U.S. Government.. you have a lot to answer for in terms of denying my civil rights since birth, but beyond that.. the more important issues.. the issues and the charges I make on this site are not going away... I tried to resolve things within our boarders, but you all have absolutely no integrity or morals.. we all know that if I go to another country and continue my work, the United States will be destroyed... looks like, given the level of corruption, that would probably be for the best. But you can be sure that while I work with other governments to entrap the members of the U.S. Government... the same way the U.S. does to other people and nations... I will aslo be wroking to insulate the American people from the worst.... they don't deserve the hell you all have created.

And I will nail Bill and Hillary Clinton once and for all...

Barack, you're stupid.. if you had actually read the Bible, you would know that you have been set up...  if you win this election, it will all be blamed on you, religion will be harmed, and  Hillary will, at least in her own mind, win in 2012... and there won't be as many black or Hispanic politicians getting votes.. and subsistence slavery wil be viable once again.. you're a treu idiot Barack.. and they bought and sold you... which makes you a slave of the Council on Forreign Relations.. and you've selling an entrie nation into the ranks of your own slavery..

As for the media.. I'm going t redefine you as traitorous representativers of the government, because that's what you are, and you know it. That includes link tv. If you're not willing to tell the truth, then you're obviously participating in the treason. It's that simple.. I don't care if you think you're doing good, you're not... because one or 2 simple truths would change the world, and you don't have the couragte to actually do that.. but it feels good to look good, doesn't it?

You all want to do it yourself? Good. Do it. And when it doesn't work,  fornicate you. We'll call it an application of the golden rule... apparently you all like it when you can screw people and get screwed.. so have  good time .. meanwhile, us faithful, the non-infidels, though few of us there are, will have a good time when it's over. Right John Hall? (PS It won't include you.. but I'm glad you're still having fun.. get it while you can)

God no longer helps fornicators like the government of America.. it's in th Bible. Don't blame me.

Me and my camper are going to get out of the way while the dead bury the dead. It's only smart.. and then, when cleanup time comes.. I still have my evidence. The prediction said I'd die guarding an arsenal of email.. it doesn't say that I won't get a chance to present it.  It's of historical value, and is evidence of felonies... of course it'll be guarded. But you guys set up these things and buy your own lies.. you fool yourselves with your own hope and arrogance that everything will go your way and you'll get away with it..  but you won't. and you will be the ones to learn humility. It also said Charles Rehn will prevail.

Finally, more reading shows me I was right again.. the Bible says that it will not be my efforts that make me  visible to the world... that it will be the act of someone revealing me, thus, coming like a thief in the night... I don't have any faith that will happen, but that's the requirement. I used to think there were people who would be part of my inner circle.. anyone who wants into that club has membership requirements, and if you don't know what they are or can't figure out why I haven't accepted that any of you guys are good guys,then consider your own behavior..

If you have something to say to me, you know where I am. Otherwise, enjoy the time you have left, and when your lifetime is through, you're gone.. for the benefit of all mankind... and the pleasure of God. When God does vengeance, He doesn't waste His time. Like my dad says, don't hesitate. That was my only mistake in this. I'll never make it again. Smear jobs for everyone.. when in Rome...

And don't forget,  I'll never stop. Your psyops leave me with nothing else to do. Told you your arrogance would get you. So does the Bible. Only a few more chapters to go in Revelations... Barack, that's what you're going to make happen. I hope the fiery lake is warm enough for ya.

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rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Nassiri - Love Sees No Color - Love Sees No Color

PS Too bad about GE. Shouldn't have run those caveman ads. But at least now we know whose side Buffet is on. Another guy who'll be returning bunches of money to the national treasury...

Olbermann.. yeah you'll be onthe list of traitors.. and you know why.. you're the worst kind.. the kind like Obama.. the kind with all the right pretty words, and the deception to go with it. It's the old hope thing.. I hoped you and Rachel  had integrity.. instead, you're just a big part of the deception.. and you'll regret it. And that'll be a good thing, but don't ever complain to me. And laugh all you want. Get it out of your system now. I still have hope, as the vision of an ideal, but it will never be accompanied with faith in people ever again.. thanks to traitorous a*holes like you. And you're samrt enough to look in a dictionary and determine that, like your freinds, you are actually traitors... and this will be your theme song..

Can't find Roger Miller's "Dang Me", so this will work. Probably the theme song of all your friends. Personally, it sent chills up my spine back in '75 when I first heard it on KFMI... still does... I bet Clive loves it. Speaking of which, tell all you so called celeb friends, like Patty, to  fornicate off... her ex too... what good does knowledge do if you betray its truth? It makes you useless, pathetic souls of little or no value.

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John D. Rockefeller IV... figures... we'll come up with some good stuff on you and John Warner that ought to make for some fun... I wouldn't want you two to feel left out... I mean, I know the traitors in the media are backing you, but it'll backfire... once people see the trail you two leave and weave.. fiery lake..

To the non-cowardly Christians.. prove it.:}

You gotta understand, it's not about feeling entitled.. it's about wondering if people actually have faith or not, and if they don't, if they're not really willing, if all tehy do is talk about it and marvel at their own knowledge, then what good does it do.. at least they'll know that a prophet was among them... if that's all it's about, it's kind of  a waste of time.. but that's what it's all about.. the ultimate test... not mine though.

The only thing I feel entitled to is justice.

Meanwhile.. you guys are sure working hard to convince people that God and Christ don't exist... getting desperate, huh?

10/11/2008 - Ya know dude, everytime you say Amen Brother on the air it freaks me out :} It really does... what compels people to do drugs? Why do you hate me so much?

So now I understand the importance of my mother's Bible.. even the Hitchcock's only refers to the "Elders" and the "Ancients" (which I find fascinating and confirms some other things I always believed.). I'm sure one day we'll hear what's her name do a sermon on that... I'm talking the Ezekiel stuff, on the vision of the elders worshipping the sun to the east... covering the blue star of the morning and the bright and morning star would be cool too. Somehting in Hebrew would be a nice touch :} Fortunately, I've documented the exact Bible my mom had...  and that info is online.. I remember posting it. Somewhere.. :}

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Michael Jackson - Thriller (25th Anniversary) - 16 - For All Time (unreleased track from original Thriller sessions)

I think my second painting is done.. I really like it... could be lots of things, but I like to think of it as being an owl face barely peeking through a collage of color and texture... the first painting is still a wonder to me because I've never painted anything like that... except that mural when I was in the 5th or 6th grade or something... the one I painted upside down... Anyway... my version of the thinker :} The bird version :} I think the next one is going to be more of a landscape.. lots of browns and earth tones.. it's winter you know..

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soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Hall & Oates - War Babies - Can't Stop the Music

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6:38pm - Mr Mayor, thanks for the basic service in a time of need :} I understand what you mean about beiing rich before getting into politics, but I'm kinda standing on the idea that the money part shouldn't be important. I thought some folks were actually going to turn out to have some integrity or something, but I was wrong... so now I'm thinking I could make a news network in a matter of a few months and then turn it over to other people... or I could just start broadcasting, which would be quite labor intensive, and limited in its audience... so then there's ham radio which I wanna do anyway.. got a radio station you want to play with.. have it do somehting unusual and then take the world by storm... it would be fun :} Remember fun :} Doesn't matter where, syndication will follow... anyway... it's gonna be interesting... I'm thinking my own blog in Lebanon, and planting trees and making little mountains right in the path of Armageddon.. wouldn't that be funny? They'll call me Johnny cedar seed... I like cedars.. got tons of 'em in planters outside.. they just started growing... back to instructions to the clergy...

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12:27 I have to admit, watching political news keeps me motivated, although it's quite annoying to watch knowing that it all just really amounts to gigantic coverups...and I'm amused, despite the frustration and annoyance of my circumstances, that it takes all of you guys to stop me... and that you must view me as more than just a guy mouthing off, and why you don't kill me is how I know you know who I am.. that and the choppers :} And that's also how I know you know that God's gonna win.. so I really do see what's going on as the final heave before you all walk with your fraudulent earnings and realize your time is done... because it is, one way or the other.

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McCain, I'm curious to know.. you said America would get what it wanted before the election... what were you speaking of? Never forget tha tjust because I amuse myself with my imagination, that I never lose track of the facts or the trends, nor do I forget the clear intent and lie by omission that I see and hear everyday. This is not just for John, by the way... There really isn't anything that I'm ashamed of on this site... things I'm not proud of, but people will come to know the story of how this all came about, and they need to... because it's their story too, and yeah, I'll find better ways to present it and all that will stand as to the development of my undersanding and my own version of lamentations, whatever you wanna say.. all I know is that my mind becomes clearer everyday, and my understanding and global grasp and vision becomes clearer everyday... and I think I'm geting to the root of those things tha will provide clear understanding of what is really driving the world... against its own will... and that's why I think, ultimately, my work will be easier than I thought, though not easy, and the key to it  is leaving the United States, where people have not been quite so conditioned, and liek the Bible says so truly so often, a prophet is never welcome in their own land. And the journey begins in the spring, as instructed. And I'll have all my materials ready by then.. And I think Im going to start by planting forests and gardens from one end of Africa to the other... to get the forests restarted, the humus and rainforests doing their jobs.. let's jsut say that when I get a hold of HAARP, I'll use the weather charts to set things straight in no time... Enoch had the right ideas :} I really like Enoch and Timothy.

10/10/2008 - Obama and Biden.. you 're the most 2 faced liars in the world, and I'm going to make sure the world knows it.. you can put all those security people on me, hit me with psychotronics and try to destroy me any way you like, and I still guarantee you that the world will know what cowards and traitors you are... say it to his face.. what a bunch of sick people...  And Obama, always rem,ember, when Jeremiah states his reasons for saying God Damn America... you will forever be an example.. a perfect example.. of why he would say such a thing. One day Jeremiah will call YOU what you are.. a whore, a traitor to AMerica and on who has fully betrayed God... and when he does, and he will, then I'll know that he has saved himself, at least, from being one of the whores. Even if he doesn't he'll be coming back. You guys won't Manfred Mann - TBD - 100 - Mighty Quinn (Quinn The Eskimo)

Begala and Carville... picked which prison you want to be in yet?

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Karl - It's a little easier when you don't care :} So here's the deal.. get someone to point out all of my great ideas that Barack abandoned after the primary.. just for the fun of it, ask him why:} it'll prove he betrayed the people who elected him thus far. What a bad guy :} AT the next debate, just have John say I'd like to have a conversation with you about some questions that must be answered and then see who cracks up and who can keep a straight face. It's sort of like having a song played on a radio :}

John.. it's not if you can take Obama's word for it.. it's whether you can take the word of the guy he took the words from.. or something like that :} Go Navy! :}

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10/9/2008 - 6:27 am The good thing about waking up to harassment at 4 am is that I have to spend time collecting my thoughts and regenerating myself... that's when God tells me the really good stuff...

Viles: I don't know what you had in mind about quality control... but when I get over to Israel, no matter what, I won't be used as an information source and I won't go along with what the CFR people want...

Retrospect: What I was talking about regarding emulations, doing things, and then reading about the son of man.. the things I've been thinking about doing... under normal circumstances, any one of them would be enough... but what I've been thinking about doing... we're way beyond chapter 10 of Revelations.. thank God, it's almost over.. looks to me like it's going to go down to the final seconds... the Armageddon scenario is going to happen... possibly within 9 months... while the next president is mired in all the controversy I cause... wag the dog, ya know.. only in the next 6 months, I'm gonna study the Koran, and I'll have everybody convince the U.S. to back down.. and I mean everybody.. and the U.S. people will be really mad for a couple of years while the traitors are tried and the truth is told...  and I think I'm gonna live in Africa... Cracks me up.. I go to Africa, Barack goes to Africa... Barack, wanna go to Venezuela.. I'm still gonna go for that.. I really do want to ride on a Russian battleship, and I always thought I'd end up on a cruise playing my guitar... :} Not quite this way, but Tuscan sun ya know... When I look into Bush's eyes, I see CIA, CIA :}

Interesting to think of... considering.. the time I went for  a weekend in Arkansas, right down from the Alcoa plant... and I drove thru town, and everybody waved like they knew me.. almost like people lined the streets and came out to wave.. I just thought, friendly town, just like George, if they don't know you they wave to welcome you.. I thought it was kind of weird.. kept looking around to see who they were actually waving to... dang I wish I had my propagation chart. Makes me wanna ask donny what HE was referring to when he said short wave receivers.. I thought he meant satellite based receivers for sigint... :} Maybe I should make an appointment with him. That would be funny. He's still at the Pentagon, right? Donny and Jim Bob.. what a meeting..

Barack - just so ya know.. I get all the lies of omission you're delivering about the new world order.. what  a sellout.. I really thought you were smarter... ALl I gotta say is you elite guys ar egoin' down, and Queen Elizabeth gets her country back as promised, so tell the Rothchild's to build a big wall, and they might want to  hire Blackwater, cause I'm seeing what Nostradamus was talking about, and I have this hunch that reading the Koran is going to give me some really useful info... You r new era ain't gonna happen...

rainb00a.gif (232 bytes) Chicago - Happy Man  I just really love that song.. :}

Almost 8000 tunes now :} Can you imagine me automating voicers for all of that, preannouce, standard anounce, back announce... it would be fun :} Who is Eric Chase, anyway, and how come I never hear of him anymore :} (probably cause I dont listen to the radio) I think I'll find him and call him again.  That could be funny :} And then there's that time I caught John McFlanagan signing on to a station in the Bay Area saying it was good to be back and I had the impression he was getting over alcoholism.. and then there's the Capt. Satellite incident.. am I wrong, or have the Blue Angels been flying in missing man formation for a long time (they don't exist anymore do they?)

Enough random thoughts for today.. a couple articles to finish, some legal research, I didn't realize a plagiarism suit could include so many constitutional rights.. good to know..

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I wish I could find the Man Song..   :}


1:24 Won't it be interesting when people find out Tom Brokaw and Lehrer and all the rest are CFR members too.. then they'll figure out why only Cofer people get elected... and how there is no difference between the Democratic and Republican Parties... even Nader's orgs were infiltrated :} Amazing..  The reason to challenge the media is to demonstrate whether the media has integrity integrity as reporters... and everytime, they fail. Shame about that. But that does become the ultimate proof of totalitarianism, and collusion between the government and the media. And the facade of Democracy...

10/8- Satan Walks Among Us... no wonder CNN wanted me to believe there was nothing in a name... you guys got everyone so distractred by Obama's middle name, they overlook his first name.. nice work. The most fundamental thing is not a job, it's an honest government... which America hasn't had for a long time.  His name means Satan Walks Among Us, mine means Son of Man... I wonder what they're trying to cover up...

The most interesting thing I find in everything having to do with media and the CIA... is Time-Warner.. so it'll be easy to make the pattern fit... especially the FBI reports about v2k happening only when DirecTV trucks were around.. before Murdock took over...

All I keep seeing is images of people rioting... and you guys will think you got what you want.. and then you'll fall.

So, Buchanan.. I know you were part of Operation Mockingbird... in my book, you're now the proof that Nixon was set up AND that he was a crook... which means so is John Dean... you guys do cover the bases.. And you and your fellow writers at Human Events are about as anti-Christ as they come. I'm sorry I mentioned you for a job at MSNBC. But then, that was back in the days when you had me fooled.

Tell Abrams the Aesopian feeds aren't getting you guys off the hook. They'll be what gets you all nailed. And if the FISA Telecom immunity applies to you like I think it does, it won't matter. And if you erase it all with microwave or otherwise, I don't care..

Tell Taylor I will be finding his attorney, and I will file racketeering charges against him and Todd Rundgren, and that will bring it all back to AMPEX. And Warner Bros, and Welch, and Kennedy and Bush and all the rest.. dominoes... I hope you all have enough money... like my dad always said, if you're going to commit a crime like you guys, it better be worth enough that when you get out of jail, whatever you got is still of value.  Traitors, thieves murderers and liars... every one of you...

Dobbs, what ARE you going to tell your kids? I can't wait to hear... how many rapes and murders have you participated in.. I watched your show yesterday just to see what you were up to.. purple tie.. Barack's colors.. people think you're independent, all you're doing is pushing them down the "lesser of 2 evils thing" for Obama and the Council on Foreign Relations.. ya don't fool me anymore... Just like Scarborough bragging about what kept him in Congress..

Why did he resign then? Could it be the murder of his secretary... was he having an affair with her or not? And what about true colors, Joe, ya gonna keep your mouth shut.. I know MSNBC is just  a holding pen for CFR members who have been discredited but are being paid off with media jobs...  you're as gutless as they come Scarborough,... just like the so called liberals in the evening shows.. anything but the truth...

The only thing I have to decide on is venue.. and I  don't want   depositions from you, because you'll lie anyway.,..but that's okay... there are too many setups and after a while, it just becomes obvious that it's all a setup... even me claiming to be the son of man.. if people say I'm crazy, it's just more proof of psyops... and for the record, I don't disclaim being the Son of Man. And won't. Don't need to.

It'll be very interesting to find out when Chris and Lori left Sonora, won't it?

And Obama.. nice tries on gertttin gme to believe you were all sort of under siege... nice touch indeed.. just want you to know that I don' tbuy any of it, and you're just a two bit politician after all.

PS If your're not cowardly Christians, why haven't I heard from you, or are your broadcasts a piggyback too?

PS to McCain.. I telegraph my punches because you all know what I'm doing anyway because of the surveillance.. this is part of how I document my intent to do things, and the effects of psychotronics to stop me.. when I was told back in April that I was going to be made an example of... I knew it was going to be to show people that your weapons could stop people.. I'm going to prove what ive been saying all along.. you can slow me down, but you can't stop me, and you can't beat God. The damage people like you do in the meantime is not my fault.. I warne dyou all, you persist, and the only hands with blood on them are yours. and your friends.

What  was that about a cause greater than yourself John? What is that cause? I really want to know.

The complaint stated a cause of action under claim of diversity jurisdiction. 28 U.S.C. 1332. No contention was made that a cause of action was stated under the Civil Rights Act, 42 U.S.C. 1983. I agree we should not reach any issue under the Civil Rights Act, but think we should reach and decide the issue as to Time's liability for the acts of its employees, as agents of the police, in view of Time's reliance on Fourth Amendment cases.

The district court found that an agreement had been entered into between Life magazine, owned by Time, Inc., and the District Attorney's office in Los Angeles, for Life's agents to acquire information which would be used against Dietemann in a criminal prosecution and published by Life. Dietemann v. Time, Inc., 284 F. Supp. 925, 927. It thus appears that the agreement constituted Life and its employees agents of the police. Time in its appellate briefs, disclaimed any contention that its employees were acting for or on behalf of the police and for this reason the majority refused to reach the issue of the liability of Time for the acts of its employees, as agents for the police.

Hmm... precedents... so that means Bush's remarks, conduited by CNN will make that case... won' tthis be fun?

The real proof of the bailout fraud will be if McCain fails to point out that Democrats were in charge of congressional oversight, and that they were eager to pass a package... and by all means, Matthews, let's make sure people aren't aware of the conspiracies of the past when evaluating the criminal candidates foisted upon us by the Council on Foreign Relations. To CFR People: remember, your first loyalty as a citizen is required to be America. Your silence makes you a co-conspirator, and that's why even if you think you're  a good guy, you're  a traitor. Iw ill never defend any of you because you've proven to me you'd rather see me dead than defend America. That's proof enough for me.

12:49 Studying case law is always interesting.. seeing how the law gets twisted and parsed... looks like the only thing you guys will have on me is libel.. which is good, I hope you press it.. and then when I easily establish that you forced the communication channel, you''re cooked. :} See, it'll always turn around on you. I'm gonna nail George for his Aesopian talk too. :} But that'll come after the DNC slam dunk. You may get me procedurally... but you'll be out of government. Tell Kendall Burman he made a big mistake not contacting me, particularly because I have so much evidence to prove m ycase. I'm gonna see what Obama filed for the abortion positiion... cause it wasn't that I was talking about, it was back in 2002 when the Dems adopted my exact position.. that's the one that will force the RICCO cases... and remember, I have an independent witness on contacting the DNC, right McNamara?  Besides, I have all the letters to appropriate officials that went unanswered.

Gee... can't find an abortion position.. what a surprise.. nice job on the lead though. You don't actually answer any questions Obama... complete fraud.

Back to Galveston

Roberta Flack - Look Out Here It Comes

10/7/2008 - What I suppose is going to happen next is that I'm going to use my new found financing to file law suits.. right now, the only question is venue, and unfortunately, the best place looks like DC, where I can rent te press club podium right after filing.. then it'll really be interesting to see what the media does.. particlarly in light of MSNBC handing me all that great footage that vindicates me on the Aesopian language issue.. isn't that interesting... didlectics that clear and clobber the competition.. but I could care less about those games, because I don't see how anyone in the media ends up looking good from this one... once these get filed, and just a tiny bit of evidence is shown, there will have to be ricco filings and investigations.. and of course, teh cover up, forcing it all to be tried in the plagiarism trial and the court of public opinion... and you won't be ablt to shut me up. The Democrats will have successfully stopped me from being a leader, and the CFR and they will think they've won... and they'll have olen wverything I am and believe in... and then I will be known.. the wrong way.. but you even get your way about all that, don't you? The only good news is tht you'll be stopped, and I'll get to live somewhere else where people will treat me like a human being.

So, John, get your stuff together.. I'm not taking down the stuff about Cindy.. and there's a bunch out there on you too so good luck. I'm not on your side either.

All I have to say is that I'd prefer to win honestly in a fair and open debate.. when the RICCO stuff comes up, it'll be fun to see what Nader, Barr, Paul and Kucinich will say when they're called... and if the Supreme Court will provide us with fresh fodder for their impeachment... I think they will.. and anyone the new guys may appoint will be taken off as an act of fraud...  the world is going to change very soon. We'll see if the media saves us, or throws the first dirt on the grave.

Isn't it weird, the very people whose profession symbolizes truth are the greatest deceivers of all. It's a sign of the times, ain't it?

I can't wait to see how proud Michelle Obama is of America when the truth is known.

Melissas.. how many are there? did I catch it right... did one change their last name ?:} I have video with the old one too:}

Anyway.. if it wasn't for a woman named Melissa in Atlanta, I'd never become a fan of Clapton.

Guess I need a press agent... since Im doing everything else myself, why not that?

Aug 24, 1970 Time Magazine,9171,902654,00.html

Ralph Nader, the crusading critic of auto safety standards, has carried his long public feud with General Motors before television cameras, congressional committees and the courts. But last week both sides met quietly—and the young lawyer came away with his most lucrative victory yet. In an out-of-court settlement of his suit against G.M. for invasion of privacy, the company agreed to pay Nader $425,000 in damages.

Nader charged four years ago that once G.M. heard of his investigation of the automobile industry, which he was about to publicize in his book, Unsafe at Any Speed, the company began a snooping operation of its own.

In his suit Nader complained that G.M. had hired a firm of private investigators, whose detectives shadowed him, harassed him with threatening phone calls and interrogated his acquaintances about  his personal life. Attractive girls, Nader said, were used in the hope of luring him into compromising sexual escapades.

Though former G.M. President James Roche apologized publicly for the harassment, he denied that he or other G.M. governing officers knew about it. Last week, G.M. still insisted that the settlement was only a convenience, not an admission of guilt. The settlement, which Nader's lawyer claims to be the largest in the history of invasion-of- privacy litigation, has hardly assuaged Nader's feelings toward G.M. He announced that he would pour the funds into further monitoring of G.M.'s record on safety, pollution and consumer relations. For the time being Nader's check has been deposited in the First National City Bank—which he is currently investigating for discriminatory loan and trust activities.

Paul Simon - The Essential Paul Simon D2 - 17 - Wartime Prayers

10:57 pm... Be not conformed... I often wonder if you actually read this :} D don't feel bad for not knowing other languages, that what's other people who do that are for :} Talk about beign a servant :} Be not conformed.. I was writing about that the other day.. . from a different perspective, of course... always do.. but I hope you'll find this useful.. my premise the other day was that, certainly there needs to be an ongoing spiritual renewal, remembering Ecclesiastes and remembering in humbleness and awareness and relaiation who you are in the matter of  the condition and future of the world.. eons, world cosmos, univers, it's all the same in terms of the holgraphic nature of things... how the consistent trend is for people to sort of go along with the times... mores traditions, the works.. even religious beliefs... and we forget to be watchful, to be sure we are making choices and coming to our own conclusions about thing every moment... that includes what we call politics, especially right now... it was the responsibility of the church, the buildings and microcosmic cultures that reside in   the buildings organized around a leader and a faith...  to be sur etha tpeople were watchful of the world of their times... and still provide the example, as provided by Jesus, to resist spiritually, the convenience of going along with the crowd and times, in causing one's being, as well as to be certain that the values of those we elect and the issues and causes they promote are true to God's plan in theory, and that the presentation of those isuses is not deception or simple salesmanship...

Michael Tomlinson - Still Believe - 04 - Light of Love

There are so many things going on right now that people simply gloss over and overlook... it's just the way things are done, and Romans does express much of that.. that's the bitter pill of awakeing.. the bitter pill of Revelations of the need to face the truth of all things, not just the spiritual in the expectation that a miracle will make it all disappear.. becaus ethe miracle has to occur within the people... otherwise.. we would all just be choiceless robots...

The tax exempt status requirements of the governemnt.. to saty out of politicis (which is different than being part of government) had to be the biggest economic carrot and stick the government ever sold to the curches to keep them quiet... and while we don't want to turn our backs on spiritual truth, we simply cannot be silenced about the government.  To do so would truly be to be conformed... economic coercion, over and over again.. when will it end? How will it end. And are we ready to go to the next level of spirituality, or will we be halted unto destruction by the government deceivers who really do think they're the good guys? Just like the Bible said they would. The miracle that needs to occur is truth about all holographic areas of the  ages and the moment and the merging of understanding of the spiritual and material planes.. without that... without that, it just won't happen. That's God's department, and His message... and the part I have to surrender, cause I don't see it. I just know it.

Annie Lennox - Bare - 11 - Oh God (Prayer)

PS: I'd call your 800 number, but I don't think your operators could handle my message.. what would I say? :} Besides, it's not like my private email is overflowing. Like the CNN guy said, don't show up if you're not invited. I tried to prove I was, but I didn't know the word Aesopian yet.. I require inambiguous invitations for anything anymore. I'm still figuring on South America, though, I can get lost there and still raise hell..

7:23 pm - Apparently, the phrase "smartest person in the room" now means whoever can pull off the most deceitful and immoral act of treason imageinable.. good to know.. very revealing. It'll be good to intereact with honest people again.

10/6/2008 - 10:55 am - I'm getting zapped pretty hard this morning.. and somebody's using psychotronics to question me, either because they'r elooking for answers, just trying to distract me, get me to say something discrediting or they want me  to write stuff to make it appear like all I want ot do is glorify myself.

So this is going to be the last time I  explain this subject. If you have questions, an I will gladly, personally legitimize your need and right to ask me these kind sof questions, becuase it's fair, you'll need to do it face to face cause I don't have time for this.

So, again, all I was doing was acting as a good citizen, I didn't break any laws, I was trying to hide anything, nor was I being nasty to anyone or desirous of harming anyone personally or professionally, and at the same time, I took a firm line because I believed people needed to do that. I set about doing things to set an example because until people really get into trouble, they don' tchoose me as their leader, ut hey often emulate what I do, so things usually head in the direction of the exmaple I set. And then, when things are about to collapse, they'll listen, because they're looking for the root cause of whatever failure has occurred... anyway.. the point is, I wasn't trying to be the leader or superior, just give people ideas on how to respond. I believe I succeeded in my own usual, quiet way.

I didn't know anyhting about psychotronics, nor the extent to which the government attacked its own citizens, for decades. Realizing that, after my own harassment, is very much why I refuse to be stopped, even if I am.. it's that hypocrisy, such basic hypocrisy that's used as a weapon against people.. my boycott began with a media matters style critique of Chris Matthews.. before there was a media matters... and now I watch him just to reminded and motivated by those who are so arrogant and morally bankrupt that there was and is  a valid reason to demand democracy be restored. It does not exist anymore. You may think some form of it does, but if you look at the design and intent of democracy, it doesn't exist anywhere.

So, the son of man thing.. let's face it, it's not like I really care about the title.. I understand and respect the symbolism, and the goal and mandate.. I understand the job, and I don't mean to be dispassionate about it.. but it's  abig job to take on, there are lots of things to consider  and it's very sobering. But when you look at the ultimate intent, the idea of gettingpeople to realize that God isn't some iron-handed a*hole who's going to come to earth and kill anyone who doesn't obey.. it's like I've said, nobody would be left.. if it's my job to judge everything.. which really mostly means apprasise the situation and determine what is necessary to right things.. and yeah, there's a little of - if  some do what they do in defiance and with knowledge of God, then they're the ones God would have me say "no, they really went bad, I have no way to understand why they could do that".. but mainly, God doesn't want there to be that ind of upheaval.. it's about rebuilding and putting things in order.. and having people accept God as the kind of person you'd actually like... which I'm certain is why I was supposed to be a citizen like everyone else.. just like Jesus was..

And beyond that, and this is the part that I know sounds arrogant.. but I knew my whole life that God had something important for me to do.. that's why I didn't tell anyone about all that except one person.. and I even told her I knew it sounded delusional and about delusions of grandeur and all that, but I told I was going to run for president one day.. and I wanted her to be with me... lots of people later on talk about how "they just knew"...  I didn't really know what God had in mind, so I just waited and watched.. and then the pieces finally came together, just like Scott Ritter's wife, Mary, working withher.. I was on the periphery, and being fed bits of info all my life.. and then 200 came, and everything I had learned and observed became important.

Lots of people have the name Charles Rehn, so many could make the same claims because of the meaning of their name.  I think what becomes more important if you understand the way and timing that the clues were given to me about that... and how man people with my name know what it means? And how many people found that part in the Bible when, taken as a whole, it's clear that there was glitch in the translations that could have you decide that Jesus is Satan, and Satan is Jesus, and that everything was switched aound to deceive us all? And I'm not saying that Jesus was Satan. I'm saying the Bible was chnaged to deceive people.

I have never heard anyone even intimate that discovery. The Bible says the son wil come and announce his name to the clergy, his new name, which only he would know becaus eof the way he received it.. I read tha after looking for another verse while finishing an essay to send to the clergy explaining myself and asking for their support and acknowledgement, as in, you exist, not as in receiveing accolades.

I don't know how much more I could say.. it just gets redundant.. but I'm really tired of the psychotronic games.. I may not be able to get you all to stop zapping me, but I will put an end to your careers. Cause that's my job.  I'll just keep plugging at it, whether I live in a house or a shoe.. cause I can.

Meanwhile.. I don't know what to say about the appearance that some people who think they're helping made a decision to betray God when they decided I wasn't fit.. talking about having no faith in God. But that was part of the test, too. It's easy to say you're for something when the going is easy.. loyalty is proven when the times are hard... I gave you all of my loyalty and love until you proved to me that you could not be trusted, and in fact, were helping to destroy me. And then you harm me more because I won't go along, as if I should feel bad about the penalties you'll pay for your sick crimes... and it just proves the psychosis you all have...  the idea that victims should feel guilty... like blaming consumers for predatory loan practices.. again more proof of the psychosis.

And the thing is, I really do love these people, otherwise it wouldn't matter. But how can I view the world, see what they've done, and just say, oh it's okay.. because that would make me just like them. And I'm not. Nor am I anywhere near as stupid as they would have people believe. As people like Obama would wish... criminals in charge of justice... after a while, they'll shoot each other. And that'll be  a good thing.

Is Galveston Worth Rebuilding?

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Ronnie Milsap - Any Day Now

There really is a lot more I COULD say, but will reserve for later. If there's one instruction I have, given that I have to live inside of whatever "reality" occurs for me as things continue to occur... so as odd as my approaches to things are, regardless of how much of my humor you have to endure, to be true to myself and to ensure that the creative forces are never ignored, there's this song..

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Hall & Oates - The Essential 06 - Do What You Want, Be What You Are

7:21pm - So, pm The idea of emulations... I began reading the Bible because I was concerned at the portrayal of Christians as extremists all the time, and I wanted to find out what they were thinking that I didn't understand, particularly given that my major religious influence was fire and brimstone Southern Baptist... and that I liked the messages and the  sermons, but I didn't like some of the things they did... like hang out in front of bars to shame people for drinking... but for the most part, I liked it, and just didn't engage in those activities. I was a little kid.

I'v espent a huge amount of time questioning my perceptions, particularly being aware of the psycops and the power of psychotronics.. that's why if there are any errors on this site, it's the result of me forgetting something, not an intent to mislead... and if I'm wrng about anything on this site, it would likely be the details of my personal story becaue although I'm glad to find out I've been dogged most of my life, just because it's good  to know because a lot of dots got connected that never made sense to me before that do now, whether it can be proven or not...

So tht's why I started reading the Bible. I'd write to Dobbs about how much I was enjoying reading Psalms again... and then he and a couple other peoplesort of read some bible verses on the air, and I did some more reading, and it became more interesting and revealing.. and then I started thinking, I wonder what the disciples would do... and even though I actually said I didn't want what I was doing to become about religion, it was unavaoidable because what I was reading was Biblical in nature, and I believed it was emulations by the Bush people, and that even if it was emulations, it was actually fulfilling the prophesy.. which included that they would speed things up progressively when they believed they were coming to the end of their "power" to control events on earth.

And this is where the spiritual world merges witht he material world...

So I read what the various disciples would have done, and I was doing all that. I thought, cool, then I'm doing it  agood way. But I was really doing all of them. And I looked at what the Christs were talking about and doing, and it made sense, and I was doing most of those things too. Could Psyops have pushed me along? It's possible, but it's all stuff I'd been doing since I was a little kid.

And the most interesting thing is that when others pointed out verses describing the demeanor and circumstances of the son of man.. it was weird, but it fit my description... the story of the woman fleeing to protect her child fit my mom's story... all kinds of stuff seemed to make sense... and then I really read it.. thinking, it's possible, so I need to be sure, because it's consistent wth that vision I had when I was a kid, and I believe that time I was supposed to do something for God had come. It really was like that.  I spent hours and hours reading and cross-referencing, not so much to find myself, but to understand the vernacular, the real meaning of the words. I even did skip searches withmy mind on verses and was surprised at some of the things that would come out... I oculd never truly explain that.. but, then I actually spent years, as I could when the psychotronics wasn't unbearable, to prove to myself that I was not this person, by proving that the technical info and the history that I researched provided real info that  could be explained by unquestionable or accepted sources in terms people could understand. And so, by working to disprove myself, I realized myself. And, like with music, I don't like to write and compose with other influences altering my perceptions... as a test, in this case, the pastor validated the conclusions I had come to and provided me the little bit of feedback to finally, really know, that I was gettin git right, because no matter what, I refused to be an apostate, and I refused to do anything that would have me participate with or be a party to or benefit from the activiites of those who do anti-Christian things.

And I was prevented from beginning the movement I was supposed to lead because certain knew it would be successful. Those who prompted to be a leader, some of thm weret trying to help, some were trying to set me up, and they almost did that but they overdid it an were too arrogant, and I think most of them didn't know who they were dealing with at first. Probably many still don't believe it. I understand that.

The thing I wanted to say, though, relaly, is that the amzing thing for me is that in almost every case, things happened or I'd do things, and then I'd reading in the Bible afterward, and find out that it's exactly what the Bible says the son of man would do. You could say, yeah bu t you studied the Bible... and it's true. But I wasn't reading it as someone who wanted to lead a church. I was trying to actually understand it so I could understand modern Christianity. I used it like a history book, andto identify archetypes and historical patterns.. and it's all there... down to the fact we're kind of in between Revelations chapter 2 and 10..  we really are.. and the question, particularly because of the delays that have been caused, the questio is whether we can intervene in such a way that war is prevented, and these scoundrels ar efully removed from power. The delays have made the potential for war and violence much greater. That's what bugs me most.

Anyway... the  same was true of the Thomas A Kempis book.. I had it in a plastic bag or something since about 1996... thought it was Cathechism books, and that it would be interesting to read one day, but I just thought of it as my mom passing on an heirloom.. and then I read it.. and it really does describe how I've tried to live my life.. and the Vesper's book really did describe, and continues to describe, what is occurring in my life, in one way or another, depending on what you believe, and what I believe and the faith I have.

Beyond that, all I can really say is that I've never tried to sell anyone a product I didn't believe  could live up to its specs. I can understand someone doubting who I am. But I believe on examination, people will find that what I say rings true, and when they get over the sting of the truth, that even I have to deal with, they'll know that at least I'm not some radical trying to lead anyone astray, but someone who speaks the truth in order to bring real order, unity and who really wants to ensure the existence and flourishing of the liberties of democracy and God's plan. No matter what, it's not  a bad thing to do and be, and regardless of who and what you see me as, it is still God's work. And that I have no doubt of that in any way. And then there's this call I had with my sister once, when I called her to ask her what she knew, and I finally said to her "I'm pretty sure I'm the son of man" and she said "If anyone is, it would be you"... which I thought was weird, cause everyone else who would have known treated me very differently. And I think she's been harassed since she was about 18 years old... maybe a little younger...

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3:57 pm - This Galveston thing is hard to write... so much more to know, so many things to say :}

About this thing and the logo  of the era of reconciliation... like a number of things, it just succinctly communicated what I was saying as a concept... same like Taylor writing the "I forget what to ask for" piece... I added the atonement part because it's the action that goes beyond the temporal that provides desired but unrequired truth of the self-reconcilation... So yeah, if you want to talk about old JT spying on me, we can do that.

Ya know, it's funny, between linguistics and historical verbiage and translations, that it's easy to see why people would think that God is this incredible angry, wrathful person... it's so contrary to the ideas of the example of Jesus and practically everything I cna imagine inside the conversation "What would God be like to make a world of this sort, and why would He do it?"... And the whole idea of being a servant as if it's a burden or enslavement instead a bunch of souls who said "I wanna go play", so they come to earth, and God gives them ideas about things that need to be done, and some of them do it and others don't and  eventually, stuff gets done.. and then like in any buisiness, things need to get shaken up and reorganized every once in a while...  like I said long ago, I don't have to like people to be able to work with people, so I recommend you adopt the same attitude, because you're kinda stuck with me... and I'm kind of beyond caring what you think of me and what you think you can do to me with more crimes. If the Democrats win the Tri-Fecta, watch how little time it takes for riots to break out when people realize they've been deceived.. and it won't take long at all.

10/5/ 10:56am - Now that I've reset the clock on my computer :}  What a weird life. I've about had enough of the games though...

It' funny, I think back on things, and realize a lot of things hapened back when I was around 9 years old.. I keep thinking about looking in the paper for a part-time job (back when I used to sell seeds and plant gardens for 25 cents a day plus food... started that pattern early, didn't I? Anyway.. I'd be looking through the paper, and see ads for assistants for invalid women. I kept thinkin', I wonder what makes them think they're not valid? So all these years, I'd see the word fornicator in the Bible, and wonder why... especially as I got older... why God would vieew the act of procreation and making love to be such a bad thing... no wonder Christians think sex is a more or less bad thing.. anyway.. so then I start thinking about Eric Griffin.. and I think, interestig, I don't see anybody in the Bible saying mother-fornicators :} so I get to the point where I realize He uses fornicators the way we used the word f-er.. so God really does say **** :} You think people will believe this stuff? It's not exactly what they generally think of when they think of God, ya know? :}

So the way I got it figured now, there are some 144,000 out there who receive direct input from the cosmos... interpret that as you will. ya know what's going to be cool about the talk show? It's when people start realizing that I'm doing psychic readings on them.. that'll ensure its success :} John Edwards Cross What? And after that starts working properly, which I figure will take about 10 seconds cause that's a parlor trick, right Begala? Why is it that everytime I jokingly think about reading Colbert's mind, all I get is the image of a naked brunette? Who's idea was that?

So, I'm not protecting anyone anymore... I really think the harm thing is intended to be intmidation, and yeah, you can hurt people, but all I need is one or two brave pastors or something and that'll be your final downfall. And I'm going to teach these people how to do things to avoid the persecution you guys would cause them... and I'm going to emphasize the use of prophecy as a deterrrent, not as will be restored, and you guys will fall hard because you're too stupid to change your ways. And I may live or die, but faith in God and His Kingdom will be restored, and I'll get to come back and enjoy it again... There's a nice ending I can live with. So that's the way it's gonna be.

Meanwhile... it'll be fun to see what the free legal advice yields tomorrow...

It's weird.. sometimes I know "who's watching".. some of 'em I don't mind. And there are still a few people I hope I'm right about, in the end... even if I can't trust them now.

I got a real cool memo to the united nations formulating in  my mind, which will be followed by my instructions to South and Central America.. Mexico's gonna be a real country again, and the people there will prosper.

Sometimes I feel like John Travolta :} Especially when doing new rules.. I get zapped really hard when I do new rules and mention Brzezinksi... it's worth every moment :} And I'm actually looking forward to hitting the road, when the time comes... I'm gonna show movies, make popcorn, play music.. and you know, I bet I can get tons of free food for people by going to factories and asking for the old stuff.. I know people do it, but do they glean popcorn? :} And I still want to see Manson. He deserves a hug.

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10/4/2008 -12noon So, cool the living arrangement is handled for 6 months.. I'm really tired of the manipulations.. I know you all think that you delayed me enough tot win an delection and suitably discredit me with this site for future purposes.. and all I have to say is that you're only fooling yourselves.  I am who I am and people will figure that out, and you guys will all be prosecuted... none of you can be trusted in any way to do the right thing when it matters, and I assure you that in the name of God I will be sure that before I am through you will all resign or be rmoved, because despite your arrogance, you are not worthy of further service and you need to walk away while you can... you have proven who you are, and you need to acknowlege it an walk away. Boehner, it's a little late to be praying for guidance now... he's been providing it for years.. do you think He believes you're serious now, except to save your own ass?

I am going to continue to persue leaving this country because this country has clearly proven to me that I have no rights as a citizen, let alone as a human being, and I honestly believe the thing about people being harmed is true to one extent but is primarily an illusion to intimidate me and anyone who might assist my mission.. I also honestly believe that all that will end very quickly after the world is aware that I am here and standing up.

I'm going to file law suits, and I'm going to publicize them globally as quickly as I can after filing them... and then you'll be looking at the beginning of your ends in the spotlight.. finally.. I don't know how much more reasonable I could have been from the beginning of all this.. I didn't know and at this moment don't care about all the thigns that had gone on since I was a child.. all Itried to give was willingly give for the sake of my country, believing that certain people who are truly scum were people who cared and wanted to make a difference.. deception after deception after deception.. and so now I trust none of you as it should be, because mnone of you are trustworthy. And all will be welcome to join my church, and my government, as long as they obey the rules...   you guys don't play by the rules, so as far as I'm concerned, you're out.

I also wil assure you that I will never turn my back on the American citizens... it's not their fault, no matter what they do. I wil always remember it is the leaders.. and I have plans in mind to undo this government legtally without harming the citizens, in fact, while moving forward with my agenda to re-empower citizens, personal effort, small business, and those things that sustain freedom as God intended. And I don't follow blind orders because I'm "told" to do this and that. I understand the plan, it makes sense, it's doable and it's consistent with the Golden Rule. That's it's God's will is good for Him, cause otherwise, I might not approve it  :}That's why HE trusts me. Mostly cause he knows I won't really do anything til I'm clear I understand and can see how to implement a succesful, beneficial method.

I guess all I gotta say from this point on is that when you screw me, you screw yourself. That goes for everyone. I'm tired of it, it won't turn out well for you, and if you harm people working with me, that pattern will quickly emerge and likely lead to mob mentalities that I'll have no control over, nor will I desire to intervene. And if you're stupid enough to go that route, you'd better remember the "live by the sword, die by the sword" quote...

Axelrod, tell Burman to think about his not career NOT as an attorney, tell Barack he's goingto disgrace himself, his family and his cupporters, and McCain will be the final proof of just what phonies we have running out government and media... and when the peole learn of the ogvernment, they will blame it on the mdia.. rightfully so.. and then what are you fools going to do?  even Colbert.. and if I find that American has made special laws, and people think this sort of thing is acceptable, then I'll simply have to conclude that America is truly a wasteland...  and then it's about letting the dead bury the dead.

I'm not going to waste anymore time trying to be objective and give people the benefit of the doubt.. that's  for courts, as that should be.  but being as fair and willling to hear explanations as I've been has truly been a waste of time, except to give me the legal ground on top of the moral ground upon which I've stood since this all began.

So, I'll say again, I'm still standing, I will prevail, I will not tolerate further interference or tricks without making my feelings known, and I will not hesitate to file charges against any of the individuals involved, because they have to tell their stories.. it's not my problem.. and if you want anything to do with me, you'd better join my church and be willing to abide by and stand for my rules.. and they're good rules.. and if you can't do that, I don't want anything to do with you, because all you'll be is a waste of time.

And Clive, the problem with Arista is that everything was overproduced... everything

Billy Preston - Nothing From Nothing

Pete Wingfield - 18 With A Bullet

Joe Walsh - Rocky Mountain Way

Edie Brickell & New Bohemians - Shooting Rubberbands At The St - 01 - What I Am

I had a really good rubber band gun :} Borland, ya know :}

4:19pm Wow Glassman's remarks at the Press club describing Al Qaeda... replace Al Qaeda with The United States Government, and you have  pretty good desceription of why the world hates the United States in many ways... a growing list of enemies, no positive vision, all complaints, what was the rest of that... killing its own true effective movement.. ?

Cause I'm often Aesoped :} into verbiage about terrorists and al quaeda and bin laden.. and always trying to learn from every example or archetype... I was happy to say, upon reflection, that even though I spent time trying to reason with a sick government, I haven't even begun to organize and speak to the citizens, and now I will, and that'll be really fun.  I'm thinking that when the Kingdom of God site is actually released, which will be soon, it will be accompanied by the filing of a   lawsuit...

And the funniest part is, what will give me publicity is some religious group fighting me over the use of the Kingdom of God.. and I'll win :} Isn't that weird... Hopefully, we just averted that one:}

Interesting Bible stuff last night.. and yeah I got the Morton Salt thing backward... another lesson about publishing off the top of my head thinking... but I will correct it, because it's important... the irradiated salet and Iodine fill the thyroid and cause cancer, not prevent it.. I was thinking of Iodate, which you take to prevent the Iodine buildup in the thyroid...still, when you consider the mutations discovered of Moss Landing's power plant, and consider that "natural sea salt... well nothing is really natural anymore... think about the nuclear tests and chemicals and all.. mercury, for that matter... it's really the reason I don't eat fish more... because I can't imagine that they're living in a safe environment that would yield safe food for me... like dumping all the pesticides on corn or whatever.. it all ends up in the water, one way or another...


To Link TV: Here's the thing, and I don't intend to be critical of you in this, just use you as the example of why the "conversation doesn't work". I actually do think LinkTV is a big plus, and I don't want to diminish what it provides or the people and effort they put forth.

I, like a lot of people appreciate knowing that there is a channel that pays attention to bigger discussions about things that otherwise are diminished and treated as "nothing much".. like 1 million people died at the hand of my country - but it's okay because it's over there and it doesn't really affect me.. oh sure the budget and all, but it doesn't affect me. And the leaders are promising tax reductions... while the deficit soars... but it doesn't afffect me... except that my house is going into default.. but then, other than that, my reps are such great people to work so hard on such big issues, and I couldn't possibly expect things to work out well.. while they slowly cause, little by little, step by step, the destruction of what could have been an enduring model of democracy and justice for the world, as intended by God.

And all the good shows, the 20 minute conversations that become boring because there is no interaction.. or personal stisfaction for the viewer.. and in the end, the viewer is likely left with the feeling tha tbecause someone showed such video, tha tprogresss is being made and that something is actually happening as a result of that... like the political shows on tv making people think there is a voice for their concerns...   all becaus ethere is no actual leader who represents the people. Not one. ANd you promite Barack, fully well knowing he ripped me off. and it isn't about me at this point, it's about... without borders.. then why don't you report psychotronics and DEWS? There ar eplenty of expert witnesses, you can still maintain the position of dissing me...

But it  is about you, because in the final analysis, it's  a holographic thing where each individual needs to be empowered.. that's why I was pushing for a talk show long ago.. and I refused to get trapped into a corporate formula or purpose...

Until and unless people can unravel the psychological traps, the mpd's and triggeres embedded by propaganda, there will never be a resolution of the "war" syndrome.. whatever you want to call it.. When I heard the plan for Results was "You may pass some good laws, but you'll never end hunger with that plan". And I was right. And what I advised them on worked, because I get down to the core of an issue, not the symptoms.. And I'm pissed that I'm going to have to do it the hard way myself, cause frankly, I figured I was going to have a quiet little business and semi-retire by now... in my garden... I've wasted a lot of time pleading with people in positions of responsibility ... just like you all do when you tell people to write congress.. because these people don't care, and until actual action is taken that diminishes their authority nothing will happen. And the borders of reporting that don't get to the core issues.. the human nature of each individual that has allowed them to tolerate their abuse... and acquiesce to its tyranny. And every time you don't report stuff like the suicide of someone being harassed and tormented by the United States Government and the media, you prove to me that you can't really be trusted, because you clearly have borders, and my partners need to be willing to be absolutely honest as humans can be without hysteria and the same old emotional pleas that are themselves terrorism. It need to make sense to people, or it makes no difference.  Sense as in logic.

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America: Land of the Free.. that truly is a hoax if there ever was one.

7:26pm Was that the debate or just rerunning the soundbytes from the last 6 weeks? I swear, this election is so shallow I can't believe anyone is buying it... knowing the way things work with the media these days, maybe they really aren't. Wouldn't surprise me.

4:51 - I'm so looking forward to the debate... you have no idea... :} Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah....

Dennis Kucinich - so look, Dennis, I know that you and a few others, including Harvey, introduce stuff all the time that's the closest thing to right that I've heard over the years... okay... you're a good guy and I know it... and I say the next part seriously, and people should understand this is how I see it now.. anytime you want to join my church, we can take the next step in actually getting things done. I don't see any other way, short of war, and trust me, I'm working on avoiding that.. and you know I don't mean them attacking us... we've come full circle, the concept of becoming everything we stood against... THIS IS AMERICA right John Lewis? Only not anymore... apparently... We are Stalinist Russia now, and the Domino theory appears to have been the emergency plan in case America didn't do its job according to God's plan. Isn't that interesting... no wonder Putin knew to play passive resistance until the right moment... I'm going to be standing in the middle. Seriously... I didn't do that 9 page report on Mexico for nothing.

I always loved the Smurfs... :}

On audacity.. I really didn't want to do things this way, but I'm going to because I'm just going to throw it out there and let people deal with it.. it'll be the same old thing, they'll hear, wonder, go away, and come back later. It'll be there. And I'll win :} I just don't have any doubt of it... I just wish it was done, because you guys make so much nonsense...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Three Dog Night - Their Greatest Hits - Sure As I'm Sitting Here Where is Shambala? :} I'll probably find out I live there :}And which one IS Pink?

I just got a phone call saying I won $1000 and two rount trip tickets to anywhere in the U.S. Yeah, right :} Oh sure, I'll call em... want me to record it "All you have to do is sit thru 12 hours of video tape with your eyes open of Hillary Clinton reading something about a comunnity backwards in Japanese.. I can do that :}

So... Linguistics and Ecclesiastes.. That's my message. No really, that's my message :} Think about it. You're fantastic, though. Got any hobbies? You should paint and get out more.

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10/2/2008 - 10:50am  Obviously the pyschotronics are set to try to pacify me and make me drop the case against the Federal government and its traitorous coconspirators and it's not going to work. There is no statute of limitations on what you have all done to me and milllions of others.

I honestly can not imagine how you all justify yourselves and what you are doing. That's the part that baffles me, and the part of abnormal psychology that I never really wanted to understand.,.. because it just doesn't make sense. It's one thing to commit petty little offense sthat have little ot no actual effect onothers.. it's one thing to make a mistake that results in harm to others.. but it's a totally different thing to perpetrate harm against others.. in any way... But just like living where I live, it's amazing what people will do to accomplish an immoral goal. And how they justify and rationalize it.

The biggest problem for me in this whole mess is that I wasnever doing any of this for money or poersonal gain, and now, the only way out of it... at least by normal means... is to have it be about that, and I don't want it ever to be about that. Just as I never wanted to have a job just to make a living. I'm not sure what there is to do about a government, let alone a nation, that has conspired against me since birth, and doesn't even bother to tell me.. and still, teh more that's done to me, the mor evalidated I feel as a huan being, and hte more I am set up to look like a foll, the more I am certain of who I am ... the Son of Man. And even I wish, at times, it wasn't true. Even I wish I was just crazy and deluded, and then I could just get on disability and go off and live alone somewhere with my dog and be happy to myself and with God. I really could. But, then, I'd be lying a big lie, and failing myself, let alone God. And given the state of the world, I see no honor in seeking employment that would, like every job I've had, put me in th eposition of being used by sociopathic traitors... to the U.S. and God.

To serve, to be "the son of man" in the world, is not a mandate, regardless of how you all see things..  Anymore, the only mandate i see for myselves is to **** with you as many ways as I can just for the fun of it until my body gives out, and the next time around, you'll all just be gone, and that will be that. ANd for that, I really do thank God.

I just can't honestly understand, though.. I said the thing about media people, and tried to qualify it with th ethinking that I had just encountered a group of people with less integrity.. now I have to believe they must have had more... than all of you national people... like Olbermann and Dobbs.. to be able to sit there, night after night, claiming valor for your candor, knowing full well the lies you are covering are the ones that would make a difference.. and it would be one thing if it was about money and graft, not good, but different than those that enable wars.. and even more different than the rapes and murders committed for pleasure by you and your friends and co-conspirators... I alwys wonder, how will they justify this all to God?

And then I just have to assume that you all don't really believe in God.. and I suppose thtat's the simplest explanation... relives of a great deal of sadnesss. even when I think of the pastor who obviously pre-recorded remarks prior to me seeing the show... maybe before the events happened.. talk about "is there noone I can trust.."  And the part I don't understand most is that if the positions were reversed, I'd be right there.. Standing up.

But then, a lot of people have spent a great deal o ftime and money setting me up to lok like a fool.. in the long run, I know you'll be the ones proven to be fools.. and in my book, no matter what the circumstances anymore, there are none of you who are innocent... that's going to be your problem to shoulder...  just as the citizens of the United States are going to have to answer individually for their participation... and I'm personally not interested in hearing it.

I'm going to do my best for SOuth AMerica, even if all it means is that theree's the persistent AMerican nut who keeps sending lettere after letter recommending the actual answere to stopping America and its criminal financier conspirators from doing more harm.. and doing so will be in the best interest of AMerica, whether you all think so or not. We'll do to you what you've done to South America all these decades... that's what the domino theory was designed for... the just in case plan...

What I most amusing though, is the fact that you know that the only reason I haven't succeeded is because I have been allowed to talk to people.. because when I talk to people, they listen... if there's been one consistent thread in my life, it's been people preventing me from talking to people. I guess ideas and morality really are dangers to your plots.

I always thought, with my music, that I'd sell a few tunes, hopefully make a little money for fun, and if I was more successful, as a base for more productive social implementations.. maybe the farm... and I always look at art as being the kind of thing you should just do and be satisfied with yourself, and if people like it, they'll buy it and it'll be successful, and then if people wanted me to perform, I'd probably do it, but not as the goal of my life... as one more thing I'm capable of doing. As a vehicel. I know that people like CLive prefer starving people who'll do anything.. that'll never be me, as it never was.

Cause I don't really care about fame or fortune.. if I was to be known for anything, I'd want to be quietly known for having had a positive influence on individuals, who collectively, make a difference in the world at large.

I honestly believe I could stage a campaign to take over popular control of the world if I felt like it.. I relaly do. I think are a few of you who know I'm capable of it.. but what difference would it make if I was to lead a bunch of people who believed, who would even stand, hoping that someone else would just swoop in and save them... what good would it do, when the likes of a thief and murderer like Barack Obama can walk in and convince people of change while speaking the same old bullshit, and doing so with a smile..? nothing would be different.

So, if you'r eone of those people relying on me to do something to save YOU, better forget it now. But I am thinking seriously about South Africa.. becaus ethe people there actually want change, they'r eseeking God, and all they need is a leader who won't sell them out when the fruit is ripe.

And frankly, I can't think of a better service I could provide than to keep Exxon, Gates, ArcherDanielsMidland and Monsanto out of their country.. not just for the harm they do, but for the example they set.. the example that is basic to the factors that define what is truly wrong with the world. Who enable and advance the work of the Devil - evil - itself. I'm sure Gates in his smug self-righteousness believes he has changed his life.. he's wrong.. and I'm sure he doesn't even really care, because he's that far gone. As far as I'm concerned, the people there really are in the promised land... and it's really tempting  to make it that, because the people there would be loyal to leadership that treats them well. I know how to do that, and apparently, somehow, they already know who I am. I feel I let them down when I came back from the trip Obama emulated... Obama.. can't you think of anything to do that's original and serves a good purpose?

And for all of you who believe youve helped me in some way.. you're about as deluded as they come. I just can't even fathom it.

So when you guys and your power strufcture falls, please don't look to me or God for help, cause I won't be there for you.. I owe you nothing, and God doesn't know you either. Who would want to?

Donovan - Sunshine Superman

Looks like I need to do some major re-writes on the musicians and artists are angels section.. we'll just erase it from my Bible, and then I won't have to think about it anymore.

I threw in thephoto above.. given to me by my wife, so you guys   could use the "see he thinks he's a superior genius" ploy on me. Guess what a*holes, I am a genius, and I am superior to you, and it has only to do with character & integrity.


soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Patrick Moraz - Soon

To the SEC and government: Short and long selling should be banned forever. Period. No hedges. Anything having to do with investment in business will not be based on participating in speculation.  However, if you want to create a gambling system based on the stock markets, that would be up to your (bad) discretion. Anything that does not result in producivity of some kind is purely  skimming the cream of the top. It must end.

And still, the answer to the financial crisis globally is the end of the Fed. You know it. I know it.  Delaying it only brings on more potential criminal charges under your laws. Remember, they're your laws. And Bill Clinton, spekaing of which, securing th ejustice Dpet. will not pacify the outrage that will occur when people find out about you... my recommendation is that you ust step aside and stay out of it. Obama will fall too, quite easily. As will McCain. People really should begin considering mass resignation. It would be easier for everyone, especially yourselves. And the really sad thing is, I know you actually know it.


soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Joe South - Walk A Mile In My Shoes

10/1/2008 - Okay, so I guess you guys wanted to do it the hard way all along. You got it, but just remember, when I win, you lose big... and like Georgie said to Saddam, you chose it. It's a shame.

Looks to me like things are going to work out for me.. slowed down by psychotronics, but I have this feeling that will handled... very soon..  and then you really won't be able to stop me.. what's that line when politicians make such declarations.. because I have God on my side.. :}  So I've been looking for some kind of miminalistic heater for my camper.. and today, I get an ad in the mail for  a heater :} I'm glad to know, though, that someday I will have a real friend... maybe for the first time.. and I'll sure enjoy that.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Isley Brothers - For the Love of You

The Zep is great, ain't it?

He won't be in the caves or in the mountains.. isn't it weird, it seems to one extent ot another, I'm in all those places... via the internet, among other things :} Someday, it'll be fun to have  aconversation with someone who knwos all that's going on from the other side who I can compare notes with not only about everything that's been going on, but on whether there was an understanding of the technological implications on prophesy and such... and whther the futures you see are organic or technological.. and if they're technological, what a shame.. another gift misused... and I can see it being possible.

I know I shouldn't say stuff like this, but I think my favorite part of all of this is going to be when all the people who think I'm crazy realize I'm for real :} Can you inagine? :} I wonder if they'll think it's as funny as I do?

Dedicated to Aaron Brown :}

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Elton John - Madman Across the Water - 08 - All The Nasties

The site of the new church is going to be really pretty. :} Can't wait to do the new government part..

11:35pm - Lindsay, just wanted to let you know that soon, I'm going to stop writing in this column, at which time you will truly be a footnote in history. Thought you'd appreciate that.

I wanted to welcome all the outlets along the network in the Rpeublican Congress.  good to have you aboard and know you're listening. What a show, both ways :}

So I'm gonna see how much fun I can have sellingoff some incredibly rare recordings... in perfect condition... like, the Beatles Magical Mystery Tour EP... with the cute little book, and if you have a turntable that doesn't lift at the end, at the end of each side it loops, over and over  "Turn me over, turn me over".. ought to be worth at least something. And the Charlie Byrd Direct to Disk, 1977, White Vinyl, perfect as it was the first day (only been played 3 or 4 times... make an offer :} And the Heart LP.. I think there were only about 500 of them... :} Tomorrow I look for the Joe Montana Card, it's worth up to $300... Grand Funk, Gold Vinyl, better Dynamics than the black Vinyl... :} Orleans. Dance with who? Danish Pressing... :} Original Numbered White Album... plays, but very scratchy. Complete with Exxon Tiger and #23 Blue Meanie Stickers... :}} Chicago Live at Carnegie Hall, Complete Boxed Set, Perfect Condition, played less then 6 times. I'm really good at flea markets. :} Here's an ironic one: remote control kite, never gotten off the ground :} And those Time-Life Boxed Set Swing Era albums, in perfect condition with books, ought to be worth at least $25 to $50 bucks each. And I figured out a really cool way to interpret "All day long I'm sitting playing songs..." I'll just pull the car up to an outdoor restautant and play mixes at lunch. :} What the heck :}

FTR: the quote:

Not very distant is one
who shares dreams & love.

We Share Forever

I don't know where it came from.. but I'll bet it's a famous quote.. I'll let ya know. Wouldn't want to be accused of plagiarism.

9/30/2008 - I'm getting zapped so hard right now I can barely type. :} It was sure a surprise when she and her husband popped out of the back after the Preston Interview...Syreeta Wright - Syreeta - Signed, Sealed, Delivered  Co-writer you know...

I'm gonna see if I can find  a copy of the Preston "You Are So Beautiful" with the 4th verse... one of my all time favorite songs..  Most people don't know he wrote it...

EU Finance Minsister... direct quote... "the members of the United States Congress have lost their minds".. :} See, it's not just me :}

I've got a humdinger of a plan for South and Central America.. Mexico's gonna get to be a real nation again.. they'll like that...  I'll call Vicente up and say, remember how you actually do love your country, and how you got screwed again? I won't do that to ya.. here's what ya do... Have we stolen their copper yet.. and what do you use bauxite for ?  hmmm... And to think, the only thing I've ever used Spanish usefully for before was selling newspaper coupons for discounts to Santa's Village... this is sort of the same  :}

I have an air bed that makes into a couch, a coffemaker, a soup cooker, an oven, some overhead led lights, a great sleeping bag,  1000 watts of power and battery isolators for charging, a full audio video production studio... and I'm gonna get HAM and CB... and I'm gonna ask Mexico for a clear channel radio station beaming into the United States... won't that be fun? I could always go to that beautiful rest stop above Los Cruces.. :} I'm sure if I really felt like it, I could make my own FM transmitter :}

Shocking Blue - Venus

Joni Mitchell - You Turn Me On I'm A Radio

Ever notice that I never get "down" except when you hit me with psychotronics? That's how I know I'm winning.

Sha Na Na - Blue Moon

I really love this song

Winds of Change - CD2 - Chico - Papa Stop the War

I'm seriously thinking that after I get Hugo started down in SA, I'll head over to Africa, get the old pickup truck and that will give me access to Israel... I hear it's a really great truck, they like me there, and I could accomplish a lot very quickly, AND save them from the next round of apartheid and MSNBC and Bill Gates... mostly the latter... wouldn't that be cool? I bet I'm there within 6 months of leaving the country. I wonder if Vladimir will transport the El Camino on the battles ship.. I'd like a picture of that. Can you imagine, if he really did have people monitoring this, they'd be laughing their tail-ends off ... I know I  would be :}

Wait til I start addressing China and India.. I don't know what about, but something tells me its imminent. You guys are really getting the world ticked off, and lying to America about it a lot. Economic terrorism.

Actually, the cure for the economy and housing market is about 3% inflation. It' s weird, to correct the damage you're doing, in many areas, one would have to use the same kinds of means to effect a correction... one last time... but it would work. The green bubble economy will lead to disaster, btw. Manufacturing, power grid, clean technologies would go farther in the hole. And you think I don't know enough. PS Hillary and Bill, I still have the original email with routing codes and more:} And I'm not done.

Brzezinski.. you make Kissinger look like a kitten... you're as sick as they come. You and Barack. Now I understand why you fit together. See ya at the Hague.

9/29/2008 - 12:13pm - Kenny Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - 01 - A House of Gold

I remember when my wife observed me writing song after song after song one day, and she said to me "When you become famous, am I going to have to worry about groupies". And I thought that was weird because I was writing the music out of pure love, in a million differrent ways.. and since a young child I knew I was a song writer, and I knew one day I'd sell som esongs, and if lucky, even make a comfortable living from some royalties. Because, just like the reason I got into computers.. it wasn't for a love of the useful tool called computers, it was because it was an opportunity to aassist smalll organizations of people go beyond what they believed was possible for "everyday" people who didn't have the money or educations to compete with major corporations... even back in 1978...

The biggest disappointment I had in doing business was coming to the realization that customers, by and large, didn't want you to care that they did well, they cared that they paid you an amount of money that gave them the right to tell you exactly what to do. A customer does have a right to give specifications. But it's the passion and compassion, and thusly, the integrity of the effort and the craft and art of the process tha tperson uses to deliver on a promise that leads to a quality product.

As integrity in leadership has slipped, so has the feeling of need to excel, as escellence is no longer rewarded by acknowledgement, it is captured and exploited, and those who choose to provide it are dominated into surrender. Until they don't. Or they do. But, inside of economic slavery, particularly to the degree it occurs now.. there is no freedom.

That's not God's fault. The prophesy clearly says that those doing the wrong won't stop because they believe they are doing right. Insane people are like that. Write one book.. apparently it's not true.. at least, not when it is edited by apostates to the extent that it loses its meaning... it's like this song Sukiyaki.. 3-4 times throughout my life I'd go through a phase where this song would be playing and someone would infer it was significant in some way.. I have no idea if it is or not... I heard about it. It's supposed to be important. But, I just don't really know because I don't speak Japanese and so I guess if other people say it means something important, I'll go along with that... just in case, because I wouldn't want to be left behind.

Is Galveston Worth Saving?  Boy do I know that feeling.

Here's the thing for me... I'm going get my stuff together and head out.. I'll do some writing later when I get out of the country and can settle somewhere safer.. I've spent my entire life loving people, despite the snubs, abuse, oppression, violence, assaults and more.. and I can honestly say that - except for the rightful need for justice for so many people who have been harmed, particularly those who are being harmed now by true to dictionary definition traitors who claim the righteousness of God...

I actually know that the citizens of the world want God in their lives and in their world. Thye still know the difference, and God will not fail them, in the end, nor will he revoke freedom of choice because that would be breaking His ultimate and most absolute promise to humanity...

The dead will soon bury the dead, and I simply pray, as my life is a prayer, that few people and beings are harmed... because it will benefit noone in any way. And the wealthy will not be okay because of their wealth.

I have no apologies for anyone, except to myself for allowing my love to allow myself to be so abused and maligned and harmed. And that comes to an end. And if you choose to harm me more, know that it means nothing to me, becuase I don't know you and I won't see you. I simply won't. Because I have no use for the evil you all perpetrate, and I will not be a party to the desturction of yourselves that you seem intent on causing. You want to do it yourself, do it yourself. Just leave me alone.

And for anyone who believes they are true and faithful to the word and Plan of God.. and understand, this is not at all in any way directed at any single individual anywhere..

There ar eenough people in th eworld who know I  am here.. I declared, as a citizen, that I was willing tofight this "war" of words and hearts and minds to the death. But if I am to be relegated to a lonely, miserable existence due to the pettiness and jealousy and greed and self-centeredness of others, then I choose to imprison myself on my own terms in an enviromnet where I can find beauty and love in the world I create with  my solitary heart and mind, which is satisfied to know the beauty of this world..

I am clear, however, that it will be quicker to allow the power structure to destroy itself than to risk the upheavals an dpotential for violence that would be caused by a sudden "rising", and that htose who are currently emulating God's plan to evil ends will ensure their perpetual banning from leadership - which will be good for the World.

And I have to say, I'm still spending my life being me, whether anyone likes me or that or not. If you don't care about me, why should I care about you? And yet I do. And that's I'll walk away to the extent I do.

My final actual judgement about the situation is simple: If anyone wants me, you now I am, apparently. I'm not angry - I am sad - but I have stood up dfor people all of my life. And I wil continue to do so. But on my terms, and to my satisfaction.

It's time for someone to stand up for me. And if noone ever does, I'll be fine. I love this world.

Jackson Browne - Rock Me on the Water

PS Tell McCain it's not a strategy or a tactic.. it's a right I claim to live my life, and to exercise my God given rights... that cannot be taken away, even if you do. God bless the citizens of America. God damn it's perverted leaders.

Kenny Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - 07 - While My Guitar Gently Weeps

Michael McDonald & James Ingram - Yah Mo Be There

I can just see the Headlines: Jesus Christ Converts To Islam. He and Ahmedinejad Settle Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Details never in America, because they'd rather depict God's anointed as a terrorist than see peace on earth.

Home of the betrayed because of the depraved.

Jonathan Edwards - Sunshine I thought, is this song about Nixon?

9:44 pm

Emanuel.. Just keep blaming the stupidity, arrogance and crimes of people like you as the acts of God... that's what the goals of you anti-Christ are about anyway, getting people to blame and hate God.. but you and your Nazi friends keep killing God's messengers an Christs, like Jesus, Martin Luther King, John Kennedy.. even Martin Luther paid a heavy price for righting the church..  HAARP is not an act of God. That's the Navy, and you know it.. and you're as guilty as all the others.. there's folks in Alabama who'll attest to the fact that your kind are purposely tring to get rid of faiths, and convince people God is dead.. and it just isn't so..   The problem with the weather is the negative effects of terraforming caused by HAARP, and you know it, and you worms are just trying t get out of taking responsibility for the disasters you've caused over the decades. Don't blame God. What you people do with the gift of technology He provides is your choice and fault, not His. Don't blame God for your own moral bankruptcy. Like I said before, you can beat me, in your mind anyway, but you'll never beat God. That's why I'm leaving the country, knowing I have just enough money to get there... and I'm not worried about.. the only question is, how muchmore damage will you sickos do before you vacate the premises.

How are you going to explain your perverse use of psychotronics?  A true miracle used to torture your own citizens in their own homes, no trials, no recourse.. its pure satanic abuse, by the book... inflict trauma until the victim no longer resists, right Jane Meyer.. that's what your government does not just to people like me who know the truth. But innocent people who have done wrong at all. Ask Naomi Klein, she's getting harrasssed now too, but you don't hear link tv or anyone else reporting it do you?

That means, on those people, it's worked. And that's why it isn't public that psychotronics and corrupt traitor politicians have overthrown this country... And maybe we're not really the home of the brave after all. The media will not save this country. The truth will. And there is no real truth in the broadcast media today. And if you all don't like me saying that, then start telling the truth. And if you persist in what you're doing, you will indeed be damned by God. It's in the Bible. Try reading it instead of Balvatsky and Alice Bailey.

Jewel - Pieces of You - 01 - Who Will Save Your Soul

David Dreier - ya know what? I think Lou Dobbs set you up... see, when I first started watching him, before I knew about directed energy weapons and psychotronics, they attacked me one day, and I really believed I had been poisoned.  I made up a little story to cover what happened... there was this sticky stuff on my door knob when I came back from getting the mail... I really thought that was it... anyway, I thought I was going todie, so I sent Dobbs a couple of emails, the first of which they responded to.. I told him to beg the militaary not to respond to orders to implement marital law.. because I knew the plan you guys have in mind is to bankrupt this country, and then crackdown for some reason or another... and I mentioned about the desire to close down the borders to keep people in.. people like me who would leave to continue the fight against you fascists from outside the country, like I'm going to do... like a REAL patriot would... and their staff returned my email, because I thought I was going to die, and I asked them to call the police if they hear back from me by 6pm pt... and they asked me where I was, so I wrote them back and gave them my address.

I made it through.. and Dobbs apparently showed you that email, and you went on the air making fun of it, and I have videotape of it. You didn't by any chance help write that RICCO law did ya? You're going to need to know it inside and out, because you're one of the best Nazi-Style propagandists since Boehner, Hastert and Frist.... oh yeah, would someone care to add some transparency to the bribes Hastert took from Turkey? I think people would like to know about that. Something about accountability.

Why is the government reform commitee wasting its time writing bill affter bill for the purpose of changing post office names and baseball steroids.. Kucinich and Waxman.

Kucinich... you talk a good talk, but you don't accomplish a damned thing.   If you really had any guts, you'd be making speeches about space militarization, psychotronics, and the rest. But like the rest of your colleagues, you don't want to give up abusive psychotronics, because you and others think you can use it to change the world for the better... you're wrong.

The psyops guys keep wanting me to write about the artificial intelligence allegories of psychology... to call humans programmable brains like "Data" on the Star Trek series. You could make that comparison, and it would almost be true except that's the beauty of free will, and why it isn't a valid allegory.l

When I contemplated AI programming when I heard about Rundgren doing it in the Bay Area, it was an interesting concept...  and they tried to make it seem like somethign I would like.. in a way, I would. Like sim city, it's fun to think about cause and effect, and creating a balance between logic and emotion.. that's what cultural evolution was supposed to be about.. part of that evolution was the idea that people would - as my father said - do the right thing, even if it wasn't the best thing for themselves. That's why I'm going to go join Michael Ruppert in Venezuela.. it was encouraging to know they accepted him there.

But you know what Mr... "I don't actually have any integrity either".. I have you cold on plagiarising  my campaign themes too

Yusef Islam: Peace Train

and sure, you may not like it that I told Wolf Blitzer you were running in 2004  before you announced, so he got the scoop.. 

but you know the biggest difference is between people like me and you and the rest of your criminal friends? Even though I'm so angry at you all for so many reasons on so many levels... I still believe in truth and justice.. and as I've done many times, I still reserve final judgement until the facts are in, and if the facts don't come in, then I'll condemn you all in my mind.

You and your phony rep friends play your out your grudges behind veils of righteousness, then use extreme cruelty, torture against American citizens.. but you say just enough to make yourself look like a beacon of truth and valor... 

and you are indeed a hypocrite.. you wouldn't even help the people in the department of peace campaign when I wrote to you on multiple occasions about their harassment and infiltration...

you wouldn't help someone who worked directly with your office to further your politicial career... 

you're no better than all the rest, and people will know that before I'm done. The DOP people finally now know that the leader they hired was an infiltrator and is now gone. You are no more fit, you have no more courage or integrity than your criminal nominee, Barack Obama. If you're so righteous, Kucinich, why aren't you disclosing the Congresspeople who made money on 911, like John McCain.

And people wonder why I have no respect for the elected officials of this government. Like I said, change the pledge to "one nation, no longer under God". Cause that's what it is.  And BTW, you sing the theme songs I chose worse than me, and that's saying something.

Weird Al Yankovich - Christmas at Ground Zero

Biden, you don't have a clue what integrity is. You and Obama are scumbags, and so is the rest of the Democratic and Republican parties, as if they were two separate parties. And McCain made money on 911. Scumbags. Every one of you. Boehner is the worst. The final solution.. you know all about that don't you? you couldn't win anything fair and square.. I can't wait til your children find out that you tout laws against violence against women, and then commission psyops agents to rape them. What a bunch of scumbags.

And Biden, your legislation and al with Ollie Rehn doesn['t impress me... not one bit. I'm beginning to understand why people in this country ar eturning to Islam, if people like you are the icons of a supposed Christian Nation.

You know what Barack means in Kenya? Satan Walks Among Us. After you and your friends finish raping this country, I hope the citizens stick you in a hole. A really deep one.

Elvis Presley - 30 No1 Hits - In The Ghetto

9/28/2008 - Talk about kicking cans down the road... and the United States Citizens are the can.

I am absolutely flabbergasted at the "so what" attitude... Barney Franks disucussion that not everyone can have a home is nothing more than a complete classist attitude... when did Congress decide that the citizens should serve business? If the problem is really defaults, then having given sencond to home buyers would have been the appropriate answer to revive the cash flow..

But the real problem is perfectly expressed by Franks when he says not everyone can have a home...  the middle class.  everyday people... ordinary people... on ordinary people would use words to describe citizens. Every person in this country is a citizen, not a member of a class, and there you people go again using poverty to create low wage, desperate workers, impoverished people...

So Franks, the question was, why don't you insensitive, classist old-time new world order tyrannists resign and allow loyal Americans to fill your seats. It's a great idea. And Dodd, nice slip-in of calling tornadoes acts of God.. ever read the Bible? Probably not, or you wouldn't have given the Skull and Bones free lunch in Connecticut...

Here's the real clincher.. you Democrats say it's all the Bush Administration's fault.. there you are, chairs of finance and banking committees.. I want to know what you think your job is? Is it to allow the administration to destroy the economy until you see a political opportunity to get votes on lies? I knew this was going to happen 6 years ago.. you knew it too.. to stand there and tell American CITIZENS ... every single one... that it just happened and you had no idea is your fault for not doing your job. It really is that simple.

And the arrogance and insensitivity applied to citizens who complain to you is a perfect example of your lack of qualification to represent CITIZENS. Taxpayers or not, they are citizens. Capable of bribing you with money or not, they're citizens.

And the answer to the difficulty of electing non-incumbents.. arrogance.. the system is rigged, and you know it. If you don't do jerrymandering, you rig the votes. And don't tell me you don't . Hagel won 85% in his last election.. an now he's working with the Democrats, for a candidate who is a total fraud... even the trip to Kenya and Africa was an emulation... oh yeah, and does Hagel still own tha voting machine company?

Thank you Democrats for providing the world with the true insight of your lack of wisdom... the citizens of America do not work for you, the financial system or anyone but themselves... they are not your possessions to do with as you please... your airplanes better be in good shape.. Maybe an F22a would be a good thing.... that way you get esacape the atmosphere... you know, that polluted stuff you guys created to create the Global Warming Fraud to cover the use of HAARP. People know. It's about to catch up to you... I just wish I had a propagation chart on me...

If the bill is imperfect, why did you approve it? And who's going to earn the interest on the loans from the Federal Reserve? It's a question, down to the individual, that we deserve an answer to.


Rehn calls Obama a racketeer after psyops by his insiders succeed in violating constitutional rights again...

I never thought I'd be applauding Ton Tancredo, but I do regarding the immigration issue... we have laws. We're either going to uphold them, or not. But creating the BNorth AMerican Union... we're not ready for that, and it's just the Chicago boys causing catastrophic change to force a different order.. and they know it.. and it will cause violence because we're not ready for it. God' plan includes nations as a form of regionalization...

However, Tom, your interpretation of the Koran is incorrect. And we're not fighting Islamic extremists.. any more than I'm a radical. I'm a citizen who knows the truth. They're people who know the history of AMerica's policies in the MIddle East, and they're tired of being killed for oil. That's not a radical or a terrorist, those are people fighting in self-defense... We started it.


Cuttin goff heads and hands.. sure they misunderstand it too because the translation is not supposed to be literal.. and the vernacular back then was more limited.. if you translate the Bible literally just as YOU have translated the Koran, then the Bible gives instructions just as violent and un-Christian... So I invite you to re-examine your one-sided view of the world.. as if the only opinion on world events is the AMerican Opinion.. and realize tha tthe United States will not survive if it contiunues the same kind of linguistic wars and militaristic actions of imperialism that you complain about in the North American Union debate.

National and religious issues require a wholistic approach.. even if they WERE exrtremists.. and even if they did start it (which they didn't, going all the way back to the crusades and Muhammad, originator of what appears the most flourishing society ever created, for all religions who were in his land, ) if we were to be a Christian nation,w e would look to our flaws and foibles first before condemning theirs.. that's the only way to be above reporoach. So while you vindicated by condemning linguistic wars that divide, you perpetuated one with the inaccurate quote, probably by some staff member who doesn't have a clue, that does not accurately represent what the interpretation of those words actually mean.

Cutting off hands and heads.. how about, doing what it takes to stop the brains of people thinking up ways to use their hands to do things like --- economic coercion... we weren't kicked out of Iran because they're bad people, we werre kicked out because we harmed them by propping up the Shaw of Iran. The day you acknowledge that, and your friends acknowledge that, is the day there wil be an opportunity for world peace. Until then, America is the aggressor, and like the Bible says... the BIBLE TOM, the United States is a nation led by infidels. St Pauls Cathedral is not a good example of the peace and the ten commandments of the plan of God. Think about that, and then retract your erroneous statements. Stop mixing truth with lies.. like DObbs says, the best way to tell a lie is between two truths. Stop doing that.

Inslee, Berman and Smith - First of all 7084.. where does the government get off legislating licensing fees? People have a right to charge for tangible product.. but the government has no place legislating. But even more, why should a broadcaster pay for the privilege of promoting someone else's sales? Do the artists want their music promoted or not?  But it isn't about the artists, is it? It's just more legislation by Congress enriching greedy corporations.. right Feinstein? Back around 1992, Warner Bors told me my station would have to pay $75 bucks a year, plus royalties, if I wanted to play their music. $75 doesn't sound like much, but when you add up all the record companies, it's alot of money. I told them that apparently they didn't want their music played in my market... since there were only 3 stations, I guess they changed their minds after I hung up because I got great service... I don't agree with payola, but I think record companies should pay royalties for broadcast time as if it was advertising, if you want to play these legislative games. It is advertising their product, no matter how you look at it.


9/27/2008 - John Conyers - are you f-ing kidding me? Introducing legislation to protect intellectual property right swhen you know damned well the only reason you Democrats got Obama nomonated... I knew you were in the Council on Foreign Relations.. and boy do you play your role well, acting like you care about the rights of Americans. Unbelieveable. Which jail are you planning to live in?

Meanwhile, America, watch how JP Morgan and Lehman and all those rich people and organizations like the Rockefellers and Kennedy's work out a bailout deal that 1) stole you rmoney and homes in the first place  2) will "bail out" the financiers as a payoff for bankrupting and impoverishing America... and 3) will now pay interest BACK to those same financiers who will provide the capital to give themselves loans, which they will default on- meaning now it's a 4-way payoff for them... RICCO RICCO RICCO

And you're going to vote for the criminals Obama and McCain? Boehner.. McConnell - Mr "Money is free speech".. Cantor.. you're all going to jail... if the citizens don't kill you first.

Pelosi and Feinstein and everyone else... what frauds - I'm not going to waste my time itemizing your crimes.. and Dianne... I'm going to start selling all the promo copies I got from the record companies.. they have this little sticker    on them saying that it's prohibited.. but you know what? I never agreed to that. And I sincerely doubt there's a law against it.  Come on, baby, send the dogs.. I'm just going over the border.. and I"m going to be the voice of America, and I won't spare any effort to bring you all down before I take up citizenship elsewhere. I may not be a real citizen of this country, but others think they are.. I'l do them that favor just for the fun of it.. vengeance is mine. I don't feel guilty at all.

And to my penpal... why'd you take the bio info down?

Eddie Money - Eddie Money - Super Hits - Walk on Water  I do .

The only way I've been a fool in this country is believing that this really is a Christian nation, not a religious one... a Christian one.. even the pastor who baptized me won't talk to me. The great patriot religious broadcaster and his friends who knew my father... what a bunch of bullshit. Trust me, he WILL remember.

The citizens of the United States WILL get its money back from all of you. Every one of you.

I've received over 2000 pieces of spam since 6am this morning 2:40pm now. And they're blocking my emails to anyone who would actually use the evidence I've uncovered. These are your tax dollars at work, folks. It's how your government covers its lies. You'll laugh at me now, you'' be crying over your own stupidity later.

9/26 - You can turn of f the rest of the channels now. I wouldn't want anyone claiming they did me any favors. Link.. I got the message loud and clear. Good for you. Save the world. Maybe it's true about Pacifica being CIA You continue to cover up the same important things that mainstream does. If you were as avant garde as you say, you'd be reporting on psychotronics and on the Total Spectrum Domination as reported by knowledge driven revolution. But then, the CFR folks say they put up and control all sides of the arguement... you're clearly no different. It's a shame... deception after deception after deception...

I think my fianl test will be to see if anyone reports this. Let's see if the media saves America.

U.S. Government Commits Weather Wars Against Americans
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PS To Bill Richardson... did you enjoy particpating? So, who exactly are you going to be Judas to? Or are you running psyops on other people too? Must be fun playing with people as if they are video games.


Apparently, even Krugman is part of the scam. O'Jays - Back Stabbers  I sure have a greater appreciation for this song. I think I've also made the right decision to leave this country... if not even one person will do the right thing by me.. on any subject... then I can only conclude that I am not wanted here. Like I said, I just wish I'd known...

To those who have used me, harmed me... to those who somehow believe they had the right and responsibility to manipulate me, brutalize me, who have tried to fraudulently present me as a bad person, and I don't care how right you think you are.. the Bible says you would not know the difference between right and wrong.. to those who believed they could alter my being to such an extent that I would ever agree to betray God... you are turly fools, and you are truly damned. To those in churches who believe that I should choose their church as the right church.. that I should conform to THEIR beliefs and mores and traditions.. that I should manage my time and my efforts based on their opinions and judgements as to the time of the returmn to the Church of Christ Jesus... you must truly be damend, because I cannot imagine how will justify yourselves to God, to impede the work of His servant. And I can't, at this time, imagine ever forgiving those people  in particular.. because they know it or not.. they are the worst of the anti-Christ, because they justify their betrayal of God by claiming the inspiration of God. And I can not tolerate that Nor can I wor will I continue to tolerate that betrayal. And you need to know that your betrayals of God and me and actually betrayals of yourself. But you view life so cheaply, and thus, you must see your own lives just as worthless. otherewise, there can be no understanding, let alone justification, for claiming to be His servants while at the same time, being His greatest obstacles.

The hardest thing for me to accept is how sick the leaders of this nation really are.. politicians, ministers, and the rest. They may be successful in portraying me as a fool to the material world, but on the spiritual plane, they do not exist. And therefore, in the bigger view that I have, are of no real consequence to anyone but   themselves.

I actually pity you and the small little world you have of lies and deceit, and that there is no reality in your worlds except what you makeup out of the denial of your own evil.

I want to make it clear tha if you bastardize what I write, and steal my music and make me out the bad guy, it will come back on you 10 fold. And I still regret my own humanity in looking forward to seeing you leaders suffer, as you have caused so many others to suffer. And still, it will bring me no comfort.

Hillary Clinton.. about your community... stay awy from mine. You and your kind will never be welcome. You are the worst of the worst, you've taken  Barack Obama with you, and are destroying this nation. I never believed in burning books, but I believe the world would be well served by the burning of yours, Bills, and every politician who has written a puff piece to skim profits off the tops of the aspirations, dreams and hopes of those who actually believed that this nation was of special service to God. It migh  have been. It stopped being so long ago. And still, you really, actually believe that the frauds you are perpetrating are the right thing. You mock me and you mock God. And you think, upon your death beds, you will find absolution for a confession to God only delivered because you have finally been brought to your knees to face your mortality, and the horrors of your life that God warned you not to do... and you did them anyway, believing that He would save a soul such as yours, devoid of integrity, honesty, and owner of some sort of perverted love that makes you believe that you are more important than the fate of humanity and God's world. You are wrong. You are all wrong. And that is why it is clear that you are all truly socipathic and psychotic. Liars and traitors. I dare you, in the light of day, to prove me wrong. But you can't. So out of your embarassment you mock me. I guess you've realized there's no point in seeking redemption, so you harm me to prove you are right, and all you do is prove you are wrong. None of you get anything, except the love of your own voics speaking lies. So be it.

So Dobbs, I really want to know, how do you get paid for screwing me? It will get out.

Brydge - New Day - Sunrise

Marvin Gaye - Trouble Man

9/26/2008 - The funniest part about the supposed collapse of the banking system is watching Obama and McCain act like they have a clue... the Bush thing... making it look like they're in charge of things they know nothing about.. yeah, I know they'll say the same about me... but,then, why does the world keep doing what I predict? :} PR agents are cool.. as cynical and whimiscal as they are playful.. :} No wonder I got along in Hollyweird :}

I don't do free consulting anymore... so that joke's over.. I've been watching the financial thing.. I'd have chimed in but I wanted to see wht was really happening... quite an act... first it was Bush, then Barney Frank took over... and the Dems, who want this and are making tons of money off it, act like they'r egoing to resolve it.. by continuing to bankrupt American, and national citizens.

The thing people re missing is that this is just another fraud.. a purposefully engineered "collaps" for a transfer of assets, and an additional consolidation of power leading to a central bank,and the ability to theoretically force people like me to bow to the economic powers that will allow me no liberty... even the opportunity ot exist, if I don't acquiexce. Which I will not do. The worse you jerks make it for people, the better it is for me to implement God's plan. People will revolt. And you guys will not win.

The reall ygood news is that when I get my camper built, I'm going to make it an anechoic chamber, and I believe I'll be able to overcome your signals. I may not be able to stop scalars, if they're in use.. but I can stop microwave and the audio. A steel cage wrapped in aluminum and lead shielding. If I can't get the lead paint here, I'll get it in Mexico...

Meanwhile, Rockefellers, I want the homestead back. I don't care what else happens... I want it back, and I won't spend a dime on getting it. Refusing to do so will merely increase your jail time. Just like the Hartt.. tell Mike and Beverly and Steve and Audrey and all the rest that I won't forget them, and the way they set me up on behalf of Exxon... and Sears... and Coldwell banker... Quaker Oats, all the rest.. interesting little pyramid.. ANd it won't be like the protocols... claiming ownership due to creation.. it'll be you guys destroying yourselves with your crimes trying to prevent it.. and once again, God turns it around on you. And I'm so glad that it's okay with GOd that I'm human.. with all the same emotions and feelings and compelling issues.. that is the beauty of it... that way I won't have t feel guity about suing you liars and thieves into oblivion on behalf of the citizens of the world. ANd it will be an easy case to make... I don't care how many lawyers you pay off.

Dig it Baby!

To the media guys.. I guess it really is true that youguys are only there because you've pledged your loyalty to the people seeking to overthrow this country, and rule the world by tyranny. And the only explanation I can see is.. at least you got yours.. like all the artists and muicians who have forgotten their roots and humanity... I have to admit, that's what I'm most disappointed by...

It's like Stevie Wonder.. a lot of pretty songs and words.. but I say, he hasn't done nothing.. except betray himself and those who believed he believed in his own words... so I gues it's fitting that he campaigns for Obama.. birds of a feather

Stevie Wonder - Village Ghetto Land

Who cares about heroes... something tells me there won't be many more musicians left for me to admire soon. Oh well. At least I'm finding out.


9/24 11:55pm - It's been a fun and interesting day... preparing for an extended camping trip with a full kitchen and a complete audio video production and broadcast truck... complete with satellite uplink.. ok... sure is interesting watching the government act like the financial crisis wasn't well calculated with perfect timing for the election, and Bush & Company to get out the door just in time.. it'll take a little while... but I really do believe this is the beginning of the end of the bad guys... us supposedly meek types will do a much better job... and just for the fun of it, just to drive Clive nuts, I think I'll write alums for people, and just give it away as long as I get a copy of the recordings. :}

The other day I was thinking about KXRX in Mexico, you know, Wolfman.. thinkin, I could go down there and get a job on that station...   blast the western U.S. with all kinds of good stuff... then I went to the bakery to get a chocolate eclair, and the total came to $10.90   :}:} That's just too weird

  Nilsson - TBD - 100 - Everybody's Talkin'

9/23/2008 - John McCain, you're such a fraud. Country First... a well engineered hyper-inflation scheme.. like they say, an economic 911...

I'm getting zapped hard, and here's the joke  of the day.. using the IRS to silence and activist... and reporter.. and God's Plan.. the IRS just took my last $60

Country first, huh John.You and Obama will spend a long time in jail.

9/22/2:13 am So I'm thinkin, okay, Kingdom of God universal, I'm making everyone annoyed.. its' working...  :} I have to admit, I look at the front page and go, this really adds to the credibility... :} At least I'll get my sanity hearing :} I am so looking forwatd to talking to groups.. more the Jung thing, but politics too.. although that part will take care of itself.  Something's going to happen soon, and it won't be just me hitting the road.. maybe this will help... soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Heart - Barracuda Personally, I figured they'd come after the unauthorized mushroom records stuff :} So even A&M is Universal now. So much for A&M. Guess I do have to start my own company. That'll be interesting :} But don't, for one minute, think that you'r egoing to lead me ff with psyops, get me distracted or relegate me to being a good, quiet boy, because that's not going to happen. I know you all think that I'm this silly, why pyoped out of his gourd, but I guarantee, I have a lot left in me, I'm a heck of a lot more on the ball than most of you. And I'm really no beginner at all. And I'll remind Barack... I will come back on you for the plagiarism.. all the way down to the Africa trip. It's all thepatterns..  Like how Congress is still running hyperinflation games on America... I hope you guys know that will be your undoing.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Todd Rundgren - Healing - 03 - Flesh

Welcome to the Kingdom of God
The Universal Church of the Kingdom of God

2001-2009 Charles Rehn, Jr IV & Kingdom of God Communications ™


You have to admit it's catchy :}

9/21/2008 - 10:48am - It sort of amazes me, as I reflect on my travels and the way people have treated me... I remember that time I went to Arkansas with a friend.. just a couple miles from the ALCOA plant... people in that little town kept waving to me and smiling.. I thought, what's up? These people are awfully friendly, even for a small town. I actually felt like a celebrity in a way. I thought, maybe these people treat all newcomers this way to make them feel welcome... what a nice idea, let me enthusiastically say hi and welcome... South Africa was the same... peopel would call me "mister"... a sign of respect... I was told that's what S. Africans do to people in posititions of authority... but I didn't hear them say it to anyone else... it's like the postcards I'd get addressed to Master Charles Rehn.. I was told that proper english types used that to address young people, but, again I never witnessed anyone else doing the same (though I believe I remember hearing it's a common practice.)

Ultimately, my father left me an ace in the hole.. that ace is the fact that constitutionally, noone, not even my parents,  have the right to give away my inalienable rights. Not tha tthat menas anything, given that the United States is no longer a free nation, and there is no justice.

Amazing that Kyle, Hatch, Leahy, Feisnstein, Specter, Kennedy, Feingold... they're always there at the hearings where Constitutional rights are being swept under the rug... there are no laws, there are recommendations.. we all know they get ignored. And yet they sit there in committees, knowing citizens are being harmed and destroyed.

When I began these activities, I did everything including invite FBI investigation so they'd know I was outspoken, but a citizen wanting to work within the system. I'll still work withing the system. which means I'm screwed because the justice dept definitely has procedures for people like me.... illegal procedures... one more way the government radicalizes anyone who dares to speak the truth.

I will say one more time to McCain and Obama.. you're traitors, you're dirty, and I will not fail in exposing you for what you are before I'm finished. That's the only future I've seen for myself for a long time. Obama, talked to Wright lately, or was your religion just a fraud too? Just a political whore manuevre? That is what's wrong with America. I won't fail in taking you down, even though you've made my life a pure hell, I will not fail in that, because it is a worthy cause. If no one hears a single word of the word of God from me, I will have served my purpose. And a lot of dead souls will no longer plague this planet.

Cuts from an album from the Apartheid Museum in S. Africa....

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Winds of Change -  JB Vorster - Fight to the End  Ever been to Soweto?

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) James Taylor - Dad Loves His Work - Stand and Fight Another song by a guy who  writes pretty words that accomplish nothing, because these guys all speak tough and then wait for someone else to do the dirty work. That IS truly the way of the world. I'll be glad when I've completed my work here so I can really go home. Then I wouldn't have to come back anymore.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Smokey Robinson & the Miracles - Quiet Storm

2:19 pm - Is there even one politician or media person willing to tell the real truth.

Rick Edelman.. you talk a real good line...  How dare you tell  the American people that they are responsible for their victimization by predatory lending practices, government and media collusion...You're blaming a rape victimg for being raped. I have to assume your deceptions are because you make money off of these victims like all the rest of the so called leaders.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Michael Johnson - That's That - 103 - Crying Shame

1:52 pm - Michael Bloomberg.. Please have a talk with Andrew Cuomo. I filed a complaint with his office regarding RICCO and NY State crimes committed against, me and they don't respond. Hmm.. I wonder why.

Meanwhile.. I've always felt you were a cut above, but, it appears you too talk a good game... and the underlying problems are just the lies under which the problems are rationalized to the public. Became a billionaire before becoming  apoliticiain.. there you go promoting aartistocracy and  ogliarchy... We  have a 6.2% unemployment which I'm sure is actually much higher... an economy that's collapsing.. why do you say we need immigrants and outsourcing in order to build our economy? Is it the cheap labor, or is the workers with few right s to give corporations a requirement for fair empolyment practices? Why do we need to outsource? I am not against immigration. I am against purposely bankrupting Americans so corporations can steal from the citizens...

As for 1200 new police per year in New York.. sure you can control people thru force... but what does that say about you, as a leader, that you would promote oppression instead of leading with compasssion.. and using education to show that there is a better way. You're not the worst of em by any menas, but you are adding to the deception in America... I suggest you reconsider your rhetoric and positins, because they're invalid.and just plain wrong. You are not supporting liberty OR Democracy.

If there's one thing that's absolutely clear is that none of you care about God. That is the final truth about all of you.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Tracy Chapman - Talkin' Bout a Revolution

The above is a perfect example of why the current "leaders" need to be purged. They could care less about citizens.

12:54 pm - If there's anything I disagree with Ted Kennedy about, it's hisstatement that our government ins not in need of a purge. I understand he said that now, because he's part of the faction that needs to be purged.

Barack and John... God told me this morning that it's okay for me to take out my anger in vengeance against you because telling the truth is not venngeance... like Maher said a while back about me, what would the world do if it didn't haveme to take its hatred out   on? Well, guess what, noone was supposed to take their hatred out on me. So I get to use you guys to get 53 years of injustice out of my system. And I will. And I look forward to it.

Just remember, everytime you think that this is about jealousy or anything like that, remember 53 years... I did nothing wrong... and the only defense you'll have is to continue to lie, cheat, steal and murder... which you have alredy proven you're... you will indeed lead a new era... and apparently you really never have read th eBoble. and you have no clue what the messge of Jesus is.. or your friends would not be the rip off artissts at FMAE/MAC ... th ebigger they are the harder they fall... whoever wins becomes th edemon.. and it's not me, and in the end, I win.

George Bush you're  a master liar. You and Cheney will be known as traitors, just as McCain and all the rest of you will for makin gmoney from the deaths of Americans.. let alone the rest of the world.

Dobbs.. when they "couple" your children, don't blame me. Don't you dare ever feel sorry for yourself or them. And then explain to them how you helped cause their suffering. That's not a ploy to get you to help me. It's just truth. All of you need to face it soon...  We're just  afew months away from the "house of cards" collapsing.. try not to leave too much of a mess. Remmebr, you're harming people, not pieces on a game board.

George.. FARC will be back, for the final battle. And they'll win too.

Interesting how I wrote a 9 page report on the resources of Mexico back in the 4th or 5th grade.

4,40, 44. Among other things, the presidents of the devil... I'll be the 45th. That's a good number

By the way...I wa giving people the benefit of the doubt before.. even fell for the idea that people were under attack and being held with a gun to their heads... I don't believe that any more, nor do I believe there's a one of you who are inncocent... you'll have to prove your innocence. Always remember, it's not an attack on you , it's the truth. If you try to incarcerate or harm me more, it will  most surely work againt you.

Finally... don't fortget, al the money you're giving away will be taken away and given back tothe people. As it should be.

And we're going to treat the government like the nusiance that it is.

Have a good time in jail, ya'll.. I'm free, no matter what you do to me.  Stuff's going to start happening. Have you all coordinated your lies yet? Can't wait to see how easy it will be to counter your spin. You'll all look like the fools you are. :}:}:} Karl. Go home. Talk to your mother.

And about the church... I always wanted to have a church ::}} The church will show ya what separation of church and state looks like. :}

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Ashford & Simpson - Solid

Tell ya what, you guys can sue me for the use of all music that's not news. I dare ya... like this one I jus tlike it :}

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Ohio Players - Fire

9/20/2008 3:49 am - Wow, what a night and day... I'm having fun, though. For the record, I hereby declare the Kingdom of God, and the formation of the Universal Church of the Kingdonm of God

What's weirdest is that I never actually considered myself to be a rebellious type, always working outside the box while staying inside the boundaries... but you know, when you actually take on responsibilities of a really big picture...when you realize that there ar ethose who have polluted the cosmos at a critical juncture... how the emulations of these times have so perverted the signs - even to me - that the deceptions upon deception were so diabolical and lethal... and yet, seeing that this is the final attempt of the oppressors of His servants and friends that will bring the Kingdom to the fulfillment of His promise.

I want to turn another corner here, and I want to be plain about it and I want there to be no ambiguity. There has never been a time in my life when I have wantingly chosen to leave a debt unpaid, and that includes taxes. I actually don't mind paying taxes, particularly when there is a responsive, effective government. But, even when there is not, I don't take my responsibilities as a citizen lightly.

I am going to be declaring things and challenging people to think beyond the paradigms and myths that allow them to exercise freedom without breaking the law, and I can assure you that if, as things progress, people will begin tounderstand that the things I speak in the ways that I do will free their minds and cause their spirits to soar. And when the psychotronics are off, and I can verify it, I will, in fact, develop the perfect automated radio station, and you know what that really means. And I'm just one rev away from that... consider the parallels of that little remark... one rev...

I have to be honest, leaders, it's not that I've given up on you as individuals... His hands are always outstretched, but I can' taccount for your crimes, and that's the hardest part. There are a lot of good people out there thrying to do the right thigns... with many good ideas, and all they need is facilitation by a caring, nurtuting, facilitating the angels in performing their tasks in the Kingdom.

I'm not giving up anything. In fact, I'm taking control. I want to warn you, not as a threat, but as a simple heads up, that harming those who come in contact with me, endangering those nations who might cooperate with my efforts... you simply can't win, and you need to do the best thing for yourselves now. It's hard to imagine what things could look like if everyone in Washington DC and in leadership who knew they were not fulfilling their oaths and honoring the intent of the Constitution resigned, it would be be sad and revealing and maybe or maybe not the best thing. All I know is that what I keep seeing in the news I see is simple repackaging of old ideas that never got implemented before, but if they had, we wouldn't be in the position we're in now. If I was someone you wanted to prove your worthiness of leadership to, all you've shown me is your complete willingness and desire to deceive any way you can. So what am I to think. And surely you know that you can't really hold me down, and tha tthe world - the citizens and beings of all kinds - want and deserve the fulfillment of the promise...

Welcome to the Universal Church of the Kingdom of God.

You'll actually like it once you get used to love and happiness and stuff like that.

One thing I like about Prince.. he has a sense of humor.. everybody thinks he's all about sex.. and sometimes he is and that's pretty funny too.. and someitmes, it's just your mind playing dirty tricks on ya... That's why I say I like his marketing.

You guys need a soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) New Position, yeah!

I'm just playing this because I love it. soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Prince & Sheena Easton - Arms Of Orion

This one too :}soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Prince - When 2 R In Love

And this one soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Prince - Musicology - 11 - Dear Mr Man

He's giggling and you know it :}

To James and John.. what can I say.. it's been tough, I still don't know really what to think, and it hurts, and if I've learned anything, at least to this moment, is that, like the Bible syas, I can't really trust anyone. Like I told Lou, I always thought for some reason that I'd work with you and Todd one day.. Billy too.. I don't want to know about any more tricks being played on me.  I want what's mine, in every way, and particularly those related to my personal heritage.. and I want ot be allowed to be, and I want to be a good servant, with pleasure and joy and satisfaction and contentment in knowing that I have friends and partners... I'm not going to do the lonely man in exile bit.. I still believe I would be the best person for all the right reasons to be president of the United States...  right now. Especially now. And if I have to do it alone, then it really isn't time. And to anyone who cares, that's really how I feel,  and I don't believe that's an incorrect judgement. I wish it was. Still, it doesn't mean there isn't work that can be accomplished. For the citizens, turning our backs on the government.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Kenny Rankin - The Kenny Rankin Album - 03 - Make Believe

It's time for people to join me.


soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Melanie C - Northern Star

9:26pm - So I've been sittin' here thinkin' about everything from the GSE based future financial products that really aren't anything new and just suck the people dry financially... all to the benefit of the corporate financiers... and I'm thinking about how I really enjoy talking about love and all, and how fun it would be to talk to groups.. and then I remember I would have done all that long ago... and of course, that's the reason why you all did the pysops on me. And then I think, I want to do all the things I said I want to do in view of the fact that if I had been allowed to be free, none of this oppressive stuff would be going on.. Oh well. You guys are seriously insane.

9/19/2008 - 12:30... Just remember, if nothing else, my websites serve as a testament to the fact that it wasn't God causing all these problems, and that people will either acknowledge and accept their responsibilities for the own choices. Or live in oppression and denial of their betrayal of themselves and God. As for me, I'llwalk away believing I have done what I wa purposed to do, and sad at the choices so many others made. But I say, I will no longer be used. And that's important. As some would say I turned my back on my responsibility. I say, I accepted the responsibility I had to present the truth that needed to be told, to give it everything I could muster under the circumstances of littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) debilitatiing psychotronic attacks, And I am truly as sad as  I am satisfied that I, at least as a person, as one person, judging myself, that I havebeen true to myself, and to God, and all that I beleive in, despite my failures, and because of my willingness to confront them because of my love of seeking to constantly better myself, in  terms of being "in love with all" despite the difficulties of the world I live in.  Had I even known many years ago that I was purposely being "prevented", the world would be a different place today.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Michael McDonald - I Can Let Go Now

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Michael Martin Murphey - Wildfire

9/19 1:48 am... The tv says the account is closed, but I still get cspan... Cool. Hillary.. the HOLC thing is a real nice ruse, but I'll bet the funding still comes from the fed. The problem is, all this stuff is a ruse that inevitably funnels back to the fed...and the same financiers that are making money for nothing.

Let's see: FTR Americans act like Americans again...

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Manfred Mann - Chicago Institute

Oh yeah... you actually representat the citizens of NewYork, and their personal interests are more important than the interests of the businesses... businesses should serve citizens, just as government should serve citizens. Did you know that when the "citizenship" of corporations became the rule of law, the judge actually ruled against it, but before the decision was formally rendered in court, the judge became ill and died, and the court clerk fraudulently altered the judge's opinion - which was to disallow corporations to act as citizens... Did you know that Hillary?

Meanwhile... if the Gov't simply picked up the principal of all home loans on existing loans... all loans, told the fed and the financiers they got all they're going to get and to find something else to do...  and just carry the loans til they're paid, throw away the excess money as it's re-collected in order to raise the value of the dollar... and voilla.. financial crisis over. Tell them that the manipulation of the markets was fraud, at least, and they should be glad they can walk away before congress actually acts like representatives of the people and has them arrested.. which they probably ought to anyway. All of your conference ideas are subterfuge. As for commissions.. if you look through history, the Aesopian interpretation of "commissiions" actually means "commissions on the part of the government of covering up scandals, lies, assassinations and the transfer of wealth to bankers... and the deception of 911.

Don't forget, CIndy McCain's fiances proves that she and John benefitted financially from the attacks on 911. And also proves the government knew.

Jon Kyl - Why are GSE's allowed to give campaign contributions? Isn't that called a kickback. Isn't that illegal. Figures Barack Obama would be associated with the finincier's ripoff of America. By the way, the lessons we've learned are that the people who pay you all to act like you're doing somehting for us when all you do is stuff for the corporations must be paying you well or you wouldn't lie about the hyperinflation schemes.

Transparency and reporting have become buzzwords for "these words sound official to make it sound like new regulations have been installed". Just because you the accounting differently.. and just because the rules require certain reports... it doesn't mean that anything's changed but the rules, which are laxed or full of other loopholes corporatins and investment firms can take advantage of... 

What's going on in the Senate about the financial crisis created by Congress for corporations, let alone HAARPicanes for diversion and business expenditures... you guys are going to set a record for financial ripoffs... and you and your families wil be known as traitors. You'd better consider that, because it is going to happen soon.

Barack.. I haven't heard back from your attorney.. shall I consider that a refusal to remove my intellectual properties?

Tell Brzezinski that a big difference between he and I is that I love people, and the world is my home. And he'll be gone soon.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Pete Wingfield - 18 With A Bullet I was 18 when this was  a hit. I secretly thought.. well. you know.

You guys are just moving from one hyperinflation scheme to another. I'm not fooled. Nice try. WHy just a temporary moratorium.. is this another... let's wait until people forget that we just got through ripping them off.


9/18/2008 - 2:46pm - Can't watch tv, it got turned off... thank you Rupert and DirecTV.  Or should I say Hillary, Bill, Paul and James.... the latter 2 should change their names.... Yeah, this column does replace the personal journal...I wanted to use less foul language here... it may seem like it, but I'm not particularly amused today.

I guess Barack's people didn't like the poetry. I like poetry. :} Very succinct :} Maybe it was the part about theFederal Reserve or energy or JP Morgan or Tesla and Westinghouse... the thing about all these rich guys and whore politicians is that they think they're so smart, and all they do is prove how stupid they are.

So my credit card doesn't work.. I gotta build a camper and wouldn't you know it's starting to rain.. We could do a bunch of rain songs, but when you have HAARP, why do you need music?  Like the salesman said, bad weather is good for business. Right George?

On this thing about dead souls.. ya just gotta remember it's not my anger that has you lose your selves. On Serling last night, the final was something like "wouldn't it be horrible if you only lived your life out of fear of dying"...   that's what it's all about. You can fake it all you want, act like you're a Christian or faithful to whatever spiritual walk you have, but it's just like brown-noses - they'll say and do anything, right Barack, but when it gets right down to it, they actual take 10 times more than they give... right Barack... lwhat is your campiign total, Barack,, 2 billion.... and yet, instead of feeding people and assiting them with house payments, even in deferred loans, we subsidize the thieves who started the crisis. Thieves like you. Speaking of you... since John Edwards got busted through the Enquirer.. isn't it interesting that I noticed a story in there about you a while back having an affair as well.... ? Don't you just love the hypocrisy? Stupid Smart Guys. Hey, feel free to produce a tv show on that theme. I hereby surrender the rights on that one.  I want to see a movie with  Steven Colbert playing God, and Robin Williams playing the Devil... :} Too bad Tiny Tim isn't aroound.. myaybe he is.. he could play Jesus :} Oh yeah,the dead souls thing.. it's just the objective truth. My only judgement is that there are alot of dead souls. And it's  a shame. Not my fault.  I just feel sorry for all the people who are going to be harmed by the government and media...

PS Obama.. how many times do I have to unsubscribe to get off your email list? I have no desire to help you get the conversation back on track. My conversation is on track. You people are worthless.

Just for the fun of it, on my way out of the country, I'm gonna stop by A&M - just for something fun to do.. who knows, maybe I'll take a shower by then :} And I'm gonna offer 'em about 40 or 50 or 60 hits, and all they gotta do is deliver cash to me in Mexico every 3 months :} They probably won't do it.. but that's ok, it'll be fun. I'm gonna do the Landmark thing, just for fun... with my recorder rolling of course. I'm even gonna figure out how to set it's date and time again :} Anyway, I'm sur ethey have music in Venezuela, too. I really am going to head there... I do know I'm getting out of this country. If I have to walk. There's alwas the Cresh trail or crest or something.. goes all the way to Mexico. And I'll take my ovation.

So anyway... when in Rome..

Melissa.. Ephesians 2:7 the timing of that sermon was perfect. It was exactly where I was at, which is not actually comforting.. nonetheless. it doesn't seem tha tanything I do is private, so I'm gonna fudge a little.. you're incredible. I finally distinguished tha tth edifferenc ebetween a sermon and understanding the word of God is the actual study of the word and not the interpretation. People don't get that I love everyone I meet, even people I hate :} maybe more, because I have empathy for what may have caused them to adopt those kinds of ways of being. Anyway.. so I don't know what people know about my private, it seems I have no secrets, but that could be a psyop illusion. If I've caused you any embarassment or difficulty by my enthusiams and   such, I profoundly apologize. I don't even know if you got the letter. I have my doubts.

Anywy... more importantly... finding you on tv was like having the first intelligent discussion I've had with another person for years. Hence, my enthusiasm, which has not waned. I want to assure you that I fully appreciate why someone would learn 20 languages and check out 100 Bibles and all that stuff.  it's very cool. That is what it's about, isn't it, in studying and dwelling on anything to the extent that you reveal the truth and find freedom in it, and actually find it fun to keep peeling the onion and finding out that what you discovered as truth one day remains true but is also superceded by the next revealing and truth provided by deeper understanding and wsdom.. and then, after a while, you get like the Dali Llama, sor tof laughing at the "beingness" of human and living nature and art, as well as being empathetic and compassionate abou tthe reality of the human or being condition. And that's what our government and media figureheads have lost.

So these folks want to basically force me to either remain in the legalistic realms as  further evidence of my supposed greed and vengeance and all that, and they have to figure out at some point tha tif they do that, they're really stupid because I'll beat them easily. Even if I refuse to talk. They'll just claim stuff about me that will prove their guilt. That would be funny to watch. It actually would. It would work too. Anyway.. In the long run, as much as they use psychotronics to mess up my emotions and all, I actually know in the long run that God has already won this battle, and it's just a matter of time.. but unfortunately, the  U.S. and no nation will have any kind of favored nation status... and I a am going to create the universal church, and I don' tcare who likes it what they do to try to stop me. Apparently I have nothing better to do with my time :} Works fo rme. I just hope it works for all the people who are too scarred and depleted to be able to open their hearts again.

I want it to be clear, regardless of the psychotronics used to defile my thoughts at times, that I profound respect for you and your commitment, as a person, not simply because you are such an incredible servant, and yeah, human as we all are. I respect anyone who will give so much time and love to benefit other people.

One of the things people don't seem to understand about me is that I love women, men, dogs you name it.. in much the same way, as unique beings.. creatins... individuals.. you're not supposed to say stuff like that about men, but people these days equate love with sex...  it's  kind of like how I view relationships with people... I believe a solid relationship is more about tender companionship and equality than all the romantic stuff... and I'm a huge romantic too, but none of that romantic stuff is about buying or replacing the expression of love, it is the expression of love. Anyway... that part isn't about you... but it is about the perversion of things like love, love-making, friendship, the whole thing, and so it's no wonder that people are so confused about how to relate to one another.

Anyway.. I just wanted to state that for the record, so there wouldn't be any dounbt amongst those seeking ways to make me seem inappropriate or vile in any way. I don' tthere's anything wrong with getting excited about someone telling the truth!

Finally, here's a song I  hope you'll appreciate.. when I told the Piro's to take ambiguous lyrics that could be translated in the material and spiritual palnes (which is what I think they were trying to clue me into:}) ... this Manilow, that I've always loved, finally sort of fits, not as a love song  per se for me, especially now.. because when I tuned you in I was reading this thing about being compassed by a woman.. and there you were, providing me the affirmation I needed for myself that I was not an apostate.  And that was  huge part of my exceitement as well. Because I refuse to be that. Abyway, bet you never heard this as a Christian song before :}

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So, for me the important of this song to you is more about the answers about answer, or something like that :} And, I just want you to know how proud I am of you, as if my opinion of you in that way is important.. and I truly, in my heart, pray for your continued safety and God's Blessings. And someone who truly knows He is a friend.

Now that I listen to it, is it a little mushy, but still maybe it is the magic starting for all of us, at last.. hmmm? I think so, despite what these crazy people are doing right now. Let's stick with that interpretation :}

I wonder what Paul McCartney's up to today. :}

I want to call it the Universal Church of the Kingdom of God.

A little ostentatious, but it communicates :} Billy Sol could be a guest speaker, if he doesn't steal my format. Or maybe Father Guido Sarducci :}

I wonder what uncle Nicholas would think of that :} There's a mystery for ya....

I want to talk alot about this, because this is what's at the core of it.

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Folks will probably think, once again, this song for me is about romantic relationships... but it's not. I think one of the thigns I've always been fascinated in observing is what comprises people being in love... why I've always loved writing "silly" love songs (and being so embarrassed by the intimacy of those feelings, which people aren't really supposed to show for fear of being labeled weak or emotional), capturing those special moments, and wanting to live the kind of life where all of those qualities are incorporated without burden for the responsibility of caring that much, and being able to trust another to have the same integrity and true love, concern, for you.

In the holographic sense, in terms of God perfecting Himself in us... well, it's no wonder that the world has come to the point of withdrawing even when believing we ar egiving, for the fear and pain that is so often associated with lioving because of modern pressures and temptations that are foisted upon us by those  who seek profits as the result of our purposeful temptation that we would not even desire without their urging. And the result is the somewhat empty, hollow feeling where no one is allowed to go or share... and so we have war, a nation of impoverished because of greed, and a government that has shown it is not interested in the voice of its citizens... and it's no wonder. It's a shame, but no wonder.

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And it's all because we're not allowed to feel, we're not allowed to be human, which is slowly but surely, ever more rapidly tearing away at the  very inalienable God given inherent humanity and being that God granted us the unconditional loving gift of free will to shape and form through discovery and knowledge of the truth of this universe and the cosmos we create. Moment by moment, day by day...   And those who were anointed to facilitate this spiritual freedom chose instead to control it because it did not serve their interests. People need to know and understand that they must stop talking about freedom, and liberty, and how we've fought and died for it, when the price for that freedom was already purchased...

People seem to miss the fact that the example of Christ was certainly, partially, to understand that we have a God who loves us so much that he would sacrifice His own son if that would prove anything to you... as if you would understand what it would mean to give your child for the sake of the whole world... but even more, that what was worth dying for was the opportunity to provide people and beings  a way, a simple way to live in which we could all be served by a concentrix matrix of interests and choices tha tprovided all things required for all people. And that is the matrix of God. Which has been temporarily subverted. And that subversion will soon come to an end, and people and beings will be free to be who and what they are, and lovedby each other for it, the livings works of art that we are.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Steely Dan's "Only A Fool Would Say That"  talking bout a world where all is free.. isn' tjust about money and such.. it's about the freedom to be. It' snot about perfection or austerity. It's about the opportunity to try and fail and try.. becaus ethe fun is always in creating and completing and knowing tha tyou did it yourself. Ultimately, we just need to be sure to know that it' simportant to have the integrity to live by the intect of the rule, because, like the rule of law, there are always ways to rationalize and justify the betrayal of a promise to be part of a kingdom of such simple rules with so many deep and truly trranscending inquiries...

All I gotta say for now is that one of the songs I love the best that illustrates what that means is soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Sting's - If You Love Somebody, Set Them Free. In all ways, in every way you can imagine to empower their freedom and expression and joy, set them free. That is the true inquiry for ourselves, and ourselves toward others. How to set the spirit free, and ahonor the intent of the unique and speical purposes possible that would be a perfection however they are.

And when people are willing to have that discussion, there will be a space more worthy of that discussion. Without that discussion, the door appears to remain closed to the next step in the establishment of the kingdom. And, thus, the greatest currrent challenge.. In taht conversation, how could one expect us all to open our hearts to God when we don't truly open out hearts to each other.

If it's true.. a pilgrim is someone in search of a country in which God would not be ashamed to be called God... how would America, how would anywhere, at this time, provide such a place for God and His son to be present in order to share all of His blessings with each of us. He has sought such a place for a great long time, patiently awaiting the time for His turn to play in the garden. With no place to plant His seeds.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Tuck & Patti - Tears of Joy - 10 - Love is the Key

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now 10:37 - Primetime... I love all how all these thoughts and things result in me being up late, wanting to write stuff... once I learn Spanish again, I will :} I keep thinking aboutmy mom's instructions to my sisters... anyway.. always made sense to me. I actually wrote this before a bunch of stuff above :} Number those verses  :}

Enough rambling for one day.. oh yeah, about the fallen angels... his hands our always extended... that's always true.. that's what the  song I wrote for Donnie was about... I just really want people, beings, to know that everyone's welcome.. makes it sound like  a worthiness issue but it's not... it is kind of like joining the boy scouts for me, though. If you're not going to take the pledges and promises seriously with a true intent and actual willingness with discipline to keep the vows, why bothering joining the club? And then of course, all that makes me want to write more essays. As if my thoughts matter. Not that they don't or might not, just like, who am I to say all this stuff.



Barack.. it isn't over. Sorry dude.

9/17/2008 - 10:34 am - Barack -
I'm making a list
checking it twice
Gonna shut down your plagiarist site....
And every single one
That's talkin' 'bout you
Will get a little notice
That tells 'em you're through

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Rico Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - Mr Eisenhower

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soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Billy Preston - Nothing From Nothing

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Manfred Mann - TBD - 100 - Mighty Quinn (Quinn The Eskimo

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Melanie - TBD - 100 - Lay Down (Candles in the Rain)

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Stevie Wonder - Fulfillingness' First Finale -Heaven Is 10 Zillion Light Yea

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To Geroge W and HW... There are Mandela's left in the world... I have an email address that proves it.. shaker of trees...

Lindsay Graham.. you and your friends are scum, and the truth will come out about you and your friends... traitors.. the worst kind... snakes...

Just for the record, I want you to know that the Aesopian language has not been fun for me, and I consider it proof of psychological operations against me. And I got lots of proof. Have fun in jail.

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littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Please see this quote from Senator John Glenn in Congress during the Clinton Administration... Clinton, who was covertly working for the Council on Foreign Relations, and, among all others in our government for decades, guilty of the littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Nuremburg Codes established based on the crimes of the Nazi regime.... Many of the criminal Nazi scientists were brought to Emory University in Atlanta by the Rockefellers in 1945, so they could continue their work.

Emory University is also the home of Jimmy Carter, author of the Tri-Lateral plan on behalf of the Rockefellers and Rothchild families to take over the world and rule by force.

Special thanks to George H.W. Bush and HIS CIA for overthrowing the United States Government.

9/13/2008 - Dear Hillary - I know you all think this is funny, but I've just about got you where I want you. Everytime you think you have me doing something stupid, it boomerangs on you. I can think of a hundred ways to bankrupt any company you have dealings with. You want to hurt people whoo are nice to me... watch how that one turns around.

I decided today that when this is all over, I'll likely renounce my citizenship.. I'm serious about that. The U.S. hass to get turned aound, and for the good of the world, I'll get that one handled... I have nothing better to do anymore. But I have to be honest, I wish no ill will toward the citizens of the United States, but I think I'm about ready for a life where it doesn't have so many bitter memories. We don't have to like each other to get the job done.

Now, when you laugh at me talking about doing all these things, I think I'm still going to head to Venezuela.. maybe Paraguay... when I'm done in the U.S.  Once the Pope leaves, I'll have a place to live. I'll take the Guantanamo prisoners with me, and let you guys serve them cake. I'll park my camper in the square.

The thing is, I have great contempt and disdain for the position you have put me in. And I will legally bring down the perverts in the United States Government, and any day you want to try to hang anything on me, I guarantee you, that's the day you'd better start thinking about what it's like to wear pink jailhouse suits and steel handcuffs. And if you think you're going to get cutesy, or I'm going to be bullied into taking cash, or just   "being a good boy like Jesus" you'd better give it up. You people are dead souls to me. Whatever happens to you, you deserve.  I don't know you. Do you get THAT? You'd better.

I don't believe in the death penalty, so prepare to rot in jail.. of course, we'll treat you better than the millions and millions of people you've killed and harmed... because we're better than you snakes.

For me.. I'm unfortunately in the position of doing one of those things that I like to do just for the fun of it because people say it can't be done. I said a long time ago that if this government didn't shape up, I would destroy every congressperson's reputation one by  one until you were all gone. That's an easy thing to do these days. I begged you not to make me hurt you. I  begged you. All you had to do was be nice. Instead, my dog has open wounds again. That really pisses me off.

The reasons there will be no more empires, except the Kingdom of God, is because there is no nation that has ever conducted itself responsibly. Not one. So don't complain to me when you don't get your damned media to lie for you, and special foods, healthcare and pension plans that are f-ing rediculous... the credit companies are going to go bankrupt. I'm going to instruct people about how not to allow the credit companies and governement to use economic coercion against us, and instead, to use it against you. And you guys will all be bankrupt very quickly. I don't care how much money you print. It will be worthless the moment you skip the country. And any country who assists you will be embargoed. You just watch. Paraguay will be surrounded.

The American people will go through a bit of a tough time, but much less than you guys are going to do to them to rob them of the fruits of their labors forever... 1 year and they'll say... are you kidding me.. how come they had us doing that stuff. Life is much more fun and easier now. And it will be. And afterward, if I can have Monticello, maybe I'll stay. That would be a farm.

Justice is not vengeance.

I figure if it's okay for Rockefelelr to write a book and declare that working against the best interests of America is something he's proud of, then why can't I?  Except that I'm not. But I will be working against Rockefeller.

Meanwhile, I want to mention the Russell Trust here because I want people to know that they should boycott, and withhold their stock holdings from anything having to do with the Russell Trust. They ARE the Skull and Bones, from Connecticut, owners of the Senate, the Jack Russell Senate Building... heard of that, in Congress, Washington DC? Chris Dodd, Joe Lieberman, George Bushes, my uncle Jesse Root Grant, Yaleies like Howard Dean, Hillary & Bill Clinton via Rhodes and other affiliations, George Tenet, and pretty much anybody allowed to run for president is either Skull and Bones, or controlled by them and the Council on Foreign Relations. And at this moment, as far as I'm concerned, anyone associated with the Council on Foreign Relations is a traitor, murderer, guilty of genocide, theft, rape and whatever other unimageinable crimes Nazi's are known to do.

littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Please see this quote from Senator John Glenn in Congress during the Clinton Administration... Clinton, who was covertly working for the Council on Foreign Relations, and, among all others in our government for decades, guilty of the littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Nuremburg Codes established based on the crimes of the Nazi regime.... Many of the criminal Nazi scientists were brought to Emory University in Atlanta by the Rockefellers in 1945, so they could continue their work.

Emory University is also the home of Jimmy Carter, author of the Tri-Lateral plan on behalf of the Rockefellers and Rothchild families to take over the world and rule by force.

Special thanks to George H.W. Bush and HIS CIA for overthrowing the United States Government.

I wish I was joking, but I'm not.


9/17/ 9:3o PM  For Starters, Russell Feinh=gole, there is nothing honorable about you You and McCain really fixed campaign financing... $28,000 for a dinner? WHo's kidding who  Oh yeah, let's not forget the hearing on the Rule of Law.. what a joke...

Meanwhile.. the psychotronics continue.. I'm going to leave the country, now there's an aattorney fo rObama on the list of people for prosecution, and if I find out there' ssome law saying it's okay to treat me like shit, I guaarantee, I will fully understand why there would only be 144,000 left when it's all over.. because it sure seems to me there are an awful lot of  people who think they're Christians, and they're not even close. That would include the parade of Senators and Congressmen who think it's funny to taunt me. Do you really believe you can screw my life for 53 years, and I'll just let it go? Or are you people really so perverse that you really do get your jollies off toruting people? That's how it looks to me. Apparently America as a whole agrees with that.

So, just remember, I don't anybody anything. Not one damned thing. And all you self-imporatnat politicians and media people who think you're so damned good.. all I see is dead people that God won't even consider. Why would He.  You people fail the test so badly that it's not even worth my time. All the lies of poiticians... taking on having millions of people's lives destroyed with psychotronics, and you think iut's funny. You harm me and others by playing with their lives like toys... do you really believe God wants souls like your in His Kingdom?

God is forgiving, but the line has been drawn. You're not on his side. At least Muslims actually practice their religion, and actually believe in God... this country insn't in trouble because of its leaders, it's in trouble because the people like living this way.   so be it.

Just remember, anyone who gets in my way or messes with me anymore is a dead soul.. I don't give a damn what you think of me. Like I said before, at least I'll HAVE another life. Obviously, people think it's a given. It's not. And this is the "end of Days", and pretty soon, there won't be anymore of this crap. Cause God doesn't rule by force, and He doesn't any more people who do.

I'm going to spend my day filing a law suit tomorrow, and after it gets filed and registered and all, I'm going to be around long enough to make sure it gets handled even if I starve to death.And when the a*hole politicians and this government are brought to its knees with exposure of its corruption, and the citizens have their country back, I'm going to walk away. And it'll be ten times worse for you if I have to do it from another country, or if I'm homeless.

I'm seriously thinking of joining people like FARC. I respect them. At least they have the guts to stand for something. And they're not narco terrorists. They're people trying to regain their country from another corrupt American propped up dictatorship disguised as a democracy. Anyone who tells you different is a liar.


George W. One more prediction to go. Please do it soon and get it over with.

Interesting.. Eisenhower.. one nation, no longer under God.. guess the atheists don't have to file any more law suits on that one. My final remarks, as in I reject your agenda for the rest of my life, as if you have a right to tell me how I'm going to spend it, is to say hasta la vista... that's my  response.  You broke the laws, you violate rights, you set people up for crimes they didn't commit.. that's why people have the right to tell you how to run the rest of your lives.

You know, you may think it's funny that I get frustrated, but I'm very serious about my intents. Washington was warned, you knew all about it, and you did your damndest to destroy this country, me and destroy God and a whole lot of other people who are true followers just because they would oppose your evil. It's not my fault, it's not their fault. It's your fault. You people are criminals, you're doing what criminals do, you'll be treated like criminals. One day, one way or another. And to think, you're supposed to be the smart ones. The greatest frustration I have is that I understand what you did, how you did it, why, and how every step of the way, it was criminal. And so many people are going to be hurt, because evne now with all this corruption all this time, they continue to lie...

And now we have thieves, liars and murderers running for president... from stealing my work. 

You so called leaders and corporate types really make me sick. I'm sure, to you, I just represent one more person you enjoy squashing for fun like a video game... don't ever forget whose game it is, and why you can't win no matter what you do.

Ya better make sure you swear me in. I'm not going to be a musician, or anything like that. I choose my life, not you. And you people aren't qualified to run anything. Carly Fiorina as a consultant.. what a joke. she took HP and nearly killed it.

It's not the economy, it's corruption, then it's the economy.... so go ahead and laugh at me and people like me, suppress, whatever racketeers like you do.. just know that you need to remove that God part from the pledge. I see no point in wasting my time on any of the media, politicians and corporate comedians... I'm gonna barf the next time someone complains about oil, energy, global warming and the economy.. the people claiming to have solutions purposely did it, and the media lets the off the hook.. promotes Obama despite the fact that they know all about the con...

Dobbs... better get your bonus offshore real quick before they freeze your assets. Yeah, go ahead, make it harder on yourself, Dobbs, lie. It's not like any of you ever tell the truth about anything anyway.

And for those voyeurs out there who can't get enough..  get a hobby. The show is over. You're Sick people.

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Ya know, Olbermann, you're  a fine one to go on the air talking about politicians who don't tell the truth. You may be better than most, but you still don't tell the truth on the most important things. It's sad, because it's an example of someone who would otherwise be considered an outstanding citizen. And yeah, I know, you got ratings. So what?   And then the diffeence between is that I actually care enough about the people in my for me country who are being harmed to actually do something about it.. and then traitors prove to me that the danger to America is unfortunately in the laps of the Baghdad Bobs I first went after and should have boycotted into the ground. I will never make that mistake again. Like I said, I have nothing to prove to any of you. Of course, you probably have some other setup going on. Criminals like you normally do.

Ever heard of Media Matters.  This is my version.

I'm not mentally ill. Like I said, I'm a citizen who knows the truth, and these people are trying to shut me up. It's like the Catholic Church.. their own Bible says they wil be called whores, why would that surprise them.. unless they're trying to have people not notice.

I look forward to seeing Lou Dobbs being taken away in a car with cuffs.. James Taylor, John Hall, Jack Welch and Chris Matthews Shuster, all of them. They sit there knowing they do media mirroring on people who are getting raped. And they say nothing. Bu t the too. They really deserve it. David Dreier... went on Dobbs... that's alright, one day it'll come out, and the U. S. Media will be clearly shown to be traitors with the council on foreign relations and the Bushes. It'll be really obvious when it comes out, and Obama and McCain will go down too, because they are as dirty as they can get. There's a difference between frauds and fallen angels.

Good luck.  You're going to need it. And the next time you think you'll get benefit from harming me or pushing me around, just remember God's promise... I think my dad's little brown cook book says something about bending over and kissing your sweet ass goodbye. That, actually, is from God. It's his book.

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5:09 - Given your behavior in Bolivia, you can't have Paraguay. Leave 'em alone.They're gonna be so mad at you they'll take you out. And I meant my offer to Blackwater. We're gonna need a rapid reaction force.

I  really want to warn you not to take it lightly, me going elsewhere and doing the "from exile" thing. This nation's government will be useless within 6 months. If I file the suit, this nation's government will be gone in 6 months. Or we can do it the easy way. Tha's what's up. Lost today due to zapping.. so what.. the truth is the truth.... These other governments know who the problem is..  The minute I walk out that door, there's no turning back, one way or the other. And the worse you make it for me, the worse you make it for you. The longer it takes, the worse it is for you. Under the circumstances, I don't how much more reasonable you could expect someone to be. That doesn't give you two weeks, by the way. I assume guilt about you guys now. Not the citizens, though.

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9/16/2008 - 11:08am - Primetime...

I have a few things I want to get off my chest this morning. I've been reviewing my life and can honestly say that, before the intense psychotronics, I never yelled at anyone about anything, let alone use filthy language like what ended up on this site. I yelled at myself a few times like that when I made stupid mistakes on my work... Just like I began this whole thing with the media in a very reasonable, courteous way, and I greatly resent that psyops were done that caused me to contradict my own principles day in and day out for years in these otherwise seemingly small ways.

Now that I know it was done to cause me to present myself as a vulgar person, it bothers me more. Further, when I told the story about slamming the cupboard door on my sister's arm at a very young age because hshe wouldn't let her boyfriend play basketball with me, I made a decision to manage my anger... not suppress it, deal with it responsibly. And I did. The same way my mother always had trouble waking me up in the morning until the day I realized I was not being pleasant to her for no good reason, and made a conscious decision that from then on, I would no longer argue with her about waking up, but would take it upon myself to move my flesh and do it so as not to give her grief for my sleepiness. Any further representations made to anyone about these kinds of events should understand that they became witnesses to the setups that have been perpetrated against me, the worst of which came at the hands of the Bill Clinton Administration, and included collusion with the Pete Wilson administration of California.

The way they'd get me to reverse myself is exactly the same as what I'm going to do today... they use psychotronics to put me in an angry mood, state things like - I'm not going to file  a law suit... and the next day, I do. Which I'm going to do. I will say that if my efforts are impeded in any way... in any way... I will take it as a sign that I truly can not trust anyone in the United States, and I will seek refuge elewhere, and I will renounce my legal citizenship to which I have never been allowed my legal rights, and I will create my own empire elsewhere.

Furthermore, Obama, forget inextricably linked except to the extent that we are linked so I can take you down.. and I will... McCain too... and whoever else steps forward for leadership because there's not a one of you who is trustworthy. I said fom the beginning I had no desire to take  over anything, and I certainly can't run the government myself. So all I have to say is, we have come full circle, and you people have to prove yourselves to me. I have nothing to prove and I will not defend who I am as a person... and anyone who forces me to with unreasonable questions or attempts to smear me WILL go to jail as the result of conspiracy.  I always said, I will answer reasonable questions, appropriate questions.. I will spend 24 hours a day every day to repair the damage if that' swhat it takes.

But I won't put up with this harassment any longer.. and every moment it continues means more jail time and trips to the Hague. You'd better get it figured out and handled. Got that Richard Shelby, John Warner, Ted Kennedy, Robert Byrd... I'd list every name in Congress but I'd have to go back about 53 years, and will, if forced to...  Biden, Ron Paul, Bob Barr... you're all equally guilty. None of you have any excuses. None. And no matter what stories you come up with, I have a zillion to come at you with. And if you block things in the courts if you force me to file, there will be no looking back.

Obama... all of a sudden we have an economic meltdown.. the one I was trying to warn Dobbs about since 2002. THe one I've been watching being orchestrated since before Jimmy Carter. The one you and Terry McAuliffe and the Democrats have been involved with the largest transfer of wealth in history to Democratic Party interests during the CLinton Administration. Ever heard of Greg Palast...   the New York TImes reporter who was dumped after exposing the fraud of election 2000?

You guys always act like you don't know these things are going on... but it's all in the public domain.. it's been in my memory through time.. it's the same old portable plots.. so you'd better tell Pelosi and Gore and all the rest to hold off on the energy plans becuase they will be rescinded anyway, and any of the back door payoffs will result in criminal prosecution. And for every person who has had cance since 1900, I will prepare and proceed on RICCO charges against Congress and those who withheld the cure. How many charges of attempted murder and murder would you like to have against you?

Obama... what took Nixon down was not the crime, it was the coverup. He wasn't guilty of Watergate. He may have been guilty of other things, but not that. He was setup. I still think there wsa a probability you got set up. But you have no integrity for not having the courage to step away. You're not a leader. Maybe I'll have the chance to teach you how to be one some day. McCain is no leader either. Obama, your economic advisors from Clinton are the ones who set up the bubble economies... wanna talk about sustainable economies.. let's get rid of the acceptance of planned obsolescence. Let's get rid of kiting the economy to steal from the citizens. ANd if you put that in your speeches, I'll know you're just another conspirator. Which I believe you are.

So this is it, folks, get in my way now, I'll go elsewhere and get help extracting all the info I have that you want for the benefit of everyone but the American leaders and corporations... and you know who I mean. I am under no security agreements, and my knowledge is my own as granted by God. If you take me into custody for reasons of national security, I will never cooperate with you and I will work against you or make it impossible for you to use me. Get out and stay out of my way.

Isn't it weird I actually sort of trust Alan Greenspan.. on a leash :} With appropriate instruction :} And just goals :} That covers the qualifications. And he could get a   lot of people indicted. Is that clemency, amnesty or a cabinet position.. depends on whether it's the Clinton or Bush paradigm :}

I like Ike... that's my slogan, I'm like Ike....  and then it'll get compared to hurricane Ike, and that's when I'll nail HAARP.

Here's my campaign theme songs...

Notice this guy's name..  :} soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Rico Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - 10 - Mr Eisenhower

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Obama.. this is real bottom up management. Presidents think they'r ethe boss... this man, patriot, is a fine American example of someone who keeps the dream, the promise of God whether he understands that or not. And is, therefore, one of my billiions of leaders.

And, by the way, he does understand the material and spiritual sides of the war that is actually going on.  Dedicated to Sarah Palin, with prayers for her son.

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Rico Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - 01 - There's A War On

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Rico Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - 03 - Red, White & Blue

soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Rico Youngblood - Alternative Anthems - 07 - In the Year of 911

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9/15 - 11:15pm... Again, the historical thing came from the media getting me to think of it in terms tha tway... one more way to make it look like a display of arrogance. At one point, the psyops guys had me numbering paragraphs. Anything to make it look weird... that's psychotronics for ya... ANd I'm not trying to entertain people. If I was doing that, you'd be hearing some really slikc production. THis site, other the foul language and weird stuff because of psychotronics, is how I usually tend to talk to people.. not so direct.. but i s generally how I try to communicate.

I have my own version of the parting  of the  Red Sea. First, it was cool that it was possible that Mt. Aetna erupted, and Moses lifted his hands just at the right moment when the tide went out and allowed the people to crosss. God works in mysterious ways.

Then, my version, relevant to today... which is"and still, he extends his hands", and , in separating the wheat from the chaffe... he divides the sea of people between those who are "read" and those who are not, to know who needs to be assisted... just one way of projecting the holographic nature of paradigms...

I guess Donnie doesn't want to do that song.. so I'll probably give it to someone else. He does good music though, I'll give him that.

9/6/2008 3:21 PM The other night, I was listening to Lindsay Graham talk about footnotes in history, and I thought, I have a couple for him. So I wrote the first of   them in my memos to John McCain. I thought it would be only fitting that I begin with footnotes about the man who inspired this web page. I always like to give credit where credit is due. Talk about Aesopian remarks about littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) the Federal Reserve   :}

My original footnotes were: soundicon.gif (1101 bytes) Ace - How Long Has This Been Going On?
Lindsay Graham: Foams at mouth and gets excited when preaching hate
Joe Lieberman: Anything for a nuke
Sarah Palin - littlebluedot.gif (881 bytes) Is she uninformed or complicit? Apparently, complicit.

Since then.. I can only comment that I look forward to the joint appearance of John McCain and Barack Obama at the site of the September 11, 2001 World Trade Center Attacks. If only they'd really smoke a joint first, maybe we'd hear some truth for a change.

I say that, giggling, because among all the other interesting positive things I've learned about cannabis that I didn't already know, is that the CIA did some research long ago, and determined that among all the hallucinogenic drugs and other methods they used to come up with a truth serum for interrogating prisoners... the best truth serum is marijuana. :}:} They said there's little evidence of the research, except for the stories told to the researcher's friends (guess he couldn't keep his mouth shut.

Unfortunately, they said the research was only done on one man, but I am concerned it's related to a great number of atrocities.

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9/7/2008 - 1:24am PT - The current facade of the Bush adminsitration and the Federal Reserve to supposedly bail out Americans by bailing out Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac is a repeat of a bad dream/scheme hatched in 1938 during the depression in order to relieve bankers of debt and supply them with new interest bearing cash, for new loans. In both ways, the bankers, this time with the front-runner being Morgan Stanley, get money to be relieved of debt while lending the money for the buyout to the government at high interest rates... all of which taxpayers pay for as well. This is like the investors in these organizations getting paid 3 times their money, and still retaining the right to foreclose when the economy collapses due to the debt accumulated by the Republican and Democratic Parties over the last ... 8  years... 16 years (when you consider long term debt)   and over 100 years when you consider the scope and duration of the conspiracy to successfully steal unearned money from America... with the aid of our government.

So George and friends... no, no, no.. If you do this, then you'll really be leaving your friends in the lurch. I think they've been paid enough. Guess we will have to change currency. But that's okay, because you've all proven money is easy to print. What I want to know is, how much have you guys made off of turning coal into diamonds at the JPL linear accelerator? Pretty neat trick. Who needs blood diamonds, anyway? Can you say Loral?

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